Hiiiiiii...I know, I know. It's been a while but a lot has been going on. I..met someone early this year and i love him very much so I've literally been spending all the time that I'm not working with him and I just got caught up in it but I'm back. I'm very happy^^

NOTICE: I have made a decision regarding this story. We are about to reach the halfway point and at that time I will be marking this story as complete and then making a sequel so it's not such a long story all together. Hope you enjoy^^

I OWN NOTHING

''Why didn't you let me die?'' Sara asked Sesshomaru.

''What you did was extremely stupid,'' Sesshomaru growled.

Sara reached for his hand. ''I have no one but you. Sayo. Your wife. Even you. You'll kick me out of your house, and your life. Where am I going to go? What will happen to me? I'm all alone, Sesshomaru. My parents are dead. Honda is dead. My uncle, too. I have no one. I don't want to live without you. I'd rather be dead than be away from you.''

Sesshomaru sighed, stood up, and headed towards the door. ''Please rest. We'll talk later.''

''How is she?'' Sayo immediately asked.

''Bad,'' Sesshomaru sighed. ''I've known Sara since we were children. This hurts me.''

''What are you going to do?'' Inuyasha questioned.

''I don't know,'' Sesshomaru shook his head. ''I have no idea. I'm all she has.''

''Forgive me, brother but I wonder if she's not just doing this to get your attention,'' Sayo carefully suggested.

Izayoi nodded. ''I have to agree.''

''I have no doubt she's doing this to cause problems between you and Rin,'' Inuyasha said. ''Rin doesn't even know the role Sara played in her father's passing.''

''After everything that happened between the two of them-the fights, arguments. I don't think Rin will allow her anywhere near her or your son,'' Inutashio pointed out.

Suddenly the housekeeper came running into the living room. ''Miss Sara is gone!''

Sesshomaru stood up. ''What?''

''Sesshomaru, my love,'' Rin interrupted as she walked through the front door but immediately noticed the tension in the room. ''Is everything alright?''

''Rin..'' Sesshomaru shook his head. ''Everything is fine, dear. They were just leaving to see the baby since I didn't know you were coming over.''

''I left Jihayo with my aunt Sakura. You can head over there,'' Rin smiled.

''Wonderful,'' Izayoi voiced. ''Let's all go, shall we?''

''Yes,'' Inutashio nodded and everyone headed out the door.

''Are you sure everything is alright, my love?'' Rin questioned.

''I need to talk to you,'' Sesshomaru responded. ''Let's sit.''

''Did you tell them about Saturday and how we will be having Jihayo's baptism when we get remarried?'' Rin reminded him.

''I did,'' Sesshomaru nodded.

''I wish..my father could be here. To see me at the altar. So happy and in love, not like the last time,'' Rin whimpered.

''Honey, I swear that I didn't want your father to learn about our problems, and even less about your mother's infidelity. But believe me that I couldn't do anything to avoid it. Sara was with me when Mr. Jihayo went to the ranch and she began blabbering. I tried to stop her but I couldn't. And I couldn't deny the truth. I'm not telling you this to justify myself. Either way, I feel responsible for your father's death,'' Sesshomaru grimaced.

Rin attempted to push back her tears and anger. ''That's the only thing we can't change. We can start from scratch, get married again, try to forget the past, but...The last moments of my dad is something that we can't erase. His heart stopped beating, knowing that he lived a lie with his wife for his whole life. And he also believed that me, his own daughter-the one he adored so much-I was the same, or worse, than my mother.''

''Rin, my love, forgive me,'' Sesshomaru pleaded.

Rin and Sesshomaru wiped away each other's tears.

''Rin..Sara..Sara tried to kill herself last night.''

Rin's eyes widened. ''What?''

''I found her in the living room. She'd slit her wrists,'' Sesshomaru explained.

''Oh my God,'' Rin gasped. ''You know, despite everything she's done to me, I feel for her a little.''

Sesshomaru looked at Rin with surprise. ''Really?''

Rin nodded. ''Yes. I mean, she lost both of her parents at a young age and then she lost her brother, her uncle. She even lost the person she loved. That's more than enough to push anyone over the edge.''

''Yeah,'' Sesshomaru agreed. ''Rin..I wanted to talk to you about maybe..''

''I just hope she finally gets the help she needs while she's staying in the hospital,'' Rin suddenly said. ''I think it might be good for her.''

Sesshomaru grimaced. ''Sure.''

''Thanks for bringing me home, honey,'' Rin let Sesshomaru lead her in through the front door.

''Don't get used to the idea. I'm not happy about it. I don't like saying goodbye to you,'' Sesshomaru admitted. ''You and our son don't belong in this house, you belong with me.''

''I know, my love, but I told you, I won't go live with you until all of Sara's things are out of there,'' Rin told him.

''I'll have it taken care of before the baptism,'' Sesshomaru promised. ''By the way, we still haven't decided who'll be Jihayo's godparents.''

''Well, I had thought about Kya and Tohru, but I think they're not doing very well,'' Rin sighed. ''Tohru slept here last night and I think they're separated, but I haven't talked to him yet.''

''Okay, then, we have to think of someone else,'' Sesshomaru said.

''Kagome?'' Rin suggested.

''Only if Inuyasha can be the godfather because I hate Naraku,'' Sesshomaru scowled.

Rin nodded. ''Agreed.''

''I'm so glad you're back, I needed to talk to you,'' Rin's aunt came down the stairs. ''It's very important.''

''Is my son ok?'' Rin quickly asked.

Sakura nodded. ''Yes, Jihayo is fine, thank God. Luckily things didn't get any worse. Still, it's very important that you know.''

''What are you talking about?'' Sesshomaru questioned.

''I was here alone. I was in the garden with the baby when Sara showed up and hit me over the head with a rock,'' Sakura revealed. ''She knocked me unconscious and tried to take the baby!''

Rin's eyes widened. ''What?''

''If it hadn't been for Father Jaken, who arrived just in time with everyone, I don't know what would have happened,'' Sakura explained.

''Oh my God. I need to see my son,'' Rin pushed her way past Sesshomaru and her aunt to hurry up the stairs. She didn't let out a sigh of relief until she saw Jihayo safe in his crib. ''Why didn't you call me, aunt?''

''What for, Rin?'' Sakura asked. ''The baby and I were okay. There was no point in worrying you.''

''Still,'' Rin snapped. ''You see, Sesshomaru? What she's capable of? It's one thing when Sara tries to take her own life but it is very different when she tries to hurt my son! I swear that if I ever see her again, I don't know what I would be capable of!''

Sesshomaru pulled Rin into his arms. ''Relax, my love. I'll make sure Sara is never near our son again.''

''I already told the police everything,'' Sakura informed them. ''They're looking for her.''

TA-DA! I hope you enjoyed^^

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