Hey guuuyyysss, I know I know I suck big time and I'm really truly sorry for this very late update.

I appreciate how patient you have been with me and I love you all for that.

Yes this is an update, but its a short update because I wanted to get it out for you guys.

The next chapter is coming soonish l.

*DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN THE TITLE OF THIS STORY OR THE CHARACTERS TO ANY MUSIC LYRICS IN THIS STORY.

Anyway ENJOY!!!

It's that day today. I have to decide what college I was going to go too. I wake up and have a quick shower and get dressed. I head down stairs and stare at the two colleges I have to pick from.

And I decided so I sit and write my acceptance letter back to the college. Once finished I press send and sit back and take a shaky breath. I was scared, but excited at the same time.

Now I had to tell Lucas and the girls what I have chosen. No matter what the girls and I are all parting to different colleges, but Lucas is probably wondering if I'm going with him to New York next year for college or not. And it was scary thinking about being away from him and the girls.

I pull up outside his house. I could see his light was on in his room. I walk around to his side door and knock waiting for him to answer. The door swings open Lucas standing there in just his towel ruffling his hair with another towel. To say my heart skipped a beat would be an understatement. He was super hot.

"Do you answer the door like that to everyone?" I joke.

He laughed "nope just for you pretty girl" my cheeks flushed and my heart skipped that beat once again "want to come in" I nod and he moves to the side to let me in "so why the unplanned visit"

"Do I have to have a reason to visit my boyfriend?" I kink my eye brow a little

"Of course not, but I only saw you a few hours ago" he made a point, but with my decision I wanted to spend as much time as I could with him. He must have notice the look on my face because his smile fell slightly "you've chosen your college haven't you Brooke?" I nod slowly "and by the sad look on your face you're not coming to New York with me" I shake my heart slowly and close my eyes fearing the long distance we will be doing.

"I know I said I wasn't planning on doing cheer after high school, but then I thought about how much I do love to cheer and I have this great opportunity and I couldn't give it up" he didn't say anything. He just looked at me with some sort of look on his face "say something Luke"

"I am truly happy that you've done what you think is best for you Brooke" I let out a sigh of relief "New York is my dream and cheer is yours"

"It isn't, but I'd be stupid to let this opportunity go just like that" I click my fingers "my dream is fashion"

"Wait hold up" he now looked confused "your dream is fashion and yet your doing cheer in Cali?"

"It's an opportunity that I never thought of continuing Luke"

He just nods turning away from me "I assume that you are doing fashion as well for your main career"

"Well yeah just not where I dreamed that I would" I reply. I mean I get where he is going with this, but now I get to cheer and create clothes. The two things I love I'm love right now. I get the best of both worlds "Luke can't you just be happy for me picking my college and let us figure out the long distance we will be doing?"

He turns back to me and I could see the sadness in his eyes. I was sad too. If course I was. I'm going to have to watch and wave at him when I'm boarding my plane.

"Sure" he nodded "I'm sorry. We will figure it out"

I could tell he wasn't happy in my decision, but I had to do what I think is best for me right now. We left it at that and spent the rest of the night watching movies on Netflix.

Next week was graduation and I was valedictorian. I was so honoured when principle Turner told me, yet I was terrified of standing up in front of my peers with some big speech. I mean I'm used to an audience, but that's to dance not give a speech.

I sit at my desk with a fluffy pen in my hand looking down at the blank lined piece of paper in front of me. My mind has gone blank. How do I start? What are you even meant to say as valedictorian? I begin to tap my pen.

Ping

I glance over at my phone seeing Rachel's name pop up with a message.

Are you meeting us at Karen's Cafe today?

I look back at the blank piece of paper. I need to get this speech sorted. My mind was all fuzzy with me moving to Cali for college and with me and Lucas and our relationship and how that was going to work.

I haven't spoken to Lucas really since I told him I was going to California. I've seen him around school and he seems fine, but messages have limited and phone calls have been none.

I wasn't trying to think about it too much or over think about it at all because I don't want to push him too much on our relationship.

I glance back over at my phone to Rachel's message. I pick my phone up to type a reply.

I can't I have this speech to write and stuff to figure out. Sorry. Rain check?

I hated not taking the time with the girls, but I really do need to figure stuff out.

Ping

My eyes wondered back to my phone to see it was Rachel again.

Okay. We miss you. How about tomorrow before school Monday. We only have a limited time left together Brooke.

I felt super bad.

Tomorrow is perfect. Movie night at mine. Lots of treats and movies. I know we only have limited time, I'm sorry.

It's okay. We understand. Tomorrow is great. The girls and I will be there mid day. Dinner's on you though.

I laughed nodding at my phone.

Of course. See you girls then. Love you.

And we love you (:

Came her fast reply. I put my phone back down and then it hit me. I knew exactly what I wanted to say.

REVIEW please.

Love to you all

And a VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Roch xoxo