Insecure

April 2004


Rivet looked at herself in the mirror in their master bathroom. She was eight months pregnant with RJ and… to say the least.

She looked ugly

Ratchet told her countless times that she's not but she still thought that. Rivet didn't even want to be in pictures because she think she looked 'ugly' and that she looked like 'Garfield'

Rivet kept booking and thought of all the negative comments that she might get online.

This is stupid… but I can't stop thinking about the negative comments I'd get if I do post it on Facebook.

Rivet kept looking at herself. Sure she was happy, but she looked unattractive. Rivet sighed and walked out of the master bathroom. She's been pregnant with him since October.

Dang, it Ratchet!

Rivet sighed and put a hand on her stomach. She smiled. All she cares about now is holding RJ in her arms.

Someone walked up to her and wrapped a pair of fuzzy arms around her, she smiled as she looked at him. Her fiancé smiled at her and kissed her.

"How are you guys doing?" Ratchet smiled. Putting a hand on her stomach, Rivet put her hand on top of his and smiled. Her large diamond engagement ring was on her left finger Rivet smiled, he made her feel safe, warm, and loved. She loved him, and he did too. They're going to be very happy together with this new chapter of their lives. But then, Ratchet broke the silence

"Riv? Is something wrong? Are you okay?" He asked.

"I'm fine, Chet… I... I just feel unsure…"

"Unsure about what?" Ratchet asked her. But Ratchet knew what it was.

"Riv…. are you thinking about what people might think of you online?"

Rivet nodded.

"Well, you know what I think? I think you're beautiful, Rivet. You're the most gorgeous person I've ever seen in my life. And that is not gonna change that… you understand?" Ratchet asked.

Rivet smiled and hugged him. Ratchet smiled and put a hand on her back.

"Thank you, Ratchet. Thank you so much for all of your kind words and your support. I love you." Rivet kissed him, Ratchet kissed her back.


Notes: Hello! Happy Birthday to me! I am officially twenty-four! Heck yeah! I hope y'all will enjoy this chapter, and I'll see you tomorrow or next time.