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I'm so glad you picked up on Kagome's confidence levels. I tried to show (I hope it came through anyway) that she does have her moments like when she is running her business where she feels like she is on top of the world. But when dealing with her pup and going through the uncertainty of Rin's health as well as navigating the "demon world" she feels a little self-conscious. Young mothers tend to be more tensed with their first child regardless of biological/adoptive parents. (I have 12 adoptive nieces and nephews)
Naraku and Inutashio are definitely going to be my wild cards. I'll just tell you that much. But that's it! You get nothing else out of me!
Also, yep relationships take time. There is a saying…it takes years to build trust and a second to break it. And Kagome is very good mom. I would like to think people would encourage women to focus on taking care of their priorities instead of chasing sex. Like its ok to find pleasure when you have the time/appropriate but if everything else is slacking in your life/you not doing everything for your child….that's a problem.
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Chapter 36: Spilt Milk
The morning had come and it started off on a rainy note with a heavy downpour and cool winds blowing through the city of Paris. A cold front had finally come through to push the remainder of the heat away. Kagome sat in her living room with the windows open to let the cool air filter through the room to calm her nerves. The rain beat against the open window panes heavily with attitude, an omen of the day to be had perhaps. Kagome looked at her sofa and the two chairs and cringed at the ill-matched colors. Kagome had taken the two chairs from the lobby to create additional seating in her small apartment, promising her landlord that she would return them afterwards. The light brunch she had made bubbled on the stove ready for a break in her appointment with the infamous hanyou specialist, Dr. Anna Florence Barkley.
There was a knock on her door and Kagome quickly rushed to it and pulled it open with caution unsure of the personalities she would be greeted by. Her miko sensibilities had picked up on their approach a while ago alerting her to the presence of two foreign demonic energies approaching. Kagome flashed her brightest smile and she quickly stepped to the side to let her guests come in so that they could find warmth as they had just come in from the rain.
Dr. Anna Barkley had come into her apartment like Mary Poppins with her big red umbrella, a black briefcase, and kind smile along with her young assistant Dr. Marie Casas. Dr. Anna Barkley was a gorgeous older demoness whom Kagome swore should be on television or the big screen. Her red hair was curled into neat waves similar to the style of the nineteen forty's as if she had been stuck in that time period. She had red and white feathers the bristled in her hair and along her arms. Her hair contrasted drastically against her bright creamy pale skin. She wore a brilliant deep purple dress with low professional black heels. Her sharp green eyes roamed her apartment with delight and curiosity. Her calm and friendly smile was infectious and warm as she stepped through her threshold shaking their hands and pulling Kagome and Rin into a typical American welcoming embrace. Dr. Barkley stepped to the side, allowing her assistant to repeat her gesture of welcome.
Dr. Marie Casas was a very young hanyou woman and looked to be just a few years older than Kagome. Her aura was dimmed a bit yet Kagome felt traces of a match between the pale older demoness and the younger one behind her. But the two looked so different that Kagome just chalked it up to them being around each other for so long. Dr. Marie Casas's skin was that of a beautiful toasted almond complexion. Her brown-hair curly framed her face in curly ringlets and billowed out like a halo that reached to the curve in her back. She wore a ruffled white blouse and dark black pencil cut pants that stopped at her ankles with white high heels. Her megawatt smile instantly soothed whatever nervousness Kagome had left that wasn't treated by Dr. Anna Barkley's happy demeanor.
Despite the gloom that settled over the city, Kagome's apartment was warm and jovial. Instantly, fresh cappuccinos were made and informal introductions were passed. The Dr.'s eyes found Rin standing shyly behind her mother never going too far away out of her reach the entire first hour of their arrival. The Doctors cooed and presented Rin little dolls and trinkets from America which earned them a small inch of Rin's trust. With coaxing from Kagome and time set to the side to play, Rin had become more open and interactive with her new guests. Kagome was shocked that they spent the first hour just getting to know each other and speaking as if they were long lost friends catching up on current events. They were easy to humor and praised her for her home and her hospitality.
Kagome graciously invited them further into her small home to look around which seemed to shrink as more people came by to show up and to meet the infamous Dr. Anna Barkley support. Kagome thanked her stars she had the forethought to prepare a morning meal that was able to stretch to the others that passed by. She had prepared breakfast omelets stuffed with veggies and ham paired with a light spinach and caprese tomato soup. She was generous with the cheese and served it with fresh breads and a mixed fruit bowl. The Doctors were delighted and very grateful for Kagome's thoughtful welcoming. Kikyo was first to pop by followed by Miroku, Jak, and Bank who of course couldn't help himself from admiring the beauty of the two famed American doctors. Miroku shockingly did not say anything that normally overstepped the boundary of friendship which earned him a raised eyebrow from Kagome. Sango and her baker twins soon followed baring sweet pastries from her oven before leaving to head to the restaurant to begin another workday with a grinning Miroku stalking following behind her ever so closely. Later, everything had calmed down and soon only the Higurashi women were left answering a few questions and watching silently as the two Doctors observed and played with Rin.
Kagome eyed the Doctors warily while holding her cup of coffee in her hands. It looked as if Rin was on some kind of a play date instead of being analyzed and made to perform tests like the other Doctors and advisers had done before. Kikyo sat to her side observing as well and leaning over to her side to whisper a few things in her ear. The awkwardness from last night's discussion had vanished as the two put their main focus into Rin's health and happiness. Rin happily ran around the room and performed little tasks such as using her nose to retrieve items and touching all the things she valued in the house to show her new friends. Dr. Barkley played a few sounds from a recorder she had brought with her and asked Rin a few basic questions about what she heard and to touch her ears if she could hear them. Rin shrugged her shoulders and used her fingers and hands to sign. Shockingly, Dr. Anna Barkley signed back quickly in French sign language and stretched out her demonic aura to understand Rin's emotions.
Time progressed and they continued on moving about her small apartment. Both Doctors would play a recorder and hide it, while Rin rushed to search for it in the small space. A few times she was successful at finding it with some sounds and others she couldn't hear at all and neither could Kagome and Kikyo. They played with a variety of sounds in which Rin had various reactions to ranging from excitement to confusion. They played one sound that sounded like rushing water and Rin ran over to the small device and turned it off. Her face had begun to sink into a frown and her eyes were watery as she looked at the Doctors warily. Kagome had made to move and help out but Dr. Anna Barkley smiled and just soothed Rin's worries and apologized for the sound. Rin soon after kept on playing as if nothing had happened.
Then they began actually speaking to Rin in different tones and sounds. Mainly Dr. Barkley would use more base sounds that came from her diaphragm and Dr. Marie Casas would make noises that sounded almost similar to someone singing along different scales of musical notes. Both Doctors encouraged Rin to make the sounds and play along. Rin was highly entertained and tried to join in on the fun. She successfully made some sounds. However, Rin attempted to make a high pitch noise that she wasn't quite able to reach, that was normal for even humans to make when speaking loudly in a crowded environment. Rin hit a sour note and started to cough harshly. She quickly rushed to drink from her sippy cup to soothe her discomfort. Her little clawed hands came up to rub her throat and her eyes closed tight.
Dr. Anna Barkley immediately went to her medical bag and pulled out a few instruments. Once Rin had calmed, she went forward to check Rin's physical health. She spoke calmly soothingly and used her stethoscope to listen to Rin's chest while Dr. Marie Casas distracted Rin with a fun game that consisted of Rin waving her fingers and wiggling her toes. They took turns taking measurements of Rin's blood pressure and temperature. The Doctors brought everything with them such as sanitary gloves, cotton swabs, syringes wrapped in plastic, glass tubes, and red bags marked for proper disposal or quarantine. With Kagome's help, they took a urine sample and drew some blood for Rin's lab work, as well as swabbed her mouth with a cotton swab. Rin put up a big fuss when it came to the shot that was filled with flailing hands and big tears. She was calmed fairly quickly by both her mom and aunt. Of course, it helped a lot that she was given a pretty colorful Band-Aid at the end and access to all the fruit from the fruit tray. Finally, it was lunch when the Doctors began to speak to the two adults.
Dr. Anna Barkley turned to Kagome and Kikyo with a smile as she ushered Rin over to her mother. Both women packed up their belongings and sealed everything in tight containers and quickly labeled them with Rin and Kagome's information. Dr. Anna Barkley pulled out a large folder with Rin's name on it and opened it quickly before gathering a pen to write with. All kinds of notes and documents were stuffed into the binder.
"Alright." The woman said as she tucked a long strand of red hair behind her pointed ears. She began writing furiously and flipping between pages making additional marks and notes. Kikyo and Kagome shared a glance as the two Doctors leaned together and began speaking using medical and psychological jargon.
Kagome stood to her feet to stretch along with Kikyo. Both communicated silently to go into the kitchen with Rin who tagged along to get a piece of leftover fruit from the tray. Kikyo put her hands on her hips and sighed.
"Well…they haven't yelled at us yet. You must be doing something right." Kikyo reached over and handed Rin a strawberry which she took excitedly and immediately bit into the plump fruit and pulled away from the stem.
Kagome leaned forward to peak, watching anxiously as the two spoke and pointed to the documents they were looking at. "I hope so." She whispered and bit her lower lip. "What if I screwed up? What if something is wrong with Rin? Like really wrong?" Kagome asked looking down to her little girl and smoothing Rin's hair backwards back in place as she chewed on the sweet fruit with juice running down her fingers.
"Relax. I'm sure it's nothing over the top." Kikyo consoled and picking up her detox bottle. She quickly drank and swallowed before nodding towards the door. "Where's the Tashio's?"
Kagome shook her head and bent to wipe Rin's fingers with a napkin. "I don't know. I've sent a text out and called but I haven't heard anything this morning."
After a while, both women gathered Rin and trekked back into the living room. Both Doctors smiled and waited patiently for the women to sit down before they started to finally share their thoughts. Dr. Barkley tapped her pen on the folder thoughtfully. "So the samples that we have taken will be sent to the lab to be examined for obviously any abnormalities or traces of illnesses and diseases. We will also learn a little bit more about her specific genetic DNA that can help us learn more about the unique mix that is your daughter Rin. We both have looked at Rin's case prior to this meeting and have pulled her information from the sources you listed and compounded their data. Based on just a few behaviors we have observed this morning, we have decided that it is appropriate to continue to monitor Rin and wait till the end of the week to give our final remarks, any diagnoses, and prescribe a regimen that suits you both and can aid in her growth. I hope that this is okay with you both agreeable with the both of you?" She asked politely looking to both women.
Kagome looked to Kikyo who nodded quickly in agreement. "O-of course! But I expected for Lord Inutashio to be here. He could give you more information about her demonic abilities-"
Dr. Anna Barkley waved her hand and nodded cutting Kagome off. "I told them not to come and to not have contact with you until I green light them. I think it's imperative to observe Rin without additional stimuli and environment. For the longest it has been just you and Rin along with the select few from your business environment that have interacted with Rin since she was a newborn." The Dr. pointed out which caused Kikyo some discomfort. "I need to see first what her normal routine and reactions are under normal circumstances as well as observe any habitual behaviors. Later this week, we will then see the Tashio's and then I will observe Rin when she is in a different setting and with the extension of her growing family. Especially in an environment that I'm sure naturally encourages her to shift her behaviorisms."
Kagome lifted Rin to her lap and held her to her chest feeling a bit uncomfortable at the Dr.'s words. She wanted to know what they were writing down on their pads and what they thought thus far. She was on edge not having the Tashio's around as they knew more obviously about what was going on because they were once in her shoes. Even Kikyo's knowledge was limited as she could only explain so much due to her being above all a miko. "Is there anything we need to know right now, Doctors?" She asked warily as Kikyo pulled her shoulders back to brace herself.
Both Doctors shared a look before answering her question. Dr. Anna Barkley smiled and shook her head. "Please call me Anna –"
"Marie." Spoke the other Dr. with a gentle smile.
"I believe we have stalked you long enough and we should be on first name basis." Anna joked trying to soothe Kagome's nerves, understanding her fear. She had many patients and thus many parents that reacted the same with fear and uncertainty especially young mothers. "We are just getting started with our investigation and we will tell you everything when the time comes. Do not worry so much Ms. Higurashi." She placated. "Rin is running around and genuinely happy. You have nothing to fear from us. We are here to help Ms. Higurashi-."
"Kagome." The young woman said and pointed to her sister. "Kikyo."
Anna looked to Kikyo and nodded her head. "Kagome and Kikyo, Please know that above all we are here for the child and we will not do or suggest anything that puts you and your pup in harm's way. We're not here to judge or to cause additional problems but we do need to fully understand Rin's habits and lifestyle in order to provide any recommendations. But this will be done over time." Both ladies stood up and gathered their things. "We will be back later and have set up a few activities for you both to do together. Don't worry, they will be fun. We must go and analyze what we have discovered thus far as well as get these samples to the lab."
Kagome and Kikyo stood up and happily shook the Doctors' hands and spoke animatedly with them as they made their exit. They confirmed times and additional information before the women was waltzing out of the door just as briskly and bright as they came in. Once they were gone, Kagome kissed Rin's cheek and held her close to her body while looking at Kikyo. "Well, day one down."
Kikyo nodded her head as well. "Six more to go."
The rest of the week flew by with the two women seeming like phantoms that followed behind Kagome and Rin wherever they went at odd times of the day. They made notes and observed how Rin interacted with her mother and others around them. Kagome had never felt more nervous than during these moments and many of them she had to go through alone. Kikyo had her office to go back to and so that left her and Rin to go through their routine together much like any other day. Kagome spent the week juggling her restaurant duties and building a stronger bond with Rin. They did little activities together just like Dr. Anna had said. Kagome showed the Doctors Rin's favorite places like Jinenji's botany place and the ice-cream shop. They visited the restaurant a few times before enjoying little games at the park they frequented.
Rin was super excited and playful at the park. She was a collector and had created a pile by Kagome's feet of rocks and flowers she found interesting. A few kids had come by and Rin backed away slowly choosing to sit by herself and to continue to collect. This is what Kagome dreaded when they met new people for the first time or whenever Kagome took Rin somewhere around others. Some parents were nice and allowed their children to play with Rin while others collected their kids and took them away and sneered at her and her pup. Kagome became upset at how callous and judgmental parents could be and how they passed down their negative energy to their children. Kagome explained her troubles with finding Rin a baby-sitter as well as finding other parents and children that wouldn't judge them on being what they were. She hated to see Rin get sad and isolate herself as if she was a problem. So after a while, Kagome gave up and just never gave people to opportunity to upset her little one. Their visits to the park would be during hours when she knew not too many children and others were around.
One day, the Doctors urged them to try an indoor playground and that's when Kagome really learned about her pup. There was nothing for Rin to collect essentially, so Rin stood for a while looking about the foam pits, slides, and building areas with clear anxiety and confusion. Her big brown eyes watched the other children and adults run around the large space unsure of where to go. Rin couldn't communicate with other kids so that also had its effects on how kids interacted with her pup. To ease Rin into a playful mood, Kagome ran with her pup over to the small slide and slid down with her in her lap. Rin had gotten excited slowly as Kagome played with her, showing her the bounce pads and the fun house where all the small children were climbing and exploring. The Doctors had come over and advised her to encourage Rin to be adventurous and to seek others to play with her. Kagome felt uneasy about the suggestion but did what they asked.
It was fascinating to see Rin interact with other kids both human and demon. Kagome didn't realize how long it had been since Rin was around other children. She was shy at first and Kagome was encouraged to introduce her to the children with the help of the Doctors. A few kids ran away but a good amount stayed to check Rin out and play with her. Rin never had friends or was around pups her age so it was interesting to see how Rin was reacting to others. A mix of humans and demons were playing and had taken to Rin like a fish to water. Rin ran around happily chasing toys and tried to follow behind the others and climb on things. The humans followed the demon children and both groups got along really well. The demon children recognized instantly Rin's age and thus treated her carefully as if she was a baby. They ran with her being careful that she would not fall. The oldest of a ragtag crew had accepted her into their little play hut. Kagome sighed in relief to see Rin happily waving her hands out of the peekaboo windows. Kagome waved back and pulled out her phone to record the momentous occasion of her little girl making friends and having fun.
The group was playing something equivalent of "monster lookout". The oldest of the crew named Bunza stood outside to watch as his dad would sneak up near the colorful hut to surprise them and chase them back inside. Due to Rin's small size, she was made the honorary lookout. Then it donned on the kids, Rin couldn't speak but use her hands to communicate. Rin still felt shy and didn't even make the noises she normally made with the Tashio's. But this didn't deter the children. Kagome explained briefly and mimicked Rin's movements and their faces all seemed to light up. Rin signed to them "monster" and pointed to the big bear demon that was creeping closer to their meeting spot. Her signing added another element to their imaginative game that made them feel like some special military unit that had their own code of communication. Bunza held Rin's hand and asked her questions while performing the same hands signs. Rin taught them the sign for "look" and then the group got together and developed a secret code of their own using their hands which made the Doctors and Kagome laugh hysterically as they signed words like "run", "hide", and "ugly". Bunza would occasionally look back at Kagome to make sure she knew Rin was safe before running around with Rin again and the group would follow. They all ran away from the monster that was chasing them around the giant play area back into the safe hut.
Bunza's mother, a flower demoness, was proud of her little one and had come over to speak politely to Kagome and ask her about her pup. Kagome was happy at the demoness's approach and also relieved that she didn't feel threatened by Kagome's miko aura. The demoness told her she had never seen Rin around before and knew the pup had to belong to her. She also wanted to let her know her pup was safe around Bunza and pointed out the big monstrous "nut" that was running around chasing them was her mate. The two women laughed and soon a few others had come over; their curiosity piqued. Only one recognized her as being a famous chef which garnered her attention from the other parents. Conversations about recipes and different things to try for picky eaters came up which Kagome was happy to provide knowledge about.
It was fun talking to them all and she actually felt like a real parent surrounded by mothers and fathers on the playground. No one asked anything inappropriate and the conversation was light with the men taking turns being the "monster". One demoness pointed out how young Rin was and did ask if she was on any special growth formula. She had a son around the age of Rin and he was still relying on her breast milk. The other parents came in to provide tips and recommendations which left Kagome with a few answers to questions she had prior to the Dr.'s visit about her own pup. The parents were so pleasant that she had swapped numbers and was invited to little functions that they had for the other children and pups.
Later in the week, Rin spent some time apart from her which was driving her slowly up the wall with anxiety. They finally reached a moment in the week where Rin was spending time with demons and "pack members." Kagome spent these moments locked in her office and throwing herself into her kitchen to avoid thinking about what the Doctors and the Tashio's were discussing. It was only for a few hours, but those hours felt like full days. Kagome would see Rin in the evening and with Izayoi's persistence, she would stay and interact with the Tashio's. The Doctors were there in the background no longer standing out but becoming like gentle ghost having almost gone forgotten.
Then the night of Rin's bathing habits had come to light and that garnered much interest from the two ladies. She was washing Rin in the sink as always when questions regarding Rin's relationship with water came about. Kagome calmly bathed Rin while explaining about Rin's fear of water rushing onto her body and especially her head. The Doctors pointed out the information they received about Rin's traumatic experience but made no further mention of it. Instead, they focused on the present and pointed out how Rin would hold onto the edge as if she would be taken away somehow. Kagome went into an explanation about how many nannies she had lost because they tried to give Rin a bath even though she explicitly asked them not to. The consequences of their faux pas usually ended in a long night of tears, cries, and panic on Rin's part as well as a resignation. It would take all week to get Rin to calm down after an episode and Rin never wanted to leave her side afterwards which resulted in Rin practically living in her restaurant office before the blessing that was Kaede had come around.
Finally, Sunday had arrived and Kagome sat with Rin in her home waiting to hear what the Doctors would say. Oddly enough the women didn't bring anything with them but their notepads and a few papers for Kagome to sign thus completing their observation. Kagome leaned back on her sofa and waited patiently for the women to say something. The Dr.'s requested once again that they be alone for this discussion for privacy. Rin sat on the floor and played with her crayons happily unaware of the importance of the moment.
Dr. Anna and Marie looked up and placed everything back down before they began. "Kagome, before we get started and say anything, we wanted to thank you for allowing us in your space and trusting us to do our job. We know our methods are strange and leaves you with a lot of questions."
Kagome nodded her head and looked down to her pup. "I just want to know if Rin is well and if there is anything I can do to help her come into her own." She looked to the Doctors and her eyebrows drew in. "I've heard stories about other hanyou children suffering from all kinds of ailments and experiencing growth problems. Also, I'm not sure how to help nurture Rin's demonic behaviors or how to help her speech. So if you can tell me anything and help, that would be greatly appreciated."
Dr. Anna smiled and reached out to pat Kagome's hand. "Don't worry. You're doing fantastic with her." She sat back and looked at the notes Dr. Marie held out to her. "A few of Rin's labs came back and she's not dying." She joked as Kagome faked wiped away a bead of sweat from her forehead. "She is showing no signs of any ailments or diseases. Rin's iron is low as well as her immune system is a little weak but that is because she was waned from breast feeding and wasn't getting the natural nourishment of a mother's milk. You mentioned that sometimes when she lays on you, her fingers pinch your chest."
Kagome nodded. "Right, what is she doing? She started a few weeks back when we started bonding and it's starting to hurt because of her fingernails."
"She's trying to breast feed from you." Marie answered.
"What?" Kagome asked incredulously. "Me? But she's never done this before."
"Rin fully understands that you are her mother now and with that comes behaviors that she will perform only with and around you. She's an infant essentially and so the demand to breast feed from her mother has risen. It's completely natural." Anna explained. "Think of it as a compliment from Rin. She sees you as no different from her biological mother even though she knows you are."
"Rin is still very young. According to my calculations, Rin is about the age of a five or six month old demon although she looks around the age of a two year old human. Given her birth and the information you provided, she seems to age every five human years. So she needs the extra nourishment into her diet. Hanyou children require a little bit more in their diet than humans but not so much as demons. We will send you the special formula you can add to milk for her in the mornings. We will provide instructions and everything as this will require you to connect your aura with hers during this time to simulate that mother and pup bonding experience." Anna went on as she continued to read the notes. "Her daily diet is superb however and I'm slightly jealous of your little one to be experiencing such a wide range of culinary dishes. Be advised that she will go through another teething phase when her little fangs grow in which will be painful. But you will know when that happens. You'll notice she will put more things in her mouth and chew just like she has done when she was an infant. I'm also shocked she's somewhat potty trained. She shouldn't be at her age but you've got her alerting you when she needs to use the restroom."
Kagome blushed taking in everything and understanding Rin was still an infant officially. "I thought she was of age to use the potty. She still wears diapers and has accidents but I don't penalize her for it. Are you saying she should be still in diapers?"
Both doctors smiled and Marie spoke up this time. "If she is going to the restroom, that's fine. We're just amazed she is so young and able to do that. But don't be concerned if in three years she still is wearing diapers. She is ok. She's still learning to work her bladder. Anyway her sleeping schedule is great. We're glad she's encouraged to take naps. She still needs those and when her aura starts to grow, she will definitely be needing lots of them until about two more years or so. Then we guess that she will be growing rapidly like that of a human. According to her medical records, she will be fine for some time. I suggest you take her to get her normal checkup and you can see me or I'll find someone trustworthy where you are to handle the appointment. Also, because she hasn't had any illnesses it's hard to say how her body will react. Should she become sick with anything, call my office immediately so we can assist you."
"What about her instincts and her speech? What can I do to help her?" Kagome asked looking around for paper and pencil to write this all down.
Anna crossed her fingers over her lap. "For that, you will need some assistance and I'm going to let Marie take it over from here because she's the behavioral specialist."
Kagome inhaled sharply knowing this is what she needed to hear. "Ok. I'm ready."
Marie looked down at the papers, double checking a few things before speaking to add onto Anna's words. "Your bond with Rin is exceptional and is very similar to what I would expect from a biological mother so there are no worries there. Keep bonding with her daily especially linking your aura to hers if it doesn't drain you too bad. I recommend daily bonding time, maybe at night if it helps you both. As for her speech, she's doing fine using sign. Keep encouraging her to try to use sound as well. Some sounds, Rin can't make because she still is experiencing discomfort in her throat. Maybe you can use your miko abilities to help heal her over time."
"I was told not to do that." Kagome spoke up pointing to the folder of information she sent. "The other doctor said-"
"Don't take stalk in Doctor Rue's recommendations. His methods and practice is severely out of date and he knows nothing of hanyou children let alone pediatrics." Anna said waving off her comment and snorting at the mention of the man. "You are her mother and have the right to heal your own child with any ailment. I assume you can control the effects of your miko abilities and won't harm Rin from doing so. You have nothing to worry about and we both recommend you start with just one minute a day with healing her throat."
Marie looked to Anna and nodded. "As for her instincts and nurture, she will need additional help beyond your hands. You are an amazing mother and Rin is very well loved and protected. Rin also knows this and we gathered this through the strength of your bond and her interactions with you. However, Rin is behind when it comes to sensory development and demonic survival behaviors. Not severely behind but definitely noticeable. Rin needs social and demon interaction. We find the Tashio's have done a superb job at introducing new behaviors to Rin prior to our visit but she is going to need more if you want to get her where she should wanted to discuss with you first about this and leave you to ponder our recommendation before we move further."
Kagome's feet started to bounce as their words sunk in. She pushed a strand of hair behind her ear and sat rigid on her sofa. Her fears were realized and her eyes got suddenly misty at the thought that what she had done so far wasn't enough. She cursed inwardly at how foolish she was being and her negative her thoughts were. She was just praised on her mothering abilities and the doctors were saying things she knew already deep down. There was no need to get upset over spilled milk after all. She had seen the difference in Rin herself whenever Rin was around other demons and the Tashio's. She should be happy that she at least was able to figure out along with the Tashio's what Rin needed while she was young as well as before her progression became worse. She took a deep breath and nodded her head. "What do you recommend?"
Marie looked to Anna as if having a conversation quickly between them before proceeding. "Rin is of canine and miko origin. I believe both sides with interact when she gets older. You and your sister are very well rounded in miko training so Rin should be fine with controlling her powers should they manifest. Her canine instincts however will demand she form and exhibit pack behaviors when she grows out of infancy. That will be difficult for you alone to help her with. Rin needs to continue to have pack relationships as much as possible. She will also need additional support with learning how to use her senses to perform activities and basic behaviors to keep herself safe such as scent and sound recognition. Normally, hanyou and demon pups learn this with their parents immediately for survival. This is one of the first things taught to newborns should they get lost or too far from their nesting grounds. We noticed under stressful conditions Rin seeks you but there are gaps of time when you're not together. Rin needs to be able to get help immediately when she needs it. She needs to learn how to connect her aura with other pack members since she can't call out using her voice when she needs help. This can only be done over time and she needs you to be present with her when she learns how to do this. This would potentially mean both of you spending more time at the Tashio's home almost...moving in if you will."
Kagome sat back and groaned at this. It was a lot to take in at the moment. The doctors were suggesting that she move in with the Tashio's at their estate so that Rin could experience living with demon pack members and develop their bond. What they were suggesting was a lot to ask of someone especially the royal family of the Tashio's of all people. "Seriously?" She looked down at Rin who was slowly falling asleep on her coloring sheet. Her crayons were spread out and head began to sink down to her paper. "Why the Tashio's specifically?"
"She has already started the bonding process with them and it's easier on her psyche to do so." Marie responded as she too turned along with Anna to look at Rin fall sleep. "Also, the Tashio's mentioned before we came how they consider you both as pack and will do whatever is necessary to help out. We wanted to discuss this with you first and get your permission before we share any news with others and put in a request that basically you and your pup should spend more time with the Tashio family."
"Trust us. We wouldn't recommend this if she didn't need it." Marie cut in knowing that this was a lot right now for the young mother to take in. "But, Rin definitely needs this at her infant age. If you choose not to do so then you will need to consider having a demon male occupy your home with Rin to learn these behaviors or risk her never learning them. And it would have to be a male of Rin's choosing otherwise she will distance herself from you and the male you have picked. Most likely, she will unconsciously select someone you both already know. If you do absolutely nothing and continue, Rin will either seek pack relationships on her own when she gets older without your influence and could reject you from her new pack or like what we see at the park…she will distance herself from everyone and grow up in isolation which in canine demonic customs is detrimental to her growth and eventual health."
Kagome ran her fingers through her hair. She basically had a choice to move in with the Tashio's or get cozy with a demon male that Rin picks and have that man live in their home with them. Kagome stood up from her sofa and paced the small area before them in thought. If she had on her chef's coat, she would look as if she was contemplating serving a dish in her restaurant. The seriousness and weight of the situation fell upon her shoulders heavily and she knew this wasn't a decision to take lightly. This wouldn't be temporary but a lifelong bond that she and her pup would share with whomever they picked. Their lives would be effected as well because there would be a baby attached to them as well as her mother in tow as Kagome would never leave her little pup with just anyone. Of course she already shot down having a male live with them. She had way too much on her plate to play house with some stranger especially one she would have to leave her daughter with.
Hell no!
The only option was the Tashio's. she just didn't like having to depend on others to do what she needed to do or to provide for her daughter. She was capable and willing to give Rin whatever she needed. Rin didn't need to look anywhere else to find anything…or so she thought. Clearly, Rin needed more help than what she could give her as being human was her forte and it wasn't like she could teach Rin how to scent her way around their house blind folded. She had watched the Tashio's each help Rin in some way and as a result Rin was changing for the better. If that's' what she needed than who was she to deny Rin the chance to continue to excel just because she of her own ego and pride. Kagome exhaled and turned to the doctors having made her decision. "You have my permission to tell the Tashio's what you suggested. I'm sure if they hear it from you it will make things easier. But I want to have a say so about boundaries."
"Of course, Kagome!" Anna said. "At the end of the day, you are her mother and your word is law. No one will try to change that and we certainly don't want to. Their goal is to continue to do what they have been doing but just for prolonged periods of time. Also Rin needs your guidance in support as she's learning to let her know that the new behaviors she's learning is appropriate. Your presence throughout all of this is very crucial to her acceptance and growth. Also, the Tashio's will need to learn from you as well how to raise Rin. Only you can teach them this. They can only facilitate."
Kagome nodded and moved to pick Rin up off the floor. Rin immediately reached out and wrapped her arms and legs around Kagome. Her head fell onto her chest and as she got comfortable her eyes began flutter closed. Kagome kissed her head and rocked her gently as she paced again. If the Tashio's were willing to help then she would let them but they had to understand that at the end of the day, Rin was her baby. She would not have anyone walk all over her and tell her what to do with raising her pup. She knew deep down that they weren't like that but she still needed to be clear. Also, there was the issue of space and Kaguya. She didn't not want the demoness around her pup at all. But if Sesshomaru was going to be involved than most likely she will. But they would have a talk about that once they got to that point. Right, now she needed to know their thoughts and get their approval even though they gave it already. She just needed them to be all on the same page.
Kagome excused herself and walked to her room in the back. Gingerly, she laid Rin down and covered her before her fingers began to start pinching her. She watched as Rin gripped the soft cool pillow and sucked her tongue a few times before closing her mouth and falling into a restful sleep. Kagome looked out the window noticing the dark clouds roll lazily by. She listened to the whistle of the wind blow and take a few changing leaves with it. Restaurant week was around the corner and that was going to demand her attention. It would be helpful if Rin was in a trusting environment with people that could give her their full attention. Also, maybe she could work on piecing her family together as well while Rin stayed surrounded by a strong family unit. Perhaps this was exactly what both of them needed. She watched as the sun peaked through the clouds. A ray of hope shined down serving as a metaphorical light bulb or a blessing that this was a great idea. IF the Tashio's were on board.
Kagome turned to kiss Rin one last time before standing to her feet and exiting the room. She cracked the door so she could hear her if she was to awaken but she knew she would be aware the minute Rin's eyes opened. Their bond was growing and now she could tell almost everything Rin was doing from the moment she woke up to the time she laid her head down at night. It was comforting to have this information. Now that the subject of Rin's safety came about, it would be a relief to also know that Rin was surrounded by people that loved, cared and could respond to her needs quicker than she could. Kagome walked to the front as the two ladies put their things away.
Anna closed her phone and spoke lowly to Kagome. "I just notified to Tashio's. We will plan a large meeting with every one of your choosing to discuss your needs further. We will only speak of her needs and nothing else. Your privacy is protected and you have a right to press charges if we violate the agreements we signed."
"Thank you so much ladies for everything." Kagome spoke as the women continued putting their things away. "I don't know if what I can give you is enough for everything you have done."
Anna waved her off as she scooped the papers together. "Nonsense! You and your pup will be just fine. When I read your profile, I was very much impressed. Not many will adopt a hanyou child especially given your age. You've been through hell and back trying to find help but you've managed beautifully with Rin's development. She just needs some guidance from her demon half and I certainly don't mean from that family!"
"You know about the Yomi's?" Kagome asked hesitantly.
"Who hasn't?" Marie expressed with disdain. "They are extremely against anything not of demon origin and the rudest bunch you'll ever meet."
"But you have nothing to fear from them dear. You have so much love and support. The people that have come into your life and have helped and loved Rin are the real heroes. I wish I had your support system back in my day. But then I suppose I wouldn't be where I am now."
Not everything is always about the money.
Kagome sat back down and thought over Sesshomaru's words. He did mention that Anna's price tag went beyond superficial motives. After having spent so much time with both women she couldn't fathom them being in this for the money. They were far too personable for that. "Why did you become a hanyou specialist? If you don't mind me asking."
The demoness smiled and looked around her apartment searching for words before her eyes fell on Marie next to her. Marie smiled and shrugged her shoulders. Anna turned to Kagome and shrugged her shoulders as well. "It's quite a long tale…I was originally a school teacher that just docked at a settlement in Bioko off the coast of Africa. My father led a settlement under the Spanish flag exporting cocoa from the area back to Spain. A virus that affected both demons and humans was spreading and I split my time between teaching and learning medicine. My father was an elderly demon and unfortunately he succumbed to the illness which I know today was tuberculosis. Not too long afterwards a local from the village named Anton had researched and learned of the cure from the African continent. I worked with him and we began healing everyone back to health. As cliché as it sounds, we wound up falling in love which was looked down upon. Not just because I was a demoness and he was a human but also because well…I was white and he was black.
Kagome leaned forward and placed her hand over her mouth. She only heard about the harsh times of such relationships in other parts of the world. She couldn't imagine what that must be like. "I'm so sorry."
Anna waved her hand and keeping the smile on her face. "It's ok. The world was a lot different then. War erupted and soon the settlers began packing up and going back home to Spain. I stayed behind using the premise of medicine and to help finish documenting my father's assets and shipping back our belongings to my older siblings. Anton would soon become my mate in secret. He studied medicine at night and picked cocoa in the fields during the day. We got the blessing of the village headman for our marriage and he kept our secret. But soon, I became pregnant and well our secret was out. The headman however favored me and he performed a traditional Bantu ceremony in front of the local village and I was made an honest woman." She said with laughter clearly remembering the memory with affection. "But that was just the start. I had a baby girl that was well for the lack of better words…mixed. My baby girl was half and half of everything .With that mix came illness and uncertainty. She was born with feathers from my crane demonic blood but they began peeling and bleeding off of her skin."
Kagome rubbed her arms and grimaced at the thought. It sounded horrible for a child to go through and she couldn't imagine what that was like as a parent. "But there was some research out there for hanyou pups."
"Yes, but it is all generalizations. I strongly believe not all hanyou children are alike. My daughter was shedding like crane demons are supposed to do when our bodies are preparing to grow in our new feathers but she was bleeding while doing so which is unnatural. She was also in a lot of pain during this time. No one knew why either. No one knew anything and I was afraid I would lose my baby to the unknown. Many nights there would be feathers and blood all over the sheets. And we couldn't go to just any doctor in the world. We would be risking the safety of our family. So my husband and I took it upon ourselves to figure it out ourselves. We learned quickly that she was just going through her own version of shedding. But because she was half human, her bone structure was changing to accommodate her crane blood and the growth of feathers. She was still developing essentially. No one knew this but us."
"But she's ok now?" Kagome asked deeply concerned.
Anna looked at Marie and pointed at the young woman "She's fine! A pain in my feathers at times but she's wonderful and very much alive."
Kagome looked between both women and gasped as she put two and two together. "But your names…"
"I named Marie after my father and mother. Her full name is Marie Casas Florence Barkley. Barkley is from her father. He didn't have a last name so he randomly picked one." Anna said humorously. "We wanted a simple last name to make it easier to travel and study.
The smile that took over Kagome's face was infectious. It made sense why she felt the connection between the two women. They were mother and daughter. Kagome looked at their features and compared seeing their resemblance. Marie's bright brown curly hair had red speckles in it like her mother's. Her heterochromia eyes looked to be a combination of her mother's green eyes with amber pupils. Kagome placed her hand over her heart and looked to Marie. "You've got your mother's smile. But where are your feathers?"
Marie nodded her head. "I shed them before coming to Paris. Don't worry, I have outgrown that phase of bleeding and have grown into them. They will start to grow back in a month's time I hope." She said looking down at her arms and rubbing her skin thoughtfully.
Anna bent over and looked upon her daughter fondly. "Anyway, we recorded everything and met other parents over time with similar stories. We had more children and they were all different. We have a son that is more crane than human and another son that is more human than he is crane. We learned and helped as many as we could but we quickly found out we needed equipment and a facility plus the formal training of becoming doctors. Over time we settled down and became doctors for all hanyou, human, and demon patients. Specifically, I focus on pediatrics and my husband leans towards adults. He's back home in St. Augustine covering the clinic. My husband and I dedicated our lives to making sure all hanyous have a shot at a long, healthy, and prosperous life. And my daughter is following right along behind us."
"If I can just get those bigots to stop blocking my attempts at opening my own clinic in Asia." Marie said looking down at her hands. "That's how I know the Yomi's and their entourage that try to garner backup from the courts and youkai elitist in the region."
"What?" Kagome asked sitting up. "Why would they stop you from making such a contribution to people?"
Marie shrugged her shoulders and her mother reached over to rub her back tenderly. "The Utomi's, Yomi's and the others are sticklers for keeping the blood pure. What we do goes against their wishes." Anna enlightened as she brushed her daughter's curls gently. "But we have the Tashio's backing us up and their names is worth a lot in the region. Hopefully, Lord Inutashio will help my daughter garner more supporters who can protect her practice and keep her safe from those fools. The Tashio's have been good to us and it is only right that we return their kindness by helping them in their times of need. Of course we would have helped you regardless. Especially, given the Yomi's indifference to little Rin and yourself. All life is precious and is worth saving. That is our motto."
Kagome sat back in deep thought. It slowly started to make sense. They were helping her for free really but also the Tashio's were protecting and no doubt supporting them so that they could continue to do good for other families like her own. The doctor's knew who Rin was obviously and they still had the courage to help them despite how ugly this could have turned for them if the Yomi's found out. Her blood just boiled at the thought of the family that wanted nothing but money, power, and purity. They cared nothing for their Hoshi Yomi and his small family unless it involved money. She was angry to learn that they were also involved in stopping other people from getting the help they needed.
She stood up from her position on the couch and stilled feeling her skin prickle. Kagome turned towards the door and looked at it curiously. She had the oddest sensation that someone was waiting for her but she brushed it off as it went away. Kagome focused on her task and briskly walked down the hallway into her bedroom. She pushed the door open with a gentle force and glanced to see her purse on the table by Rin's side. She was quiet as she dug into her purse noting that Rin had kicked off the covers and was now sprawled wildly on her back. Kagome shook her head and pulled her wallet out. She gave one final glance to her pup and closed the door again behind her. She strolled back into the living room with the ladies already searching for what she wanted to hand them. "I'm not sure if I can help you but if you need something, anything…just let me know." Kagome dug out her personal business cards and handed them over to the ladies who took them graciously. "As you know I own just a small restaurant here in Paris. I would love to treat you two for dinner. My treat-oops." She exclaimed as her wallet titled and a few of her cards fell out along with her ID onto the table.
Anna helped her collect her items making sure she had everything back in its place. "Thank you but once I'm done here, I'm going back home. But I am leaving you in good hands. Marie will stay and take care of you. Maybe your beau might take you up on the offer. I mean the poor man has been working hard and helping us. You two need to go out and enjoy your youth." Anna said as she nudged her daughter playfully.
"I think Naraku would like that, momma." Marie responded with a blush on her cheeks.
"Naraku?" Kagome asked before she frantically dug into her wallet looking through the business cards she collected earlier. She pulled out his luxury black card and showed the women what she had. "Naraku Onigumo?"
Marie took the card and smiled down at the name as if she was looking at a picture of memories. "Yes! Small world!"
"Yeah, he works with Lord Inutashio. I can't remember what he does at the moment but Lord Inutashio introduced us." Kagome explained as Marie handed over the card to her. "He seems to know everyone."
"I know." Marie responded as she looked at her mother who seemed rather impressed and delighted. Clearly, Naraku just won a few more brownie points from the older demoness. Marie's smile was planted firmly on her face and Kagome could see very much that the young woman was in love with the Spider. "It's the weirdest thing that he has so many connections and knows everyone."
"Well he is a duke, honey. I'm sure it comes with the job. Kagome also owns a very influential restaurant and is a great chef so we've heard." Anna commented with a wink to Kagome. "I'm sure you two will love the outing. It is Paris after all."
"Duke?" Kagome was about to say something when she felt several beings outside of her front door that led into the hallway of her floor. She looked at the little time display on her stove in the kitchen and saw it was just a little after twelve. Both ladies stood and gathered their things. "I believe that is our cue to leave. You have quite an entourage outside the door." Anna remarked with glee as she put on her jacket and rubbed her red painted lips together.
"Thank you so much ladies." Kagome walked them to the door and both ladies gave her a soul searing hug. One would completely forget that Kagome was even of Japanese descent the way the women were carrying on. Kagome felt as if she was saying goodbye to family instead of two doctors that were once strangers a week ago. Oddly enough, she was going to miss having two gentle ghosts following after her wherever she went. Marie hugged her first and gave her air kisses on each of her cheeks. She pulled back and told her that she would let her know of the next date that they all would meet.
Anna took her place and hugged Kagome closely to her. "You are an excellent mother. Never forget that." She whispered in her ears and as she rubbed Kagome's back soothingly. Kagome smiled as she smelled the light scent of flowers from the perfume she wore. The demoness pulled back walked over to the door.
"Thank once again for everything. I'll put your name down at the restaurant, so just shoot me a message when you want to come by." Kagome threw open the door and jumped a little startled to see the gang of people that hung out in front of her door. "What?" She asked breathlessly as her eyes swept the many faces looking back at her and holding empty boxes. Kikyo, Inuyasha, Shiori, Lady Izayoi, and Lord Inutashio stood against the wall on the left. Miroku, Sango, Shippo, Esmerelda, Myoga, Jak, and Bank were on the right. Many of them held boxes, bubble wrap, tape, and some were holding bags of delicious smelling food that were filling the hallway.
"Ladies…gentlemen." Anna spoke as she bowed politely with her daughter behind her. They were greeted courteously and the sea of people parted to let them through so that they could leave. Well it took some time as they were greeted with hugs and smart remarks from the younger Tashios' and of course Izayoi managed to talk Anna and Marie into coming over for dinner. Everyone greeted them respectfully and as good-byes were spoken, they all waited patiently for them to exit the hallway before their attentions were directed to Kagome.
"So…you going to let us in to help you pack or what?" Inuyasha asked brazenly before he was met with two smacks upside his head from Kikyo and Shiori.
Kagome lowered her head and pinched the bridge of her nose. She heavily sighed and looked down to see a sleepy Rin push her way to the front clearly excited about what she was sensing. Immediately, Rin rushed out into the hallway and greeted Lord Inutashio with a hug. Kagome shook her head and looked back into her apartment. Kagome watched her little pup jump into his arms and was picked up swiftly like he had struck gold. "How did you know? She just called you and told you."
"Lord Inutashio called us and told us you would need some help today with the move a few days ago when you were at the restaurant." Miroku and Sango shook their empty boxes with smirks growing on their faces.
Kagome turned to glare at the older demon. Of course he would know everything in advance. He pointedly avoided her gaze and focused his energy on Rin. "So I take it, everyone agrees with the move?"
Lady Izayoi smiled brightly at Kagome. "Of course you can stay with us and we will be here to support you as needed! We prepared for this day in advance. We knew you would have a decision to make and we hoped you would allow us to help you."
Kikyo smiled as well and pushed her way forward into the apartment, leading the group behind her. "First things first, that couch is an eye sore. It's got to go."
Kagome stood to the side as everyone made their way into her little apartment. "This is just temporary Kikyo!" Kagome growled at her sister's back as she Kikyo ignored her in favor of directing everyone to everything in Kagome's small home. "I'm not moving!" No one paid attention as they all filed into her apartment and began diving deeper into her things and her life.
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