Honestly, I am not surprised that I am back in Beacon Hills for less than 3 hours and I am already in the woods. You wanna know why I am in the woods? I'll tell you why, my idiotic best friend said when I get to Beacon Hills I should go in the woods and explore, stupid Damon. Honestly, what if someone tries to kill me? It's going to be ok, I only have a dagger but it'll be ok. I won't die or anything, kidding. I am just looking around until a herd of deer comes my way all freaked out. I was about to block my face with my arms but a stranger rescued me by putting them in his arms blocking me. Who does he think he is? I can protect myself. I honestly am so mad even if I feel safe in his arms. So I did what every normal psychopath would do.

I pulled my ring dagger knife out of my sleeve. Once we stopped, I didn't give him any time to say or do anything, I pushed him into a tree, putting my knife at his neck threatening him but finally getting a good look at their face. It was Derek FREAKING Hale. I haven't seen Derek since the fire. I had my mouth opened for I don't even know how long. I mean this man had a glow-up and when I say glow-up I mean glow-up. As a teen, Derek was always the athletic one and had some muscle. He was also hot but older he has gotten so hot. I don't even know what happened.

I feel like I am staring into his eyes forever until he clears his throat. "What are you doing here?" I asked him.

"Just came back, and saved you from deers," Derek said, causing me to look down for a moment before looking back up to meet him alrighty looking at me. Oh my lord, he is so hot. Woah, calm down you simp. "Well, it looks like you're the one that needs saving," I smirked.

"So are you going to take the knife from my neck now?" Derek said. I backed away before taking the knife from his neck. Before I get to figure out what is happening to see him walking away. Where the hell does he think he's going? I followed him as quickly as I could. "You look different," I yell trying to get his attention. I could feel him smirk when I heard him say, "so do you." causing me to roll my eyes.

Only for him to walk faster caused me to try and catch up with him but that's hard in 6-inch boots. "You know Derek if you're going to walk fast while I am over here walking in 6-inch boots. You could at least be a gentleman and slow down. I mean carrying me would be nice too. Honestly, I would love to be carried right now. Not that you care." I rambled.

I hadn't realized that he had stopped and I bumped into his back and because I am wearing my boots I almost tripped but Derek caught me and carried me bridal style. "So you do care," I said with a smile while looking at him. Which caused him to roll his eyes and shake his head. He just walked with me somewhere. I was just looking at him. Ok, I admit it was a little creepy.

He just carried me in silence, almost making me forget I had a daughter at home. Keyword almost. My daughter is perfectly fine back in Mystic Falls. Derek stopped walking and I looked up to see us at the old Hale house. I felt my eyes watering as I saw the house in front of me.

(Italics are memories.)

"So what's with you and Derek?" Taila asked young Selena as she painted the young girl's nails. This is something they would do every Sunday. Selena, Taila, and Laura would always have a girl's night where they would talk about guys, do each other's nails, watch a bunch of movies, and many more. The young girl's heart started beating faster than she could count when his name was mentioned. A subconscious smile crept on the young girl's face before she shook her head trying to avoid the thoughts that have been in her mind for the longest time. She felt like she had to say something or else she would die from all the sexual frustration.

"Ok, so I admit we've been a little close these few days but nothing happened," Selena said but, of course, Laura had to say something. "Don't forget about those sex dreams you've having," Laura said, causing the eyes of Talia, young Selena, and the young brunette werewolf that has been listening to their conversation to widen. "How did you find out?" Selena asked Laura. Laura honestly finds out everything and it's kinda scary.

"Oh, you think I wouldn't find out. Laura said, causing the young girl to wonder if she's mad because of how serious she looked. "Oh Derek, go faster. Uh oh. Oh god, that feels so good." Laura moans causing Selena to sigh from relief that she wasn't mad but realizing what's she saying causing her cheeks to heat from embarrassment. "Wait I sound that loud," Selena asked causing Laura to laugh and Talia to softly chuckle at the two. "No, but you live in a house full of werewolves and the man you're in love with and most likely forever going to be in love with and also having sex dreams might hear." Laura teased causing Selena to sigh loudly from embarrassment. She was not in love with him.

Oh, who is she kidding she was and it was killing her. She thought about him 24/7 and always protect him and she didn't know how to tell him. "I don't care what you do, as long as your happy. I am happy and also be safe. You know what I mean by safe right." Talia said causing me to look at her and nod before smiling. Unknowing all of them the young werewolf listened and he realized what he had to do. He had to tell Selena how he felt.

"You okay?" Derek asked causing me to blink rapidly trying to get out the memory. "Yeah yeah, I just miss them," I said before looking back at him causing my eyes to water even more until I started balling my eyes out on Derek's leather jacket. He didn't say anything but walked us into his room before laying me down on his old bed. He gets ready to leave but I pull on his sleeve. "Stay" I muttered causing him to look at me worriedly. Derek also looked hesitant like he wanted to but he couldn't. Being back in Beacon Hills was worse than I thought. It gave me memories that were good making it worse realizing that they are actually gone and I can't escape grief. "Please" I added giving him puppy eyes that I always did when we were little which I knew he couldn't resist.

He rolled his eyes before taking off his jacket and shirt and laying down next to me making him be the big spoon and me the little spoon which led me to my slumber wondering one thing.

How am I going to survive without ripping this amazing man's clothes off?

A/N: First chapter! I'll update every Tuesday and Sunday. Pls, review and this is my first time using to write but bye Wofies. That's my nickname for yall btw.