A/N: Ahh, nothing like a good five year titsoak, am I right, fellas? The Twilight Renaissance really inspired me. If you look back to my first and second attempts at this fic, you'll really see the improvements of my writing. Since Bella The Vampire Slayer 1.0 was like 100% confusing dialogue. Really, I could never attempt another rewrite, so I'll just be continuing on to this one. The renaissance has given me more inspiration to draw from, and I think I'm finally ready to see this to the end. I will be dialing back on the original characters, but more new slayers to come as soon as I wrap up the "Bella is back in Forks and has a sexual awakening" arc.

Remember - in this story, girls become slayers after a vampire endangers their life. Girls become slayers, when they biologically have to be able to protect themselves from one. I know it tweaks Buffy's mythology a bit, but it was needed for this to work in my story. Plus, how bad ass is Bella? Is that some GROWTH we see? LOVE to see it.

Without further ado, I present to you the lemon that should have been in the original New Moon.

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight.

Chapter 13

It felt good to be the one taking care of someone else, when before I was constantly being monitored. Jake seemed to be shivering under my hold even though his skin was radiating heat from every inch of him.

"What if I fuck everything up, Bella?"

A few responses came to mind, but then I realized he was worried about leading the pack.

"You wouldn't," I said simply.

"You seem so sure."

"I know you."

A moment passed in silence, Jake was still. Followed by him getting up very quickly, nearly knocking me off his twin-sized mattress. He removed my arm from around his torso. From under the blankets I realized he was only wearing a pair of boxer briefs. He slid out the end of the bed and began rummaging through a pile of clothes on the floor.

"You're right," He said gruffly while tossing a t-shirt over his head. "This isn't me." He slid the t-shirt over his body and began putting on some sweatpants.

I sat up on his bed and I furrowed my eyebrows together, "Jake, I think everyone would understand if you took a day to mourn. No one is expecting you to be a leader right this second."

"That's the thing about destiny, Bella. It doesn't wait."

"You think I don't understand destiny?"

"How could you?"

I thought long and hard about how to respond to this. Do I just come out and say what I am? I got up from Jacob's bed and straightened out my clothes.

"Are you leaving?" he asked confusedly.

"Do you want me to?"

He frowned, "No, I don't."

I sat back down on the edge of his bed. "There's so much I want to tell you, Jake. That I understand what you're going through more than you know. And I have so many questions. Like how can you possibly be a werewolf? How did I not notice it before?"

He exhaled. He made a slow motion to sit down next to me. I moved over slightly to give him more space. "It's a long story, but I'll do my best to keep it short. The condensed version is, I exist, because vampires exist."

I'm taken completely aback, and audibly gasp. I try to maintain composure. "Jake, I-"

"Bella?"

"I exist because vampires exist." I whispered.

Jake continued, not realizing I was talking about myself. "Yeah, we shift as wolves so we can protect people from the threat of vampires. It's been like this for generations."

"Generations."I said incredulously.

"Bella, what's going on?"

I try to compose myself, but I'm just stuck here realizing that Jake and I are connected on so many levels. We have both been given the same hand. Destined to fight vampires for generations.

"Jake…" I'm just experiencing a complete loss for words.

"You're different now, Bella." He stated. "You're more confident, you're less clumsy, and you're remarkably strong. I know you don't just come back from the Army with super strength and the knowledge to defeat vampires."

"You're right." I said quietly, "you're completely right."

"How did this happen? What are you?"

"As you know, a few months ago, Edward dumped me."

"Did you know he was a vampire?" Jake asked.

"I always knew."

"And that didn't, like, bother you?" He asked disgustedly.

"I didn't fully understand then. I didn't know, Jake. What it meant. I just… but when he dumped me, something happened. I changed. And they found me."

"Who found you?"

"The council."

"The what?"

"Okay okay I know sorry, this is just hard to explain. I found out that I had been called. Chosen, to be a slayer." I said carefully. I exhaled slowly. I don't know how to say this so he'll understand.

"Excuse me, a vampire slayer?"

"With that being said, you don't need to worry about the Cullens. They don't hurt anyone. They only feed off of animals."

"Bella, excuse me, you're a vampire slayer?"

"And a virgo."

"Okay, this is not a time for jokes," He said unamused.

"And a virgin. Don't forget virgin."

"Bella, be serious."

"I am serious. I'm a strong willed, vampire slaying, virgin virgo."

He sighed, "I can't with you right now." Then he chuckled slightly. Finally lightening the mood.

I set my hand on top of his, "You're going to be a great leader, Jake. I know you are. This wouldn't be your destiny unless you were going to completely lead people to victory. The immediate danger is gone, Jake. We stopped Victoria. That's what Sam, and Jared, would have wanted. Their people to be safe."

He was quiet for a moment, "I know you said you were going to leave at the end of the week."

With everything going on, I forgot. I promised Carmen I would take a vacation. This was supposed to be just a quick visit home. It feels so wrong to leave now, but I made a promise. I didn't even pick where I was going to take my vacation. The thought quickly occurred to me, "Jake, come with me. You wouldn't have to worry about a thing, the council would take care of it."

"Go with you? Where? On vacation?"

"We could go to Italy! Jake," I said moving closer to him. "Don't even think of it as taking a vacation, just a little break from everything going on here. It's exactly what you need."

"Bella, I don't know." He frowned. I moved my hand to cup his face in the palm of my hand.

"No one understands me, like you do." I said with certainty.

"You haven't even explained everything to me. I still have so many questions."

"And I'll explain everything. In Italy. Just come with me."

"Bella, I-" My lips crashed into his. I felt his entire body react. The kiss was passionate, and slow. I could feel his desire for me, it engulfed me like a raging fire. His hands held my face as he kissed me back, and he slowly began trailing kisses down to my neck, and over my collar bone. I moaned softly.

I felt his head rest against my shoulder, "Should we be doing this now?"

I lifted his head up and made him face me. "No." I said simply with a smirk, and continued to kiss him.

He pulled away, "Bella, I'm being serious." He frowned slightly, "You know that I want you."

"Do I?"

"Bella, I've been completely...crushing on you since I met you." I noticed him change his word choice, mid sentence.

"I'm sorry that it took me so long to notice." I pressed my lips against his neck softly. And passionately laid kisses against his warm skin.

A realization came to me, how fast this was happening. Jake, a boy I have grown up with, and never gave much thought to, but now may be the only person that could come close to understanding me. The connection is there. The desire is there. I thought back to yesterday, before everything happened. I just knew I wanted him. And he just understood not only my mind, but my body. It was like he could hear it communicate to him, and knew how I wanted to be touched.

I wanted to show him that I wanted to return the favor. I had considered doing this for Edward, but he would have never allowed it.

"I want to try something," I said. "But I've never done it before, so I might not be…" Ugh, my lack of experience is killing me.

"What?" he said with his voice cracking. My hand moved down over his torso, and I took the time to appreciate his toned body, each ab had its own personality. And made my way over the waistband of his sweatpants, and I touched his cock over the fabric. Oh my God. Okay, he's actually gigantic.

He gasped, "Bella, you don't have to-"

"I want to." And I began feeling it in soft strokes. He moaned quietly. I then crept up carefully to his waistband and slipped my right hand inside, I traveled down his happy trail, and felt his throbbing cock.

"Oh, Bella." He moaned.

I slipped my hand out and got down on my knees in front of him on the edge of his bed where he sat. "I've never done this before."

"Bella, it's okay. I didn't expect this from you at all. I was happy to eat your pussy."

I blushed slightly, remembering. "I know, I just want to return the favor."

"Bella-"

"Show him to me."

And with that Jake pulled down his sweats enough to display his massive cock, standing proud, in all its splendor. I then began to salivate and wet the inside of my mouth, I may have never done this before, but I can only imagine that this would improve his experience. I feigned confidence, and took his cock into my mouth. I bobbed my head slowly up and down, trying to come up with some sort of technique, I spun my mouth from side to side while also going up and down. He began moaning harder, "Yes, Bella, just like...just like that."

Hearing him moan like that encouraged me to go faster. I wanted to play around a little bit more, testing other ways to please him. I began taking the cock in and out of my mouth, wrapping my lips tight around his shaft as I came up. "Ugh, Bella, you're driving me so crazy."

I wiggled my tongue a bit, and I felt his hips buck beneath me, his whole body, quivering as I teased his cock in my mouth. His hands laced into my hair, not forcing my head down, but guiding me, showing me how he likes it, connecting with me.

That was until he forced it out of my mouth, "Bella, stop." he said breathlessly.

"What's wrong? Did I do something wrong?"

"No," he smiled, "I was just getting close."

"That's what I was going for." I said.

He took off his shirt and finished taking off his sweatpants. "I don't want to cum yet. Not until I can make you cum."

I stared for a moment, admiring the figure in front of me. "You already made me… cum" I struggled to say the word, officially adding it to my vocabulary. "I'm trying to return the favor."

He picked me up from my low stance. "Don't worry about that. I just want to remind you how beautiful you are." and he began kissing my neck again. His hands wrapped around my torso. "If you'll let me."

I moaned while I felt his hot breath against my skin. "Yes," how could I refuse? "Please."

He guided my shirt over my head and while my bra remained, he began leaving kisses on my breasts. Eagerly, I removed my pants and left my underwear for Jake to remove once he was ready. Together we got onto the bed, quickly Jake was on top of me trailing kisses down my torso, and lingering around my hip bone places soft kisses. His hand circled around my thigh, just at the edge of my panties, teasing me mercilessly. My breath became heavier. Finally, his finger slid underneath my panties, and began grazing my pussy.

"Bella, you're so wet for me." he said as he slid a finger inside me. An involuntary moan escaped my lips and I felt my own hand go over my mouth to muffle it. He removed his hand from my pussy to take my hand that was over my mouth, "No, Bella, I want to hear you, baby."

Baby. Why does that word make me feel so weak. Ugh I wanted him so bad.

I did the honors of removing my bra from my body while he removed my panties. He was back, admiring my pussy. Delicately running his tongue down my labia, and licking up my wetness, and savoring it. He trailed back up to find my throbbing clit, that was already so close reaching climax. "You taste so sweet, baby."

Baby. My God, there's that word again. I stared down at him, as he passionately toyed with my clitoris. "Jake, I think, I'm close."I said weakly through a moan.

He then slowed down suddenly. "Oh," he traced his tongue slowly up my clitoris. "Is that so?"

"I- I'm close." I said through labored breath. I felt a layer of sweat begin to emerge from my skin, my entire body tingling.

"I want to make you cum in a different way this time." he said between very slow tongue strokes. "If you are comfortable with it. I wanna know what it's like to be inside you, Bella."

He inserted a finger inside me, "you're so wet for me, Bella. I'd be so gentle with you."

My mind wasn't working, I couldn't get words out, I was completely intoxicated by Jacob's body, his playful tongue, his finger delicately working inside me. He inserted another finger and I felt my legs part for him, opening myself up to him. "I want you to," I was able to speak through between moans.

"I want you too, Bella. I've wanted you for so long." He got from my pussy and began up my torso, to my neck, and began kissing me softly.

My fingers laced into his hair, tugging it softly, and pulling him closer to me.

He pulled away, "You have to let me know if you feel uncomfortable in any way. We can always stop.I don't want to hurt you."

I internally scoffed, I'm practically bullet proof. "I hope it does." I said bravely. "Jacob, please, I want you inside me," I pleaded.

He then positioned his cock at my opening. I could feel how big he was already. He teased me a bit with his tip, running it up and down across my labia and clitoris. "Jacob, please," I pleaded again.

And with that he carefully made his way inside me. His body rested on top of mine and I dug my teeth into his shoulder. I hated to admit it, but there was a bit of a pinch, or perhaps a snap that I felt inside me. He stayed still for a moment before whispering into my ear, "Baby, your pussy feels so good."

I moaned, he called me baby again. But I felt embarrassed a bit, this did end up hurting a little bit. But every time I heard him call me baby, I just got more and more wet. Goosebumps were forming over my entire body. Perhaps my body loved the pain?

"Slowly," I whispered, signalling to him to continue further. With my face still burrowing into his shoulder he began moving his cock slowly through my pulsing opening. Once again, I felt the tension build again, the same one I was feeling before. The combination of pain, and pleasure…

"Harder," I said through my moan. And he began propelling faster, and started hitting what I suspected to be my G-Spot. "Oh, fuck."

Moments passed and I felt it crash over me like a wave. My hips bucked up forward and I felt my fingers grasp tightly to Jake's hair, pulling it roughly. My entire body tingling, orchestra's playing, fireworks exploding, the sun rising, my eyes dilating. I whimper escaped my lips in the most pleasured way.

This one was different than last time.

"God, Bella, you're even sexier than I imagined. I'm going to come too." He sped up his pace and I cried out in ecstasy. He quickly pulled out and spread his seed out on my torso. "Fuck, Baby." He grabbed the t-shirt he was wearing and quickly wiped me clean and laid down right on top of me, both of our bodies humming.

I was out of breath. My fingers comb through his hair as he rests his face on my chest. So uh, that's what sex is like? Wow.

"So, Italy?" Jake finally said.

"Italy. Will you go with me?"

"How could I refuse?"