A/N: The chapter I think you all have been waiting for. Hope it doesn't disappoint!
Beca's entire being was trembling. She was trying to focus on the road, but it was so hard to not let her eyes shut with Chloe's mouth exploring her neck and collar bone and with her hand under the brunette's shirt, sensually touching her. The redhead had obviously decided that the foreplay would begin the second they pulled out of her driveway, and she grinned mischievously as Beca's right hand left the steering wheel to lace into her hair.
"Eyes on the road, Babe," she murmured against warm skin as her fingertips trailed up Beca's inner thigh to barely brush between them. Then she giggled as her girlfriend suddenly swerved into a parking lot and parked in a dark spot.
"Here's the thing, Chlo," the brunette said huskily. "As much as I love it, I can't concentrate on driving with your mouth and hands on me like that, and while I'd rather we do this somewhere more comfortable, I'm pretty much about to explode so… either you behave and let me drive us home, or we just have sex right here."
It was an ultimatum Chloe had NOT been expecting. She swallowed hard, a sudden surge of arousal almost making the decision for her.
But…
She sighed and shook her head. She cared too much about Beca to let their first real time together be in the back of a car. "I'll behave," she said. "I'd rather ravish you in your bed."
Beca reached over and pulled her close by the front of her shirt, murmuring softly. "We're only ten minutes from my place." Then she placed a chaste kiss on Chloe's lips and pulled back out of the parking lot.
Xx
Chloe took a slow, shuddering breath as she laced her hand into Beca's hair to guide her closer. She was actually a little nervous. It had been a long time since she'd made love with someone she really cared about, and, despite her experience, she feared messing it up. She wanted this to be the best night of Beca's life... of both their lives. It was what they both deserved after so many years of being unfulfilled.
They were stretched out on the couch in the living room, Beca's weight resting comfortably on her lover and Chloe's legs wrapped around her hips, kissing with enough passion to heat the room. They hadn't made it to the bedroom… not yet anyway… and Chloe's moans were low and sensual as Beca rocked down onto her, pushing the seam of her jeans into a sensitive, throbbing spot. It wasn't enough to get the redhead where she wanted to be, but it was more than enough to drive her insane with need. Her heart was pounding in her chest and every time she looked at the younger woman, it skipped a beat. Beca's face was flushed and so beautiful that Chloe couldn't help but fall for her a little more.
"This feels…" Beca gasped as her girlfriend nipped her pulse point. "Fucking incredible… God…"
Chloe pulled her head back and caressed the younger woman's cheek. "You ok? You need to slow down? Or can I take your shirt off?" She searched Beca's eyes for any hint of fear or doubt.
Slow down or shirt off… Beca knew immediately which one she wanted, and she nodded. "Take it off."
"Baby," Chloe said seriously. "Listen… if at any time you want to stop, just tell me, ok? No always means no."
"Ok," Beca whispered in reply. "Same for you."
The actress nodded once more and then lifted the brunette's shirt off over her head, cascading her long dark hair over her shoulders. Beca's bra was lovingly discarded and now, her breasts were free, radiant in the moonlight. The redhead inhaled and exhaled deeply as she cupped them, testing their weight, and running her thumbs softly over their light-pink nipples. She kissed each one in turn, watching them harden, then lifted her eyes. "So beautiful, Becs," she said softly. "So perfect. You take my breath away."
Tears pricked at Beca's eyes as she remembered how Luke had pestered her at one time to get implants, telling her he wanted much more than a handful in his future wife. Her refusal had earned her several days of his not talking to her and he'd never apologized for it.
Chloe's nails drifted slowly down Beca's back then, making her shiver a little as it tickled, and as she came back into the moment, the redhead looked at her worriedly. "Where'd you go, Sweetheart?"
The brunette sighed. "The not-so-pleasant past," she said softly.
"Did he hurt you?" the actress asked, slowing them down a little to let Beca process her feelings.
"More than I ever realized," the brunette replied. "He made me feel like I was less than I am, Chlo, and I really didn't get it 'til now because… you make me feel like I'm more. You make me feel so much inside, I can hardly process it all."
Chloe wrapped her hand around the brunette's nape and pulled her in to kiss her deeply, pulling a moan from her and making Beca rock her hips down hard again. The brunette gently eased back then and took her time opening her lover's shirt and unclasping her bra as she dropped open-mouthed kisses on her flushed skin. The clothing ended up on the floor next to the couch as her eyes roamed hungrily down the redhead's body. Beca knew it visually; had seen Chloe in all stages of undress and had even touched it boldly during some of their more heated make out sessions, but it hadn't prepared her for the surge of desire she felt now that the redhead's torso was finally bare under her.
"Jesus, Chloe…" she groaned as she touched her breasts reverently. "You're so incredibly beautiful, I can't even... I feel like a goddamned teenage boy."
The actress sniggered and then closed her eyes, biting her bottom lip as Beca's mouth sealed around her right nipple and suckled. Then the brunette tugged experimentally with her lips and nibbled very gently with her teeth.
Chloe wanted to let Beca take her time, but she was throbbing so insistently between her thighs that she wasn't sure how long she'd be able to hold out. Then Beca's mouth was on her left breast, and she couldn't stop herself from lifting her hips to seek any relief she could get.
"Do you want to stay here or move to the bedroom?" the brunette asked then, feeling the intensity increasing between them.
"Bedroom," the redhead gasped. "Please."
Beca pressed her body up, then slid to the side to stand next to the couch. She offered Chloe her hand and pulled her up, but then the redhead was all over her… touching, nipping, licking and nibbling her as they stumbled up the stairs and into the master. Beca's hands were trembling as she went for the button fly of Chloe's jeans, popping it open quickly and shoving the heavy denim down her slender hips so she could kick them off.
The actress's abs flexed then as she leaned in and tugged Beca's pants down impatiently. They were breathing hard, chests heaving, unable to keep their lips off each other as they rid each other of their underwear and tumbled onto the bed. Beca wasn't sure her legs would have kept her standing much longer anyway.
"Please… let me…" Chloe begged. "I need to touch you."
Beca nodded, voice stolen as she fought for air, and then she sucked in a huge lungful as Chloe's fingers were suddenly between her folds, skimming through her wetness with worshipful caresses. The actress's eyes were closed, focused only on the sensations under her fingertips and she moaned with pleasure as she found Beca's clitoris swollen and waiting for her. It was bigger than she'd expected, and her mouth dropped open a little in wonder as she realized she could hold it easily between the pads of her thumb and forefinger, so she gave it an experimental squeeze, pulling just the tiniest bit on it.
Beca's back arched off the bed and she groaned deeply in her chest. "Fuck, Baby, that feels so good."
Chloe was totally amazed, and a huge grin rose to her face as she slowly caressed up and down its length. "My God, Beca," she moaned. "So fucking hot."
"Yeah, you are," Beca replied with a smile and Chloe laughed softly.
"That was corny... and I meant your clit."
"Like it, huh?" Beca replied, passion making her bold. "Your fingers feel amazing on it…but I bet your tongue would feel even better."
Chloe's mouth dropped open in amazement again and for a moment, Beca thought she'd made a terrible mistake, but then the actress was growling possessively, and she settled between the brunette's thighs to take every inch of her in. Beca was soaked and fragrant and hot. Chloe blew on her gently and grinned as Beca's hand tangled into her hair.
"FUCK, CHLOE!"
The redhead slowly explored, drawing little circles and shapes and letters with the tip of her tongue, and spending some quality time with her fingers inside her lover, thrusting languidly. Then she flicked Beca's clit a few times before closing her lips over it and suckling gently. Beca gasped as the actress bobbed her head slowly, tugging on the bundle of nerves with just the right amount of pressure to keep the brunette deliriously teetering on the verge of orgasm but not letting her slip over. Chloe wanted this to be the best orgasm her lover had ever had, and she knew just how to get her there.
"Mmmm… I can feel how close you are," she said as Beca's body tightened and arched underneath her. "You're squeezing my fingers, and it feels so amazing."
The brunette was sure she'd never felt this aroused before and she closed her eyes, mind flashing back to every moment she'd spent with Chloe over the previous few weeks. Every smile, every tinkle of laughter, every gentle, loving touch... and she knew. She knew that Chloe cared for her as much as she cared for Chloe. And it sent her spiraling higher and higher, one hand clenched into the redhead's locks and the other, into the sheets beneath her.
"Chloe," Beca keened. "Please…let me… let me come." Her hand lifted to touch herself then, but Chloe pinned it to the bed, chuckling softly.
"Nuh uh, mine."
She suckled Beca's clit again, then circled her tongue firmly over it, and felt the younger woman's hips lift again, chasing the pleasure. The brunette's body was glistening with sweat and Chloe reached up to play with her nipples, making her moan loudly again.
"Chlo, please…" Beca begged desperately and this time, the actress gave her what she wanted.
Chloe's eyes lifted to look at her lover's face, flushed, sweaty, and the most beautiful thing she'd ever seen. "I need you to come for me," she growled, then redoubled her efforts, sliding her fingers back inside her and suckling harder.
Beca's hands both clenched into Chloe's hair, tugging hard as she lifted her hips and came with an almost agonized cry, so loud it echoed around the whole house. Then deep breathing was the only sound that broke the silence as Chloe rested her head on Beca's thigh and closed her eyes, savoring the moment. But when Beca didn't say anything, Chloe was concerned. She lifted her head but couldn't help but grin smugly when she found a pair of very wide, very dilated blue eyes looking at her in amazement.
"Dude! THAT'S what it's supposed to feel like?" Beca got out. She felt a little tongue-tied.
The actress frowned and slid up her lover's body to cup her cheek. "What do you mean, Baby?"
Beca began to laugh so hard it shook the whole bed, and Chloe was suddenly worried she'd somehow broken her. Then the brunette lifted her two middle fingers to flip the ceiling off. "SCREW YOU, LUKE! YOU SUCK IN BED!" she yelled. She wrapped her arms around Chloe and kissed her to within an inch of her life. "Oh my God!" she exclaimed. "You're amazing!"
The redhead wasn't sure what the appropriate response should be in the moment, so she just blinked. "Um… thank you?" she said uncertainly, and Beca laughed again as she flipped them both over and slung a knee over Chloe's thighs to straddle her. She ran her hands up the redhead's abs and leaned down to kiss along her jawline.
"Where'd you learn all that?" she asked then, the look on her face like that of a kid in a toy store as she traced her fingertips over the pebbled surface of the redhead's breasts. She tilted her head and smiled to herself. I think I'm a boob man.
"Spoiler alert... I'm a lesbian," Chloe said with a shrug as she gazed up at her adoringly. She didn't think she'd ever stop smiling, now that she'd tasted Beca Mitchell. "I didn't exactly reinvent the wheel, Becs."
"Well, there should be a prize or something for that. Jesus Christ, Chlo." Then the brunette pressed her hand into her lover's chest, her face the picture of dismay. "Oh my God."
Chloe frowned. "What's wrong, Baby?"
Beca's eyes widened again. "I'm not going to be able to do that for you. I…"
"Hey." Chloe said, bringing Beca's hand to her lips to kiss it. "Honestly, I'm so turned on right now, it wouldn't take more than a stiff breeze, Beca. But even if I wasn't, I know you'd do great, either way. You have a caring heart, and you listen. You'll be great."
In response, Beca smiled mischievously and shifted a little to run her hand between her girlfriend's legs, eyebrows lifting in surprise when her hand came back absolutely soaked. "Wow," she said. "You're…"
"Don't say it," Chloe said quickly. "Not if you want ANY chance of taking your time with me."
The brunette slowly leaned down and caressed Chloe's breast again as she whispered in her ear. "And what if I just wanted to make you scream, right now?"
The actress swallowed and her pupils dilated even further. "If you want to make me come quickly," she replied huskily. "Put your fingers inside me."
"Is that what you want?" Beca asked softly. "Because I just want to make you feel as good as you made me feel. Tell me what you want, Chloe?"
The redhead nodded, feeling like she might genuinely explode if her lover didn't touch her soon. "Please, Becs… inside."
The brunette nodded and then kissed her deeply as she moved her fingertips between soaking folds. She allowed her mind free reign to take in the whole experience like a video recorder. Touching another woman wasn't quite the same as touching herself and she took a moment to gently explore and learn the landscape as Chloe moaned softly. "This ok?" she asked, and her lover just nodded and moaned again. She found the redhead's clit and gently teased it, smiling as Chloe's hips jerked, and she continued her exploration, taking her cues from the little noises her lover was making and the micro expressions crossing her face. It took her a moment to figure out what she wanted to do but she nodded then and pressed a single finger to Chloe's entrance. She paused again, slightly nervous and biting on her bottom lip.
After a moment, her lover's eyes opened. "If you're worrying about hurting me, don't," Chloe said softly, reaching out to caress the younger woman's hair. "You won't… unless you really try."
"I would never hurt you intentionally," the brunette replied, and the actress realized that the words were meant about more than just sex.
Chloe reached up again and caressed Beca's cheek. "I… I think I knew that already," she replied honestly. "I think I…" She paused as she drew the younger woman down into a kiss she just couldn't wait for. "I think I trusted you the first moment I met you."
Beca nodded and kissed her again, this time gently easing one finger inside her. "You're so beautiful and so kind and so… wet."
Chloe whimpered and her hips jerked again as her clit twitched hard. "More," she whispered. "Please?" Beca eased her hand back and then forward again, adding a second finger. Chloe nodded. "Good, Baby. Just like that."
Beca started a slow rhythm, feeling Chloe's hips rise and fall to meet her fingers as she tipped her head back. It was incredibly sexy and Beca moaned softly as she captured her lover's right nipple between her teeth and nibbled.
The actress's right hand laced into her own hair and her left grasped the headboard above her as Beca moved back and forth between her breasts, paying them equal attention, and teasing her nipples to rock-hard peaks. Then her lips moved lower, and she traced her tongue slowly along the valleys and ridges of the older woman's abs.
Chloe's body was undeniably beautiful and Beca wondered why on Earth she hadn't seen other women this way before now. But then she remembered her lover's words. Maybe it's the person and not the gender.
Gender.
Beca smiled to herself as she looked down between Chloe's thighs, where the skin was smooth as silk except for a small patch of perfectly groomed red hair. She'd never been a huge fan of oral sex with Luke, but she was curious about tasting Chloe, so she abandoned her abs and slid lower. The redhead's hand immediately came down to her chin.
"You… you don't have to do that if…" she panted but she stopped, and her eyes closed again as Beca smiled and placed a lingering kiss on her clit. Then she tentatively ran the tip of her tongue around and over it, savoring the sweet and tangy taste. "Oh… God…" Chloe choked out, hips lifting again. "Beca… that… that's good. That feels so good." She was trembling and her body was so ready for release, it was as tight as a bowstring. The brunette picked up her pace a little, sliding in and out of her lover easily, she thrusted harder and licked at the redhead's clit. "More pressure, Baby," the actress murmured breathlessly. "Don't be afraid to suck… and… and… fuck… curl your fingers a little on the way out…" Beca listened to everything Chloe was saying, and she worked the redhead up until she couldn't stand it anymore. "I… I can't hold back, Becs…" the actress keened and then her back was arching, and she was crying out her pleasure to the heavens.
Beca felt an astonishing pulsing sensation around her fingers, along with a tickle of moisture, and she slowed her rhythm a little as Chloe writhed under her, both hands clamped over the top of the headboard and biceps bulging.
It was the hottest thing Beca had ever seen.
Ever.
Her clit was suddenly throbbing again.
She eased her fingers out of her lover and straddled her again, moving them between her own thighs to touch herself as she leaned down to kiss Chloe's lips, dipping her tongue into her mouth and sharing their tastes.
"Mmmm…" the redhead smiled lazily as she caught her breath. "I like watching you touch yourself like that."
"You do?" Beca panted as she rubbed her clit. Chloe's wetness was still all over her hand and knowing that made the whole thing even hotter for some reason.
And it apparently did something for the actress too. She sat up and her fingers slipped inside her lover as they kissed. Beca rode her fingers then and the redhead's free hand moved between her own legs. "Fuck," she gasped. "What you do to me, Beca."
They kissed desperately, tongues dueling, and Beca's hips bucked harder as she tried to take Chloe's fingers deeper inside her. She stiffened and then tipped her head back as she suddenly came again and from the sounds coming from Chloe, and the teeth closed tightly on her shoulder, she realized the redhead was coming too.
Chloe's arms came around her waist then, and she pressed her cheek against Beca's chest as the younger woman's fingers riffled gently through her damp hair. Neither woman said anything for a long moment. Then Chloe's eyes lifted, shining with joy as she smiled adoringly.
"I knew you'd be great."
Then she fell back onto the mattress, one arm thrown over her eyes as she caught her breath and Beca snuggled into a comfortable spot, head nestled into the crook of her shoulder.
"You ok, Chlo?" she asked as she felt a little sniffle run through the actress.
"Yeah, I'm... so much more than ok," Chloe replied. "I feel..." Her face crumpled into tears, and it took her a moment to regain her composure. "I feel... whole again."
Beca smiled and lifted herself onto one forearm so she could kiss the older woman tenderly. "And I feel reborn. Chloe, I don't know what to say... you... you've changed my life."
Chloe nodded slowly, eyes so full of emotion, it wrecked the brunette speechless. "And you've changed mine."
