Warning... may disturb some readers. Continue at own risk.
It Hurts, It Hurts. My voice is gone, I cannot scream anymore. I can not cry out for help. Where am? Who am I? It hurts so much.
A sudden bright light burned my eyes, I tried to move but my arms and feet are restrained. Panic fills me and I struggle. I pull at my restraints, become more and more desperate. I moved so much blood came from under the restraints, I did not care, this only made me struggle more.
A voice I knew all too well-sent fear through me, running down my spine, sending ice through my veins, shaking me to my deepest core. My struggles stopped. My body felt heavy.
Orochimaru appeared from the darkness, A mask on his face, a surgical apron on his body. Ready for surgery? For...Experiments?
"Its no use to struggle. You won't escape." Orochimaru laughed. my heart stopped in my chest, my shaking stopped. Everything stopped.
I tried to call out for help but my voice was trapped. my screams loud but silent. Why can't I make any noise?
Orochimaru would never experiment on me, not now, not with my vision at stake.
"Let's begin shall we?" he asked.
NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!
His ice-cold blade touched my skin and trailed down my body. a path of burning and agony in its wake.
NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!
It hurts, it hurts. Please! It Hurts!
I watched, horrified, terrified, stunned.
He reached into my body and I could feel his hands on my innards.
I could FEEL him inside me,
iside my stomach, in my chest. Digging, Why is he digging?
WHY WAS HE DIGGING?
Tears burned my eyes and blurred my vision, it hurts. It hurts.
Please mom, dad, anyone…
"help." I choked out. My voice wasn't mine. It wasn't mine.
Anyone, please stop this… stop, please….
I'll be good! I will be kind to my sister, to my brother.
I'll be good, Please. Please. I'll be good.
Mommy? Daddy? Where are you?
I'll be good. I promise. So, please
PLEASE MAKE IT STOP!
But it didn't stop, it kept going, for days, weeks, months, years...