(this is a kagura and sesshomaru fanfic, I'm doing this for fun. I do not own this anime/manga

nor the character)

It was night when Kagura opened her bright reddish pink eyes. She looked around her to see where she was. She tries to remember what happened today then kagura remembered what happened for starters that sesshomaru was inches away from her bright red lips of hers. Just thinking about it makes Kagura blush and reality hits her. He has children with Rin, it would be wrong chasing after him. She hates herself allow herself to get killed all those years ago, then Kagura heard footsteps and it sounded like it was coming to her. She didn't know what to do, she tried to find something to fight with. There was nothing she could use, so Kagura ready herself to knock whoever opened the door and beat them up and ran for it.

The sound stopped at her door and she got up and got ready to fight. "Kagura, I'm coming in." said the voice, she knew whose voice it was. It was sesshomaru. She calms down a bit and then her face turns bright red now knowing it is him. "Come in." She said with a shaky voice, the door was open and he walked in, and sesshomaru saw kagura out of the bed and standing up and looking like she was ready to fight. "So how was your sleep? Were you comfortable?" He said, Kagura looked down at her feet and then looked up at sesshomaru's beautiful but yet cold and empty eyes.

"I slept just, um, did you um, did you carry me all the way wherever this place is." said Kagura as she looked around the room that she and him are in. "Yes, I did carry you to my home. I just came to see how you're going." said sesshomaru, kagura looked away from him, sesshomaru walked to her. And he raises his hand to touch Kagura's face, but she moves his hand away from touching her. "What the deal with that human girl? Why did you, sesshomaru, hate all humans, Why did you have children with that human girl? I just don't understand why her?" asked Kagura, sesshomaru didn't know what to say to her. She was right, why did he have children with Rin, have children with human beings? He tried to find the words to tell her, but nothing came out, he just stood there not saying anything, not to her. Not saying a word to Kagura, to why he had children with Rin, with a human woman.

"For sake, say something!?" yelled Kagura, Kagura was up close to his face without releasing what she was doing well, she now released what she did. It made her face turn bright red, she turned away from his eyes. She tried to walk away from him, but sesshomaru grabbed kagura's hand before she could walk away from him. "Kagura , do you want to know the answer to why I had children with Rin?" he said, Kagura looked at him, with his golden eyes. She nodded her head yes, "yes I would like to know why." said kagura, he got closer to her and whispered into her ear, "it was to move on from you." he said a smooth and calming but yet cold tone in his voice.

Kagura's face was bright red, she was burning up. But that was due to him being this close to her and how his voice sounded to her. It sounded lovely and sweet to her, making her feel safe with him. Him wanting to move passed her in his own way. "What does that mean?" she asked him with a shaky voice, sesshomaru kissed kagura on her forehead, it made kagura love and wanted. She loves the feeling of being wanted by someone, wanting to be with him. Kagura didn't know what to say to him, but her mind went blink and kagura almost fell backwards but sesshomaru caught her before she did. "You ok kagura?" said sesshomaru, sesshomaru who was worried about kagura.

It confused her so, Why would he care about her so much? Kagura wondered why he would care about her, it was sesshomaru after all, sesshomaru the great dog demon's son. Then kagura smelled something strong. It almost smelled floral, it smelled in between rose and lavender and daisy all in one. Kagura realized where the strong floral scent was coming from. It was coming from sesshomaru, sesshomaru was in heat. Kagura tried to move away but his floral scent was overwhelming to Kagura. It was making her dizzy and almost passing out by his scent. He wanted to kiss her but the image of Rin and the twin's faces came to mind so he stopped this before it even started. "We can not do this, I'm so sorry, kagura.'' said sesshomaru, sesshomaru looked upset and angry at himself, but kagura understood why he would feel like this. She also felt sorry for sesshomaru not wanting to be with her. Not while Rin is still alive. "I'll wait as long as i can, till that little human girl's little light is gone., in her natural human's life.

No matter how long it takes." she said without speaking like her heart could break at any moment like it was right now. But soon they will be together soon, they do not have to wait very long.