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A/N : No editing ample of spelling and grammar error... Sorry
Warning: Not so up to mark... Cliche stuff a head.
Kitne hi jkham hai, Mere ek jkham mein chupe,
kitne hi teer aa lage ek nishaan par.
She intenstionaly made noise, He trail out from his thought, He was little shock "Aap"
"Hm... Soup"
He nodded, "Rakh dijiye I will have abhi"
"Come Have it first"She cut him off
"Aap rakh do"
She signs went near him, sat infront of him... firward the soup fill spoon. He was hurt he's think just becasue she got know about his past suffering she's showing sympathy "U don't have to do this... I'm fine U "
"I have too do this... to make u fine"
"Aap please"
"Kya please Abhijeet... "
"Aap please... mujhe mere haal pe chhod de... I'm fine... aur n bhi hoon than that's not ur concern I will look after my self" He said in pure irritation even though his tone was low yet the sharpness and hurt was visible.
Laxmi smiles sadly, its weak condition toll him and he blunt out words... othewise he's master in covering up. She ignored, "Its My concern Son I'm ur mother..."
A unintensional chuckle left from his mouth "Mother... Son... Concern... God R you even listening ur self...I'm Abhijeet... In case if u forget Madam... same Abhijeet who is responsible for all the misfortune you had in ur life... " He said sarcasm was clear, He just can't tolerate all this... He had adjusted under his suffocating shell... which gives him peace, Now She is invading and scrachthing all those emotions which are wounded and unhealed from years.
She try to cup his face, "Jeet"
"Who jeet... "
"Jeet My son"
"He DIED... He effin Died than and their When U said ...him to go away from ur sight otherwise u will do somthing to ur self... (in question tone) U remember na? Maa... U only siad me To move away from ur siight"
"I'm sorry"
"It's ok" He said in emotionless tone
She look at his calm demure, His curt 'It's Ok' Hurt her. "I'm Ok with everything Mother... which give u peace... Be it if my pain gives u peace than I'm always their to bear pain even if it's out of my capacity...But One thing that I'm not in for is... Ur this gesture which nothing but Pure sampathy I just effin can't tolerate this" his words were calm like a sea... which is nothing but other name of disaster if it come up in destroying.
His words were like a tight slap for her, and a reality check that She had lost her son... and Full stop from his side that their is no way left to reach is heart. "Abhijeet mein sympathy nhi dikha rhi... I care for u son"
He turn to slash on her, but his word gobble inside when he noticed his mother teary face, No matter how much he's hurt, how much complains he has with her... One thing he couldn't stand for is her tears... They pireced his heart gulping down his fury and complain... He calmly utter... "Maa please My head is paining I need rest... We will discus it someother day..."
"Abhijeet"
"Maa I said It's ok... Alright u know it happens... and I'm sorry... I don't know how just Lost my sense... I didn't meant any of my word... It all was compleate Sh!t just forget about it" He said while turning room light off.
She wiped her tears.. She knows her son means each and every word... It was his year long grief not just a Sh!t with defeated down shoulder she marched out from her son's room, outside she met with her both DILs... witout any exchange of words she lefts the place.
Muskan and tarika both had listen the conversation, Muskaan utters "Go Tariak Bhaiya needs u"
She nodds and move inside, Muskaan wiped her moister... "Don't be so cruel god...pls"
Daya who was resting on bed, opens his eyes after sensing someones presence "Musi"
"Hm"
She slammed herself in hug "Daya"
"Hey! Musi... what happen"
"Daya Bhaiya he's in pain Mummy ji is also suffering... Y can't our family normal like other's a Happy one"
"Hey Darling god must has plan something good dear... "
"What's Good in all this" she said in sobbing voice.
she's strong yet, fragile by heart, Daya signs as he himself unaware what's good in all this years long pain which his family basically his brother had gone thrgh, "I don't now yr... but we can't lose patience na... "
Both hug eachother giving support couple is so adorable... When one became immature or helpless other come up as a mature one. #couplegoals :-)
OTHERSIDE
ABHIRIKA ROOM
He just dug his head in pillow... Slow meek whispers cameout from him "Dad..."
"This Man has suffered yet today he's suffering", Tarika thought standing at the Door steps. She calls "Abhijeet"
He with heavy voice answered, "Sleep tarika Please... leave Me alone"
"Abhijeet listen"
""Can't U understand this little thing lady I need some silence" He literally shouted on her. She shrieked in fear... Being a Only daughter and smallest one in her home No one dare to raise their voice infront of her... secondly She never faced such emotional stress in her family.
"I'm sorry" She rushed towards balcony. Abhijeet who was regrets his impulsive behaviour just after a second... her eyes which were filled with tears, He fall back on bed closed his tightly.
In all this mess which is or was going on in his life she has no hand... she tho was not even in existence for him that time.
He stands up from bed went near balcony the glass door was bolted by her. He signs.. noticed her leaning on balcony, He knocked...she look back found him standing otherside of the locked door... She signs open it and went back to her initial posture.
"Tarika"
*No response*
"Tarika... I'm sorry " Before he could justify his useless action more he listen sniffs... He focused on her face as it was dark outside. He panicked a little found her crying he pull her towards him facing
"Hey! Hey! Stop cryimh... I'm sorry Baba... are... U know I'm dumb head... U know Hey Tarika"
In return he got nothing but more Sniffs... She was really scared today his red sleep deprived eyes... and shout make her lost her composure more over Do I tell U she's on her periods! Heck! Do anything else bad needed in life... Periods a Biggest nightmare when They arrives and By chance they didn't arrive on date it's a different level headache Uf!
He was shocked by her crying, "Go!"
"Baba rona band karo yaar"
"U so Bad... U shouted... Like a like a ... aaa... PIG"
"Pig?" He bobbed his head like amazement.
"I said Go" she pushed him.
"Tarika Listen na... U know na my condition"
"yehi tho problem hai abhijeet... I know Ur condition... but u... never tried to to know mine... U know All this... all this is very new for me I was smallest one in my house, here I'm eldest that ok the relation u and mummy ji shares it's so hard to tackle for me... the condition u r... Abhijeet U have to stop living in past... If u will not stop living in past than We can't create a happy future " She bust out
He look at her face she was crying her voice was losing sound because of sobs. "Acha! Stop crying"
"Don't know what happening... ruki nhi rhe hai" She said.
She moved towards swing sat placing her face on her knees... and start crying Effin the harmones and Moodswings. He again sat beside her "Atleast try karo shayd rona band ho jaye... aise kasie"
"Nhi ho rha hai... No one understands Me... No one Loves Me... No one... " She sobs.
He cups her face between his plam, "Tarika" He calls
She lift her Red and puffed eyes, He rubbed her tears from thumb "Sh!"
But, she again start sobbing,with murmure " No one understands Me... No one Loves Me... No one.." He look at her... Somrthing was wrong he was sure she was not this much crying because of his shout finding no way out, He slammed his lips on her, She widen her eyes... slowly and gradually both the naive become expert in just first encounter He sucks her rosy lips, a slow pleasure moan escaped from her... breaking the beautiful moment. He whispers "Everyone loves u baby!... specially Me!"
She lowers her eye-lashes, he lifted her head "Hey! feeling calm" he made her place her head on chest.
"Little bit"
"Now tell me What happen"
"Nothing...hm" playing with his finger,
"Btao bhi "
"Imonmyperiods" she utters
"Can u please speak in a language I can understand tarika" He asked
"Periods"
"Hey It's Ok y to shy... its a natural process..." He try to remove that shyness...
He signs, "Tarika... May be we r not like other couple... Like om bhai and shivami babhi ya phir daya-muskaan but... I Assure u one thing Only u have rights on me no one could ever claim me... only u I know I'm not perfect or a best even a average husband but...And No girl Deserve a person like Me" He said all to her
"U know what...u right No one deserve a person like u" She said in serious tone. He lower his head, She lifted look directly in his eyes "Becasue Mr. Abhijeet Rathore U are One and Only creation of Almighty for Me... "
He hugs her saying "I LOVE U TARIKA... I love So much ... I can't think My life Without U ... I love U " Unexpected confession made her shock. He just confess his love in a very unusual situation.
"I know this is not the way I had to Confess... atleast some simple preparation before confession but"
She snaked her arms aroound his neck nuzzling her face on his head standing on tip-toe (whispers) "This is the best way u confessed... Just Feelings Nothing else... I Love u too... I love from the time I saw u... "
Haan hum badalne lage
Girne sambhalne lage
Jab se hai jaana tumhein
Teri ore chalne lage
NEXT MORNING
He was getting ready for bureau as... Daya and muskan r still on their off... but his 2 days Off ended. A charming calm smile lingering on his lips... When soul reason of smile entered.
"Ye lo" forwards medicine to him. Making face he said, "Yrr hato isse"
"aree Kyu? chalo lo jaldi"
"Thik hoon mein"
"Aur Dr. hoon mein"
"Lasho ki"
"Excuse me,... did u just mock me"
"No!"
Their little bickering halted by his phone rings, A professional 'Jai hind Sir' from his mouth made her shiver and head up in proud. He move a little away but she was smart enough
(On call)
"Ok sir I will take the Mission details directly from DCP sir... "
(otherside) "Sorry to disturb u Abhijeet... but karthik met with Accident we can't plant him when he's already injured... "
"No problem sir"
"Ok than Meet u in evening"
"be ready for tommorrow"
"Sir"
(Call ended)
She asked "Mission kaisa?"
He look at her "Chota sa kaam ... don't worry"
"Kitne din"
"Abhi details n h... mere pass... and tarika I can't tell u everything related to My job...Never ask me...Because Lying to u is something I hate" He Marched out informing and assuring her that he will have something outside.
कंचनी तन, चन्दनी मन, आह, आँसू, प्यार, सपने
राष्ट्र के हित कर चले सब कुछ हवन
Think Positive...Stay Negative ...
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