I'll run away with your footsteps
I'll build a city that dreams for two
And if you lose yourself
I will find you. (Zedd - Find You)
June
Last night had been, in a sense, awkward and weird. For some reason that Daniel character has a profound effect on me, though I can't say why. Maybe it was because of the conversation that I had with him last night that I had a horrible nightmare.
In my dream I was floating, face down, in a body of water; at first everything was calm and it was as if I was dead. Then water started to fill my lungs, leaving a burning sensation, it was so hard to breath. I screamed in desperation and started to flail and kick, then all of a sudden I stopped; a figure started to reach for me in the water, for some reason I had only one thought in my head, Day. The figure was familiar, I smiled, and then he grabbed my arm and pulled me down. Then all of a sudden the scene changed and I was on a man's lap. I just knew it was the same person that pulled me out, so I snuggled into his chest to feel his warmth, for some reason there was none. I looked up and he pulled me in for a kiss. My heart sang at the touch of our lips, I pressed closer loving the feeling, I had longed for it for so long. But then he pulled away from, this time I saw his face; he had golden hair with a red strip in it, along with a pair of blue eyes that seemed perfect if it were not for the ripple in one of his blue oceans. His expression seemed so sad; he then mouthed the words, why.
I was ripped apart from him by clawing hands and placed in front of a blind folded women, she was sobbing. I felt the weight of a gun and its cool metal against my skin, and then it heated up when I pulled the trigger point blank. Her body hit the ground with a sickening thud and a piercing cry rang out in the distance. Then something rushed behind me and hit me on the back of the head. I snapped out of my dream and found myself laying on the floor with a slight throb in the back of my head, the same place I was hit in the dream. I didn't know how I knew, but that figure and boy had been Daniel; maybe I did know him back then. The only people that I knew at the time which my memories were filled with gaps was; Tess, Aden, and Pascao. Could they possibly fill in the gaps, I had been too afraid to ask or even tell them that I had gaps missing since for some reason I felt as if I should never remember. But before I asked them I needed to see Day once more. So I took a shower, got dressed, and redialed the number that he used to contact me last night. There were a couple rings until I heard him pick up.
"Hello?" he said as soon as he picked up the phone, I didn't want to admit this but his voice seemed to fill me with longing and desire.
I cleared my throat, "Hi, um, this is me June."
"I thought as much, so what's up?"
"I was just wondering if you were free at the moment, I have something that I would like to discuss with you."
"Well, I am free right now cousin, when do you want to meet and where?"
"Does," I looked at the watch on my nightstand, it was currently 12, "two at the restaurant we meet at yesterday sound?"
"Great, I guess I will see you there."
"Yes I will see you there, bye."
"Bye." And then the call ended with a click. I had a date to get ready for.