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Haal e dil ye dekhta tu ja, Haal e dil ye dekhta tu ja
Yaar e mann, yaar e mann aa
As Soon as Abhijeet entered the dead silence inside the home irked him, He frowns as Dining table was empty as well as kitchen was in also silent. He looked around found a stressed Muskaan decending down with a empty jug, He called "Muskaan"
She jerked look at him, "Bhaiya..."
He reached to her after watching her stressed face, red eyes he guessed she must had gone through a good crying session "What happen... Sab kha hai..."
She gave the piece of imformation that Ajji and Om-shivani went to delhi... Meanwhile Bua-phufaji went to some property related work which suddenly ocurred in their hometown.. He nodded, again asked "Daya.. Mom... Woh "
She looked at with agony as if she wanna vent everything but didn't find any shoulder... She with shattering voice said "Wo...Woh So rha"
Abhijeet was in jiff after watching her unusual behaviour, asked softly "What happen Muskaan...u look Mess... "
The tone gave her solace which made her lose her control over her emotion a tear slipped "Daya... "
"Daya what" Her word alarmed him,
"Ur reports ... Daya... see" Their where 4 unarranged words she speaked but, Was enough to make his blood dried in his veins.
"What!"
She nodded, He pat her head, "Relaz yaar... I will make everything alright... Stop crying"
"His hand.. he injred himself badly"
"Mein dekhe aata hoon" He left for Daya's room.
Muskaan smiled in tears she always adores this brotherly bond.
DAYA'S ROOM
He entered found his baby bear sleeping, his face swelled after affects of crying... He cares his hair kissed his injured hand. He has a clear Idea that this time his baby bear will not leave him easily as perhaps Daya behave like baby but He hates Lies. Here He spoken thousands of lies.. and reports God! They must be old one... now he has no such problem Ohk! To an extend he's free... though sometime anxiety really tolls when Smoking helps him.
Another though poke him, If Daya knows that his mother 'Mom' Of Lord! 'Did Mom also acknowledges everything' He was so much confused, But decised to look his mom... Not before planting a soft perk on his baby brother.
When turn to leave the room found Muskaan with Jug, She smiled a Little... "Go! Wash ur face, have Something I'm here I will sort out everyhting " smiled to her, she smiled back mouthes "Thank u"
He moved out to his Mother's Room,
LAXMI'S ROOM
Hai diyar e dil sulagta sa, Yaar e mann, yaar e mann aa
Yaad bhi hai ik sahara sa, yaad bhi hai ik sahara sa
Yaar e mann, yaar e mann aa
He pushed the closed Door of his Mother's Room silently, welcomed by a dead silence which was already spread in whole mansion... He observes his mother who was sleeping in sitting position, He looked at the his mother face which was all wrinkles still those frowns were visual... His grazed stopped on her lap were her wrinkled hands were on his father's portrait.
His eyes were teary, He can bear anything and everything from his mother.. Even Hater but helpless face of his mother pained him, everyone asks him.. Is he angry on her? Oh! God! can anyone tell him... Why and for what he should angry on her? Wait for Not caring him? For not concerning Him ?
Yes! She never showed him her love she never adores him like she did with Daya... like Bua ji do to Om bhai... But did She alone wa resposible for this distance Bloddy! No! He had equal part!
Though She has to come to him, If he was moving away she had to Catch... She let me moving away the only mistake she did was this She let everything happen between us... She let Me make those wall... She let me that space which make my heart so...so.. spacious that Darkness spread everywhere...in side... that ! that those dark demons gave warmth.
The loss of words, led us where we never wanted to be...he clean the moisture from the corner of his eyes... Slightly pulls her hands pick the picture of his father from her lap... When she stirred in her sleep..
He patted her head, She murmures "Miss u Shiv"
Those unshed tear betrayed him and slipped, Imediately he went out from her room... With "I'm sorry Mom"
ABHIRKA ROOM
He reached his room, his hand trembled like any he was craving for smoking hell! He has promised his wife that he will not touch those packtes. He holds his head, it pain see his mom in pain.
As a son He feels hurt when ever he remembers his mother's word but as a person... He feel like She was nowhere wrong at her place.
His drastic craving for his addiction was tolling him, finding no way to control he took, Sleeping pills... Right now What he need was sleep a good amount of sleep, If not sleep He want that his body go all numb for some hours if it's because of some capsules and tablets it's Ok!
In a haphard manner he flated on bed, like a dead body.
NEXT MORNING
Rathore mansion which used crippy and blooming even after having ample disputes today, it was so silence and silence was a clear significant of upcoming stroam
Muskaan came out from kichen She has already gave 1 week leave application, She informed the menu to maid, As she's not a great cook she now some simple strait dishes. Kitchen was Tarika's and her DIL's department.
She reached her room, Found her husband struggling with sunrays, she smiles and open the window curtains fully "Good morning Hubby, Rise shine... Get up"
"pull those curtain back... Mussi Please"
"No daya Its already 9"
"Oh! Fu** Bureau" He sat straight with a jerk.
"Language, Daya" a Stern tone used by his lovely wife...
"Sorry" He making face, C'mon he's adult he can slang...
"No Mr u r not permitted to slang infront of me" She said as if she has listen his inner talk. He widen his eys, she smiled thank god He's in his ususla self.. but! but! Her happiness lived short, (By god, Writer kaun yeh tho dekho..Uf!)
When main infroms, "Choti madam... Bade baba(abhijeet) apko aur chote baba(daya) ko pooch rhe"
Muskaan nodded, "Chalo aa rhe hai"
Daya eyes refelected anger as well as hurt, "Is bhai Home"
Muskaan, look at him try to say something "Daya"
"M getting late for bureaau muskaan"
"U r on leave Daya... We both r on leave for a week" she infromed
"tum "
"Please Daya u need this break... (whispers) we need this break"
Daya helplessly nodded in yes, She's right their mind need some break, Actually not! All of them need to sort out their differences without any interrution of anything. After somtime he came out "Let's go mussi"
"Relax yaar..." He said, as she was looking like she had suffered some illness. She hit his shoulder "All thanks too u mr I'm in this much mess"
OUTSIDE
Aati jaati dhoop aur chahun, Gham agar hai narasai ka
yaar e maan, yaar e maan aa
Abhijeet who was sitting on chair tapping his feet, Today he had great difficulty in getting up all thanks to Pills... which he had popped up at night that to 2 pills at a time like a idiot! his eyes are crimson, pills are stilling tolling him.
He was looking at two door, When one opened his baby brother came out from it in his imformals his face has lost his shine he was looking dull and hurt, He bite his lips, reaching the table.
Daya look at Abhijeet who was sitting looking at him, But he ignored him "Seema, breakfast graden mein set karo mera mein waha hi kahunga"
Muskaan gave him look "Daya... Sabke sath"
"haan tho u have ur Breakfast sabke sath...I'm talking about my meal ok" he gave her a look as if Don't interfer. Abhijeet who has listen his order eyed seema to do what he has said.
He walked out, Muskaan turn her graze... Abhijeet gave her nodded "Don't spoil ur relation with him... He's in angry mode and Beleive me He won't understand anything Let him do what he want"
"But"
"Sh! Relax... I may not habitual to deal with angry Daya but I can manage Hm" He make her understand, she smiles He added "Go! have ur breakfast with him make sure woh complete breakfast kare because jitna mujhe pata akele woh sirf khane ki shakal dekhega"
After sending Muskaan, he inhales deep breath look at the another close door, He was bit tensed as his mother was still in and no sign of coming out was their. He waited for Seema to come back,
As soon as She came, He called her "Seema"
"Ji Bade baba"
"Woh Maa, ko bula layo BF ke liye"
"Ji "
He pull his phone out, applied for 2 days vacation.. When his phone rings up. 'Acp sir calling...'
(on call)
"Good morning sir"
"GM Abhijeet... "
"Abhijeet sab thik tum ne 2 din leave ke liye apply kiya hai... aur Muskaan ne uski aur Daya ki 1 week ki leave sanction karwayi hai"
He closed his eyes, he was unaware of this fact otherwise he never applied for the leave as he know how much stress would on team if two seniors will be on leave together.
"I'm sorry sir woh ... mujhe yaad nhi tha... Actually... It's ok sir... Mein bureau aata hoon "
"Oh! Shut up S.I Abhijeet... Main bas generally pooch rha hoon as tum teeno thik ghar par I mean aise " He try to put his concern in words
"Sab thik ha sir... just We need a break so" he said, in low toone
"Ok fine ...tc "
"Thank u sir"
"Don't be its ur right" He said
(call ends)
Meanwhile, seema came back from his mothers room... "Maa"
"Woh madam ne BF ke liye mana kiya hai"
Abhijeet cringe his Eyebrows, (mutters) "aise kaise Bina BF ke Meds kaise lengi Apni BP ki"
"Tum Plate set karo"
He took plate approaches to her room, She was sitting lost, "Maa" He calls
She looked at him with different emotion, but he was far away to understand, as he was trying to conclude that is she aware of his past deeds like daya, little did his heart know that her mother is aware of his deeds still he want proof.
"breakfast" he said placing it on table
She nodded "Rakh do khalungi"
"nhi" he cuts her off... She look at him, When he manage to maintain that formal form "Mera matlab, U have to take ur BP medicines na so have it first"
"I will, tum"
"Please have ur BF" He requested, becasue in all these year he has master in two things Which is requesting and apolozing.
She look at him who again said "Please"
She silently had her BF along with meds, Meanwhile he left after picking up the empty plates. She signs heavily... He came out place the dishes in sink went back to his room, without having anything.
His doubt has cleared now his big secret is now a open secret in front of everyone specially his mother and brother.
AT GARDEN
"Sabke sath breakfast nhi karna" He teased her, She opted to ingnore and feed him.
"Chup kar jao daya... ek tho bacho jaise harkat karte ho kya jarurat thi aise bolne ki"
"He bloddy lied to ab mein nraz bhi na hoon" He argued
"Aree par"
"Muskaan, Kuch rishte bahut ajeez hote hai dil ke karib... narazgi ka hak hota hai un mein... acha hoga agar unke bich koi na aaye... kyuki baat shayad bane ki jaga bigad sakti hai... Mein nhi chata, humare bich kuch bigde... kyuki na Mein tumahre baigare jee sakta hoon... Na mein maa aur bhai ke baigair... "
"Unko yeh samjhna hoga... unki takleef se humein koi pareshaani nhi hoti... problem unki Chupi hai unki khali ankhe... unka yun is tarah apne pain ko jahir na karna hai"
"I understand Daya... and I'm with you always"
"I know"
Both went inside the mansion, When he went to kitchen found butler was dumping plate full with plate, "yeh plate kis ki"
"bade baba ki hai sir, He didn't had anything..."
"What but he was table na"
"Laxmi madam ko khila ke khayenge bole par phir he went to his Room saying that he don't want to have naything now" He gave Daya piece of information whcih was listen by Laxmi also as she was on the door steps.
He said to butler, "give it to me" He signs... He trun to leave found his mother standing on step she calls "Daya"
"Don't talk to me mom... I just don't"
"Daya listen"
"I don't want to listen"
"U know what do one thing... jayiye aur usnko blame kar dijiye ki Just because of u Abhijeet My Son(daya) is not talking to me... Paida tho sirf mujhe kiya hai apne...haina woh tho kisi anarth aram se laye the aap"
"Dayaa!"
"What Daya bura lag rha...safsosh ho rha kis baat mom... " He said gritting tone. He just can help god! his innocent brother suffered a lot.
"Bhai ki condition ka janke ya...yeh soch kar Itna buri condition hone baad bhi kitni sakht jaan nikel... zinda hai Maut nhi aayi " He said to her, as soon as he completed his world he was awarded by a full force slap!
Aik pal jo hai judai ka, Ye nahi hai bewafai ka
yaar e maan, yaar e maan aa
Song I used here is "yarr e maan" Guys please listen this song its just amazing ... I mean if u really in mood to listen something heart touching thanthis is one of those songs voice and lyrics both just touched my heart uf!...
Even this serial 'Diyar e dil' just won my heart.
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