Aidzuki's pov
"Jacob?"
I watch as the wolf stops in his tracks and my eyes widen. Either his name is the same as Jacob's or he really is jacob.
"Jacob i-is that really you?" I ask feeling dumb. My only answer was a whine. But it was all I needed.
"Jacob how did this happen?" Even though I had a vague idea I didn't want to jump to conclusions. The wolf only huffed and shook his head still looking down.
"Can you change back?" Again he shakes his head this time letting out a distressed whine.
I've never shape shifted into anything so I'm not sure how to help him. I'm kind of in shock about the whole situation to begin with. I'm barley comprehending that this large wolf is my best friend.
I hear a sniffle and look to my left to see a squirrel hoshi looking at me intently. She then squeaks.
I look at her with an raised eyebrow. "Are you sure you can help him?" I ask her.
She rolls her beady eyes and runs up my leg and onto my shoulder she tugs my hair, prompting me to move foward.
"Jake" He stiffens. "Hoshi says she can help. You HAVE to stay calm, understand?" He makes a low rumbling sound In his chest.
I move closer to jacob and he stays in place as i close the distance between us. When I'm right in front of him I lay my hand between his ears and rub the surprisingly soft fur gently and look to hoshi.
She begins to speak when jacob yelp and snaps his head up looking at the squirrel who looks back unamused.
I then hear her say something that has my mouth gaping. I look at her and then at him. This. Was. Freaking. Awesome.
"Jacob can understand you!?" Hoshi nods. No way, my whole life I've been the only one to ever know what she was saying. Even back home.
I open my mouth to go on a rant about this current discovery but hoshi, seeing this coming, stuffes her fluffy tail in my open mouth. Hoshi then turns her concentration on the wolf before her and begins squeaking.
-all right jacob, this is all you have to do. First you must calm yourself and relax, accept this new form as part of you. Next you must concentrate on your body with your human form in mind.-
Jacob nodded and he closed his eyes falling into a deep concentration. He started to shake slightly and it increased into terrible trembles.
-don't force it fool! I said relax not blow a blood vessel!-
Jacob growled but stopped shaking and went back to concentrating. Soon his form starts to change back into the form we know.
-good! Keep going!-
Soon after hoshi says that a human jacob is standing in front of us. He wobbles on his feet and fall to his knees and hunches over with a groan.
"Shit! That hurts." He moans out.
Hoshi squeaks and snickers in his direction. I glare at her and bite down on her tail she yelps and jumps down. I spit out all the hair out of my mouth and kneel down by jacob. I lay a hand on his bare shoulder as he takes deep breathes.
"What happened to me?" He asks.
"I don't know jacob. When did this happen?" I ask rubbing circles on the spot my hand rested. I then notice that he wasn't wearing a lick of clothing and i felt my face get really hot. I willed my eyes not to travel beyond muscled shoulders. Wow after shifting back jacob is much larger now. Makes me wonder.
I soon get lost in a debate about taking a peek at certain things in my head.
I'm distracted from those thoughts by jacob answering. "I was with bella and some guy ugh Ned maybe. He looked like a ned. Anyways I was burning up pretty bad and I was very irritable. I think I threatened the guy. I remember running and not knowing where. Now we're here" He explains.
Well that's not what I thought happened. I thought maybe he was In the woods and ran into that wolf from my dreams and some how they became one. Hmmmm I was off by alot I guess. Maybe I should ask melony.
As I was thinking I hear several booming sounds coming our way. Though it should've been impossible it seems like jacob was hearing them to. They grew closer and closer until something huge ran into the clearing where we were.
I got into a crouched position in front of jacob and faced whatever just came into the clearing. My eyes widen to see another huge wolf looking at me with its head cocked. This one was black and was slightly smaller then Jacob's. Soon more came into the clearing and i started to get nervouse. Oh man have we been in another huge ass wolves territory.
The wolf stalks forward and i stand completely and get into a fighting position not wanting it to get near my jacob. It doesn't stop but it cocks it's head curiously. Jacob also watches the wolf approach and i hear a low rumbling sound coming from him but the wolf keeps going until it's about a foot or so away.
Me and Jacob let out twin sounds of surprise when it began to shift much like jake had done just a bit more gracefully. I become floored when it finishes shifting to reveal non other than sam uley.
"Wha- who-" Jake stammers.
"I see you've managed to faze back without aid. That's really impressive jacob." Is the first thing he says while putting on some cut offs that were tied to his ankle.
"Sam! What the hell is going on its like...those stories dad told us were...real?" Jacob trails off. He looks like something just occurred to him.
I watch as sam nods his head. "Indeed. I can explain in more detail but first you need to come with us to the rez." Jacob nods his eyes staring into space. I hold out a hand and help him up finding that he is heavy as a ton of fudge. And that he's still naked.
"Aidzuki you should go home. We got jake." I glare at sam and shake my head.
"I wasn't asking. You will go home and Jacob will come with us. It is better this way. Maybe you guys shouldn't see eachother at all anymore." Woah! Is this guy serious. I mean the guys always serious but he knows I won't leave jakes side.
"No we WILL both go with you. You obviously have the answers and i wanna know what's going on to. Cause he's my friend." I grit out. How dare he try and command me.
He glares at me annoyed "it's non of your concern. And the elders agreed that once this happens you are no longer welcome on the rez." He says. Huh, the elders? They knew about this.
"What!?" Jacob exclaims.
"When did you guys make that decision!?" He yells again. He leaning against me heavily tired from the shifting.
"We made it when billy saw the two of you in bed together. I warned you this wasn't supposed to last. It was never gonna despite what anyone says or does."
"Then I'm not going back to the Rez if aidzuki can't come." Jacob retorted. He stands on his own and straightens himself.
Sam looks between us with that stoic look he wears often. He shakes his head. "Jacob if you want to see aidzuki off the reservation, that's fine, but I am not going against the elders word. But it was only for your benefit. Cause now that you've shifted the only thing that will come of this...relationship is pain and hurt."
"I know you don't believe me but there are reasons why we say these things. And unless you come with us you will never know until it's to late." His eyes shift to me.
Jacob steps forward with a growl but I put my hand on his shoulder he stops and looks back at me confused. I stay staring at sam though.
"You should go jake..." I say. He starts and shakes his head going to say something but I walk away from him.
"I'm gonna go see if bella's home. If you feel like talking later you know where I'll be." I don't wait for a response as i walk untill I'm out of sight then take off at full speed.
I run through the trees vaguely seeing hoshi run beside me. I can't believe I just left him but I know I had to. It's obvious where he needs to be right now. That and i saw that non of the two males where gonna budge and Jacob has the right to know what's going on.
I make it to bella's house a while later and find her sitting on the couch looking worried. I plop down next to her and gain her attention.
"What's wrong? Did that ned guy hurt you?" I ask her.
she smiles and laughs a little. "No, i'm just worried about jacob. He ran out on me. He seemed a little off." I make an oh face and then i also smile despite what I was really feeling.
"He's fine I seen him a while ago. He said he wasn't feeling and went home before he spoiled you and Ned's night."
"It's Mike and the night was already ruined when he threw up after watching face punch." She rolled her eyes while tucking hair behind her ear.
"How could you watch that God aweful movie. And what kind of name is face punch. It like saying butt fart or something." Bella laughs at that already feeling better but I could still see the worry on her face.
"Maybe we can watch a movie here. Try to salvage the night huh? Sleep over part two!" I suggest and bella nods.
"Popcorn?" She asks. I think about it then shake my head.
"Nah ice cream sounds better for a night like this."
She agrees and gets up but I grab her wrist "I got it." She nods and i get up to walk to the kitchen.
I grab a tub of ice cream and walk over to a drawer to get two spoons. I glance outside and my mind drifts to jacob.
I hope he comes to see me. I don't know what I'd do if I could never see him again. Whatever it was that sam was talking about I hope it doesn't change anything between jacob and i.
"Aidzuki what's taking that ice cream so long?" I hear bella shout.
I quickly grab two spoons and walk back into the living room. Me and bella stay up all night and at one point I show her my ears and tail at her request.
We then end up sleeping in the living room me on the floor using a dog hoshi as a pillow and her dangling half way on the couch.
55time skip55
"Have you heard from jacob recently" I ask Bella and charlie one morning.
Charlie shakes his head as he walks past and takes a seat. Bella also shakes her head and turns to me.
"No but I've talked to billy. He said that jacob has mono or something. And Jacob's phone just goes to voice-mail when I call." My brows furrow at this. I knew for a fact that billy told her a lie. But why was jacob avoiding us. Me.
"He could send a text at least to let us know he isn't dead." I mumble to her. She nods and reaches for the phone she dials a number and waits.
I freeze when I hear Jacob's voice thinking he had picked up but soon realized it was just his voice mail. Bella huffs and stands facing me, I look up at her determined expression.
"I'm gonna go see what's up. You wanna come?" I shake my head.
"Nah I have something to take care of. If you see him tell I said hi and to act like he has friends who worry." I answer. I think it's better to hang here since i'm not allowed on the rez any longer anyway. In all honesty I did wanna go but didn't want to cause any trouble.
She nods and grabs her keys and then leaves.
(Another skiparoo)
I hear bella pull up outside and immediately get up to great her but when I open the door I notice the dry tear streaks on her face.
"Woah bella, whats wrong are you alright?" I ask.
"They got to him! Aidzuki sam got to him." She bangs her hand on her truck.
"What. Bella what do you mean?" I ask the hysterical girl.
"When I got there jacob looked different. He cut his hair and got a tatoo. He's one of sams lackeys now. He doesn't want me near him. He thinks sam is helping him for Christ's sake! And he told me to tell you that you guys can't be friends anymore..." Bella kept ranting but after that I couldn't hear anything else. He...didn't want to be with me anymore.
It's not like we were really together together. But we definitely had something. And he's throwing that away for what. Cause sam says so. I thought he was stronger then that. I thought he loved me.
"I can't believe this. I won't" I hear bella say as she walks past me and into the house.
I sit down heavily on the steps willing my heart not to break in two. I'm with bella on that.. I've known jacob a long time and I know how strongly he feels for the ones he cares for. And for him to just throw us away like this was not like him.
I bite my lip as tears come to my eyes. It's weird to think for a second there jacob was nearly mine.
I put my face in my hands as the tears spill over. What did they tell him to make him feel like we were nothing to him. To make him push us away. I thought he'd atleast have the courtesy to let us know in person instead of ghosting us for almost a week.
I begin to shake as sobs wreck my body. Did I ever mean anything to him.
&last time skip%
I was upstairs in a spare room next to bella's. I was curled up on my side just staring at the wall ahead.
Suddenly I hear a noise and talking coming from bella's room. I try to ignore it but then there's the sound of bumping from the outside. Like someone was scaling the house.
I sit up straight when a familiar intoxicating smell hits my nose. I strain my ear towards the wall that separates my room from bells's and hear the voices become clearer.
"-just me and you." I hear bella's voice.
"No, this is not something I can run away from. Most of all run away with you." My eyes widen when I hear Jacob's voice.
What's he doing here. And why is he in bella's room. Run away?
I want to get up and go in there, demand answers. But i can't seem to move from this spot. Does he even want to see me? If he had would he?
I get up about to go into the room like i planned but was stopped by bella's voice.
"You know we've been worried. Do you want to speak with aidzuki I could-"
"No!" Jacob quickly says. I slump back onto the bed and continue to listen.
"It's better if we don't see eachother...any of us." Jacob says.
"What then why did you come to see me and not aidzuki? He's your friend to."
"It's to complicated" I wanted to roll my eyes. Now who's being vague.
"Just tell him to stay away. You do the same." I hear the bumping again and the sound of bella's clumsy footsteps.
"Jacob!"
That's the last i hear before Bella's door is thrown open and more footsteps that stop infront of my door. It was silent for a few minutes then there was a knock.
"Come in" I call.
The door opens and bella storms in sitting at the edge of my bed she doesn't hesitate to start ranting.
"We have to find out what's going on. Jacob is acting weird and I'm pretty sure it has something to do with sam. I'm going down to the reservation tomorrow. I'm tired of sitting back while people walk in and out of my life without giving me a choice." She inhales.
"You in?" She looks pleadingly into my eyes
I'm not gonna lie I now want answer. And i no longer want to wait for jacob to come to his senses. So with that thought I throw caution to the wind.
So what if I'm not allowed there.
So what if jacob doesn't want to see me.
And so what of everyone doesn't think we should be together.
"I'm in."
/thy next dayith/
Bella and i pull up to the black residence fueled by determination. Bella more so then i. I was more hurt then anything.
She jumps out of her truck unintentionally slamming the door. I raise my brow as i watch bella stalk towards the house. I get out behind We walk up to the front door bella knocking a little aggressively.
I put a hand on her shoulder to calm her down. She looks back at me with a grateful smile before breathing deeply. The door jingles and opens to reveal billy black. He looks at bella surprised then his eyes drift to me and narrows.
"I have to see jacob" Bella says a bit stiffly.
Billy loudly exhales and look bella in the and says "he's not in"
It was my turn to narrow my eyes. He's lying I can smell jacob. He's here alright.
I don't even pay the man any mind as I push past him and follow Jacob's scent. I hear bella apologize and walk in after me. Since I lived here it wasn't hard to find Jacob's room.
I find jacob in his bed sleeping. I couldn't help but stare. His hair. It's so short. He looks so different...yet the same. He also has dark circles around his eyes like he hasn't been getting much sleep. He otherwise looks the same as when I last saw him. His lips were parted slightly as his chest rose and fell with his breathing. He was still my jake acting like he has changed to something dangerous.
I continue thinking about him as i look down at his tired yet otherwise peaceful face, delving deeper into thought to the point I didn't even hear bella standing there until she gasps softly.
Bella, who was standing beside me glances sideways at the window, huffs and suddenly she takes off towards the back of the house. I look out the window to see four quailutes walking towards the house. I curse. One was sam
I run out behind her just in time to see her yelling in one of their faces. I walk up to them about to tell bella to stay calm but as soon as i make it to her side she slaps the guys on his cheek.
"Bella, aidzuki get back, paul calm down" Sam says.
With wide eyes I pull her back. And I'm about to apologize to him but when I look back at him he's huffing and extremely red. His friends have back up and a bad feeling rises in the pit of my stomach. He starts growling and snarling and my grip tightens as i pull bella back. Her face was neutral like she didn't regret anything. But it soon turned to fear.
I gasp when he literally busts out of his skin and a giant wolf is standing before me. He has eyes trained on bella and i immediately go into a defensive pose.
Why does supernatural things always attacking her. I bare my pointy canines at him daring him to make a move.
I disregard the shocked expressions on the other boys' faces my attention all on the angry shifter
"Don't hurt them!" The voice makes me look back shocked to see jacob jumping off his back porch running to our location he jumps over bella shifting in mid air. He runs around me and tackles the other wolf. They growl, claw, and bite at eachother stumbling until they are in the woods.
I shake my head and go to help bella up who was in complete shock at what she saw.
"Bring bella...and aidzuki to Emily's" Sam said eyes narrowed at me.
"Guess the wolf's out the bag" embry says. The guy next to him, Jerry I think, snorts a laugh and shakes his head.
The other guys from before walk up to us offering to bring us somewhere.
"What about jacob?" Bella asks.
They smile and snicker. I glare at them though it goes unnoticed. " Oh he'll be fine."
^at sam's place^
We pull up to sams house and the two giant quailutes jump out wooing. I sigh as I'm no longer crushed against bella. Fat asses.
"Nah you're just small" I glare at him then blush realizing I said that out loud.
"I think we should go back and check on jacob" Bella shouted from inside her truck. I nod in agreement.
"Well if paul sinks some teeth in jacob serves him right " said the guy whose name i learned was Jared and not jerry.
"No way jakes a natural. I'd bet five that Paul will have his ass handed to him" embry quips.
They walk towards the house debating the victor. I shift uncomfortably but get out the car anyway just as the two boys stop and turn to face.
"Come on guys we don't bite" embry says smirking.
"Speak for yourself." Jared says then continues walking towards the house embry laughs a little.
I roll my eyes and wait for bella to hop out so we could go inside. She inhales deeply before exiting her truck and we both make our way after the pair.
Embry stops once again and turns to us. Jared just goes in.
"Don't stare at emily, sam's fiance it bugs him" I nod my head but bella looks confused. Embry walks up the steps.
"Why would we stare?" She asks but it goes unanswered. She looks at me but I shrug not knowing either.
"Are you guys hungry?" I hear a sweet female voice then a giggle. "Like i even have to ask." That must be emily. We walk into the house and stop by the door scanning the inside the two wolves sit at a small round table and a woman standing behind them preparing what smelled like muffins.
She then went to turn around but stopped once she saw us. Bella let out a small gasp when she seen the scar covering half of her face. I smile and wave at her while bella averts her eyes.
Though I don't why not to stare anyone would stare at such beauty. I hear a chuckle and look at the table to see Jared looking at me with a smirk.
"Don't let sam hear you say that." This causes me to blush. I shyly look at emily only to see she's just as red as i am.
"Who are they?" She asks the boys at her table.
"Why bella swan and aidzuki shimizu of course." She rose both eyebrows and turned her attention on bella.
"So you're the vampire girl." Bella pursed her lips and noded. She inhales and stepped further into the house.
"Soo. You're the wolf girl." Bella shot back.
I also walk into the house taking a seat across from Jared bella making her way to the other seat. "I guess so. Well I'm engaged to one."
Emily turns with a plate stacked with muffins. She sets it between embry and Jared who Immediately started digging in emily grabbed their arms with a displeased look.
"save some for your brothers." She stands straight and pushes their shoulders. "And ladies and guest first. Bella, aidzuki would you like some?"
We both nod and bella takes two and hand one to me. I look at it and see and smell mixed berries a small hint of vanilla. I take a bite and almost immediately melt In my seat. Wow these are so amazing.
"Leave it to jacob to find a way around a gag order." Emily smiles.
Me and bella share a look. I swallow what's in my mouth.
"He never said anything to us" I say though I already knew.
"But didn't you already know?" asks jared. Bella looks at me with a surprised look.
"You knew? Why didn't you tell me?" She says a bit angrily.