Authors Note:
My edits to the last chapter were pretty minor, and I know that most of you might not have even noticed the difference, but that's all for a reason. Some key moments are happening in this chapter. Anyway, I hope you guys enjoy the story because I honestly have been having a blast writing it.
This chapter has mentions of Sexual Assault and PTSD.
Rhododendron
Lily POV
(May 14th, 2006)
Sitting down and placing my coffee on a small table next to the rocking chair, the chair on the front porch of my new house, Sam's house. I settled down in the early morning light and got ready to read the Forks Forum. Dad had gotten me into the habit of reading the news to me every day when I was young, and I had continued doing it ever since. Sam wasn't with me but instead sleeping comfortably upstairs. It had been a hard night of patrolling, the red-haired vampire playing catch and mouse all night. Sam honestly looked like he was going to drop the moment he got home. Not that I wasn't any different. Work had seemed to get busier and busier, but I still tried to make sure that I was awake when Sam got home, although I've fallen asleep on the couch way too many times. But in my defense, that couch was way too soft after a 12 hours shift.
I took a quick glance at the sports section before I got into the main news. It wasn't exciting as it was mainly a section about bowling and the track team, seeing that the football season was over.
"Time for the real news, I guess," I said as I went to the front page. What was there made me freeze and jump up so fast that I bumped into the side table, and the coffee cup being knocked over and shattered to the ground. I bolted into the house with wide eyes, and up the stairs, I reached the master bedroom at lighting speed.
"Sam. Sam! Wake up!" I shook his shoulder harshly, trying to get him up.
A small groan came through his lips as he woke up; his bleary eyes wandered over to me, and my shaking form making him sit up with urgency. "Ana, what's wrong?"
"Just listen" I took a deep breath as I tried to calm down.
"Local Boy Missing. Luke Newton, age 23, was reported missing by his parents late Sunday night. Newton was last seen in Seattle at The Kraken Bar & Lounge. Police have only stated they are looking into the situation and urges that if anyone has any information on Luke to call . . ." My voice, thick with emotions, trailed off as Sam took the paper from me.
He took me in his arms. "It's okay, baby. It's okay."
"No, Sam, it's not. What if he's hiding to attack me again? What if this time he kills me? I've done a good job at avoiding him, but now I don't know where he's at. What if he's attacked another girl? It'll be all my fault." I broke into sobs.
"They'll find him, baby. "It is not your fault Ana."
"I should have told dad when you asked me to. Why am I so weak?" I cried into the crook of his neck.
He pulled me away and made me look deep into his eyes. "You. Are. Not. Weak. You and mom are the strongest woman I know."
"I tell dad everything, but why couldn't I tell him about Luke."
He pulled me back into his arms. "Ana, you were violated, and you were feeling raw. You don't have to tell anyone you don't want to. Whether you tell Charlie is up to you and only you. Mom and I won't judge you if you don't."
I sobbed into his arms; he just held me. Rubbing his hands up and down my back, letting me get everything out. I was scared down to my core. I had done a good job of avoiding him. Never going to his parents' store where he worked. Never going out alone to the beach anymore. If I did go, I would have Paul or Jared with me and never going into the forest again. I only went to the store during the day and had my keys between my fingers or my pepper spray at the ready. I also had to constantly look over my shoulder, and if there was somebody I didn't know behind me, I would flinch.
After 30 minutes of crying, I finally calmed down again and just sat there in Sam's embrace.
"I'm going to go get you some water. Just stay here and take deep breaths." Sam says as he removed his arms. I simply nodded in response.
Sam left the room quietly, but when I was alone, the thoughts came back. I pulled my knees up to my chest. "Calm down Lily, Get it together," I told myself.
Sam returned and sat the glass of water down on my side table. "Drink some water and try to relax. I called Jared and asked if he could take my shift. I don't want you alone right now."
"Okay," I said and grabbed the glass of water, holding it gently in my hands. I stared down at the bed with empty eyes. My mind returning to that fateful day.
"Do you want to go see Dr. Robinson? I'm sure they would be able to squeeze you in."
I couldn't talk, so I simply nodded my head. Dr. Robinson had known I was attacked by Luke. He was silenced by HIPPA, so no matter what I say, he can't report. We hadn't talked about it, him leaving it up to me for when we would discuss it. But right now, my brain was in overload, and I wanted to be able to breathe again. I know that he would be able to help me.
"I'll go call for you. Why don't you go and take a shower? Get ready." Sam spoke gently.
"Alright," I replied and slowly got up. My joints were aching from the position that I held them in for so long.
It didn't take me long in the shower, sitting down on the shower floor just letting the hot scalding water run down my back while I scrubbed my skin raw. I got dressed decided just wanting to feel covered and safe. I wore one of Sam's old hoodies, a maroon hoodie he could no longer wear with how hot he ran. A pair of old grey sweat pants joined the hoodie. It wasn't going to be cold today, but I didn't want to feel exposed again. The more clothes I wore, the harder I thought it would be to get them off. However, I know that no matter how many clothes I wore or what I wore, I could still be raped. It wasn't the clothes that mattered. But my brain still tried to find comfort.
"They said you can come in right away. Dr. Robinson is free for you." Sam said, coming into the room. Making sure to make enough noise that it wouldn't scare me.
"Okay," I responded softly. My eyes staying on the ground. "I'm sorry, you shouldn't have to deal with this."
Sam walked up to me and kissed my forehead. He also saw me flinch at the contact and stepped back. "Let's go, Ana. Everything is going to be okay."
"C. . ca . . . can you walk in front of me." I stuttered out.
"Of course, Ana. I will do anything for you. We'll take your car."
I nodded and walked down behind Sam with my hands wrapped around my body. I saw the broken cup as I stepped off the front porch. I'll clean that up later.
We got into my new car. A red 2006 Subaru Forester, I had gotten it last week and was still getting used to its larger size. I climbed into the backseat and laid down, curling up. Sam started the car and headed the drive to Forks. The whole drive was silent, me not wanting to talk and Sam not knowing what to say.
We arrived at the small doctor's office, and I got up, sliding out of the car and waiting for Sam to get out before I started walking to the building. We went in, and Sam walked up to the receptionist, checking me in as I sat in the corner with my back to the wall. It didn't take long for Dr. Robinson to come out and wave me back. Sam patted my hand and pushed my shoulder forward, indicating to go. I slowly started to walk towards the door to his office and started shaking with every step I took away from Sam.
"I figured you would need me today, Miss Swan. I saw the news this morning." Dr. Robinson said as I sat down on the couch, wringing my hands roughly
"Yes, sir," I responded and started to cry again.
Tears flowed the whole time we were in the meeting. Dr. Robinson letting me express my emotions and worries fully. The entire hour we were together, he just let me talk about my attack, the feeling of being violated, the feelings of blame I put on myself, and the feelings about being weak.
Dr. Robinson looked over the extensive notes he had been taking since the start of our session. "Miss Swan, I want you to know you aren't at fault for what happened to you. You did nothing wrong. Luke is the one who is to blame. I want you to know that and try and fully accept that. You are strong; just think of all you have been able to do since the attack. Sure, you have moments of fear, but you still care about others. Remember, you have people who care so deeply about you and who love you. Lean on these people. Now I'm not saying you have to tell anyone else about your attack but just tell them about your true honest feelings."
I stood up less shaky than when I came in. "Thank you, Dr. Robinson. I apprentice you for letting me come in on such short notice."
"You're welcome, Liliana. Now please take the day and try the few calming techniques that we have gone over." Dr. Robinson nodded his head and started to walk to the front with me.
"Okay."
Sam stood up when I entered the waiting room again. I flashed him a small smile and walked towards him. He wrapped me up in a hug again, his heat bringing me back to the sense of safety. "Let's go home, baby."
I smiled for the first time today, and with his arm around my shoulders, we walked out of the doctor's clinic.
For the rest of the day, I felt raw, not controlling my crying fits. I tried to sleep through the day, but I was only given nightmares from my brain. I spent most of the day in the living room, staring at the tv.
"Your sisters coming," Sam said as he heard the crunching of gravel and the loud engine of the big red truck.
"You can go patrol, Sam," I whispered.
Sam shook his head. "I'm not leaving your side today, Ana."
"Please just go at least check on the guys; I feel selfish for taking up all your time."
"You're not selfish babe, you need me." He responded.
"Your duty to the tribe comes before me and my feelings, Sam."
He knew I wouldn't let this go, so he sighed and got up. "I'll be back soon. I love you."
I gave him a small smile. "I love you too."
A small knock on the door was heard not long after Sam had walked out the back door. Knowing it was Bella, I got up and opened the door for her. She held some envelopes in her hand, and I was confused. What had she brought me? I gave this address when I bought the car, so I shouldn't be receiving bills from dad's house.
"What's that, Bella?" I said, mildly flinching as she walked behind me.
"Acceptance letters, I wanted you to see them." She said brightly, sitting down at the table.
I was suddenly brimming with excitement for her, forgetting about all my problems for a moment and focusing on the good news instead. "Oh, My God. Bella, that's so great. Show me where you've been accepted. Have you told dad yet?"
I walked to the kitchen and patted the seat next to me. "No. He's at work."
"Okay, I'm too excited; just show me all at once," I asked.
She placed down four envelopes. Each one had an official-looking seal. Three of the letters held some of the best colleges know. Yale, Harvard, and Princeton. "Bella, these are excellent schools to go to. I'm so proud to have such a smart sister. Me, Dad, and Sam will definitely visit as much as we can no matter which one you go to."
"Yeah, but I'm not going to those," she said while handing me the final envelope.
"University of Alaska?" I read out loud and turned to face her. "But Bella, you could go to Harvard. Why are you settling?"
"I'm not settling; Edward is going there, so it's only natural I go too."
"Edward? Edward?! Bella, you shouldn't pick a college for a man. You have a wonderful opportunity. You're throwing it away without even a thought." I said, staring at her as if she had grown two heads
"It's a good school Lily." She responded harshly.
"Yeah, but Princeton is a far better one." I snapped back.
"I've already decided, Lily. I'm going to Alaska."
"So your just being a puppy again. Following Edward's plan for you two. Not choosing to do anything to better yourself. God, do you not have a backbone. He's already hurt you once. Who's to say he's not going to find a new model while there, and where will that leave you. For god sakes, Bella, your relationship is toxic." I said, raising my voice.
"Edward didn't mean to hurt me. And what about you? You follow Sam's word, so you aren't one to talk." She got louder as well.
"We actually communicate. There's a difference. You and Edward aren't meant to be. Why can't you see that? I care about you, Bella. I only want what's best for you."
"Bullshit." Bella spat. "You want me to be this perfect little sister. I'm not going to be that for you. I'm my own person and can make my own decisions about who I want to be with and Edwards, the person I want."
"Do you not even care about your own safety?"
"Edward will never kill me like your precious pack could easily do to you." She sneered.
I stood up. "They don't feast on blood. One slip and Edward could easily drain you. He already thinks of your blood like a drug."
"Your wolves have already killed one person. Look at Leah. She shredded her father."
"Leah was angry and too close. We didn't know she was going to phase. Also, how do you know?" I asked while defending the pack. They were my second family, and I wouldn't have anyone, not even my sister, slander them.
"Jake told me." She responded quickly. Standing up as well.
"Of course he fucking did," I whispered under my breath. "Well, now what are we always going to agree to disagree on the Edward thing."
"Yes. Until you realize I'm right."
"But you're not." I sighed. "What happened to last month. I thought we had forgiven each other. Where's all this anger coming from."
"Like I could forgive you for saying to let the love of my life, my literal fucking soul mate die." She screamed. "Like would you say that about Sam? You think you're better than me. Besides, after graduation, I'm gone."
"I don't, and what does that mean? What are you planning?" I stuttered at the accusation.
"Here's a news flash Lily. I only took care of you because I wanted to clear the debt I had for when you took care o. Ie. And I don't really care if you marry that disgusting dog, I came to the party because dad would let me see Edward if I did. I only came here because I wanted to tell someone."
It was like a knife in my heart. I thought we were improving our relationship, that we were going back to before. But I was wrong. "Get out," I said quietly.
"What?" She asked as if she hadn't heard me.
"I. Said. Get. Out." I responded, emphasizing each word gnashing my teeth at the phrase. I didn't want to see her anymore. Not today. As if learning my rapist was missing wasn't bad enough. I now had to deal with the betrayal of my own sister. To hear her call Sam a disgusting dog was the final straw.
She quickly picked up the acceptance letters and, with a huff, walked out of the room, heading for the door and with "Oh, your ring is ugly by the way," she left, slamming the front door behind her.
I sat back down again and felt my body shake with my hard sobs. I just wanted us to be close. I tried to be there, to show her my love, but no matter what I do, she just doesn't understand. It's all fucking Edward's fault that she was so fucking blind. I felt myself grow angrier the more I thought about the reason we had this great divide. I was fuming, and my tears seemed to go hotter.
"Ana. Ana. What happened?" Sam must have come in at some point. "Where's your sister? Where's Bella? Why are you crying?"
"She left," I whispered in an empty voice.
"That doesn't answer my question on why you're crying? What's got you so upset?"
I sighed and tried to push down the sadness and anger. "We fought again. I thought we were getting better but . . . but I was mistaken. She hates me."
It was like he could hear the despair inside my head because he pulled me into a tight embrace. "I'm sorry, baby, but I'm sure that she doesn't hate you. So you fought that's going to happen."
"No. She hates me. She basically said so herself. She even called you a disgusting dog. Like how can she say that but not believe the same thing about Jacob."
He shook his head. "Don't worry about what she thinks of me. I don't care."
"But I do. You're not what she thinks of you. She thinks your nothing but a savage animal which you're not. Ever since she found out about Edward and us came back, she's done nothing to try and get to know you." I screamed.
"And that's her fault." He said in my ear, and his voice got serious. "Okay, I'm implementing a new rule. Your sister is not allowed in this house again. She's done nothing but hurt you, and I won't stand for it."
I nodded, understanding that he wouldn't ask this of me if it didn't bother him so much. "You know what's the worst part, Sam?"
He leaned in to hear me and raised my chin. "What, baby?"
"I still care about her. I wish I could make a clean break and not care anymore. But I just can't. I've dreamed about what our relationship would be like for so long, and my dreams are being crushed before my very eyes. I still care about Leah too. It kills me every time she walks away from me. Why am I losing everyone?"
His embrace became tighter. "I know. You care about the people you love so deeply. I've never met someone more open and who has such great empathy. It's one of the reasons I fell for you so quickly and love you so much. You aren't losing everyone. Just think of all the people who are still beside you and would give up the world for you."
I choked out a sob. "It seems like all your doing these days is comforting me when I cry. I'm tired of being like this."
"I don't mind, Ana. You've gone through a lot; there's no shame in crying. I rather you let your emotions out than bottle them up." He whispered into my ear. "Now, why don't we go over to Mom's?"
"No, I want to just lay in bed for the rest of the night. Try and sleep. I don't want to deal with reality anymore."
His face immediately showed his worry, but he relented and helped me stand up. "Okay, Ana, we can do that."
Lily POV
(May 16th, 2006)
"So let me get this straight. You want me to go to Florida with Bella and Edward?" I asked, raising my eyebrow.
Dad probably was running his hand through his hair as he responded, "Yes. I don't trust them to not do anything stupid. Having you watch over them will give me peace of mind."
"I understand that, dad. But I still don't know. it's a little short notice."
He sighed. "I know, but I also know you have a lot of vacation stored up, and Carlisle won't mind if you take a few days off."
The thought rattled in my head a bit. "I'm going to have to ask Sam what he thinks. I can't just bail on him that quickly without getting his opinion."
"I know, just give me your answer soon. I'll pay for the plane ticket." He said hopefully, his voice going in and out due to the awful service the break room had.
I took a sip of my coffee. Hospital coffee tasted terrible, but I needed a little pick me up before I left for the night. "Alright. I'll let you know by 12 tonight. I'm getting off now. Sam gets off in about two hours."
He smiled at my answer. "Okay, Lily Pad. So do you have anything special planned for tonight?"
I grinned. "Yeah. I plan on making steaks once I get off work and Sam gets off from council duties tonight." I don't think he wanted me to tell him about exactly what we would be doing after dinner.
"That sounds great, Lily. I'm sure Sam will love that. I mean, it's not every day that a man turns 25."
I checked the time on my watch and jumped up quickly. "Got to go, dad; I'm about to leave. I'll call you later."
"Okay, Lily Pad. Love you." He responded.
"Love you too, dad," I said with a smile.
I hung up, placed my phone back in my bag, collected my stuff, and started my way out. I still swirled the in my head. Would it really be okay for me to go to Florida with Bella and Edward? Especially after the fight we had?"
A silky voice spoke up behind me. "Are you alright, Lily?"
"I'm perfectly fine, Carlisle. Long day I guess." I replied, turning around to face him.
He gave me a small smile. "I understand that. I'm sorry. You're probably eager to head out."
"I am, but I'll see you tomorrow."
"Sounds fine, Lily. Have a good night."
I nodded and continued on my way out of the hospital. I paused for a moment beside my car to pull my cigarettes out of my bag. I heard a small rustling and the snapping of a branch. I looked up and saw a flash of red and yellow running past the edge of the forest. My hands started to shake as I threw the cigarettes back into my bag, and I ripped my door open, climbing inside the car quickly.
I peeled out of the parking lot at break-neck speed. I kept telling myself that I just saw things, but my instincts were railing and telling me to be cautious. I didn't feel a sense of safety till I got into La Push fully.
Pulling up to my house, I let out a deep breath. Everything would be fine now. I kept telling myself, but I wasn't sure. Something big was coming.
I unlocked the front door and took in the comforting scent of my house. "Okay, Lily, let's get everything ready for Sam," I said out loud and headed into the kitchen to start my preparations.
Sam POV
(May 16th, 2006)
I was so tired as I walked through the back door. Patrol was quiet, but the scent of sickly sweet bleach burnt my nose throughout the night. The redhead was close . . . too close to be comfortable.
"Hard day, babe?" Ana's smoky, smooth voice broke through my thoughts as she walked down the stairs. I wrapped her up in a hug as soon as I could. I'm bracing her. Grounding myself back into reality and comfort.
"Just tiring," I replied.
She giggled. "Well, now you can just relax and enjoy your special day."
"You didn't have to do anything, Ana. I'm just ready to sleep with you in my arms."
I could feel her head nodding against my bare chest. "But first, you need to eat."
I sighed in response, knowing she was right. "So what's for dinner?"
"You're favorite. Steak, eggs, and for dessert, we have black forest cake." She said, pulling out of my arms and walking towards the stove, taking out the steaks that had been broiling in the oven.
My stomach grumbled in response to her answer. "That sounds amazing. You spoil me."
She placed the giant plate of steaks on the table, and I pulled her into my lap, kissing her neck to which her breath hitched. "What can I say? You deserve it.
She turned around and mockingly pointed her finger. Giving me her best stern voice. "Don't start, Sam, our food is going to get cold if you keep this up."
I chuckled and nodded, letting her get up to sit on her seat.
I practically devoured the steaks. They were perfectly medium rare with Ana's special marinade infused into the meat entirely. I polished the eggs quickly as well, but Ana had anticipated I would still be hungry and brought over the cake. It was beautifully decorated. "how long did this take you, Ana?" I asked in amazement. "You really didn't need to do all this."
"You're worth it, Sam. Besides, it didn't take that long." She replied with a smile.
"But you must be so tired after your shift. You should have just relaxed."
She giggled most adorably. "Again, it doesn't matter how tired I am. I'll always spoil you as much as I can."
I stood up and walked over to her chair, and planted a deep kiss on her lips.
"Well, now that we're finished eating. How about a bath? A nice soak to help you relax. I'll go start." She said, popping up from the table and heading upstairs.
"Alright, Ana. That does sound great. My muscles are cramping." I responded with a small smile. She had something planned, but I would let it be a surprise. So, for now, I would just relax and watch TV.
Lily POV
(May 16th, 2006)
I rushed upstairs and started on my plan. I was so thankful that Sam had bought a giant tub for the master bathroom. It was built so that two people could fit in comfortably. So I decided that tonight I would have a nice bath with him.
I immediately turned on the tap and controlled the temperature to be hot but not too hot that it would burn my average body. While that was happening, I went and snatched a lighter to light the tall candles placed around the bathroom and then scattering rose petals to make a path to the tub. They served two purposes: to create a romantic atmosphere and two to let the scent of roses all over the room. When the tub was complete, I turned off the tap and slipped into my deep red silk robe that reached my middle thigh. I had bought it, especially for tonight—the color making my pale skin stand out. "Sam, come up. Your bath is ready." I yelled from the top of the stairs.
I heard the TV turn off and heavy footsteps starting up the stairs. I waited for him, and as soon as me his eyes became as wide as saucers. "God, Ana, you're trying to kill me. Aren't you?"
I let out a small giggle and grabbed his hand, pulling him into the bathroom. "Tonight's all about letting you relax."
"How can I relax when you're looking so delicious. You're getting me riled up."
"Tonight, I'll let you have whatever your heart desires," I responded slyly. "But first, let's have a bath."
He smirked and started taking off his clothes. I just stood there watching in amazement. It was still hard for me to grasp that this god-like man was actually mine.
When he was fully undressed, he walked up to me and ran his rough hand down to the knot that kept the robe together. "Do I ever fully express how sexy you are? Because you are my dream woman."
I laughed and blushed at his statement. Sometimes I felt that I didn't measure up. Sam was far too handsome for his own good, and I just felt inadequate when I stood beside him.
Sam slowly untied the knot. Pushing the robe off my shoulders, letting it fall to the ground. I stood there bare before him when he grabbed my hand and led me over to the full bath.
Sam stepped in first, stretching his limbs out, fully moaning as the hot water rushed over his skin. He tugged on my hand, indicating he wanted me to join him. I carefully got in, be mindful to not step on him. I went to sit across from him, but he grabbed me by my hips and sat me down on top of him. I sighed as I felt the radiating heat coming off his body soothe my aching back. I laid my head back on his shoulder, and he just simply wrapped his arms around me, kissing the top of my head. "Sam, I need to ask you something."
"Go ahead, babe." He responded.
"Dad wants me to go to Florida with Bella and Edward. I would only be gone for a few days. Would that be okay with you?" I asked hesitantly.
Sam took a few moments before he replied. "I can see where he's coming from, but I'm worried about you being around your sister and your mom, they're pretty toxic, and I don't want you to be in that environment. I'll miss you like hell, and I don't know what it'll do with the imprint with you being across the country. But it's ultimately up to you, babe."
"I want to go." I nodded my head.
His grip around my waist tightened, and he nuzzled my neck. "Alright, Ana, I understand."
We relaxed for a bit, just enjoying the sensations of being so close together. Sam's intense heat kept the bathwater at a comfortable temperature. Soon enough, though, I felt Sam's lips kissing my neck, giving me small nips as he went down. I leaned my head fully back, letting out a moan as I did. I could feel Sam's smile against me. "Sam, don't start something you can't finish," I whispered out.
"Oh, I fully intend to finish." He growled out, trailing his left hand up to my breast and starting to play with my nipple while his right-hand goes to my heat.
My breath hitched as he slipped two fingers into me, slowly pumping them in and out. I felt my body begin to heat up from the attention to my body. I felt a rush of endorphins when his thumb started to pay attention to my clit slowly, almost painfully rubbing it in circles. "Sam. Faster. Please." I cried.
"Not tonight, love. Tonight I'm making love to you."
His hand stopped paying attention to my breast and came up to cup my face turning it so I could kiss him. It was long and passionate, our lips slowly embracing each other. I eventually had to pull away; my head was spinning at the sensations running through my body.
I got up for a moment so that I could sit facing him on his lap. He hooked his finger underneath my chin and gave me another searing kiss. I let a small moan at the content feeling that washed over me. His hands ran up my back, his heated heads relaxing the muscles underneath the skin. Underneath the water, I felt his member grow harder.
"Can I have you, Ana? I need you. I need you so bad." He whispered close into my ear—his silky deep voice. I felt butterfly's in my stomach. I felt this overwhelming need to be one with his come over me.
"Yes," I whispered as I went to kiss him again, and he eagerly responded.
His hand went to grasp his erection and line it up with my heat. Slowly he entered me, and I felt as if our souls were merging into one. His thrust were slow and deliberate as he pressed me tightly against his chest. My head rested against his neck, and I ran my hands through his short hair.
My body wanting more, started to move my hips against his in a slow melody. Water began splashing out of the tub, but we didn't care. All that mattered was being together. Our movements were controlled and in sync as we were both reaching our goals. Sam's right hand descended to my body, slowly circling my clit. Trying to bring me all the pleasure in the world. The world could be on fire, but I wouldn't care.
"God, I love you. I've never loved someone as much as I love you, Ana. I want you by my side forever." He whispered with his eyes shining.
Between his words and the pressure building up, I felt my eyes fill up with tears. "I never want to leave you, Sam. I want you now and for every moment of my life. There's nothing I wouldn't do for you." I whispered, my voice full of emotion.
I suddenly was fully aware of my entire body. The tips of my fingertips to the ends of my toes were filled with a humming sensation. I knew I was close. Between his voice, his scent, his movements, everything was bringing me to the edge.
"You're close, I can tell. You always are able to squeeze me tighter. I love the feeling. But don't worry, my love, I'm almost there as well. Just hold on a little while longer."
I nodded, my head being entrapped by his voice. I would do what he said because I wanted us to come undone together. So I would hold it in, even if it hurt to do so.
Thankfully, I didn't have to hold back too long as his thrust became erratic soon enough, and his hand began to shake against me. "I'm there, baby. Come on. Dive with me."
I nodded and began to feel the sensations crescendo then I fell deep into the pleasure. My breath came out in pants as I couldn't control myself. I felt myself grow slack in his arms and his arms come up to embrace me. "God, Ana. I love you."
"I love you too," I replied with a yawn.
"Okay, let's get you to bed." He said with a chuckle as he effortlessly picked me up.
I simply nodded as I felt my eyes grow heavier and heavier as he dried me off.
I was asleep before he even put me into bed.
Lily POV
(May 19th, 2006)
Things were tense in Reneé's house. Even if she did notice it, she didn't comment on it. Bella was mad that I had tagged along and refused to speak to me unless she had to. Edward was the same way, although he made his distaste of me more known, and I did the same in return. I, however, was grouchy. The pain in my chest was heavy, the imprint making it know that it didn't like me being so far away from Sam. But I pushed through it, trying to make the best out of the situation I was in. Even though I was missing the rain and cold. The heat and humidity were such a strange atmosphere for me to be in.
"Liliana, Bella, and I are going to go for a walk on the beach. Do you want to come?" Reneé called out as she put on her shoes. It was a bright sunny day, and though I knew I should go out. The pain in my chest was making me feel sick to my stomach. So I simply laid on the couch reading a novel.
"No, I'm not feeling too good at the moment. It's best if I stay here and rest. But you two have fun." I responded with a small false smile.
"You are looking a bit green. There's some ginger beer in the fridge; feel free to have some. We'll be back soon."
"Okay. See you soon." I replied, burying my face back into my book. I heard the door close quietly, and I sighed, rubbing my chest, trying to soothe the ache.
"What are you doing here?" I heard a chiming voice come from above my head. I looked up to see golden eyes glaring down at me.
I glared back and sat up on the couch. "I'm here to protect Bella. I thought that would be obvious."
"Why do you even care? She's made it obvious that you two aren't family anymore. You don't belong here." He snapped, flashing his teeth.
I stood up and puffed my chest out. I barely reached his shoulders, but I didn't care. I wouldn't just sit there and be talked down to. "If anyone doesn't belong here, it's you. I wouldn't want to expose your secret. Besides, unlike you, I care for Bella's best interest."
Edward didn't appreciate my comment, apparently. "I only care for Bella's safety and wellbeing. What do you know about that? You constantly put yourself in danger by being with that animal."
"Fuck you. At least I can have a semi-normal life. I can debate that he's less dangerous than you."
"A lady doesn't cuss; at least Bella doesn't have a filthy mouth like you." He said, turning up his nose.
I laughed at his comment. "I never claimed to be a lady, nor do I care to be one. I'm a real 21st-century woman. Stop holding Bella to your Victorian-era standards. God, how repressed are you?"
"I don't hold her back from anything. She and I are meant to be. We were made for each other. Who cares that I had to live centuries before I met her."
My eyes harden as I locked eyes with him. "Oh really, you don't hold her back. Why does she bend over backward for you? Do anything to please you? Risk her life for you? She's obviously infatuated with you to a dangerous level."
He growled as he bent down into my face. "We. Are. Mates."
"No, you only want her to be that. You just want someone that you could mold to be the perfect subservient wife." I said, sticking out my neck.
"Oh, she is soon going to be my wife, but only because she knows we belong together." He said with a haughty laugh and standing back up to his full height.
I immediately grew concerned over his comment. "What is that supposed to mean?"
He immediately had a smug smile on his face. "Oh what? She didn't tell you? I proposed to her. We're going to be joined together."
My mind reeled with the new information, and the first thing that came out of my mouth was brutally honest. "I rather her die than be with you."
As soon as those words came out, there was a slam of a door. My eyes widened as I saw Bella standing there with her face flushed red with anger. She immediately headed towards her room, stomping her feet as she went.
"Bella. Wait!" I said as I tried to run after her, but Edward shoved me back, making me trip over my feet, fall backward, and hit my back on the coffee table.
Suddenly the front door opened again, and Reneé came through. Seeing me on the floor, she immediately rushed over to me. "Are you okay, Liliana?"
My head was full of emotions, but I wouldn't let those out. "I'm fine, just tripped."
Reneé helped me up, and I winced at the pain that now radiated through my back. "Let's get some ice on that."
I nodded and slowly walked over to the kitchen table, and as Reneé reached into the freezer with her back towards me, I took a deep breath.
"Reneé, can we talk?"
Wonder what they're going to talk about? Well, you're just going to wait to see. Anyway hope you enjoyed the latest installment. Anyway, comment on your predictions. Love Y'all!