sorry for grammar and spelling mistake
thank u sooooo much for ur support :-)
A/N : No editing ample of spelling and grammar error... Sorry
But guys I need at least 35+ review...
Happy Reading :-)
Kaun kahata hai hum jhoonth nahin bolte,
Ek baar khairiyat poochh kar to dekhiye!
A Person was sitting with closed eyes on the floor, leaning his head at the edge of the bed whatever happened in the earlier few hours, everything was hovering in his mind. (pov) "How!? How Could I lose control over my emotions? How Damn it, I don't know what my life whats from me If, I'm happy, something which inflicts me extreme pain, hurt will happen, why God? I'm this unwanted child of Urs... "
Sapna jahan dastak na de
Chaukhat thi woh aankhein meri
"Tarika, The name gave enough pleasure a feel that I'm someone's reason for happiness I'm conscious about her airs I know she accepted me as her everything from the first day and was willing to submit herself to me, but it was me who wanted to take our relationship to slow not because I was not comfortable only because I don't want her to regret in future, She loved me whole heartily but, stupid me what I did hide everything from her (a tear slips) I'm sorry Tarika M sorry If you feel betrayed and wanted a divorce from me, I will Yes! I will " Dozed off silently with several heart-aching thoughts.
Ajji entered inside his room, found him sleeping in sitting position, her eyes were filled with tears...She shook him softly "Abhijeet bacha... get up" She called one more time in serene tone,.
his sleep brokes in hasty "Han!?"
"Relax It's me Ajji" she ruffles his hair, "Utho chalo bed pe leto..c'mon" She made him laid down him on head, pat his head in softly.
Abhijeet protested "Ajji aap jao mein thik hoon "
Ignoring his word Ajji said "Abhijeet, I have nothing to say but a suggestion...stop controlling your self... stop uptighting ur emotions bacha "
Baaton se thi tadaad mein
Khamoshiyan zyaada meri
Abhijeet look at him with complaining eyes, He never wanted to be like this It was never his choice... All this maturity was imposed on him... He never wanted to secure his emotions in a shell... He never wanted to put a facade of 'I-don't-mind'... He never thought to live alone even between a big-gaint joint family. All the things happened in his life was never his choice...
Ajji understands his turmoil, she said "You already live a life like hell Abhijeet even it was never wanted by anyone for you still u lived.. I know... Bacha enough let happiness invade in your heart... believe me upcoming days are most beautiful phrase of ur life Abhijeet"
"Beta, A true lover can have power to turn his/her lovers every misery into happiness... Tarika will heal u let her heal, give ur self to her... She will show you Right path... Let her sail ur boat... let her be ur Light "
Abhijeet with gobbling tone, "I Lost her... I lost my light Ajji..." looking in her eyes with a toddler innocene "I lost her"
Ajji put her hand on his eyes, in gesture to sleep... "Sleep Abhijeet... and u didn't lost her... She angry"
"Sach"
"Hm... now, close ur eyes... today was really long for u..."
NEXT DAY
Everyone, left for their respective work places like a robot, meanwhile Daya, Laxmi and Abhijeet were in still inside room... Ajji order everyone to leave even Shivaani and muskaan.
AT ABHIJEET ROOM
He was sleeping with frowns on his head, when his phone disturbed his already disturbed sleep... "Hello!"
"I wanna talk to U"(on call) Person said without even any formal greeting, Abhijeet xheck the Caller ID, and signs...
Answered monosyabii, As tone was used by later one was itself a full stop "Ohk"
"Meet Me at Mr. Brown cafe now In a hour"
"I'm coming" He said... In response he get nothing but ...
Beep!...Beep! Sound
Signs heavly left for washroom,
IN LAXMI'S ROOM
Although, she slept with grimaces but was oblivious of the tensed line all thanks to those Sleeping pills. She was still feelin' lazy which is so unlike her, leaving everything behind she left, to fresh up herself
After some time she came back Today, after years she felt zest to look out for her sons first then anything else Today no god and no Pooja was her superiority, just her sons, Yes, sons She made her way to their rooms first, she approaches Daya's room as it was First at the place from her room.
Sehma sehma dara sa rehta hai
Jane kyon jee bhara sa rehta hai
As the door was little Ajar she noticed him sleepin' alone, She entered... found him sleeping with a family picture in which all four were smilin'. She holds the frame in her hand... felt her eyes dwelling, She said nothing just creased his face, which has little mark of dry tears.
Left the place with silent tears, as she lefts, Daya opens his moist orbs(Whispers) "I love u mom... But I love bhai a little more than u... I want his happiness"(whispers)
He closed his eyes again as his head was throbbin', He never indulged in such situation, His brother always safeguard him being sandwich between two he(abhijeet) always turns situation easy to choose between two for him, his brother always point towards their mother... he never let any negativity or bad, low though touch him... thats y he's a carefree soul who know how to live Life like King size.
OTHERSIDE,
Laxmi entered inside her elder son's room found it empty, She frowns... "yeh! bureau nikal gaya kya" Soon her eyes fall on in batch "batch tho yehi hai phir gaya kha"
shooked her head accessed fully inside her sons' room noticed how decently the room was decorated his taste is quite boring like his father a warm thought hit her when she noticed the balcony corner was different from the room and opposite. It was abundant in light and sparkling radiating stars and Moons. She was confused her confusion answered by the balcony itself, which was her DILs darling spot as the illuminations were hanged in "T" shape... meanwhile, photo frames, were hanged, on the opposite was in 'A' Shape She's smart enough to understand whose works could be.
OUTSIDE
AT MR. BROWN CAFE
Abhijeet car halts, He made his way to cafe... Noticed his lady sitting wearing a hooded yellow crop top with black jeans, She was looking cute and well as heaven. Well! he was tensed before after call the tone was dead srious but her this cute avtar cracked a smile on his lips... He never witnessed his lady like this He always found in sareer... Today his desi girl was sitting in her western avatar uf!
His staring session ended, when he noticed she's looking at him... so he avert his graze fasten his pace towards her.
She Noticed his men in most desireable form, In his usual self Wearing a brown lether jacket well gelled hair. Meanwhile he reached he was very well aware that his lady was checking him out still opted to ignore...
"Good morning" he said as if he's wishing his teacher, She rolled her eyes... Though "dumbo" Said loud "Morning" indicating to sit.
*A awkward silence was prevailed between them*
When waiter came for order, "Good morning sir, ma'am... Order Please"
Both nodded, Tarika Ordered a filter coffee for herself, Abhijeet was taking more than good time... She rolled her eyes... "One less sugar esperesso for the gentalmen" and nodded her head to waiter who left.
He concentrated on his phone, Tarika clear her throat... said "Abhijeet" Her tone was not so stern than not so soft to!
He looked at her, little did he know discussion won't be a general one, "I'm all ears Tarika... U can ask me and tell me anything and everything... M ready to answer"
"I'm not hear to accuse u or anyhting abhijeet... Called u to talk about 'us' "
"us?!"
"What we are Abhijeet... for the world we r husband -wife... but we didn't even share a realtionship of best-friends...tumko pata school friends ke bich mein bhi humse jada trust hota hai...Don't know why u behave like heart broken ... I mean their someone-anyone was in ur like before me... I'm ok it's ok ... Everyone has a past..." She was balbbering,
"Wait! wait ! what... heart-broken ... anyone-someone...(chuckled sarcasticly) Are u even listening ur self... Mrs tarika Abhijeet rathore" Well the way he claimed her as his, sends shiver in her body.
But, controlled her crazy thoughts she said, "Nhi ho na... u r not heart-broken right..tha behaving like one...Abhijeet u know what, Life is typical thing it will become the way u want... look at your self u lived ur life in darkness... that' y u r like this an useless unnecessaryly introvert"
Abhijeet eyes popped out as She's calling him 'useless' seriously that too in front of him salute to her audacity My GOD!, She countines "Can't u try to come out of those low-esteem thought"
He signs, "I will...but answer my question first"
Bahut andar tak jala deti hain…
Wo shikayatein to bayan nahin hoti…
She nodded, he exhale a breath "What would u do, When ur mother call u reason for death of ur father...what would u do when u bullied by some brat they call u bad luck...called..you a Boy who eaten up his father...What would u do when u get up at mid-night burning in fever but found No one in home who could take care u...What would u do...tell me.
"You know what tarika Jab aap jante hai that u r the soul reason for ur mothers mesiries it kills... When u know ki apka bhai father's day pe cards banake unki picture ke samne rakh rha hai...asmaan mein dikha rha hai... just because apne usko bola hai ki DAD Star ban gaye... it kills...it just kills..., Mein aisa ek din mein nhi hua tarika... Aur mein koi Sadist nhi hoon ... I'm reserve to myslef... Y becasue mein apne apko khud hi sambhala hai ... No one was their for me initially par phir Daya and sometime s I feel Maa tried too break those high walls of mine ... But I didn't allow"
She look down then up, "Come with me" She holds his hand drag him... near his car... As she was dropped by her father at cafe.
"Tarika kha"
She took keys from him, made him sit in passenger seat, she herself took driving. He was amazed "Their are lot more things which I have to know about u isn't ?"
"U don't have to know anything about me Mr husband I will tell u everyhting myself"(wink)
Mere dil mein jagah Khuda ki khaali thi
Dekha wahan pe aaj tera chehra hai
She was driving smoothly, being a efficient driver he observed that she isn't a naive driver, She must be a heavy driver as her cuts are very clear... He looked at her from corner eyes, her smile was serene,
Main bhatakta huaa sa ek baadal hoon
Jo tere aasmaan pe aake thehra hai
He has given his everything to her, now she's sailing his boat and he's happy, his thought came at halt with his wifes teasing smile "Done checking me out Inspector sahab"
Well! She has great interest in giving me names Abhijeet thought "Why u always giving name... like this"
"Habit" She shrugs off.
Abhijeet rolled his eyes, "Acha woh sab thik hai jaa kha rhe hai hum"
"Paitence Angry Man" she said, he cringed his eye-brows... "Tarika can't call me Abhijeet Such a wounderful name I have"
"Indeed u have but, U don't respect ur name Mr dumbo... Ur name means one 'who wins' What u did got defeated by a mere hurdles and drift ur self in darkness" She said in stren strict tone. She halt the quill, said "come"
Both decent down fromthe car
Abhijeet look at the building in from of him read the main Board "Healing Hopes"
Naa raaz hai "Zindagi"
Naa naaraaz hai "Zindagi"
Bas jo hai, wo aaj hai Zindagi!
I don't want to rush writing in little detail giving every character space... next chapter may lag Abhijeet scenes... like this chapter lagged Daya... scenes
Don't worry... I will give DUO... special moments... Both emotional and funny...
Question for U all : Guess what Healing hopes is?
Think Positive...Stay Negative ...
DO U PPL LIKED IT ?
RHIA DUBEY