Sorry it's been awhile since I last worked on this.

December 26, 2005

1:00 pm

I was called in by Vince McMahon that I had to come in as soon as possible. I wasn't sure what exactly he wanted to talk to me about, but it was best to get there so he wouldn't get mad.

Luckly I had my boyfriend John Cena give me a ride over to the arena. Yes I said it! John Cena is officially my boyfriend! We've been dating for nearly two months now.

No we haven't done IT yet. We realized we weren't ready and we'll both know when the time is right to do IT.

Oh, not to mention, I'll be challenging Trish Stratus at New Years Revolution for her Women's championship after beating Victoria in a number one contenders match a couple of weeks ago!

I wasn't expecting to be challenging for the Women's title so soon.

"Thanks babe. I don't know what I'd do without you." I replied with a smile on my face. "It's no problem. I'll see you after the show okay?" "Yes. See you." I said before we kissed.

30 minutes later

I'm sitting in the women's locker room, my face hot and my heart pounding hard after reading the script. I have a segment with Trish Stratus where I have to kiss her. No you didn't hear me wrong. You're not dreaming. I have to kiss Trish Stratus. On the mouth. Under a mistletoe.

God I wonder if Trish has seen the script yet. And I wonder what's going through her mind about me kissing her.

It's one thing being an obsessed fan of Trish's. But now they want me playing as a lesbian. Or a bisexual. I don't know. Not saying lesbians and bisexuals are bad or anything.

I found Trish Stratus in catering. "Did you read the script?" I asked. "Yeah I did." she said. I blushed deeply.

"Did you read the part where you and I have to..." I said. She blushed lightly. "Yep."

We stood there in silence for a few moments before Trish spoke up. "Look it's ok. We can do it." I was shocked by her sudden burst of confidence.

"Are you sure?" I asked. "Yeah. It's really not that big of a deal."

I still felt uncertain. "I don't know." She put a hand on my shoulder. "It'll be ok. I promise. You just have to do it quickly and it won't be as awkward." she replied.

"You're right. Okay. I can do it." I said to myself.

3 hours later

I'm standing outside the women's locker room, waiting for my cue to walk in and talk to Trish.

I'm still a bit nervous. I can't believe I"m about to go in there and kiss Trish. I stopped and took some deep breaths. "I can do this. I can do this." I chanted quietly.

A backstage crew member told me to walk in. I went inside, walked up to Trish, and I rambled on on how I was the number one contender for her Women's title.

"Trish, look up. Look up." I replied to her, pointing up towards the mistletoe, my face burning up, my heart pounding.

"It's a mistletoe. You know what that means right?" I said as she pretended to be confused. I took a deep breath. Well. Here goes nothing. I thought as I grabbed Trish by her face and kissed her.

She pulled away immediately, obviously shocked. I was obviously blushing. "Mickie I-" she stuttered. "Trish I'm sorry!" I replied. "I gotta go." she said as she started walking away.

"No wait. Don't go!" I said taking a seat on a chair. "And cut." I heard someone says.

"Oh thank god it's over!" I said in a breath. I admit that wasn't as stressful as I thought it would be, but it still wasn't easy to get through, staying in character.

''Hey Mickie." I looked up to see Trish. "You feeling ok there girl?" she asked.

"Uh yeah. Everything is good." I try to sound calm, but apparently the nervous tone in my voice kind of betrayed me.

She put a hand on my shoulder. "It's ok. You did really good." "And don't worry about the whole kiss thing. It's no big deal."

I started to calm down a little, giving her a smile.

I left the women's lockerroom and I found John in the parking lot. I snuck up from behind and wrapped my arms around his waist.

"Who is it?" John wondered. "It's me silly." I replied. He turned around and gave me his smile, which in turn gave me goosebumps.

He picked me up, and I wrapped my legs around his waist and he kissed me. I slipped my tongue inside his mouth to deepen the kiss.

I felt butterlies going beserk inside of me. I've never felt so exhilarating my entire life.

We made out for like several mintues before we heard a female say "Excuse me."

We pulled away and see it was Torrie. Oh god not her again! I thought to myself. John set me down. She got up in my face. "WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? KISSING MY MAN!" she screamed in my face.

My anger was rising. "First of all, he's my man now. And second, I can do whatever I want to him. And if you don't like that, then just turn around and walk away BITCH!" I screamed back.

My eyes went wide. What in the world did I just say? Even John was shocked by my sudden confidence.

But apparently Torrie didn't appreciate that, because the next thing I know she hauls back and slapped me across the face.

I was just about to jump at her but I was held back by John. "Don't Mickie. She's not worth it." she says in my ear softly. And in short time I started to calm down.

"I can't believe you're dating that... thing." Torrie said pointing at me. John stood in front of me. "That Thing you're referring to is my girlfriend. And she's a person. Like you and me."

"But baby. I love you." Torrie said. "Get this through your thick head. I will never be your boyfriend again. After what you did two years ago. Now just leave us alone." he said in a calm voice.

She glared at me before walking away.

"You okay babe?" he asked me. I gave him a big smile. I stood on my toes and gave him a kiss on the cheek. "I am now. Thanks to you." I replied.

"You want to get out of here and grab a bite?" he asked, holding out his hand with a smile. "I would love to." I replied grabbing his hand, smiling back.