Conflicted Feelings- Astolfo Directors Cut
The soft summer breeze drifted through the air making its way carefully to my room. Alone on my bed I waited for my cup of ramen to finish cooking. A faint ringing from across the house echoed through the walls. I waited for my food to finish, then walked to answer the phone. I wondered who could possibly be calling at this time, then answered the phone.
"Where have you been!?'
I took a long pause and thought about how I should even respond. Obviously, he didn't mean this in the literal sense, so I couldn't just say my room. Other than that, the only response I could give was-
"Homework."
"Huhhhh!?"
His loud cries of frustration pierced my ears and shocked my body. How does he even do that? It's like everytime he talks, I feel it.
"Homework!? You're seriously doing homework." That's why you haven't been answering my calls!?"
Instead of responding, I take a satisfying slurp from my ramen and a large gulp of water.
"Haven't heard that in a while." he said in an erotic voice. An awkward silence filled the air and I waited for him to break it.
"So you think I can come over?"
I wasn't exactly an introvert, but that didn't mean I wanted people striding in my face 24/7. I didn't want to hurt his feelings though, so I guess I should let him. But I wasn't going down without a fight.
"I have homework to do." I hoped he would back down and take the hint.
"Even better."
Sigh. I guess he wasn't too smart, but I liked that about him too.
"Alright, fine."
Riiinnggg. That was probably the package I ordered a while back. I headed towards my door, excited for my figurines. I rubbed my hands together, had a big clap, then opened the door.
"Yo." Astolfo proclaimed, rushing into my house before I could even respond. This guy seriously just rushed into other peoples houses? He was gonna get beat up for that someday. And where the hell are my damn figurines man! I ordered them weeks ago! Someones gonna get sued. We walked up towards my room as he hummed carelessly with his hands behind his back. God, he sure is cute. Wait, what? Why was I thinking that? Keep it together, man! We headed for my bedroom and I sat on my chair in front of my desk. He walked forward, flopped on top of my bed and squealed. A minute later, he let out a relieved sigh and I swear I could almost get a glimpse of his pursued for minutes on end and at some point, he must have walked behind me, because I could feel him breathing on my neck.
"Math, huh?"
"Yeah, I've never been good at it." His cold breath released a shiver down my spine as he spoke. It felt almost better than I cared to admit. I turned my head to continue our conversation, and realized how close we were. His face bordered mine, and we were almost making contact. I felt myself starting to blush. I hope he didn't notice. I paused, unable to speak, as our eyes locked. He rubbed his fingers on my lips and reached for his own. Startled, I stood there paralyzed, wondering what happened, when he said "Did you just eat ramen?"
"Y-Yeah."
"Tastes good." What did he mean by that? The thought exited me. Why did he have to be such an enigma? I could never tell what he was thinking. He walked over to my bed and layed down. It took hours before I finally finished my work and he left, leaving me anxious and confused.
The next day, I found myself thinking about what he did. The way his finger felt on my lips. His smooth warm hand drifting lusciously across my face. It turned me on just thinking about it. I let out a little moan and quickly restrained myself. God why am I like this? I mean, I'm not gay? Am I? I let out a sigh and heard a knock on the door. I headed downstairs, still horny from my precursory thoughts. I looked through the peephole and curiously, I saw no one. I found it odd, but shrugged it off and walked away. Bang. Confused, I turned back around and looked through the hole again. Nothing. What's going on? I bet it was those damned kids. My neighbors seriously needed to get their parenting act together. I mean, who just lets their kids wander around and knock on peoples doors? Oh wait, isn't that what girl scouts do? Huh, I guess it's actually somewhat common, but that isn't an excuse! My house is off-limits. Bang. Alright, that was it, I'm going to teach those little shits a lesson. I ripped open the door, expecting to find a terrified toddler, but saw no one. What? Ding dong ditchers?
"Boo!" I heard a voice from down below.
"Did I scare you?" he said feverishly. I looked down and see Astolfo crouching on the floor. What was this moron doing? I let out a soft sigh of disappointment, and my anger began to fade. I held the door open for him to come in, and we walked towards my room. He walked fast, and ended up directly in front of me. I couldn't help but stare at his ass. I struggled to look away but it was like I was drawn to it. No matter what I did, I just couldn't take my eyes off of him. As he walked, I could see it shake up and down. How was he so well-endowed? We sat down on my bed, our bodies inches apart. I could feel myself heating up. Huh? Wait a minute, no I wasn't. I was actually getting colder. A cold breeze filled the room and chilled our bodies, leaving me freezing and desperate for warmth.
"Did you leave the door open?" I guess that job might've fallen to me, but still.
"Sorry, I thought you would close it." I got up to go close the door, and apparently he had the same idea. I accidentally stepped on his foot, and he fell to the floor, pulling me with him. He hit his head on my dresser, and I fell onto his now unconscious body, his chest inches from mine. I stared into his alluring purple eyes as they slowly closed, hypnotizing me. He looked so pretty, laying there. I could see each one of his bodacious curves, it was like his slender body was calling my name. And I wanted to answer. Suddenly, a wave of thoughts bombarded my mind and I got a terrible idea. He's asleep, right? And I'm not? He probably won't remember any of this later, but I will? Right? I shook my head, upset that I could even think such a thing. I was terrified that I had even considered it. What was happening to me?
The day went by fast, and I headed to bed, my heart and mind racing against each other as I thought about Astolfo. I drifted off to sleep, and my ambivalent feelings began to fade as I lost consciousness. The sun rose and I could feel its intense heat radiating down my back. This warmth felt so… good. I wanted to feel even better. My head blanked out and my body acted on its own. My hand slid down my pants and firmly gripped my penis. I let out a soft moan and touched myself remembering his body. I wanted to remember him forever. I wanted to ingrain him into my memories, leaving no hint of ever escaping. The door slammed open and I instinctively covered myself with my sheets, my heart pounding. Astolfo barged in and sat next to my hidden naked body, unbeknownst to him.
"Yesterday…" I gulped and held my breath
"Why didn't you continue?" I sat there, frightened at the question, and left no response.
"I would've been fine with it, you know." He looked down and saw a bulge under the sheets.
"And judging by your friend." His hand slid down under the sheets and grabbed me.
"I think you would have been too." He stroked me, up and down, as I groaned in pleasure. My eyes rolled back, my legs shot up, and I released all over the sheets, and all over… oh no.
"Oh my g- I am so s-sorry." I immediately got up, panic-stricken, awaiting his response. But there was none… Instead, he raised his hand up to his mouth, wiped my cream off of his face with his thumb, and put it in his mouth.
"Mmm." He licked his lips and gave me a smile. He was doing strange things to my soul. He pulled down the sheets and his head made way towards my throbbing cock. His mouth opened and I squirmed in anticipation. A droplet of drool fell onto my twitching penis and I gulped in excitement. His mouth wrapped around my cock, as if he were latching onto his prey, and he slowly began to gently suck me off. The pleasure was almost indescribable. It felt like I couldn't breathe, and he was draining the life force from my body. Such feelings I'd thought before to be unattainable, but now I realize, they've been right here in front of me the entire time. "This must be heaven." I thought. My mouth opened and I let out a satisfied moan as he choked on my cock.
"Dows pfaht fewl gewd?" I left no response, but my face said it all. He stopped sucking and sat up on my lap facing me. I could see straight into his eyes and felt a wave of emotions pouring onto me. I wanted this to last for eternity. I stared directly at him, and felt the urge to bring him closer. I reached for his cheek and pulled his face towards mine. Our lips pressed together and our saliva mixed, leaving me with a lingering satisfaction. I drew my face away and noticed his eyes partially shut, with his mouth still open and fluids dripping out. He then grabbed my cock and positioned it right under the prize.
"I think it's time for the main dish." I couldn't stop thinking about how much I wanted this. He pushed his ass down, sliding onto me like a missing puzzle piece and he bit his lip signifying I'm not the only one enjoying it. He bounced up and down causing the bed to tremble. I felt like I was going to melt in ecstasy. I started to orgasm and released years of pent up emotion and horniness into Astolfo's body. My legs shot up from the orgasm, slamming into Astolfo as his mind went blank from rapture. He got up with my thick cum still dripping from his ass and turned around on all fours. I stood up on my knees and pointed my penis towards his wet ass as I thought about how much I've needed this. I wanted to ravage him. To make him my own. I wanted him to belong to me.
I pounded away at his tight ass as his penis rocked back and forth from the motion. I came almost instantly from the overwhelming pleasure, and filled him up once more. He fell flat on the bed, with an elfin smile on his face, as cum oozed from his body. I layed down next to him, and inserted my cock into him yet again, but it proved too much, and I began to feel my body tiring. We started to fall asleep together, with my cock still pressed against his ass, and cum leaking from him. As I drifted away to unconsciousness, my final thoughts were "No matter what I dream, it can't be better than this."
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