No Air
This one gets smutty from the off and carry's on that way so please be warned
Where's my Breath
Sam had been on the road for just over 4 months, this was the longest tour he'd done in a long while, his fault really he'd made the mistake of announcing that maybe he was up for hanging his hat up after releasing his last album as he needed stability in his life. His young family were demanding on his wife and he felt he needed to take some timeout to support her at this time. The fans were not impressed with his decision but when they saw published pictures of his children they soon came round and he had sell out concerts around the country, with extra nights and extended show slots to contend with. Communication with his family was another issue and he was now talking to his wife maybe once a week and that definitely wasn't a habit of choice.
Sitting in this bar in Connecticut thinking about his wife brought tears to his eyes and a rise in his pants "God I miss the feel of my woman" he said louder than he'd intended as he sat drinking his whisky shot
"I can work with that" A voice came back at him making him look round to see this beautiful blond haired woman sitting almost next to him
"Thanks but no thanks" he said kindly as she shuffled closer making him move uncomfortably "I said no thanks" he repeated
"I heard you" the woman said "But I rarely listen to verbal communication your body is saying something completely different" she smiled
"That may well be, but that would be because I'm sitting here thinking about my wife" he informed her
"I'm not saying anything about that you could very well be thinking about her with the added benefits of touching me" she said "I could help you with your wish" she said as Sam looked up from his whisky at her touch to his thigh
"Excuse me" he said looking back down at her hand moving up his leg
"You could think about your wife while you touched me" she repeated
"Could you get your hand off m…" Sam said his voice hitching as she grabbed hold of his package and stared into his eyes
"I could put my mouth around that if you want" she said "That's not cheating is it?" she asked
"I don't want" Sam said trying to stop himself from hardening but he hadn't been touched that way for nearly five months and god did he miss his wife "Could you stop that please?" he said looking into this woman's eyes as she leaned forward and kissed him full on the lips forcing her tongue inside his mouth and using her free hand to press his face into hers
"Do you need to feel your wife?" she asked when she let him up for air
"My wife not you" Sam said before she pulled him in again
He didn't lose himself in the kiss, he still couldn't breathe, he lost himself in the feeling of a woman on his mouth, he was thinking his wife, he was kissing his wife, his hands went up and he was feeling his wife, and he kept his eyes closed keeping the vision of his wife in his mind
"We need to go to your room" the woman said as they stood up and left to go to his room
"Blindfold" she said as they got in the lift and took it out and put it over his eyes "I'm your wife" she whispered in his ear before attacking his lips again "What room are you in?"
"469" was all he said Sam's testosterone had gone through the roof, he just needed to get out of his trousers and into this make believe wife, he was as hard as a rock and this was painful "Gratification" he said as they left the lift and entered his room
"What's your name" the woman asked as she got them into the room put him on the bed and started tying his hands to the bed post
"Joe" Sam said as panic set in for telling lies before he remembered this was not his wife but, he was going to do his best to imagine she was "God I need my wife" he gasped
"Lay down Joe" she said pushing him down flat onto the bed "So what's my name?" she asked as she tied his other hand to the post
"Slut" he spat
"Fine if that does it for you but slut will be paid £150 for this treat" she said undoing his trousers to expose his swell
"Just get me off" he shouted his urgency getting more painful with every second
"Patience" she said as he heard her walking around the bed
"Joe can you feel my breath on you?" she asked as she knelt in front of him speaking to his swell
"God yes" Sam said his body jumping in anticipation of her mouth touching it
"Do you need me?" she asked
"I need you to do the deed, I want my wife like crazy"
"I am your wife remember Joe I'm slut"
"Stop this teasing just give the job and get the fuck out of here" he shouted no longer wanting to be nice about things he needed to get off and that was it no small talk
"Ok" she said as she grabbed hold of him ready to go to work on it
"Stop" he said "Fucking stop" he shouted
"What?" she asked
"I don't want this I love my wife and I need my family just get out" he said "Loose my hands and get out" he demanded and he heard the door click and then silence "What the fuck" he said to himself wondering how he was going to get out of this now "How the fuck am I going to explain this to my wife for fuck sake" he said trying to get out of the rope and blindfold to no avail. Suddenly he was aware somehow that he wasn't alone "Are you still here?" he asked "I asked you to leave will you please undo these ropes and leave" he said looking around the room trying to hear where the person had moved to but heard nothing. "Please I'll give you the money just loose me out of here, seriously I can't be found like this" he said "God my life, I'm so sorry" he said as a tear came to his eye suddenly he heard music coming to his ear from all around the room 'I need' by TGT blasted out as he listened for anyone to speak "Can you please loose me out of this I need to call my wife" he asked hoping someone was in the room listening to him "Please let me out" he said as something touched his body making his jerk and look around frantically becoming even more aware that he was blindfolded. "Is that a feather?" he asked "Could you please not touch me again" he said aware that he needed all his concentration to not get another swell "please this was a mistake I should never have led you on, I get that now and I'm truly sorry just please let me go" he said as the feather touched him again this time slower and a few more times "God" he said as the strokes hit his spots "Please stop" he begged as his body started moving voluntarily with the strokes, "Seriously I truly don't want sex with you" he said as his body said something else as he felt a hand grab hold of his now swell "Please I'm begging you don't do this, seriously I love my wife" he said as the hand started working him making him move to the rhythm "Seriously I don't want this" he said wishing he'd got his phone in his hand so he could call his wife and tell her he was being raped "How the fuck did you get yourself into this fucking situation?" he shouted at himself a tear springing to his eye for his anger "Please I'll lose everything if you do this to me I have a family, please stop" he said as his body was still saying something else "Seriously I know my body is saying one thing but in my mind I am clear I love my wife" he assured the person as he felt the bed move signalling that someone was climbing on it next to him, suddenly they were over him straggling him "Please stop" he said as he felt the person moving up him "What are you doing?" he asked with concern "I need you to stop" he said when he realised the person was bringing their wet up to his face, the body kept moving up his and suddenly he was in a dilemma someone he didn't know wanted him to eat them was it a fucking man even "This is going no further" he said as someone hovered over his face, he moved his head to one side to avoid the situation and his head was turned back and what he recognised through feel a wet placed over his mouth as the woman moved over his face trying to get him to engage in the activities 'I'm being fucking raped' was all he could think over and over again 'who the fuck is going to believe I was raped?' he thought as he lay there with this wet being rubbed all over his face, not breathing, engaging in no activity with the person wiling his dick to go down. She must have heard him because she immediately jumped off his face and went down to performing orally on him "God" he gasped as a familiar unfamiliarity hit him as the mouth covered him and started working him like only one woman knew how to work him "Mercy?" he asked when he was almost sure it was her "Mercy let me go I don't like the game babe" he said as she took the blindfold off his face and smiled at him, a loud breath he didn't know he was holding came out as he gasped for air with the relief "My hands babe" he said looking up to the head of the bed as she climbed up him and let him go. He didn't want to ask any questions just now he just needed his wife and she was there "I love you babe and I'm so sorry" he said grabbing her hips pulling up to give her what she'd asked for a short while ago. Opening her up and sucking hard enough making her cry out with the exquisite feeling only her husband could give her
"God yes" she said at the end of her scream
Sam's hands wondered all over her body, pinching her sensitive parts until they were like bullets as his mouth done it's work bringing her near peak "You're not going to finish just yet babe" he said stopping his action "I need you to slow me down" he said sliding her back down his body and getting her to the bottom of the bed roughly dropping her to her knees to do her thing Mercy grabbed him in her mouth as she got to her knees making his head fly back as his hand went into fists grabbing the sheets as she got into rhythm 'Hurry' by TGT came on making him laugh Mercy looked at him as he did and smiled as she removed her mouth and started using her hand to bring him to peak
"You missed me yeah?" she asked
"Like a fucking mad man" he laughed as his eyes closed for her finding his place again "I love you Mercy" he said indicating he was peaking as she grabbed him intimately and pinched his nipple hard making him cringe in pain but in pleasure at the same time as her mouth left him and suddenly they were connected with her ready to peak, a few thrust and he was spent. "Why did you do that babe?" he asked when he started to think straight
"I was testing you of course and I wanted you to want me bad" she said
"Did I pass your test?" he asked
"I'm impressed you still love me babe"
"I told you I'm so tired of….." he said before the song started making him laugh as 'All For You' by TGT rung out "You know me too well but, I'm keeping my word and I'm still proving to you that we're living in our heaven, yeah?" he asked
"Yep" she said "Come on let's get washed up" she said dragging him to the bathroom
Sam reached in and turned the shower on as Mercy stood brushing her teeth at the sink and handed him his brush for the same chore he took the brush and put it on the side of the sink pulled her to him and bent her over the sink entering her almost immediately as she gasped and held onto the sink to steady herself as he had lifted her right leg for access. She leaned back into him when he became comfortable for her and he hoisted her other leg up onto the sink opening her up fully "Touch yourself" he instructed her as he looked at her in the mirror in front of them. Kissing her neck and back as he serviced her "I love you babe" he whispered in her ear
"I love you too babe" she replied "And I'm nearly there babe" she said as he watched her hand movement get frantic
"Stop babe" he said, seeing she was well past that command stage he removed her hand for her
"Babe" she said opening her eyes to look at him in the mirror to see the cheeky grin on his face "Games" she said smiling back
"Rides" he said smiling back removing himself from her as he backed her into the shower stepping in himself first, spinning her around to face him as he grabbed her lips and kissed her pecks at first which became longer and more urgent with every contact "I need you so bad, I knew I loved you but, I didn't know how much until that test I'm so fucking turned on I just need to love you, every part of you" he said through his peppered kisses going down her body until his face was where he wanted it to be and again her leg was hoisted up, over his shoulder this time, as he pressed her against the wall of the shower enclosure and grabbed her other leg when he felt her giving way to her explosion a few minutes later as she screamed out "Sam" in some note he was surprised to hear. He didn't give her time to come down he kept hold of her right leg and entered her without hesitation kissing her hard muffling out some of her scream as she felt him with force "God Mercy you feel so good" he said as he closed his eyes and focused everything on the feeling he was getting from rubbing the walls of her insides with his pulsing muscle "Babe I'm" was suddenly stifled by an almighty groan as Sam's body moved vigorously for a short while and then suddenly stood still as she lifted his head up to look at her "I love you Mercy" he said as she felt him releasing inside her evidenced only by the pulse of his member inside her as he filled her up giving her a spurt of arousal at the intimacy as they stared into each other's eyes
"I love you too babe" she said as he felt her walls pulsate around him as her body jerked in acceptance of his seed. They kissed as they let the water beat against their skin for a while before Sam grabbed the gel and started washing them both down pulling her out of the shower and back into the bedroom
"This is going to get rough babe" he said as he threw her onto the bed, both still wet as their hands slipped around for a bit before he dragged her from underneath him and had her bouncing as high as he could get her on top of him 'Sex never felt better' by TGT playing as she screamed with every bounce "You feeling me babe?" he asked
"Yes babe" she got out through clenched teeth
Suddenly he lifted her off him and his head was in his place again giving her pleasure amid the pain he brought her near peak and flipped her over preparing her for a third entry explosion "Ready?" he asked as he lubricated her and played in that area neglecting everywhere else on her body for a while, until she was clearly aroused at his actions, he knew what his woman needed and she knew what he meant with every move, she just turned her head and smiled at him and he had his answer as he connected with her as she moved hungrily below him
"I so need this babe" he said as she moaned and groaned with every thrust as Sam's grip on her hips got tighter almost to a pinch as his need increased. Just at the right time Sam touched her button making her scream out as she peaked her muscles pulsing against him pushing him out of her with force as he fought against her by pushing himself back in and exploding himself at the sensation.
They both flopped on the bed after that for a short while before Sam spoke "Babe you can't starve me for nearly five months and then throw a game at me it's not fair" he laughed
"I can do what I want I'm Mrs Evans" she laughed "Anyway what about that girl you threw at me the last time?" she giggled "Now that wasn't fair, kissing up on the bitch and stuff"
"I should have known really, that shit never happens" he laughed "But seriously I was off my guard, she got me tied up for fuck sake so I had an intention and I'm sorry about that"
"You changed your mind and got some focus and, I was pleased at how many times you told her about me and the children"
"We need to stop these one day it's going to go terribly wrong" he laughed
"Are you playing tonight?" she asked
"Yeah" he replied flatly
"So we can get a comfort break" she smiled "I've only got today"
Sam didn't reply to her news but needless to say they spent all day together locked in their little world, talking about the children, family and friends and everything that had happened since he'd been away that she hadn't told him yet as well as loving on each other, Sam was super clingy and Mercy loved it.
"Sam" Eric called over the phone at 3 p.m., way past turn check over time "Where are you we need to get this gig sorted you know better man"
"I'm coming in for about 8 p.m. set everyone else up and I'll be ready to do my thing" Sam said laughing
"Mercy's in town then?" he asked
"Yep" Mercy replied "Hi Eric"
"You need to give notice woman you mess up about 150 people's day when you do shit like this" Eric laughed
"I'm only concerned with messing my man's day up" she laughed "Bye Mercy, Sam" she said
"Bye Mercy, Later Sam" Eric said putting the phone down laughing leaving them to themselves
"So you want to mess my day up?" Sam asked grabbing after her as she made her move to get away "There's only so far you can run" he warned getting up to go after her as she ran around the hotel room throwing cushions after him and he threw them back "There's no point in running Mrs. Evans you know you want this" he joked narrowing his eyes at her
"Oohh Sam's serious eyes" she said "Beg me" she ordered
"You want me to beg for something I'm going to get anyway?" he asked
"Beg me" she said again
Sam took the bait "Mercy please will you give me my property" he said putting his sexy eye action on show
Mercy laughed "I said beg not moan" pointing to her wet "And this belongs to me, I just let you have fun with it sometimes"
"Ok" Sam said a bit more serious than he was before "Stop walking" he said, in a voice Mercy knew wasn't part of the game
"What?" she asked the smile gone from her face
"First off" he said walking towards her "Your wet belongs to me" he said looking at her a bit upset "You referring to it as yours tells me you feel you can give it to who you want and we both know that is not the case"
"Babe it was just a jo…"
"Secondly" he said sitting down on the couch "Get those off" he said nodding at her joggers "In fact get it all off" he said as he watched her taking her clothes off for him bringing a smile to his face as he looked at her for the longest time making love to her body with his eyes before saying "Mercy can I have you"
"Yes" was all she got time to say, before he pulled her to him on the couch, peppering kisses over her stomach "That was the sexiest beg ever babe" she said as she fell to her knees kissing him all over his chest before reaching up to his face grabbing his lips and staying there until they needed breath.
Sam took his Joggers off while they were kissing and pulled Mercy up onto his lap and eased her onto him as they both made their familiar connection noises "Look at me babe" he said making Mercy look "I want another baby"
"Sam you always do this to me" she said still moving on him as she spoke
"So the answer is simple then can we have another baby?" he asked lifting her up off him "And you know this is going no further until I get an answer yes or no"
"Sam" she said slapping his chest
"What? we said four, if we have one now while I'm off work we can have time and stuff and at least I'm there to help" he reasoned
"I don't know, and this is not about you it's about me, I want my life back I want to be able to just get up and go find my husband wherever he is to make love to me, I want to go back to singing, I want to get back to finding me you know"
"Ok fine, so you want to say no but you don't want to hurt me" he paraphrased
"No that's not what I want I need to think about it" she replied
"Ok" he said connecting with her again, she took a while to get back in the mood but she did and they rode to heaven and back
"Mercy" Sam whispered in her ear some hours later as she stirred "Mercy it's time for my gig" he whispered as she opened her eyes and smiled at the realisation of him being there "You have to get up babe" he smiled back as she pulled him to her and kissed him
"How long have you got left of this?"
"It's three weeks at the moment but everything keeps getting extended" he replied
"Your fans don't want you to come home" she laughed
"I am coming home" he said looking at her suspiciously
"No I didn't mean anything by that Sam you're in a funny mood, do we have trust issues I'm not aware of?"
"No, did I hear you say you only had today?"
"Yeah I go back first thing tomorrow morning"
"That's probably what it is then"
"What what is?"
"This feeling you're leaving me again"
"Come on we've learned to work through this" she said
"Yeah" he said falling back into bed "One for the road?" he asked
"As many as you want" she said laughing as he kissed her neck as they rolled around the bed
"It really is time to go now" Mercy said as they lay exhausted an hour later "You have definitely worn this out" she giggled
"My job" Sam said laughing too as he dragged her up and into the shower to get ready for his gig
Take a breather
"Hi Guys" Sam said 5 minutes past 8 p.m. with Mercy still attached as he walked into the gig
"Hi Guys" Mercy mimicked laughing
"I really can't see why she gets priority over us whenever she comes around" Eric said smiling
"You're not supposed to see why Eric" Sam informed him laughing
"60 minutes to lift off go get your update from Sarah and you better pull all the stops out" Eric replied
"And find me in your break" Mercy said pecking him and leaving to go look around the set
"Not too far wife" Sam shouted after her as she waved her acknowledgement, he did what he needed to do and an hour later he was on stage doing his thing singing his songs to his wife mainly and giving her shout outs nearly every other song. He announced a break about 15 minutes early as Mercy jumped up off her chair and ran backstage, but the crowd had talked him into singing a favourite before he left the stage and he agreed to sing two chorus' and a verse. When he finally got off stage he went in search of Mercy with only 20 minutes to spare he needed to find her fast, he looked in the obvious places and didn't find her "Damn Mercy there are times to play games" he said as he set off in another direction to find her "Have you seen my wife?" he asked people backstage as he went all saying no. He eventually ventured outside the side entrance on a guess to see Mercy standing there smiling at him "I'm still going to go for it" he said smiling back at her
He walked towards her taking her by the waist and pulling her in kissing her with force "You are going to get it lady" he laughed
"I'm sure you mean you're going to get it" she laughed taking his lips back in and sucking so hard on his bottom lip he moaned
"Mercy I got to sing" he said when she let it go
"Sing for me" she said taking it back in her mouth as her hands worked fast releasing her prize as he searched her body to remove his offender to find there were none
"You are so naughty Mrs E" he said as he entered her body with his hands "And I love it" he said as she moaned and reeled at his movements
"Please babe" she said as he lifted her leg again to take his prize, moving her across to the door to stop intruders interrupting them as he moved fast but steady until he heard her familiar cry and was able to find release himself "We got 5 minutes" she said smiling
"It's going to take us that long to get back" he said sorting himself out and spinning her round and slapping her butt as he opened the door for her to go through
"Aren't you going to wash your hands?" Mercy asked, Sam didn't answer he just carried on walking "What you mad about?" she asked but got no answer "Is it because I'm leaving?" she asked still no answer "You're going to wash that off Evans" she said pulling him towards the bathroom as he pulled away and went back on stage
"Hi folks" he said as he ran back on stage, Mercy standing watching, mad for Sam not listening to her "I've said it all night my wife's here and it's been a while since we've actually seen each other" he said as the crowd whooped "Excuse me" he said to his crowd looking at his fingers "I've just had some chocolate and it's all over my fingers still" he said before, to Mercy's surprise, he started tasting her off his fingers in front of the crowd, what shocked her even more was the arousal she felt at him doing that as she smiled. When she caught herself Sam was looking back at her smiling himself, two hours later his gig was over and they were making their way back to the Hotel.
Try to Breathe
"Why did you do that on stage?" she asked as Sam kissed her hard on the lips Smiling, picking her up and laying her on the bed as he found his way down to suck on her nipple so hard he made her last word semi screech before moving back up to her mouth kissing her tenderly before wondering down her with peppered kisses "Because I made you look for me" she finally said knowingly
"No, because your leaving me"
"That doesn't even make sense"
"I saw the look on your face you wanted me just as much as I wanted you right then" he said stopping what he was doing and looking at her "Please don't go babe, it's only three weeks and then we can go home together"
"Sam" Mercy said rolling her eyes "I knew this was a mistake" she thought "I have to go home our babies are there with only the nanny for company and we agreed the less of that the better"
"I know you're thinking you wished you hadn't come now" he sat up looking at her
"What?"
"For me being all needy and shit but you don't know how lonely it gets out here Mercy and I long to be home and right now, well your all I can have of that, I want you close" he got up saying
"And babe I understand all that, I go there too when I'm working but, the children are at home and I just can't be away from them for three weeks so please don't ask me to" Mercy could hear signs, of melt down but Sam was always stronger than her maybe he was just plain homesick she thought wiping the thought from her head and getting back to the conversation at hand
"I'm not asking, I'm begging" he said looking up at her with his puppy eyes
"Sam you know I'd love to but I can't leave the babies that long I'm sorry" she said tears in her eyes for being pulled two ways
"it's ok I'm being mean again, forget it I know you can't leave the babies for that long" he said, his voice would have made him sound like he was sincere in saying that but, Mercy knew he was hinting at coming last again and he caught her rolling her eyes at her thought "So now I'm pathetic?" he shouted
"No babe come on please see this for what it is, you were saying earlier you wanted more children, how are we going to deal with that if we can't deal with a three old and two one year olds. I'm beaten into the ground and I've still found time to spend a day with you, and hopefully two productive nights"
"What time are you going back?"
"I'm at the airport in like six hours 9 a.m. for an 11 a.m. flight"
"Can I change it to 2 p.m.?"
"No babe we both know how that ends" she giggled making him smile
"I tried" he said grabbing her back to him "I knew you loved them more than me"
"I don't, I love them different that's all"
"How different?" he asked pushing her head up off his chest to make her look at him
"Well I love them in a protective way I love the feel of having my arms around them protecting them for the world and everything in it except you" she said nudging him in the stomach with a smile, as he cocked his ear for her interpretation of her love for him "And I love having your arms around me protecting me from everything out there in the world I love your love, your safety, your love making, my hands touching you here" she said ready to get him geared up again as she rubbed herself against him "Please babe, don't waste time" she begged before going all in.
4 hours later and a very sleepy Sam was trying to keep a conversation going with Mercy, she was questioning him constantly because she needed to know when he was asleep so she could get out "Do you want to get a shower babe?" she asked
"In a bit" Sam just about got out
She waited for about another 10 minutes before asking the question again and got no answer so, she got up had her shower, packed her small bag, kissed his forehead; making him move to receive it, wrote her note and left the hotel "Damn" she thought for the drama he was going to perform when he woke up to find her gone but she knew she only had more of the same to come if she stayed and allowed him to wake up.
90 minutes later - 8.45 a.m.
Mercy's phone rang she knew who it was there was no need for her to check the face and God she really didn't want to answer it but, he knew that and he'd go on forever. In fact she knew he was getting dressed as the phone rang out, then it stopped and she looked at it guilty for doing that, for ignoring her man, so she called him back.
"Sam" she said when he picked the phone up
"How the fuck are you doing this to me" he said angry over the phone, obviously trying to catch his breath
"I can't take this Sam I need to go home"
"If you get on that plane today we are done do you hear me" he said to silence "Mercy do you hear me"
"Yes Sam I hear you"
"I didn't hear you tell that taxi to turn around" he said as a long silence overtook the air
"Sam you can't do this to me" she cried
"That's where I'm at it's about time you chose me or them" he said as she heard something crash
"Sam…"
"I still haven't heard you tell that taxi to turn around" he spat out interrupting her
"Babe listen to me" she said holding the phone with both hands "Can you hear yourself asking me to choose between you and our children babe" she said still crying 'shit is he in melt down?' she thought
"That's where I'm at just now you sent me here, how the fuck are you not even going to say bye like I was some trick or something you even left a fucking note"
"Did you read it?" she asked
"No, and right now I don't give a fuck about what your note said, come back and say it to my face" he said as she heard him screwing the note up
Mercy sat on the phone rolling her eyes at the situation "Take me back to the hotel please" she finally said to the taxi driver "I can't calm this shit down from home" she thought as Sam clipped the phone off, leaving her looking at the mobile face 'he's in meltdown, he would never have spoken to me like that, not Sam' she said to herself as she did the life restructure in her head, she needed to be there for him through this and, they both needed normality for a while and one sure step towards that would be getting their children to them, so she made that her priority and made the appropriate calls
"Mandy" she said when home answered the phone "My Mom's going to come over and help you bring the children over to us today could you get them packed as best you can, what you forget we can buy" she instructed "We're in Connecticut, I'll send a car to meet you all you can stay overnight and then get back tomorrow is that alright?" she asked. Mandy agreed and Mercy got on the phone to her mother explained the situation and she agreed to travel with the children to get to her
"I told you that man was going to go into meltdown all that time away you know he don't do well" her Mom said in her I told you so tone
"I know Ma" she said rolling her eyes "I just got to calm him down he's going avatar and I don't want to leave him just now"
Mercy made the 80 minute journey back to the hotel and opened the door to find Sam sitting on the couch, maybe the only thing that wasn't broken in the room as he looked up to see her standing there, let out a breath, the noise of it filled the room, and burst into tears "I guess I went into melt down" he said as she went to him and held him as he cried "I heard myself and I just couldn't stop it" he said holding onto her
"I know babe" was all she could say Mercy had gone through it when she had been on her world tour back in 2018, not so long ago and Sam had promised to meet up with her in China, it had been 6 months since they'd seen each other and she was aching for him. They'd been married for just two years and already half that time was taken up with touring and, as much as they asked they never got to do gigs in the same cities. When Sam had finally got to meet up with her a few weeks later Mercy was like glue. Sam had only got three days between gigs and even on the first day he was worried at how he was going to get away from her, she was mega needy and seemed to not trust him to do anything alone, like she didn't want him to leave ever. When he finally did get away she screamed down the phone at him for tricking her, he promised everything; to slow things down, talk to his Agent, visit more but she wasn't having it. He went back and they fell into each other, it tested their relationship in the worst way, they made love like animals that day and as they exploded together Sam looked at her and asked her to have his baby. As soon as he got back two months later they started and Mercy decided to take time out to make and be with her family. She still recorded and had hit after hit out there but she didn't tour and she'd said she wouldn't for a long while to come. Myra was born nearly a year later, a difficult birth but a beautiful baby Boy with blond hair, hazel eyes and killer lips. Things calmed down for a while as they were both in love with this little bundle of joy that had made them complete, two years later Sam was having problems with Mercy letting go again, she constantly moaned about being left at home, he must have thought it worked once because he got her in that same position again and asked her again to have his baby, thankfully it worked and they had their identical twins Samara and Manuel but, as the family got bigger they needed more money and Sam found himself taking on jobs that kept him away from home for two to three months, resulting in him taking things into his own hands and announcing his semi-retirement. None of them knew he was going to be away for 5 months, and now here she was 4 years later him feeling what she felt back then.
"it's ok babe I understand, I'm going nowhere" she said still holding him and running her fingers through his hair "You're going to be fine babe" she rocked him until he found rest again "I'm going to run us a bath babe" she told him but when she went to get up, he held onto her looking at her before letting her go, then lifting his head to see where she was going and listening for the running bath which he heard "Come on babe" she called through when it was ready. He didn't say anything he just got undressed and got in the bath, Mercy sat behind him holding him and running her hand through his hair
"That feels good babe" he finally said as Mercy breathed a sigh of relief "I'm sorry about my melt down, it's just so fucking lonely out here and everyone wants a piece of me, I don't know who to trust and that's seeping into my life with you and that scares me" he said looking back at Mercy who just lay still stroking his hair "I didn't mean that about not coming back babe, I don't know where I went then, I could hear it but I just didn't think it was me"
"It's ok babe, I think your allowed one meltdown, things will get better when this tour finishes" she said rubbing his chest while his hands rubbed her legs "but you know we need to pay for the damage here don't you?" she asked smiling at him when he looked up. They sat in the bath for a while until Mercy decided to call room service to deal with the damage and got out the bath, Sam got out too but went to bed laying down but not sleeping "Babe I'm going nowhere" she said smiling at him when she went back to the bedroom to see him still up "Get some rest you've got your gig tonight, I'm sorting the room out" she informed him "And I promise I'm going nowhere" she said kissing his forehead as he lay down to sleep
"Just for an hour" he said satisfied with her promise
"Until I wake you up babe" she said smiling at him as he closed his eyes
Mercy went about paying for the damage and getting the room upgraded with reassurances that the damage wouldn't happen again, luckily it was only the living area that needed attention. She asked for their belongings to be moved to the new suite before the rest of her family arrived and booked adjoining quarters for her Mom and Mandy to stay the night. Ordered food and called Eric to inform him that Sam would be late in and set his clothes out before waking him up at 6 p.m. he'd slept the day away obviously exhausted
"Babe" she said kissing his nose making him move and grab hold of her as she sat on the bed "Babe" she said again when he'd stopped feeling on her "You got to get up have something to eat and get to your gig" she whispered in his ear
"I'll eat you, will you jump in here with me?" he asked opening his eyes "I wish we could do this all day long?" he said pulling her under the sheets and holding her tighter, stretching so she felt him press against her
"You know that's got to happen" she said going in for her prize emerging 30 minutes later with Sam attached as they used the bathroom before their food was delivered at 7p.m. they ate, chilled for a bit., Mercy listened to Sam talk about his love for her, his family, his future in the business and his meltdown some more before he got dressed and they made their way to his gig.
He really wasn't in a good place but only they knew that as Mercy watched him on autopilot interacting with everyone as usual taking his cue's and engaging with his audience. He didn't take a break tonight he sang for three hours solid before announcing his last song dedicating it to his wife as she smiled back at him and he blew her a kiss she instinctively sent him one back before he started singing his version of 'Drunk on your Love' by Brett Eldredge before closing the show and literally falling into her arms back stage "He's fine Eric just needs some rest" Mercy assured Eric as Sam grabbed hold of her and she led him out to the waiting car "It's ok babe" was all she said to him as she held him until he felt better.
"Where are we going?" he asked when they got to the hotel and he was going to a different floor
"You smashed the room up remember?" Mercy said as he nodded acknowledgement "We moved rooms"
"To a suite?"
"Yeah to a suite" she replied
"Are you staying because I really do understand you having to go be with our children we love them regardless of what I said" he said looking at her for some sort of forgiveness "I really am sorry about what I said"
"I know you are babe and I'm sorry for not recognising what you were going through, I should have remembered the signs" she said "It feels crazy doesn't it?"
"Yeah I'm feeling it but I can't believe it, I'm supposed to be the strong one"
"This business does that to you if you're not strong enough babe, but I know you are"
"We're lucky really" he said
"Lucky?" she asked
"Yeah lucky, for most people getting through this is about drugs or some other vice ours is each other, I'm sorry I did it but I'm glad you came back"
"Hey you'll always be my baby, babe, not many woman can say they have their own personal drug, that don't cost shit" she laughed as Sam started singing
Head over heels for you baby, no one else, yeah that's for sure, I would never leave you girl, take the handle off the door
Your love is loud, I'm high as shit, I'm high as shit, girl, I'm on a cloud, wanna break you down some more I'm talking to her
Girl you got that bomb, call it Bombay, Spend the night at the crib with the Sam babe, It's six in the morning, I wake up, I'm zoning, zoning, I need you
[Chorus]
Baby you're like a drug, Baby you're like a drug, a drug, Baby you're like a drug, Baby you're like a drug, a drug
I want to meet the plug, Introduce me to the plug, Where you get all this love, that love, take me straight to your plug, girl
(Extract from 'Like a Drug' by Ty Dolla Sign)
Mercy smiling as they got to their suite, entered and sat down in time for him to finished his ditty before he went in for his woman again "I need a fix babe" he said before he covered her mouth with his
"Not here babe lets go to bed" she said jumping up as Sam looked at her questioningly "Come on I want to do unmentionable things to you tonight" she said giving him her ready for bed eyes as she grabbed his hand and walked him to their room, leaving him to find the bed while she went to put some music on
"We got music again, don't tell me someone's coming to join us babe, I'm not up for that ever" he smiled
"No it's just me, you and the mood" she smiled back "Let's grab a shower" she said as she walked towards the bathroom, still smiling he got up and followed her
"What happened to the music?" he asked when he got there and nothing had come on yet
"It'll happen" she said standing there almost naked already "Hurry up, or do I need to do this myself"
"What are we trading places?" he asked
"No but we are having some Usher up in here tonight, you're getting good at my games babe" she laughed as she stepped into the shower and he followed not long afterwards, getting out five minutes later.
"Get on the bed" she said, Sam was intrigued as to where Mercy was taking this, he smiled and did as she requested letting the sheets dry his body, waiting for what came next as she turned the music on and he heard 'Making love' by usher blasting out making him smile "This is yours" she said "Think what you want but, you can only look at me and don't touch me only touch yourself" she said sitting on the bed watching him "Come on your song's started" she said rushing him on
"What you want me to play with myself?" he asked
"If that's what you feel to do when you look at or think about me yes"
"Really?" he asked shocked "Mercy you're sitting right there"
"My game Sam play" she said rolling her eyes "I'll give you one last chance, I'll start it again but just this once" so she did and Sam finally got into the game. She watched as his face changed with his urgency as his body movement became more intense, his hand movement became vigorous and lost count of the amount of times he went to put his hand on her but remembered the rules. Then when she knew he was nearing his peak she stopped his hand and asked him to stop watching the tension in his body release and his face soften as he smiled at the look on her face
"That turned you on" he said more as an observation than a question
"My turn" she said shooing him out the way for her to get to lay down comfortably
"Mercy I'm there, I need release and you're talking about watching you? I need in babe"
"My game babe"
"Ok but you know I'm going to take this shit back when I'm ready" he said getting up to let her lay down "And same rules apply"
"Ok" she said Putting 'Crash' by Usher on as she bounced onto the bed and got into position while Sam watched as she played with her body touching all the places he touched when he made love to her he could taste each place as she touched it. Now this bit of reality he could close his eyes and get off to, he bit his bottom lip trying to take the focus off himself and think about Mercy and what she was doing as she stared at him and worked herself. Her hips rising and falling, her fingers doing fast work on her wet, her noises, he was going to blow sitting there watching
"Mercy stop" he said more for his own control than hers but she did anyway
"What?" she asked looking at him with concern
"My game" he said smiling "Sorry babe I got to take care of my shit" he said climbing on the bed "I'm jealous of even you touching my property, can you believe that?" he laughed grabbing her legs and lifting her right leg to rest it on his shoulder, going in hard making Mercy moan with pleasure in the pain of it as 'Dive' by usher played "God you feel so fucking good babe" he said. After a while there was a bit of a struggle as Mercy tried to get her leg down to ease the pain he was putting on her and he fought to keep her there, but she won in the end wrapping her legs about his waist as he went into her touching her body bring her wet up to meet him as he lost himself in this perfect place they had created, just where he needed to be. "I love you babe" he said before he loosed her butt and paid attention to her button, as she moved to his rhythm "give it to me babe" he whispered as he felt her clench him and he stopped his action waiting for her to bring herself to climax
"Babe, shit babe I'm here" she screamed as he stopped and let her explode over him as he throbbed inside her doing the same thing
"You know what I'm going to say don't you?" he asked, as they looked into each other eyes, their muscles connected pumping, still on their high "Can we have another baby?"
Mercy's head went to the side as she stretched for the jeans she'd had on that night and took the crumpled paper out of her pocket and passed it to Sam "read that" she said as he let one hand go to take the paper still holding onto her hip with his other hand waiting for the answer "Read it I'm not going to get off you" she said, he looked at her and set his knees under her butt before letting her go fully to unwrap the paper 'I took my last contraception last night so I guess your answer is yes Mr. Evans and you better be giving me my other baby girl, say it "you love me" speak soon'
Sam smiled, hugged her and eventually said "Thank you, I'll try" and laughed so loud Mercy had to hit him with the pillow to shut him up
"What is it with you and shutting me down tonight?" he asked hitting her back with the pillow before grabbing her to him and kissing her deep which went further "babe I know I slept the day away but I still need more sleep I'm exhausted and you dealing with me like this helps but it doesn't if you know what I mean"
"Don't lie" Mercy giggled "I know you want us to make our baby in our own bed"
"I do, but I'm not saying no to you ever, I'm wherever you want me" he laughed "But no I'm not lying I am tired" he said flopping down on the bed after their third round
"Ok sleep because we have a full day tomorrow" she said cringing for letting that cat out the bag
"Plans?" he enquired
"Yeah we'll get out of this damn hotel and do something tomorrow" she said she wasn't lying they'd at least take the children out for air
"Ok" he said settling in and pulling her into him "If you need the bathroom you better go now I'm not letting you go tonight" he said with his eyes closed
"I'm fine" she said as he pulled her into the point she was questioning her breathing "Sam I need to breath" she said hitting his arm lightly and he loosed his grip a bit and fell asleep
Breathe
"Mercy" Sam shouted when he woke up to find she'd gone again, his world spinning in slow motion as he only heard his heart beating fast and wondered how it was still taking in air when he wasn't taking any in "How the fuck did I let my guard down like that" he grabbed his joggers saying as he went towards the bedroom door
"Morning" she said smiling back at him, when he opened the door, as she uncovered the breakfast items to put them on a tray "So much for breakfast in bed" she said "Come get the drinks and we'll go back anyway" she said wiggling her eyebrows as Sam took in air and did as she asked
"Babe"
"I know babe, but we know that's the meltdown and, we'll deal with that day by day" she said kissing his lips as he bent to pick up the cups and follow her back to their bedroom
They'd just finished breakfast and Sam had things on his mind when the doorbell rang "Shit that's going to be Eric isn't it wondering about last night did it look bad babe?" he asked as he got up to go answer the door
"You looked fine babe" she said jumping off the bed to follow him to the door
"You are not coming to the door like that" he swung round to say to her
"Why not?" she asked with her naughty face on
"Five minutes babe, just let me get rid of Eric and I'll be back, you're taking this baby thing serious yeah?" he laughed
"I'm coming to the door" she insisted
"Mercy don't get me trippin you're not coming to the door like that get a cardigan on or something, here" he said throwing his jacket at her "Put that on" he instructed "And I'm not happy about this" he said as the doorbell rang again and he headed out the room to open the door, looking back as he got there to see Mercy standing in the bedroom door still only in her teddy nightwear with legs crossed at the ankle leaning in the doorway "Hold up" he said to whoever was behind the door and ran back pushing Mercy back in the room and shutting the door "Don't come out if you're not going to behave" he said kissing her as he shut the door and shaking his head as he walked away with a smile on his face 'always pushing' he thought as he grabbed the door knob and turned it to see the bedroom door fly open again at the same time. So he's standing there with the front door open at one end of the room, with some stranger or Eric standing there looking at Mercy standing, call it naked, at the bedroom door, he wasn't embarrassed he was jealous for someone seeing his woman and having that thought in their head locked away to go jerk off to whenever they felt like it "Mercy" he said boring holes in her with his eyes as he looked back at the door to say sorry and slam it
"Mom" was all that came out
"Daddy" Myra shouted getting his attention first as Sam fell to his knees and scraped up the child running towards him tears in his eyes unable to speak as his mother walked in with the twins in their buggy going over to Mercy who kissed them both and took Manuel out while her mother took Samara out and they passed them around until everyone had said hello to everyone before they sat down content with their children around them
"Thank you for this Mercy" he said as he let the children climb all over his without a care "The suite, the planning, not in the living room I should have guessed" he laughed "This is what I need"
"You should know by now I play the best games Evans" she said slapping her ass as she walked back into the bedroom "We need to get ready to take the children out I can't have them cooped up in here all day"
"Oh before you two disappear" her mom said "I can give you a week, your Dad's fine with that so nights I'm all yours so you two can go play but 10 a.m. till 7 p.m. my time" she announced "I spoke to Rose and she can come the week after that and your sister can do the last week but Sam" she said getting his full attention "No more extensions they'll have you going for years if you let them"
"Ok" he said before walking into their bedroom, he shut the door and grabbed Mercy holding her to him for a while before putting some space between them and taking a deep breath "Mercy I can breathe, you just know don't you" he said making her laugh "Mercy I found air, I know I'm going to be alright, you got me air" he said kissing her
The End