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Italicised Text is Thinking

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Tori POV

I walk in through the door of my house. Mom, dad, and Trina just left, so I'm now officially got the house to myself. I change into a grey t-shirt and a pair of pajama pants that is black and covered with light blue stars. I plop on to the couch and turn on the movie "The Outcasts". This is a cute and funny little movie that is one of the few movies that can get me in a good mood. Cat says that one of the main girls in the movie looks similar to me but I don't see it. I do agree that one of the guys looks an awfully like Beck.

This got me thinking about what happened earlier with Beck and Jade. I was really looking forward to hanging with the both of them without the whole group around. As much as I love the whole gang and spending time with them, Jade and Beck are the most interesting to be around. Since, me and Jade been getting along a little bit better now, I get to understand her a bit more. She helps me see things from a different perspective. She still refuses to call me by my first name but I would say life is easier now.

Beck is the mediator for me and Jade. He not afraid of Jade's rage and/or my self-doubts and be the one that has to calm one of us or both us down from our arguments that we tend to get into.

Speaking of Jade, she does remind me a bit of both of the mean girl and the girl who could potentially join a secret service of this movie. I can honestly see Jade say and do some of the things that both of the girls had done and said so far but I don't think she is as terrible as the mean girl. Jade can be mean but I can tell that there is some softness in her that she rarely shows but I know it's there.

I get to the scene when the 'not-me' girl and Beck's look-alike almost kiss and I thought about the kiss me and Beck shared on my first day at HA. At the time, it was a mini-revenge toward Jade but I have to admit that it was the best kiss of my life. Jade will kill me if she knew that I enjoy that kiss or that I want to kiss Beck again. So, I keep it to myself. Also, I respect my friendship with both of them too much to try anything.

Eventually, the movie went off. My stomach started to growl, made me realize that I haven't eaten since lunch and it is 5:15 PM. I feeling too lazy to cook anything, so I order a medium cheese pizza.

I turn the tv on to some random show that is being marathoned that I have never seen before as I wait for the pizza. It seems like it's about an old rock star who tries to stay relevant in the music industry and meet his 21-year-old daughter...who seems to look a lot like Jade.

"This is getting really weird. First a Beck look-alike and now a Jade one too. I guess there is a look-alike for myself too but I don't fully see it. So, does that even count?" I thought to myself.

I continue to watch it, I'm curious about how this showing going to play out. She can sing just as well as Jade but I think that Jade is a lot better. I roll my eyes and laugh, "Not like I would ever tell her that, she will never let me live it down."

About time that the pizza arrives, I was in the middle of season one. I really like this show and the characters in it, especially the Jade look-alike. She's similar to Jade but she's different at the same time. They're different as in this character is more expressive with her emotions than Jade. Otherwise, they are the same regarding everywhere else. They both got this rebellious attitude, both are hard-working, great singers and really beautiful...wait...beautiful?

"Did I just think that Jade West is beautiful? Where did that come from?" I ponder, "I mean, of course, she is good looking, I would have to be blind not to notice. This doesn't mean anything."

I pick up a second slice of pizza as my thoughts continue, "But she not just beautiful though, she's talented, smart and great with kids. I like that she challenges me in a way that I try to be the best version of myself." I chew slowly, lost in thought.

The show is background noise to me right now. I'm barely paying attention it, "Is it possible that I like Jade? Do I even want to like her? She has been horrible to me since I met her but she been cooling down lately and I do would like to get to know more about her. Also, what about Beck? I have been hiding my feelings for him because of Jade but I might like Jade now too, So, what do I do now? Act like I don't either one of them for the sake of their relationship?"

I check my phone for any notification, hoping that I might have missed any while I zone out. I frown at the no new messages pop-up. I lay down on the couch, too lazy to head upstairs to my room, I grab the throw blanket off the back of the couch. It just bests that I just try to sleep on this.