Hey guys, its been a while and I'm sorry for that. But hey, the good news is that I'm on Spring Break and I have some time to work on the story. So, there should be a few more updates before I go back to school :)
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Italicized Text is Thinking
Regular Text is Talking
Bold and Italicized Text is Text messaging
Tori POV
They sat there, patiently waiting for me to say what I needed to ask. I hesitated, not sure if they would be okay with what I'm about to ask for. They both shared a look of understanding and patience. "Tori, whatever it is, we can handle it and I promise that we can at least talk about it first before giving an answer to it," Beck says, Jade nodding in agreement.
That made it so much easier for my next sentence to come out."Can we start off with a trial first? I want to make sure that this is right for me." I bite my lip, looking back and forth at the both of them. The understanding looks didn't fall off their faces. Matter of fact, it seems to intensify after my question.
Jade answered before Beck could, "Of course, we can take as long as you need. We don't want you to feel rush or feel like that you have to do this for you to be with us." She grabs and squeezes my hand, "We just want to share a very special and important part of our relationship with you."
"She's right, we can take a trial session. How about you pick the amount of time and then when the trial ends, then the three of us can sit down and take it from there? Does that sound good." Beck asks. Jade and I nod our head.
"Okay, great. Now that we are all in agreeance, Tori how about you give us a time frame." Beck says while giving me the floor.
I sat there thinking, "Well, I don't want it to be too short because then I would feel rush but I don't want it to be long because then I feel like I would be making them wait a long time for me and I don't want them to feel like I'm leading them on or something. I guess a month sounds like a reasonable timeframe."
"How about a month? It's the 8th right now and the trial can end on the 6th of May. That sounds good, right?" I suggested.
They nodded, "Yeah, that sounds great. That seems like a good amount of time for the three of us to be able to get used to this and for you to see that this something that you really want." Jade says, "Okay, we are all agreement that a month, starting today, is the given time for our trial." Me and Beck smile and nod.
"Okay, sounds good. There is another thing that I would like to bring up." Jade and I look at each other in confusion.
"Well, Jade and I had a discussion about her relationship between the two of you regarding the whole Domestic Discipline side of our relationship before we decided to bring up this to you. Normally, she would take the submissive role while I would take the dominant role but it seems that with you, her feelings about being just primarily a submissive have been skewed a bit." He explained.
I look at Jade. She was biting her lip and for once not meeting my eyes. I was surprised to see a hint of redness starting to brush against her cheeks. I didn't know what to say or how to feel.
"Jade, I think that it would be best if she were to hear this from you." Beck encourage her. My eyes never leaving her face.
Jade took a deep breath and clear her throat, "Umm, so...I have been thinking about this since you cuddle into my arms. You seem so small and every fiber in my body was screaming out to protect you from the world...which I normally don't get that feeling. Then I had the thought of what would happen if I got to dominate you and do everything that Beck does for me, and now for you, and I get to be the one to sometimes do those things. Under Beck's guidance, of course."
She pauses, she stumbling over her words. I never seen her this nervous before, it brought a soft smile to my face to know that I can bring such a reaction out of the normally tough girl. "And I was wondering if you were okay with me doing that and when it just the two of us, that I would take on the more dominant role."
My answer was out automatically without hesitation, "Jade, I would be okay with that." In hindsight, I should have thought through my answer bit longer but she was too cute about how nervous she seems. Seeing the happiness in not only her eyes but also Beck eyes made the spontaneous answer worth it.
"Alright, this is the last thing for today but it's super important that we at least go over it at least once," Beck spoke up. "What more is there to talk about?" I thought to myself as we wait for Beck to continue.
"We need to talk rules and punishments. Even though we are on a trial base at the moment, you still need to know how we do things so you have a much clearer picture of if this what you want." He continues.
I bite my lip, Jade lightly squeeze my hand in emotional support. "Don't worry, we promise that it won't be a ton of rules and the punishments won't be too bad. Just enough to discourage you from doing the things that got you punish in the first place," She says while soothing the worried look that is probably covering my face.
"Right, these are just going to be short and simple. Nothing will be complicated or will turn out to be a trick. If there are any confusions, please don't hesitate to ask. Okay?" Beck smiles when I nod my head.
Beck grabs his phone that I didn't notice he had with him. He scrolls around and when he found what he was looking for, he handed his phone over to me to look it. I look to see that he was on a Google Document. It was title Contract in bold lettering centered in the middle. I look at Beck, hoping he would explain.
"This here is a contract that me and Jade came up with to help us keep a more organize the rules, punishments and other things that we can agree on. I found a website on this particular lifestyle that mentions that having a contract would be good for us to have. I would have a printed out copy of this but I didn't really think about it until now." He ended off sheepishly. I giggle at how adorable he looks. He clears his throat, "Let's begin, shall we?" I scroll down.
So, I feel like this chapter was a bit all over the place and I'm sorry for that. I just need to get back into the groove of writing again. I hope that it wasn't too distracting to read. Anyways, let me know what you think.
Also, anybody who understands how this lifestyle works, what do you think of the conversation between the three of them? Does it sound like a natural conversation? The rest would be up in the next chapter.
