Author note: Recently I've been going through a lot of nonsense. And having a character who not only is having her world crumble around her. Is almost cathartic I can almost feel a similar pain similar to hers within myself. I won't go into details, but I have been upset for the last two months with people actually taking note of the sadness I'm exuding. Just send me some strength because I need it. As always, I own nothing but the plot, I'm writing.
It was quiet, and I was alone with my thoughts, but they all turned to panic as the sense of dread was surrounding me in my dreams in thoughts and everything else in between. The labyrinth of the core with Adam and Sheerina where respectively watching the train entrances and the paths leading here though they were the only guard or sentries on call, they were the only ones I had seen so far. Alone with my thoughts, I can barely console myself I couldn't find optimism or a smile. The fear was creeping into my soul wishing I wasn't so conspicuous.
GOD FUCKING DAMN IT. Centuries no millenniums of living above everyone suspicion. This bitch might ruin everything I've cultivated for myself! A new life and family for myself. Living above suspicion everyone I've ever met. Constantly making excuses and lies no one knowing the full truth. Knowing that I almost had it all is so infuriating! Are you goddamn serious one woman is going to put my happiness and everything I worked for in jeopardy? The sleepless nights because even the people I see as my family didn't know nor did I give them more details and accepting things as they, but they have been asking questions. Since they notice the difference between me and the girl, we are all saving. The way her soul was brimming with determination including her lack of magical weaponry. Something the Dreemurrs had noted about Chara when they first met. But she dodged by claiming that all humans knew how to do and that was a lie, the first lie I ever told them. Because I knew the truth would not help me and monsters then and now have very little knowledge of one each other and I could get away. And not arousing more attention then need wasted because that bitch fell down here. So many humans had come and gone under the assumption about them being returned to the surface and Doctor Drew had to blow a lid on the truth. And now I'm in jeopardy as much as she is. She is using my tactics of disguise and if she is discovered how soon will they turn to me and investigate my origins and unlike the imbecilic fool who fell down here? I have a lot more to lose than her. Since this is all I have known for a very long time and I'm not willing to give it up because this bitch just had to come down at the wrong place at the wrong time.
It was like a yesterday to me. I remember my original family clearly even though I was very young, but I was being taught magic by my parents. They told me there was a possibility I would need to know magic "just in case" father would always say. My father the red mage Heathcliff and my mother a grand cleric and healer Sofia. I didn't know what my family had done or had been involved in. I was kept completely out of the details. Though I could hear the murmur s in the town about the war with the monsters and the whisper of torture and the prisoners of war. I was a child, but I wasn't a moron. The torture could be heard at night for a long time for as close to most of my memory. I just wasn't smart enough to connect the dots that my father was one of the people involved in all of this. I could hear the celebration, but my father and mother came back haggard as ever patting my head and telling me I have been a good girl. That morning my father and mother had shown me the shared family grimoire. My mother healing spells and divine magic and her favorite weaponry spells. My father grimoire had been in the family for centuries something I had noted since I still have it in my possession hidden away from everyone with my magic. But a few days of happiness with them, that how long I had after the war. My parent sent me out for my chores to get a pail of water. Only for me to come home to find them both dead their blood splattered across the walls of our home. I realized quickly that's why when I heard the other wizard flee the town in the dead of night and I heard the release of monsters from the prison. I was devasted, I lost everyone the only family I had because of something we were born with, my magic naturally created an outburst from me. I was able to hurt those who hurt my family. But I realized I would end up like them if I didn't find a place to hide and the only place, I could think of was the place they had banished the monsters to. Maybe they would take pity on me and not kill me for my family mistakes. Meeting and becoming apart of the Dreemurrs family weren't apart of that plan and more than once I wanted to tell them the truth that I was a wizard and that's why I and Asriel were age aging at the same rate. To apologize on my family's behalf for their part in their imprisonment under the mountain. And that she was sorry for lying but she didn't know what else to do or what else to say and that she didn't believe anyone would take pity on her. When my family and the other wizards had caused so much lasting pain that can't be easily healed.
I remember meeting Asriel he was the one who found me after I threw myself down here for my own safety. The smile he gave me when I woke up. The sting of my injuries was lessened knowing I had a friendly face in front of me. The way he made me feel while I lived with Asgore and Toriel I never adopted them as my new parents. The best way to explain it even though I was young it felt wrong to disregard them since my parents never hurt me they loved me with all of their heart and died protecting me I couldn't replace them with the Dreemurrs they were my guardians and Asriel my friend so when we found out the truth about us being soulmate it made sense why I never saw Asriel as my brother .
The annoyance and anger were overwhelming me, another human just had to fall. When things are getting tense and others are murmuring about how to get to the surface. With the prophecy on the cave walls about an angel coming to save us. It was a load of shit if there was an angel, I've never seen one or have ever seen one. Nor met a human that acted like one either at this rate all of having a better chance at saving ourselves then waiting on the mercy of a human to save us.
I had built my life her made friends fallen in love. So much of that time I spent just enjoy the new life I built for myself I wasn't going to be a guard for ever. I planned to go back to Capital University see if I could get engineering degree, I had some ideas on new weaponry I had so many plans. Asriel and I had started talking about getting married in the next year. It just had to happen now of all times.
This woman had to bring speculation she just had to fall down here now. She had to make my existent now questionable the fact I never mentioned who my family was I cannot hide anymore and it's all Frisk fault she just had to get captured I've spent thousands of years living in the underground without bringing attention to myself everyone assumed I was a vampire like so many families down here. But now I'm going to die after all of what I been through. It feels like yesterday that war had finally ended the world was cheering the death of the monsters and their supposed permanent banishment below. But they turned on the wizards who were still among them my parents were killed were they stood and I'd have died to if I hadn't been gathering water for us to drink but finding their mutilated bodies I was still very young I knew there was no place for me to go I took the family grimoire with me and my mothers journal and knew the only place I would be safe is with the same monsters my parents helped betray . It's not something I could stop I was reassigned. I'm not anywhere near where she is stuck right outside the labyrinth because I was a distraction Asriel and he needs to focus on his task. But now I can't make sure this moron doesn't step out of place and summarily got her out of her before she ruins my life complete and if she ruins my life, I will end hers.
Final note: Woo I hope you enjoy this. It took me a while to write this blame my stress, I went through a lot of work to get through this chapter since it went through two iterations before it became a chapter. My own personal problems have been getting in the way. You know it's bad when I don't have the spark to even write in my free time something I can't stop even when I'm sleepy.