Aidzuki's pov

The next morning bella and aidzuki were sitting at the table eating breakfast they had both prepared.

"Are you coming to school with me today. I think someone said you were kidnapped the other day. And that's the most tame rumor about you"

I shrug, but it's likely we both know I'm not going back to school just yet. It seems the day I was transported here I failed to notice that there's a strange atmosphere that surrounded all of forks. I guess it took a family of vampires for me to pay closer attention.

"I don't think it was the right time for me to enroll. And if I'm being honest I completely forgot about going to school. Also let them say what they want they have nothing better to do but gossip." I say biting into some toast.

Bella nods in agreement. She finishes her grape juice and jumps up. "Well I'm headed to school now. uh if you're still here when charlie gets back just tell him we'll talk about it when i come back." i nod and she grabs her things and with a wave she's gone.

So what to do first. i could train... nah. I think it's time i get to the root of this dream i keep having of jacob being an abnormally giant wolf. the last i had a dream that repeated itself over and over hoshi showed though the dream only had to do with space and me floating in it endlessly.

since jacob is most likely at school as well i couldn't start with the actual focus of that dream. so instead i go back to the dream itself. it was different this time around, i close my eyes as i think of the dream.

***i once again open my eyes to the same beautiful scenery. i turn my nose to the air like always trying to find that scent that pulls me in. it didn't take me long to find it though i noticed that it was coming from a different direction. curious about the sudden change i seek out the source. i have to walk a lot further then the other times i had this dream. i came upon a stream, i approached the edge an looked in to see that the water was shallow enough to see the bottom. i jump when i hear a huff that ruffles both my shirt and hair i spin around to find the giant wolf there i calm down and smile at my friend. though it soon disappears when he doesn't 'smile' back like he usually does. he looks at me with a saddened expression that was also somehow joyous "what's wrong?" i asked the wolf stepped forward on powerful paws and leans its giant head on my shoulder the weight not bothering me in the slightest. my eyes widen and i let out a sound of surprise when the giant wolf actually answers "we wont be seeing each other in here the next we meet. goodbye for now my lo- friend." then he started to fade away. i started to tear up in my confusion. he was leaving "wait" i whispered. he continued fading "WAIT" i scream to no avail as i to faded away somehow knowing i wouldn't see this place again...***

i had woken bella up screaming 'no' and 'please'. she shook me awake and that was the end of that.

i wipe away the tears that formed in my eyes. i don't know what to look for but i have a feeling that i wouldn't have to wait for long. thinking the only place i could get any sort of an answer was the woods.

so with that in mind i got up and decided that going out the back door was best. i pause and lock the door. i wont come back until bella gets back from school. i take my time to enter the woods not wanting something like last time to happen.

'yeah, i'm not fond of being attacked by red headed vamps' i find a place not to far from bella's house and sit down beneath a tree. i cross my legs and close my eyes.

that's right i'm about to meditate. a habit i picked up from my jiji when ever things got to rough and confusing he'd always meditate saying that the answers always became clear when he did. and i didn't get the point of sitting still and being silent being a kid and all.

i never got to that place of serenity my jiji was so fond of but i did get peace from it even just for a short while. but the reason i'm doing it now is to check a theory of mine.

that maybe wolfie was some type of spirit and if that's so i'd be able to contact him through spiritual meditation in the woods since he's an animal and all. if jiji was looking down on me now he'd be disappointed in my action saying "foolish young child, meditation is to bring you peace not disturb the peace of the dead."

sorry old man. but i need answers, with that i began to hum and chant in my head. slowly the spirits began to become clear and i opened my eyes to see a herd of dear all of them were glowing and slightly transparent. i stare at them not believing i actually did it.

"can i help you with something, sir" i started at the voice behind me. i turn my head to see a beautiful dark skinned woman her hair was shoulder length and the tips were purple the rest black. she was a bit shorter then me and her eyes were golden.

"who are you" i asked only a little unnerved by her.

"Melony, i died in this forest a long time ago. i was attacked by a blood thirst demon with red eyes. vampires i think the living calls them. anyways who are you and why is your soul calling out to the dead."

i wanted to kick myself. of course a human soul would be out here!

"sorry monica i was looking for a friend of mine." at this the spirit nodded but then seemed to realize something and glared at me. i shuddered.

"monica! i said melony and i told you that literally five seconds ago" she said.

"oops i'm sorry, i'm kinda bad with some names" i said a little bashful. she rolled her shining golden eyes.

"well have you tried the place where they died. it couldn't be here i'm aware of even the smallest insect when it passes over. and i know every human spirit here; since we really only have eachother for entertainment." she said looking down her nose at me.

"well i think my friend was already dead when i met them plus they were an animal" i explained to her.

"well then, whats their name and where did you meet them in the forest?" she asked raising a curious brow.

i shrug "i don't know they never told me and i met them in my dreams."

i looked up at the girl to see her eye twitching in irritation looking like she was about to hit me. "what?" i ask her.

"you idiot all the spirits you see here where once alive. and animals can't travel through dreams... atleast normal ones can't. this animal wouldn't happen to be able to speak would it"

"well yeah can't all animals talk in the afterlife." i asked. she shakes her head.

"the only animals thats can speak here are spirit guardians that are attached to a living human soul. they don't stick aroumd much they go between our worlds you see. there's a rez over there that contains a whole pack of spirit wolves though their disappearing ever so slowly. i think the alpha just left today, he looked sad." she explained. i straighten at the mention of a sad wolf.

"this wolf wouldn't happen to be way bigger then the average wolf right?" she nodes her head. i jump up excitedly.

"that's him, i think." she looks at me with a sudden expression of understanding. she walks over to me and sits down across from me.

"i'm sorry aidzuki but i can not help you any longer. he told me that if i saw you to let you know 'to have patience' and that 'the answer isn't far' and don't ask me those assholes always speak non-sense" i got floored by her sudden change and words.

"wah... so you mean to tell me that i did all this for nothing!" i yell in her face. she pushes me away and shrugs. i sit there ticked off until a question hits me.

"say do you know what happens to the spirits once they leave here."

"no they just leave in a flash of light and don't come back for years on end, i think it has something to do with the human soul there attached to. all i know is that you must mean something to that giant ball of fur" i go to say something but she cuts me off.

"ok! i think you've wasted enough of my time which i value even though its now endless. i gave you answers now leave us in peace."i nod and say goodbye to the spirit. i close my eyes this time huming low in my head and chanting out loud.

i open my eyes and up through the trees seeing that time passed. 'bella and charlie should be home now' i stand up and walk the direction i came from until i'm in swans backyard.

i go around front to see bella's truck but not charlies police car. i walk to the front door and knock it. i hear footsteps approaching on the other side and soon i'm looking into the face of bella.

"where were you aidzuki?" her voice wasn't angry or commanding just curious.

"in the woods meditating" at this her voice does take on an slightly angry tone.

"i hope you were being careful out there. we wouldn't want a repeat of what happened last time" she said worried. i nod and we walk into the house together.

"i'm glade you're here cause now you can help me with cleaning and cooking for charlie and yourself. i don't have a lot of time since i'm going to the movies today. and i should be going to get jake so we can meet a friend of mine there." she goes into the kitchen where she's cooking dinner and cleaning i take over cleaning so she can focus on the food.

we finish an hour and some mins later and now bella's at the door hurrying to put some shoes on.

"alright now i'll see you in about three to four hours. thanks for helping me. wish you would come" she says standing in the door way.

I huff and push her in the direction of her beat up truck. "it's fine maybe next time. plus i've been feeling off." I say. a look of understanding crosses her face.

She nods once and walks off to her truck. She slips and catches herself on the drivers door and she looks back and cringes with an awkward smile i just return it and then watch her drive off couple of minutes later.

When i see that bella is completely gone i close the door and head into the living room. I grab my jacket that was strewn over the back of the couch and pick up a bag i had packed then head to the back door making sure to lock it on my way out. but it's alright cause i left bella's window unlocked.

I went back into the woods again with a different intent in mind. I went further and deeper into the forest then i did the first time. i found a place i deemed reasonable and set dowm the small bag I stand in the center of the field i then whistle as loud as possible. a couple mintes later i hear foot steps and heavy breathing.

A doe comes bounding out towards me and stops a ways away. there's a golden yellow star on her upper chest only half visible her body was black and her stomach and dots were galaxy colored with white specs sprinkled throughout.

"Hoshi, i want to train for a while to relax so that i may think a little clearer. I was wondering if you'd want to be my sparring partner." At first the doe just stared at me with deep never ending black eyes. She huffs and nods.

I smile and crouch down. "and when we're finished you can tell me why the hell you keep sliping away like i wouldn't notice."

she huffs again then turns into a giant bird about my hight and size. her distinguishable star moving to one of her wings.

TIME SKIP

Jacobs pov

I laugh as another overly exaggerated gory scene passes. i look at the corner of my eye at bella to see her looking intensely at the screen and that guy from her school looking wide-eyed at the screen like he was gonna be sick. coward, and he thought he'd have a chance with bella.

Despite everything i was hoping bella would have gotten aidzuki to go. It certainly would have been alot funner with him here making funny remarks while he hides his face in my shoulder. i shift a little at the uncomfortable heat that was like fire under my skin. I'm surprised i haven't broken out in a sweat already,

A gagging sound pulls my attention and i look over irritated at the blonde guy who was avoiding looking at the screen. he finally couldn't take the screams and announces hurriedly "oh-oh no, i'm gonna throw up!" and stands hurrying past bella and i us both watching him pass.

We look at eachother and bella gets up and follows him while i follow her.

(so you guys should know what happened i'm gonna skip to after he walks away)

It was burning hot and i felt strange like i was gonna burst out of my skin in a ball of flames. i just kept running and running with no destination in mind just the need to be somewhere. what the hell is going on?

Unbearable pain shot through my body causing me to collapse somewhere, perhaps in a forest if the grass beneath me is anything to go by. I cry out as the pain intensifies as if the flames under my skin where expanding and my bones where breaking and binding all at once.

I cringe as the scream being ripped from my throat become inhuman growls and howls. my eyes widen as i listen to myself. Or it that me? I can't tell. my heart is going a mile a minute in fear. I hear aweful cracking sounds and the howls become long whines.

My body felt like it was breaking, burning, and itching and it was becoming to much. Was i dying? He asked himself confused and not expecting an answer.

"No" came a deep growl as an unexpected answer.

WHAT WAS THAT?! The pain in my body began to lessen and i only whimpered at the disappearing pain.

"You are changing, we are becoming one" The voice said once again. I was weak and a little disoriented so all i did was blink in confusion.

"You'll understand soon" I wanted to roll my eyes at that. 'even the voices in my head leave me out'. I hear it chuckle and fade.

I take a breath in and stand up, ignoring the now dull ache in my entire body. I snort and huff once on my wobbly feet and try to bring my hand to my face but was unable to completely lift the appendage so i look down.

I think my heart stopped and the world went silent as i glanced down at a paw where my hand should be. I yelp and fall back hurriedly jumping up immediately afterwards. Shake my head as millions upon millions thing went through it. The thoughts wouldn't stop racing so with a growl i take off blindly in a random direction.

What happened to me? why do i have paws? a-am i a monster?

I tried to stop the thoughts as i clumsily ran with my new body bumping and crashing into what felt like everything. I crashed into something softer and smaller then the trees and it went flying. i stop, panting as i survey the new area i found myself in. i was deep in the forest the sky barely visible at all.

I look around for what i bumped into. I breath into my nose and a whole bunch of smells he's never smelled before came rushing into his new sensitive nose causing him to sneeze. His attention is caught by a sound up ahead. it was a pained moan.

He looked at the thing he can now see as a person standing up. their back to him. He sniffs the air and found that this person has a good scent that he liked alot. the person stumbled to turn around. and once they raised their eyes to look at him his jaw dropped.

Oh no! What is aidzuki doing all the way out here? He focuses on aidzuki's face taken in the shocked look.

"I-It's you" he says. i tilt my head confused. how can he tell it's me.

He takes a step towards me and I take one back. He stops and just looks at me for a long while. as if he's trying to find something out.

I avoid making eye contact with him scared of what I might find in those blue eyes. I couldn't see the look of fear in his eyes, wouldn't be able to stand it.

When he went to take another step towards me I growl at him but he doesn't stop. My heart starts racing and I don't know what to do. I don't want to somehow hurt him. Just the thought has me backing up with a whine.

When he stops moving I keep backing up but is stopped by something he says. Well more like asks though he sounded so sure.

"Jacob?"

Hello my icicles. Thank you for reading. I would like to let you know that I'm going through a hard time and would like to hear ideas if you have any. Recent things have made it hard to think and focus on my stories. And i need Inspiration thank you.