Hey! I know it's been a while, but I just wanted to say that I have not forgotten you guys. For months I've been dying to update and have finally been given the opportunity to at least explain my absence. In November my best friend got married and, against my better judgment, I left my laptop at home with my husband. Within the five days my husband had used, and left, my laptop in the reach of two toddlers. Needless to say, it no longer works at the moment and until I can come up with money to repair or replace it, I will unfortunately not be updating. It's looking like they not only damaged the charging port, but something within the device itself.

Life lately has been so...hard and yet not. We've lost yet another baby in February. From there my husband and I have discovered my new/not so new battle with fertility, and the emotional turmoil it leaves behind. We are blessed for our two beautiful children, but definitely feel the loss of the children we'll never see smile. We have also reached a place where life has smiled on us otherwise. We have a reliable car. Our bills are ahead, and we've finally reached a place where struggle isn't in our everyday vocabulary.

When I do find life hard, I read every single beautiful/kind review you leave me off of my phone. I appreciate the time you take to read my story, to review and leave me PMs. It has gotten me so far and I look forward to when I'm finally able to continue the road ahead for Rose and Dimitri.

Thank you so much for all of your patience and love!