24/12/2021 Update
Good evening, you beautiful people!
I am here, nearly 5 years after I've published this fanfic and so many things happened and changed since I posted it. What never changed was it didn't stop being one of my joys, even though I hated how it's written. I came back to it this last week, finally finding the time and mood for it, and revised it the best I can, removing typos, fixing a lot of medical inaccuracies, rewriting a lot of the cringier (for me) parts, shaping the scenes more, keeping the characters more in-character. My writing isn't the best, but I feel it is slightly better than it was when this story was born. I hope now the story sounds better but still gives off the same feeling.
The same friend who told me not to delete anything I hate because a lot of people might find comfort in it without me knowing it [Morphine still exists because of her lmao] was the one that brought to my attention that a lot of people read on fanfiction net and only there and a lot of people read on AO3 and only there, so I am probably going to post this fic on AO3 as well, under the same title. Hoping it will bring someone any fun or joy it has brought to people here, for all its life on this website.
I also feel that this is not the last time I visit this story so if you see me posting another note in 5 more years, you would know I've come to feel what it was like writing it again. Once again, I'd like to express my gratitude to everyone who read and loved this story, and has been kind to me all throughout it and after I finished it. It warms my heart. Thank you.
~misericordia98