Bonus chapter. Reminiscing.

Vanexa laid on the makeshift bed in the attic, spam pulling up the ladder to give them some privacy. He went up to her and laid on top, placing his chin on her chest, laying on his front, looking at her with a smile. She smiled back and booped his nose, him sticking his tongue out in response, making her chuckle.

"Goof," She said.

"Your goof," He smiled.

"Always." She hugged him.

"Heh," He grabbed her around the hips and twisted around bringing her on top, her breast smothering him a bit.

Vanexa giggled and leaned off him, even though his breath felt nice on her chest, coming down and kissing him quickly before cuddling against him. "...Vanix said you're welcome to come over for dinner at any time."

"Oh, she did? Thats nice."

"Yeah…its a bit weird that she knows."

"I see it as a good thing."

"How so?"

"If she knows then we have less to worry about at your place. Still it would be a bit weird," Spam said.

"Especially when you get in the mood," Vanexa smirked.

"Says the hornier one between us," He giggled.

"I am not."

"Oh? Then when we first kissed, who was first to try and take off the other's shirt?"

She blushed. "I was pent up."

"Hehehe so was I but I had control."

"Says the one who ripped my underwear."

Now Spam blushed. "Touche."

Vanexa giggled and cuddled him closer. "Cant believe a year ago today is when we started dating."

"Neither can I. It feels…longer."

"It does, doesn't it."

"Still surprises me that you confessed first."

"I didn't think I'd cry so much."

They thought back to that day. It all started with a new student.

A new student at Safe Haven, a female fennec, was assigned to be shown around by Spam. The two got along well, so well that Vanexa found him by her side less and less. At first she was glad, he was the most annoying of the group, one that constantly pestered her, but quickly she found herself looking at the two with a ache in her chest. She didnt understand it but the aching only got worse as time got on, so much so that when he invited her into the group, seeing up close how well they got along, she couldt take it and excused herself. She went into the attic, sobbing for a reason she didn't understand.

She wiped the tears away. "Whats wrong with me!?"

"Vanexa?" Spam said, entering the attic.

When she heard him she glanced back for a second before looking forward, away from him so he couldnt see her tears. "What?" She said a bit hostile.

"You ok?" Spam asked, undeterred but surprised nonethelless.

"..."

He came in, closing the door behind him. "Whats wrong?"

"Nothing."

"You're lying."

"What do you care?"

"...I care alot…I've been worried about you lately…youve been…distant."

"...Ive been distant….what about you?"

"Me?"

"Youve been spending all that time with that girl, being by her said all these weeks, and you say IVE been distant!?"

"Ive just been showing her around, thats all…besides…why do you care?"

"What?"

"You…you always complained whenever I was…near…you called me annoying…or bothersome…always groaned whenever I came near…so what do you care?"

"...You beinge distant doesnt make it better."

"Bullshit!"

His cursing surprised her and she turned to see him. "Spam?"

"You always roll youre eyes whenever I say something stupid, or say you should smile more, and you always try your best to ignore me! I thought you'd be glad with me gone!" He looked angry, frowning with furrowed brows.

"...I dont ignore you."

"Yes you do!"

"...Youre favorite color is greenish red, you like lasagna, pizza with anchovies, you hate mint icecream, you wrote a song once about wolf clowns to help get over two of your fears, and you hate seeing mammals sad."

Spam was taken by surprise. "...You do listen…then…why dont you…ever respond? Why do you always see me as a bother?"

"...I…I…."

"I…thought youd be happier with me not being around…"

"Im…im not…infact…I hate it…"

"Why?"

"..."

"Vanexa…please…I find it hard to believe that you of all hate me not being around."

"I dont know."

"...Yes you do."

"What?"

"Vanexa if there's one time I wanted you to be honest about your feelings it's now." He looked serious, which was something Spam was not known for.

"I…" She avoided his gaze.

"How do you feel about me?"

"I dont know." She held herself, feeling an intense pressure.

"You do know! You have to! If its bothering you this much to see me by someone else then you obviously know how to feel about me!" He got a bit teary, getting closer.

"I dont…" she shook a bit, the pressure getting more intense.

"Do you see me as a freind? Someone close!? Family!? Tell me!" He flet a desperation, starting to cry but holding it back.

"..."

"Vanexa please! Just this once tell me how you-"

"I LOVE YOU!" She shouted, the pressure making her crack. She was shocked and went wideyed to what she said and so did Spam.

"...What?"

"...I love you…at first you were so…annoying…I was glad to be away from you…but then…I started liking how goofy you were….how…you'd be so honest…so friendly…so caring….obnoxiously creative…there's hardly a time when you dont smile…so it scared me and made worried when you cried telling me about your dad…even with that you still tried to smile…I couldn't stand you…but," She started to cry, "seeing you away from me…with her so much…I guess I just…couldn't stand you being away from me….I realize it now…Im….I love y-"

Spam slowly walked up to her while she was confessing, getting right up to her. Right before she could finish he placed his lips onto hers, shocking her. His lips moved around on hers, deepening the kiss. Slowly she returned the kiss, taking it as a sign that he felt the same, a realization that made her feel elated, which is something she doesn't feel often, especially this amount. She felt so happy that when he pulled back, her hands wrapped around his back, pulling him back into her, mashing her lips onto his.

Now Spam was taken by surprise, not expecting her to pull him in, but not objecting to it either, not even when her tongue invaded his mouth. While he was taken aback by her sudden boldness but responded in kind, moving his hands around her waist, moving his tongue against hers, entering it into her mouth, easily able to overpower hers but deciding to keep it at an even match, mostly to enjoy the taste of her saliva. He felt her hands reach into his shirt, her fingers feeling around the fur on his stomach before reaching up for his chest, getting rougher with the french kissing. She pulled back for a second, grabbing the helm of his shirt, yanking it off him with little resistance or struggle, going back in and tenderly biting his neck. Spam took that as a sign of giving into urges, so he did, grabbing her pants and yanking them down her thighs, a button nearly popping off. He always thought Vanexa had a nice round butt and he wouldn't deny feeling excited to be able to place his hands on it, taking a hold of both her plump cheeks.

She gasped on his neck, having felt a nervous but somewhat ecstatic feeling when he yanked her pants down, a tingle going up her spine when he took a hold of her rump. His fingers wasted no time pressing and rubbing around it, barely even attempting to move slowly, but being a bit gentle, nibbling on her ear, causing her to moan and bite harder on his neck. She slowly licked him where she bit, a small mark being there. She rubbed around his chest, licking up to his chin, kissing him again, exploring his mouth. She never thought someone else spit would taste so good, but she couldn't stop tasting his. One of his hands went up her body, into her shirt, and groped her breast. He could feel her nipples poking through the fabric of her bra.

Their tails were wagging like crazy, reviling in the others' touch and test. Spam would've thought he was dreaming if she hadn't bitten to prove he wasn't and Vanexxa was begging him in her mind not to stop touching her, wrapping her tongue around his, holding the back of his head, deeping the wet kiss, both drooling down there chins. They seperated for a second, taking one breath and instantly closing back in on eachother. He grabbed her thighs, lifting her up, her legs wrapping around her waist. There was a small soft pad against the wall that he planned to use as a bed. He moved there and set her down, his hands continuing to roam her body, going back to her breasts.

Before he took hold, she grabbed her shirt and yanked it off, unclipping her bra and swiping it off in a flash. Spam was shocked by her speed but the shock only made him move faster, grabbing her breast again, roughly kneading them, continuing the kiss. She gasped and moaned to his handling, her rough nipples pressing against his palm. When he pulled back for another breath of air her tongue kept him close by pulling on his, the two muscles dancing with each other. He fully pulled back, making her whine in protest, though it didn't last long as his mouth went to her right breast and his hand went to her left nipple, his lips clamping on the hard teat, lightly sucking on it, while the other pinched. From the moment of contact she felt sparks of ecstasy jolt her nerves from where his mouth and fingers touched, her claws coming out and into the padding. His fingers went hard almost like he was trying to pop a zit, though he wouldn't complain if something squirted.

His free hand quickly went low, invading the inside of her pants, feeling on the crotch, noticing how wet she was through the fabric of her underwear. He moved to slip her pants down, managing to bring them down to her knees, attempting to remove her underwear. Her panties had a tighter grip around her waist. He brought his claws out and sliced them off at the waist, throwing them away. His fingers grazed and went against the surface of her moist sex, lightly pressing on her folds, getting his digit soaked in her nectar. His ears were grabbed, the cat roughly squeezing on them, encouraging him to continue. He switched nipples, sucking with small bites, rolling around the other with his wet finger, the other hand now rubbing against her pussy, circling around it like his left middle finger, slightly parting her lower lips with each circulations.

Vanexa was panting in his ears, loving his touch, moaning loudly. She moved her legs to try and shimmy her shorts off, reaching for it and yanking them off and away when that failed, spreading her legs some to give him easier access, hopping hed press his fingers in. Vanexa has never been a sexual or intimate person, the topics of it being uninteresting to her. The kiss Spam gave her had awakened something deep within her, a want or rather a need for his touch blooming as this went on. She wanted to feel more of him, to go further, to share intimacy with the one she discovered she loved. The more the thoughts came through her mind, the more she realized how deep she was in love with the fox, the more she wanted to have this. She wanted to have sex with him. His finger went in, exploring her sex cave with little restraint.

Spam felt how tight she was and felt a bit of excitement. Like spam he wasn't much of an intimate person. He's always wanted a girlfriend but could only see himself going as far as kissing her and sharing lovely romantic nights. That changed when Vanexa confessed. The moment she spilled her heart out, how she told him that she was in love with him and her jealousy of him with another woman, something clicked in him. He felt his heartbeat increase when he approached her and his body acted on its own, kissing her. He felt something heat up inside him, a fire that raged when he realized something. He wanted to have sex with her. He left a trail kisses down her body, pulling his finger out of her vagina, kissing till he reached her crotch, beating his hot breath on it.

She jostled and shook when she felt something big, thick, and slimy go across the folds of her pussy. He dragged his tongue slowly across it, as if savoring her flavor. She felt like pre for her predator. Her predator. That phrase echoed into her mind. It made her feel some form of happiness in her, thinking that after this, he was hers, and she was his. "Ah!" His licks became faster, really pressing hard with his mouth muscle, grabbing her thighs to keep them apart, not that she needed help to do so. She was glad it was after school and that band practice was cancelled, meaning no one could hear them nor interrupt them. She'd kill anyone for daring to interrupt her first time with her newly discovered first love. She looked down at him, seeing him lap up her sex. His eyes glanced upwards, meeting hers. He smiled, twisting his tongue around, pressing and moving it side to side against her lower lips. His press became harder, looking in her eyes again before pushing it in, his mouth and jaw closing around it. "AAAH!" She squealed, her claws digging into the beding. His tongue twisted and turned inside her, licking against her walls, soaking up all that was secreted. He kept it in place while it moved around, closing his mouth around her lips, mostly with his teeth, lightly biting down, sucking in. He could hear the tears in the fabric of the bedding paired with the sexual shreiks of his love. He wanted them to be louder, wanted her to cry out his names, such foriegn urges feeling oddly natural. He slid his hands lower and took a firm hold of her ass, pulling his tongue back before thrusting it in, not even starting slow as the second it went in he already pulled it back for another strong thrust. He got his wish, her practically crying out endlessly in pleasure. He growled, his animalistic nature and instinct coming out as he furiously ate her out, his intent to please her becoming more intense with each thrust.

Vanexa grabbed his ears, pulling him in and wrapping her legs around his head. She looked down at him and he looked back, meeting his eyes with hers, her sharp golden yellow pupils sending a message to his emerald shining green. 'Don't stop' Was what her eyes screamed at him, his response being 'I don't plan to!' kneading her rear. She held his ears tight, giving them a slight pull while caressing them tenderly, feeling her next climax coming soon. The heat of his breath, his tongue, and his looks, paired with his sounds and hold on her butt was sending her over the edge with so much stimulation. Yet she still wanted more, more of him, the raw sexual appitite being a welcomed surprise to her.

His tongue found her pearl and grinded mercelessly on it. That triggered it. Like a pin getting pulled off a grenade she exploded, her nectar splashing into his wanting maw. "MREEEOOOOOOW!" She screamed in cat, nearly clawing his ears. She panted, her loves tongue slowly going around to make sure he got everything before sliding out slowly, raising up and licking the sides of his maw off.

Spam has never tasted anything sweeter in his life. He didn't know if a girl's cum always tasted this sweet or it was because he loved her, but it was sweeter than honey to him. He took his time getting it off, most of it getting in his mouth so he savored it in there, not swallowing yet.

"...Spam?" Vanexa called to him.

"Hm?" He looked toward her, seeing her lovely eyes still full of lust.

"Can you continue?"

"..." He smiled at her with a smile filled with sexual intent, something he, or anyone, would think possible for him to give, "Of course."

Her eyes lit up and she swiftly flipped around, looking back, laying her upper half down while raising her butt up, spreading her legs a good nine inches apart, wiggling her rear slowly and inticingly at Spam. "Niether am I."

Spam felt that animalistic side of him rile up again. He got closer to her, undoing his pants, and grabbed a hold of her rear once again, giving it a lustful squeeze, her groaning in response. He pressed his cock against her sex, rubbing it underneath it, lubing it up with her wetness. He looked her in her eyes, her telling him she's ready and his silent response being that he was too. He pointed it at her entrance and slid it in, going slow. He knew she was a virgin so he was expecting to hit her wall soon. He's never had sex before but he paid attention in sex ed.

Vanexa tensed up as he went in, biting her lip and the warmth that entered her, her claws coming out again and into the makeshift mattress. She was expecting to feel him press against her hymen soon, preparing for the pain of it breaking. It wasn't long till his tip tapped against it. She saw him look at her with a question. 'Are you ready?' His face said, looking at her with some concern and kindness with a hint of want. She loved that about him, how he was such a nice goof even now when she knows he want to go all in, he's more concerned for her needs than his. She nodded at him, telling to go ahead. This was it. This was the moment her virginity would be taken. And she couldn't imagine it being taken by anyone else.

He pushed in, piercing her wall, ripping through her hymen. She cried in pain, biting her lip hard, holding the mattress in a death grip. She groaned in major discomfort, the wall being completely broken now. His hand bushed against her cheek, his face being one of compassion, saying to her with his body language, 'You ok?' She smiled at him, showing him that she was ok, that she just needed a minute. He complied, leaning in for a kiss. She accepted it, pressing her lips onto his, moving them around his, moving her tongue in, slowly dancing with stayed there for a while before her tail wrapped around his waist, joining with his, her signal. He pulled back, a string of saliva connecting their mouths, looking into her eyes, taking a hold of her hips. She gave him a nod, telling him to go ahead, she's ready. He pulled back, she could feel his rod slide back and slightly against her broken wall. There was still some pain there but not as bad as when first penetrated. He went slow, easing back in before pulling back out, being careful but not overly careful.

She sighed as the pain began to subside, making a hum to a slow thrust. He took that as a sign to increase his pace, moving faster, but keeping his eyes on hers, planning to slow down if it was getting too much. It wasn't, nor was the wait for the pleasure to win out. it wasn't long till it was completely gone, with his thrusts going at a moderate pace, her breathing increasing. She wanted him to go faster. She squeezed her tail around his and slightly pulled to get that message across. He got it and smirked, taking a tighter hold of her hips, moving his faster, not wanting to disappoint his girl.

She wasn't disappointed, she was soon panting to his quick and strong thrusts, getting jostled every time he went in, feeling his knot hit the rim of her entrance. She drooled, his cock hitting spots she never even thought would feel so good, now even regretting never even trying a toy, not that it would matter cause she doubted it would feel as good as him. Her eyes stayed on him, seeing him smile at her, also breathing hard, though not as hard as her. She didn't know why, but she loved his expression, the smile with his obvious panting, looking straight into her eyes. It was like he was reassuring her of something. He was thinking the same thing when looking at her lovely face, drooling and gasping at his actions. While ramming into her, he couldn't help but close in and kiss her again, though this time they both kept their eyes open, looking deeply into a river of yellow and a sea of emerald green, looking for what that something was that the other didn't know they were saying. The room echoed with the sound of plaps but they could only hear each other, moaning into their mouths. They were both about to cum, Spam grunting and scrunching up as he felt his rod twitch inside of her yet still keeping his gaze upon her, Vanexa feeling as if her eyes were gonna roll back but stubbornly keeping them on him. They didnt dare look away, not even thinking about it, coming to the answer they were searching for.

Spam thrusted in one last time, pushing his knot in, and camed, jetting his semen deep within her womb, crying out in her mouth, his sounds nearly matching up with the volume of her scream, it echoing down his throat, her claws tearing through the bed. Their eyes widened when they got the answer.

"I'm yours." That's the answer they both gave and received. They slowly pulled back, looking at each other in shock, Spam's sperm dripping out of her, staying connected to her because of his swollen lock. They were panting, spent from such heated and uncalled for actions.

Spam smiled at her. "I love you." He told Vanexa.

"..." Vanexa did something that shocked Spam more than anything, makiing his jaw nearly drop out his skull. She smiled. She made a small but bright smile. "I love you too."

"...Y…Youre smiling…Youre actually smiling!"

"I am?...Heh…I guess I am." She continued to smile.

"...I love it." His grined with genuine compassion.

She blushed a bit. "It's not that big of a deal."

"It is…your smile is…amazing."

"...Thanks…maybe…I'll smile more….But…only for you ok?"

"Ok!" He cuddled against her.

She nuzzled him back and the two got comfortable, waiting for his knot to deflate, accidently falling asleep.

"Still surprises me that you confessed first," Spam said.

"I didn't think I'd cry so much," Vanexa added.

"Heh it was a shock to me too, but also...oddly heartwarming that you were crying over me."

"It's when I realized how much you meant to me."

"I was so happy to hear you say that."

"So happy that you kissed me out of the blue."

"You were quick to return it though, and then, that's when you added your tongue."

"You were quick to wrestle it though," She said somewhat seductively.

"And then that's when I suddenly lost my shirt followed by something on my neck."

Vanexa smirked. "Something like this?" She licked her tongue across his neck before tenderly biting it.

"MMph! Yes exactly! And I believe this is how I responded!" He wrapped his arm around her waist and placed a hand on her butt, nibbling on her ear to make her groan in pleasure.

They began to take off their clothing, reenacting what happened that fateful night, albeit a bit differently.

End.

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