I wanted to make a quick note about the timeline since things are about to get a bit jumbled up and when I was rereading some passages I realized it was confusing for the reader to determine when certain events were happening relative to others. I also want to mention it's been about 8 months since the start of the story.
(Start || Day 0) Battle between Naruto and Neji takes place
(Next Day || Day 1) Hinata is forbidden from seeing Naruto || Naruto talks to Apple guy
(One week later || Day 8) Tenten and Naruto meet
(A few days later || Day 13) Hinata and Neji speak
(Two weeks later || Day 27) Naruto meets Sakura
Hopefully that clears up some confusion!
Hinata P.O.V
After that night, after that conversation with Neji, I felt a bit, if only a little, more confident in my situation. Though I couldn't possibly see how I was ever going to meet Naruto again, something about Neji's words kept me optimistic. Neji, for all of his unkindnesses and past misgivings, had been so supportive in his speech that I couldn't doubt my future. It seemed like an insult to our newfound relationship to diminish his encouragement.
Though I hardly left the confines of my room, on the rare occasion I did step out into the more public areas, I was able to give a small smile to Neji as he passed by me in the hallways. He would return my recent attempts at friendship with a respectful nod. I was able to find out through gossiping maids that Neji had also tried to convince my father to lower the security around my quarters and to allow Tenten access into my room. My father, knowing the full situation, wouldn't hear any of Neji's reasoning, flat-out refusing to remove the guard, and still remained resentful towards Tenten. Hiashi-sama had always maintained some level of respect for the orphaned kunoichi. Even if she was of a lower status, she was able to keep pace with the Hyuuga elite. He had always given Tenten all considerations when she was within the compound even taking the time to speak to her, albeit quickly and formally. She was both friend to Neji and me and that made her elite in her own regard. But in light of the recent events, Tenten was treated like a traitor. Whenever Hiashi-sama saw her in the common rooms, he would glare at her as if it were her fault for my betrayal. She was forbidden from being alone with me in case she were to pass information about Naruto. The moments that Tenten had been able visit, she had completely avoided the subject of Naruto and the battle. She too understood the severity of her involvement in my love life and it seemed that she didn't want to give the elders any excuse to expel her from the compound.
Tenten tried to ignore the watchful eyes of the Hyuuga guard for my sake. Pretending as if they were only statues, she would attempt to produce the same playful atmosphere that surrounded us when we were alone in my room. I too was determined to keep my spirits up. We spoke about kingdom politics and combat maneuvers. When Tenten got bored with listening to Hanabi drone on about the various rival clans, the conversation would switch to stories from her missions. Sometimes Hanabi and Tenten would casually spar with the result that Hanabi always wound up being more and more impressed with the kunoichi's abilities. Neji had been kind enough to have various games and toys delivered to us on the evenings he knew Hanabi and Tenten had free. I think it was his way of trying to encourage me and it worked for the most part. For those brief few days after our conversation, I was able to take my mind away from the constant gloom and play marbles with an overly competitive Tenten.
It wasn't just my relationship with Neji that had improved immensely within the short time span. From what Tenten told me two days after the battle, Neji seemed to have a change of heart in terms of his stance on how he was going to treat her. Though I highly doubted he told her his feelings, it seemed as though he was kinder towards her and even apologized to her the way he had with me. In turn, Tenten's demeanor improved dramatically. While my mood was determinedly spirited, her's was a genuine joy that wasn't forced. She would guiltily leave our afternoon meetings early to visit Neji and bask in the renewed friendship. I tried, though ruefully, to encourage her to spend the warm evenings with Neji. I wanted them both to enjoy what little he had left of his bachelorhood pretending, if only for a few hours a day, that they were more to each other than just teammates. She was happier and, after my night time chat with Neji, I could tell he was happier too, a joy I think they wouldn't experience in the next few months.
Exactly three days after Hiashi-sama forbade me from seeing Naruto, he had announced the date for Neji's engagement ceremony. I had almost choked on the bread I was eating as my eyes flashed towards Neji. His face remained neutral while his hands clench the silverware on the table. The ceremony was to occur one month from now and would be held within the Hyuuga compound. Neji did not object but slowly nodded his head in understanding. At first it seemed as though the engagement was some elusive event that was bound to happen in the distant future. There were no immediate plans being made and Neji himself seemed to go about his daily work as if he had never been told of the impending tragedy. But almost two weeks later, the entire compound was bustling away with preparations.
"Almost two weeks!" The elders would exclaim during clan meetings, sometimes even daring to interrupt an important announcement. They were all a tither with excitement. It was comical, ignoring the severity of the event, how giddy the usually stoic clan members were when discussing Neji's engagement. There was a renewed sense of youth among the elders who were enthused to witness another marriage on par with that of Hiashi-sama's many years ago. The entire kingdom would be envious of the Hyuuga clan and the strength that would come of the merger. Children and young adults who had never attended such a lavish celebration were chirping to each other about the new clothes they would be wearing and the attention the clan was receiving. The solemn Hyuuga clan was pathetically enthusiastic, replacing the unbearably dull gray and pale blue hues with bright reds, creamy whites, and vibrant yellows, all colors thought to bring good luck in a marriage. Servants were hysterically recruited into renovating the already pristine compound by adding marble statues at the end of every corridor or replacing the plain oil lamps with grand golden torches. They too were revelling in the increased pay and better treatment that came with the overall positive mood of the clan.
The only people who seemed to remain somber through the happy occasion were Neji and Tenten. Each time Tenten walked through the corridors, her fists would ball up and her eyes would water though she would wear a resolute smile on her lips to hide her rage. When elders thoughtlessly asked her opinion of the marriage, Tenten would bite her tongue and reply politely that she too thought the match was perfect.
"Yes the bride is beautiful." She responded to a particularly pushy older woman.
"Beautiful? My dear, she is like a goddess. I think she may be the only woman in all of Konoha that is a fit match for our Neji. Look at the two of them." The woman said pulling out the picture of the bride next to the picture of Neji that was taken to send to the bride's family. "I dare anyone to name another woman who is as ideal for him as she is."
Tenten was forced to nod in agreement as the lady waved the photos around. Though I have never claimed to read minds, in that moment I knew exactly what Tenten was thinking. Me she would have responded.
Sometimes when we sat in the courtyard, we would see Neji walking through the hallway surrounded by various maids trying to color match his outfits and coordinate his attire. On certain occasions he would catch Tenten's eyes and rush quickly away causing the many maids to scurry after him. Tenten would turn silent for a few minutes before returning to the conversation. Once when Hanabi, Tenten, and I were playing a silly game involving snakes and ladders, one of Hanabi's handmaids arrived to ask for her outfit selection. While Hanabi rifled through the various garments, the maid struck up conversation with Tenten whom she had always been friendly with.
"You must be the most excited to attend the Neji-sama's engagement. I heard that he named you as one of his familiars." She was referring to the kingdom tradition of granting those closest to the groom (and bride) who weren't family a temporary status that placed them equal to their immediate kin. Lee, Gai-san, and Tenten would be sitting right up at the head table and would be standing right next to Neji during the ceremony. It was considered one of the highest honors to be a Hyuuga familiar.
"Yes. I'm just thrilled." Tenten said through gritted teeth trying to keep her eyes on the serpents carved into the wooden placard.
"It must be like watching your own brother being given away." The maid said with an air of doe eyed romanticism. Tenten clenched her fists but still replied respectfully.
"Yes. Like a brother."
"I wonder what the bride looks like. I hear she is supposed to be extremely beautiful."
"Yes. I heard that as well."
"I wonder if Neji-sama will appreciate her good looks. Someone said many men from across the globe came searching for her hand."
"Is that so." Though Tenten didn't mean it as encouragement, the maid took this statement to indicate Tenten's interest.
"Yes! But Neji's own handsome features and proper lineage were able to convince her of the marriage." She was silent for a moment, contemplating something. Tenten took this lapse in conversation to ask me to play my next turn. As I tossed the dice onto the board, the maid began again.
"I wonder how soon after the wedding the couple will conceive a child? I mean if it's too soon then we can be sure that Neji-sama is content with his bride."
I sputtered through the shock of the words. Tenten had turned her head towards the maid in such a quick movement I was afraid her neck would break. Before Tenten could act rashly, a pale hand thrust a dress into the maid's lap.
"That is enough." Hanabi said with the voice she used to command. The maid's face turned bright red and she quickly stood up.
"I am so sorry Hanabi-sama. I spoke foolishly out of turn. It is not my place to say such-"
"You are right. It is not your place." Hanabi said coldly and waved her hand indicating for the maid to leave. The girl rapidly grabbed the pile of clothing and ran out of the courtyard. We sat silently, waiting for Tenten to speak.
"I think I'm going to head out. I should practice a bit before Neji and Lee show up for training." Without a glance back, Tenten had disappeared out of the courtyard as well leaving Hanabi and I to pack up the game. As Hanabi folded up the wooden play set, she spoke softly.
"Love is a horrible curse."
In that moment I knew how I was supposed to reply. After hearing Neji's pep talk and pushing myself to keep up an air of determination, I was supposed correct her. I was supposed to say 'No Hanabi, love is a splendid blessing that we should cherish' or something equally as passionate and motivating. But what I said instead showed the truth that I felt in my heart despite all the support.
"Yes it is."
It was in these moments, witnessing Tenten's heartbreak and Neji's melancholy resignation, that my own confidence would begin to waver. It was easy to tell myself that I could do this, that I could hold my own and wait for Naruto, when I was alone in my bed fantasizing about elaborate escapes. I would repeat the heroic words Neji had told me over and over again in my head. They were the mantra I used to motivate myself. In those unattended moments, I felt as though I could take on an entire army. But here, sitting with Tenten and noticing her agony with my own eyes, I saw my own hopelessness mirrored in the scenario. The restoration of my depression came from two realizations both sprung on by the engagement ceremony preparations.
The first came to me when I was walking through the halls, regarding the change in atmosphere in the compound for the first time. Neji would be engaged in two weeks time and then married within the next few months. How long after his wedding would my own be? I was of marriageable age, having already rejected a slurry of suitors. I couldn't expect my father to be patient any longer. In fact, I think Neji's impending marriage and my relationship with Naruto would only push him towards finding me a suitor as soon as possible. When within that time frame was I supposed to find Naruto? Leaving the compound proved impossible and the security detail wouldn't change once I was engaged. Would I be married within the year, only months after Neji's? I couldn't think of any way, besides drastic measures, that would prevent my marriage. I would be married even if I was forced into it and subjugated to the rules of whichever household I now belonged too. I may be able to escape from there but the fact remained that I would be married, a prospect that seemed equal to death.
The second was a slow realization that would wash into my mind like calm waves each time I spoke to Tenten or played with Hanabi. Even if I had found a way to leave the compound, I would be throwing away everything for Naruto. I would be giving up the luxurious lifestyle of a Hyuuga heiress, a price that seemed petty in comparison to a future filled with golden locks and bright blue eyes. But when I seriously considered what my life would be like after forsaking my family, I realized I would be giving up much more than fancy dresses and gaudy dinner parties. I would be sacrificing the closest friend I had ever made. I would never be able to see Tenten again. Tenten would never give up her high ambitions and love of Neji to follow me and Naruto wherever we went. She would stay in the kingdom, accepting dangerous missions, watching Neji's life without her, and maintaining loyalty to the Hokage she had sworn her services to. And what of Hanabi and Neji? I had finally been granted the sibling love I had always wanted and could I give that up so easily? Was it really so selfish of me to want to keep these important people in my life? In my quest to reunite with Naruto, I would have to sacrifice Tenten, Hanabi, and Neji and the price seemed too steep.
I knew then that if I wanted to have the perfect future I envisioned, I would have to do it through the approval, or at least acceptance, of the Hyuuga household. Otherwise I only saw two paths. One that lead to Naruto at the sacrifice of the family I chose for myself. The other, I could see, had me walking towards a loveless marriage and bleak family life but maintaining the comfort of my friends. I didn't want to walk down either and the weight of the decision kept bringing back the insecurity and dread I had felt time and time again.
Two days before the engagement ceremony, my father had called me, Hanabi, and Neji into his drawing room. He sat us down at the deep cherry table and a servant poured us hot tea. The room was sparse except for the dining table and paintings of various clan leaders on the wall. This room, as well as the rest of Hiashi-sama's chambers, were one of the few places within the compound that had remained untouched by the festive decorations.
"Tomorrow we will all be attending a royal event. The medical consultant, Tsunade-sama is hosting a small party to commemorate her arrival in the kingdom and the introduction of her apprentice. She has been away for some time recruiting the new pupil. All the noble clans will be in attendance and I expect all of you to accompany me." We each nodded in acknowledgement.
"This should not need to be said but I must remind you that your behavior at this event is a reflection of the clan as a whole. Do not embarrass me." He emphasized before looking away from my frightful face.
"We will not Father." Hanabi reassured him. He looked at her approvingly and nodded.
"You are dismissed. Hanabi, will you stay a moment?" My sister stayed back as Neji and I left the room. I sighed, mentally preparing myself for the next day.
I had spent the next morning practicing my table manners with Hanabi and our instructor. After lunch I went to my room for a quick nap and woke up to find a set of handsome robes laid on my desk. The satin flowed through my fingertips as I examined the delicate efflorescent design weaving its way throughout the dress. Before I could properly appreciate the depth of the pattern, a knock on the door shifted my attention. Once I opened the door, a flurry of handmaids and seamstresses gathered inside. One moved to open the curtains, which I hadn't touched in the last month, preferring to keep the prison in a constant state of darkness. Dust rose from the fabric as she pulled them back. Light poured in displaying the contents of my room in full brightness. I was thrust into a chair and the women set to work on my hair and face. I vanished into the cushions as hands tugged at my dark locks pinning them to my head. Another set of hands dusted rouge across my cheeks and after half an hour of the pampering, they lifted me out of the chair. Stripping away my nightgown, they spun the robe around me, fastening pins and clips in various places. I felt the coolness of a heavy diamond necklace sitting against my chest. After walking through clouds of perfume, I was deemed fit for the party. They ushered me out of my room and escorted to the main entrance where I met Hanabi and Neji both looking stunning. Under the usual plain uniform of the Hyuuga attire, Hanabi and Neji were both still considered attractive. However, with all the trimmings and the effort, they were a force to be reckoned with.
Neji led us into a horse drawn carriage where Hiashi-sama awaited us. A coachman held the door open as I followed Hanabi into the spacious interior. Hiashi-sama refused to look at me as Neji reviewed the guard schedule with us. Only four Hyuuga elite were to accompany us on the journey. Two would be up front acting as coachmen while the other two would travel from afar. They would not be accompanying us into the party but would be dutifully waiting and watching outside.
The horses began to trot steadily onto the path as we rode into town, the very center of which stood the shimmering white castle that was home to the Hokage and Tsunade-same, who was by far the most royal of all of us. She had Hokage blood and the castle was her birthright the same way white eyes were mine. I had been to the castle countless times but it had been almost a year since I had stepped into the ivory halls. I watched as the trees transformed into houses into mansions as we drew closer and closer. On impulse I drew my head to the window almost itching to leave the carriage. I thought, for one rash second, that I could quickly thrust the doors open and run as fast as I could, perhaps escaping into the incoming darkness of night. Almost as if she could see the plan forming in my eyes, Hanabi grabbed my hand and gently pulled me away from the window. She reached over me and pulled the drapes over it preventing me from my one escape. We continued to sit quietly as the carriage began to slow down and halt behind rows of other vehicles. Once we were at the front entrance, a court attendant escorted us through the large golden doors and before me was a scene from a fairytale. The hall shimmered with glittering yellow lights and beautiful women who were laughing or dancing with handsome gentlemen.
"The Hyuuga Clan." The attendant announced then bowed away. The group of people nearest looked up at us and whispering broke through the hall as the announcement of our arrival traveled through to all of the other clans.
I was immediately swept into the crowd as Hanabi gripped my elbow tightly and we followed after my father and Neji. We spent half of an hour greeting various noblemen and women. They were all delighted to see me and Hanabi and congratulated Neji on his engagement. Neji and Hanabi, the perfect pictures of grace, replied kindly to these comments, complimenting the wellwishers in return. I could only bow and give a forced smile. Neji and Hanabi were able to use their commanding personalities to their favor giving an air of elegance and respect. My own timidness played to my favor as many of the noble families found the qualities of shyness and softness befitting of a Hyuuga princess. Men did not like strong women, they would say to each other in front of me, so Hinata-sama is the perfect pick for anyone. I took the insults as compliments and gave weak smiles that produced the desired results. The Hyuuga clan was idyllic.
Hiashi-sama broke away from us to speak with other clan elders and we were left to our own devices. Neji and Hanabi had both been engaged in separate conversations and their focus was away from me. While I waited by myself, I heard my name being called out from behind me.
"Hinata-sama!" A tall gentleman with dark hair and sunken eyes greeted me. I knew him to be from one of the other clans that had asked for my hand in marriage. Hanabi had rejected him calling the man arrogant and idiotic. He took my hand before I could protest and kissed it.
"It has been much too long since I have seen your beauty!" He said throwing me what he thought was a charming smile. I stood there silently. Without releasing my hand, the man pulled me closer.
"Come! Let's have a dance shall we?" Suddenly a hand came between ours and I was ripped away from the suitor.
"C'mon, give it a rest man." A familiar voice spoke from behind me. To my left I saw the recognizable features of a tall man with dark glasses. He nodded to me in greeting. My eyes shifted from him to the man who was currently holding my hand. An impish grin spread across his face as he watched the suitor shuffle away muttering underneath his breath. The brown haired man turned to me and smiled.
"Hinata!" Kiba pulled me into an embrace followed in suit by Shino who was never one for physical affection. It was almost a year since I had seen either of them. These two men were part of my team when I was enrolled in the academy. Once I had graduated, my father didn't think it was necessary for me to continue on as a ninja and pulled me out of the team. I had visited them a few times on the training field but that seemed like another life. I couldn't help myself and smiled back.
"Long time no see! Where the hell have you been?" Kiba said, pulling me towards an empty table. Shino sat silently to my left as Kiba took the spot to my right. "How come we haven't seen you in forever?"
"I-I-I-"
"Oh please, Hinata, it's only been a year. It's not like we're strangers." Kiba said rolling his eyes. I blushed under the embarrassment of my stutter. Composing myself, I started again.
"I have been busy."
"Too busy to stop by once in awhile? Shino's been practically on the brink of insanity waiting for you." Shino shook his head at the dramatization.
"It is good to see you." Shino said. I nodded.
"It is good to see you as well."
"Hinata you look really pretty tonight. No wonder all the guys are checking you out!"
"Thank you." I blushed trying to conceal the grin painted across my face. Encouraged by the smile, Kiba put his arm around my chair in a display of familiarity rarely given to a Hyuuga in public. If it were anyone else, I'm sure Hiashi-sama would be up in arms. However the Inuzuka and Aburame clans were both incredibly gifted families on par with the Hyuuga. In fact, Hiashi-sama had once hoped for a marriage between Kiba and I that was quickly disregarded since we were teammates at the time.
"So it looks like your cousin is going to marry mine, huh?" I had temporarily forgotten that it was a woman from the Inuzuka clan whom Neji would be betrothed.
"Do you know the bride well?"
"Nah, she's a distant relative who lives out in the west. I don't know her personally but my parents are attending the engagement."
"Will you not be there as well Kiba-kun?" It was his turn to blush though I hardly understood why.
"Kiba-kun? God Hinata you're so cute! But nah, I didn't really want to go but now that I know you'll be there I'm kinda pissed I said no." Conversation flowed smoothly from there as we discussed the marriage. I watched as Kiba joked with Shino and I studied his features. He was definitely handsome, with devilish looks and sharp teeth. He had wolfish qualities that both charmed and frightened the girls at academy. Even though he spoke roughly with the other girls, Kiba was always kind to me and treated me with care and consideration. Before I had met Naruto, I would sometimes imagine marrying Kiba and falling in love. As I sat staring at the man, I pictured myself as his wife. I wouldn't be completely miserable and I might even grow to love him in a different way than I had loved Naruto. I wouldn't be unhappy and I could bear it. Maybe I could settle myself into a content life with Kiba. The brown haired royalty ripped me away from my thoughts of infidelity.
"Hinata, your dad is calling you." I turned around to see Hiashi-sama and Hanabi looking at me. Their eyes rested upon Kiba's arm which had traveled off of the chair and around my shoulders. Noticing their gaze, he quickly pulled away and stood up, moving my chair back allowing me to leave the table. I dismissed myself and walked towards the pair. A simple smile fell upon Hiashi-sama's lips though it vanished once I arrived.
"I see you are comfortable with the Inuzuka heir." I didn't reply. Hanabi grabbed my hand and whispered we must speak soon in my ear before her attention was turned elsewhere.
"Tsunade-sama, this is my eldest daughter, Hinata." I bowed deeply as Tsunade-sama surveyed me. She smiled brightly before clasping a hand on my shoulder.
"Oh goodness, I remember when you were just a little girl. I've been gone for too long Hiashi!" She laughed and looked towards the table where Kiba and Shino had sat. "I still can't believe the Inuzuka brat has grown so tall. He was such a troublemaker and now look at him."
My father attempted a smile before Tsunade-sama grabbed a pale pink haired girl and presented her to us.
"This is Sakura my apprentice. Sakura, this is Hiashi-sama the head of the Hyuuga clan." The girl bowed. Tsunade-sama continued.
"This here is Hinata and this is Hanabi. Wow, she has grown as well!" Hanabi stuck out her hand and the girl, Sakura, took it and they shook hands.
"This grown man right here is Neji. He is to be engaged tomorrow! Oh Hiashi I'm so sorry I can't be there but I promise I'll attend the wedding!" My father merely nodded.
"Congratulations!" The girl said though her eyes continuously flitted towards me. She turned to Tsunade-sama.
"Sensei, there are very few women in my age group at this party. Would it be presumptuous of me to take Hinata-sama away from her family for few minutes. I do miss the company of other women." I looked at her in surprise. Hiashi-sama was shocked as well but before he could interfere Tsunade-sama had waved me towards Sakura.
"Oh hush Hiashi. It's healthy for young girls to get to know one another. In fact I would say it would be a good investment for the Hyuuga clan if one of your own became close friends with my apprentice!" The statement shut my father up very quickly. After nodding his approval, Hiashi-sama turned back to Tsunade-sama. Sakura grabbed my hand and guided me skillfully through the crowd of dancers onto a secluded balcony. She drew the curtains around her and stood there with me quietly breathing in the fresh night air.
"Use your byakugan and check for any of the Hyuuga guards around here." I was taken aback but did as she said. The order seemed serious. Though I did not see any Hyuuga guards within the trees, I scanned the dance floor and saw that my father's eyes were on me, even through the curtains. There would be no chance of escape on the balcony.
"Are they there?" She said. I shook my head and she let out a sigh. Leaning against the stone railing, Sakura looked me up and down. She smiled widely.
"You really as pretty as he said." My eyes widened. Who was she referring to? She couldn't possibly mean-
"Naruto asked me to send a message to you." Spotting my confusion, she clarified. "I'm a friend of his from home and an ally to your cause! Your family doesn't know of my connection to Naruto so I think I'm the safest channel for communication."
Suddenly she grabbed my hand and brought them to her chest. Her face was so close to mine. I could smell her fragrant perfume.
"Naruto wants me to tell you that he isn't going to give up! He's going to wait and keep fighting for you. He doesn't care how many years it takes, he doesn't care what situation you'll be in, and he doesn't mind waiting. He wanted me to make sure you understand that he will always be there for you and that you shouldn't forget him and that he won't stop looking for you and that he loves you and…" Her voice cracked. Fresh tears fell onto my hands as Sakura stared deeply into my eyes gauging my reaction.
"Do you u-understand? He loves you and you can't give up, okay?" Sakura let go of my hand and moved away to wipe her tears. The sudden bombardment of information was too much to process. A strange girl who I had never even spoken a word to was telling me not to give up? Memories of Naruto telling me about his teammates rushed in as I tried to recall everything I had ever heard about the girl. Volatile, kind, caring. Finally my thoughts came back to the most important matter at hand. Naruto wanted me to know that he wasn't going to give up.
"I know this is kind of weird coming from someone you don't know but I just want you to know that Naruto loves you very much. I could tell. He's never spoken like that about anyone before and he had this look. He honestly loves you soooo much."
"Th-Thank you." I said before she could continue. I was trying very hard to hold back tears. I think she could tell because she stopped pleading for me to understand. I moved closer to her and wiped away tears from her face.
"Th-Thank you f-f-for crying in m-my place." We stood there for a few minutes as Sakura regained her composure. She smiled a little.
"I'm sorry. I can't believe I'm the one crying and you're the one comforting me. I feel so bad. It's just that you guys have to find each other. I mean, I wish someone loved me the way Naruto loves you." She turned her back to me. From what I could remember, Sakura was in love with Sasuke Uchiha and I assumed that she spoke of him. I couldn't comfort her though. My own emotions were beginning to overwhelm me.
"Come on. They're probably waiting for us." She said once her eyes were dry. She made to take me to the door but I gripped her arm and pulled her back. Sakura stood there surprised.
"I-I n-n-need you to t-tell him s-something."
Naruto P.O.V
The cold night air brushed through my long hair. I pawed through the blond tufts trying to smooth it out. I noticed that my hair had grown considerably long in the month. I didn't take care of myself as much since I honestly didn't care what I looked like. Hinata liked my hair short but that didn't really matter since I wasn't really going to see Hinata anyways. She was off at some party probably just as miserable as I was but instead of sitting on top of a bell tower, she was being forced to dance with some haughty royal prince. I felt the tower rumble as someone below pulled the heavy rope forcing the bell to sway back and forth. It rang heavily in the dark sky promptly bringing in the new hour. As the last few chimes came to a silent halt, I listened as the bellman walked back down the winding staircase into his study. I breathed out, waiting impatiently for her to arrive. We had agreed to meet here, away from prying eyes, in case there were Hyuuga guards on the lookout for me.
I smelled cherry blossoms and felt her presence next to me. Without looking her way, I continued to examine the Kingdom as Sakura sat down.
"She's so pretty."
"Yeah I know." I sighed staring at the brightly lit castle where I knew Hinata was preparing to leave for home. I finally looked at Sakura who was wearing an exquisite kimono. A younger me would have been enthralled to be alone with a beautiful Sakura. "Did you give her the message?"
"Yeah and she has one of her own. She wants me to tell that she loves you and that she wishes she could tell you that in person and that she'll never ever lose hope and she won't stop trying." I turned back to the castle.
Tears began to fall violently from the edge of the rooftop onto the ground many feet below it. Whoever was standing underneath me probably thought it was raining in that specific location. But I couldn't control it and it wasn't going to stop. I was both happy and sad. I finally got my words to Hinata but the journey had just began. I will still nowhere near the end goal and the gravity of the situation came crashing down. I was so happy that Hinata loved me but why couldn't this love have come at an easier price. Head in my hands I sobbed so viciously it took Sakura her considerable strength to pull me into her chest.
"Why?" I repeated to her. "Why is it so hard?"
She shushed me trying to calm me down. When my tears finally stopped and my breathing steadied, Sakura pulled my face up to look at her.
"Naruto, sometimes the best loves are the hardest. It'll be worth it in the end, I promise." A new river of tears came gushing out and we sat there holding one another as I let it all out. Finally, when I finished and could no longer cry, I wiped away snot and laughed.
"Sorry for being so emotional. It's just so hard you know?"
Sakura looked at me and didn't smile. She pulled away and drew her knees up to her chest.
"Yeah I know."
I gave her a quizzical look.
"Wh-When Sasuke left me on that bench, I cried for days. I didn't think I could ever stop crying and looking back I'm amazed that I even did. Once you left, all I could seem to do was cry. I was just so devastated by what he did and how he just left me there. Left me like I wasn't worth it. I would have gone with him but he…" She broke off trying to choke back tears.
"Do you still love him?" Sakura looked at me with such hopelessly sad eyes.
"Yes." Her voice cracked. "I think I still do but don't get me wrong. I know full well Sasuke isn't the same boy we used to train with. The boy I fell in love with and the man we're chasing after are two different people and I know that. But I don't think I'll ever get over Sasuke."
Perched on the ledge of the bell tower, we stayed there until daybreak consumed by our thoughts and hardships.
Hinata P.O.V
There was a fervor within the household that I had never felt. A great eagerness flooded the Hyuuga clan as people ran from room to room placing last minute decorations and plating dinnerware before the Inuzuka clan arrived. Hiashi-sama commanded the clan as if we were in the middle of war, demanding everyone be dressed according to tradition and seated according to rank. Through the hustle and bustle I tried to catch Hanabi and ask her what she wanted to discuss from the night before but she too was scrambling around and was unable to leave my father's side.
It was a quarter past 5 and the music began. The gates flung open and a grand procession of the bride's family swarmed in. There she stood, at the front of the parade, face covered by a white veil adorned in a red saree. Hiashi-sama greeted the clan elders and ushered them into the compound. They shook hands with Neji and Hanabi and laughed merrily eager to start the traditional dinner. We all sat down at the long table, Hiashi-sama at one end. To his left the bride's father, another powerful clansman, and to the father's left was the bride's mother. To Hiashi-sama's right sat Hanabi, then me, then Neji who was placed strategically across from the bride. Next to him were two empty seats and next to the bride remained another empty seat.
"Hiashi! What are we waiting for! Let's start the meal!" The father said loftily. Hiashi-sama remained composed.
"We are waiting for a few more important guests to arrive." By the end of his sentence, the doors swung open again. From the far end of the room came two men in identical haircuts followed by a pretty young woman. Gai-san walked forward and embraced Hiashi-sama.
"Team Gai is honored to be invited to such a joyous occasion!"
"Thank you for attending." Hiashi-sama introduced Gai-san to the bride's father who knew him well. "Gai-san please take a seat next to Neji. Lee can sit next to you. Tenten you may sit next to the bride."
"YES! It is important for you to be friends with your future husbands comrades!" Chortled the father. The bride lowered her head in embarrassment. Once Tenten had taken her seat next to the bride, waiters brought plates of dinner in front of us. A thick yellow curry sat before me but I only had eyes for Tenten. She looked uncomfortable having to be seated so close to the woman she resented. I saw Tenten's eyes flicker towards Neji but then dart away back towards her food.
"My dear child, please remove your veil and let us all witness your beauty." Long fingers rose from underneath the table and gently pushed back the white curtains. In front of Neji sat a maiden whose rumors hardly did the girl justice. She was, in all aspects, beautiful. The bride had the perfect pale complexion and soft hands of one who had never spent a day of menial labor. She had big porcelain eyes that were a crisp sea green and hair so light in color it looked like gold. Her thick lashes batted against rosy cheeks and each time she breathed she looked like a doll come to life.
"You underplayed just how stunning your daughter was!" Shouted an elder from next to Lee. Tenten finally glanced at the girl but I wish she hadn't. Her face immediately hardened as she gazed at the blushing bride.
"Well do the two Hyuuga princesses approve of my daughter?" The mother asked from across the table. Hanabi replied with perfect precision.
"She is far more beautiful than I could have asked for. My cousin is lucky." A hearty laugh came from her father.
"It is us who are lucky to have Neji Hyuuga as a son-in-law!"
Dinner continued in the same manner, both parties taking turns commenting on the beauty of the bride or the strength of the groom. It wasn't until dessert that Gai sensei chimed in.
"It's one thing for you two to boast about your prospective son and daughter. Neither the groom or the bride have said a word." He leaned towards the bride. "Now now, can you tell us what you think of our Neji?"
"He is most accomplished. I am honored to be chosen as his bride." Her voice almost sang as she spoke the words. It was beautiful and proper, perfectly fitting of her appearance. Gai clapped a hand on Neji as the rest waited for his reply.
"It is I who is honored. You are more beautiful than any woman I have ever met and I cannot wait for the day I may call you my wife." He stared directly into the bride's eyes causing her to turn red and look quickly away. The table laugh as the couple returned their attention to their plates. I was the only one to notice Tenten drop her fork onto the table refusing to take another bite. My stomach churned as I chanced a look at Neji. His face remained stern despite the loving words he had just said. I couldn't help but notice that he refused to look in Tenten's direction.
After dinner the pre-ceremony rituals began. On an altar sat the bride and groom and behind them stood their respective families and familiars. One by one various clan elders from both sides came to give their blessing to the couple. With each elder came well wishes and heavy doses of compliments that stated how perfect the couple would be together. Tenten stood right next to me and I felt her take deep breathes as the bride gave thanks. I took Tenten's hand and squeezed it hoping to give her some support though little it did. In between changing people, I glanced at Tenten and saw to my horror, wet tears threaten the corner of her eyes. They did not fall but clung to her eyes as she raised her head willing the tears to go back. Nearly an hour went by until finally it was my turn. Letting go of Tenten's hands, I moved forward and stood in front of the couple. I grabbed a handful of flower petals and threw them on both the bride and groom.
"M-May you h-h-have a h-h-happy engagement." The bride smiled at me with tears in her eyes.
"Thank you so much Hinata-sama." She said. I stood off to the side and watched as Hanabi did the same. Following her were the bride's familiars, two young women who giggled as they blessed the couple. Then I knew it was Neji's familiar's turn. I watched as Gai-san approached and blessed them, then Lee, and then finally Tenten. With tan hands, she grabbed a fistful of flowers and delicately showered the couple before making to leave. Her hand was caught by the bride who looked at her hesitantly.
"Do you have any words for your teammate?" Tenten withdrew her hands and moved back. Her face pulled into a smile.
"In my excitement I forgot to speak the words I wanted to say." The bride's father and mother both laughed. Tenten looked at Neji and for the first time that night, he looked back at her.
"I wish you both the best and I hope to spend many wonderful years under the comfort of your union." The bride clapped her hands to her mouth and tears began to well again.
"Oh Tenten-san, I hope that we become something like sisters to one another." Tenten gave the bride a slight bow before taking her place beside me and Hanabi. She held my hand firmly and I could feel it shake underneath my hold.
Finally Hiashi-sama and the bride's father and mother gave their blessings. Chatter broke out as preparations for the next step in the ritual began. The bride and groom were given two separate rooms where their family and familiars are able to speak openly about the engagement. This time is used to tell the groom more personal blessings and good tidings before the official engagement. Neji was escorted to an inner chamber while Hanabi, Team Gai, and I followed suit. There were initial doors leading into a sitting room and through the sitting room was another set of ornate wooden doors with oriental designs carved into them. It was through these doors and in a smaller more private room that Neji would attend to his wellwishers. Everyone else lined up outside the initial doors waiting for their turn to speak with Neji. There were only about 10 people excluding our group waiting in line. One by one, Neji would call them in until finally Hanabi was called forward. After a few minutes, she exited the room and asked the rest of us to all enter. Team Gai and I walked into the small room. I could see Neji through the large holes cut in between dragons in the wooden doors. He peered out through the barrier and motioned for me to enter. Respectfully, Lee, Gai-san, and Tenten sat on the sofa furthest from the door. I sat down on the floor across from Neji. The room was surprisingly dark in comparison with the bright sitting room. Only a few lamps were lit and a large window showed a moonless sky.
"Thank you for coming." Neji bowed deeply enough that his head hit the floor. Rising up, he sighed.
"Y-You d-don't h-have-"
"Hinata I thank you for your blessing. It is kind of you to attend this personal meeting however I fear we do not have enough time. We can speak more openly after the ceremony. I ask that you remain in the room while I speak with the rest of my team. Thank you." He waved an arm towards the door. I stood up unsure what to do. I pushed open the door and from behind me Neji beckoned Tenten in. Instead of moving towards Gai-san and Lee, I sat on the sofa closest to the wooden doors. I tried not to watch as Neji stood up to address Tenten.
"Thank you for coming."
"Thank you for having me. It is an honor to be named a familiar." Tenten's voice was controlled. If she was crying or upset there was no indication of it..
"You have given me more than you will ever understand. The honor of familiar is the least I can give to you in return."
"Neji, please listen to me. I need to tell you something." Her voice didn't tremble or waver. She sounded determined. From the corner of my eye, I saw clothing flutter and thin fingers clutch a strong shoulder. I could vaguely see Tenten push herself onto Neji, clinging onto his clothing and forcing him to look at her. His arm snaked around her waist in response to the sudden closeness.
"You mean so much to me, I don't think you get how much. You can't go through with this wedding, you just can't! Maybe I'm wrong but I think you feel the same way to! Neji, I lov-"
"That is enough." I turned away but I still heard the shuffling of feet. I knew Tenten had moved away from him and her only attempt to confess to Neji was over.
"Tenten. I need you to understand that I must marry that woman." To the untrained ear Neji's words would have sounded hard and cold. But I was able to hear the rhythm falter on the words marry that woman. I think Tenten knew it too because I heard her walk away from Neji to the opposite side of the room.
"I understand." She said calmly. "However, you can't expect me to stay here and witness...I can't do that for you. That's asking too much from me."
"I understand." Neji said back to her. After a moment's silence, Tenten spoke again.
"Lee arranged a mission for me. It's a long one and it'll take me away from here for a week. I'm going to go on it because I can't be here. I'm sorry."
"I'm sorry." He parroted. I could hear her move towards the door.
"I hope in the end you'll be happy. Congratulations!" The wooden doors opened up once again. Tenten's eyes met mine and I did not see any tears.
"I'm going out of town for a week for a mission. I wish I could stay but it's urgent. Try to take care of yourself and don't get too down, okay?" Tenten pulled me in and gave the top of my head a quick kiss before addressing Lee.
"I'm going to wait outside if that's alright with you." Lee nodded and Tenten moved passed him and out of sight. He then moved towards Neji's den leaving the wood doors wide open.
"Lee-" Neji began but he was quickly cut off.
"I understand." Lee said sympathetically. He grabbed Neji's forearm and pulled him into an embrace. He released Neji and look into the man's eyes.
"You have always been honor and duty bound. This is a quality I respect. If this is your decision I will not try to change your mind. I can only wish you the best and hope that you are earnest in your choice."
"I am." Neji said with unwavering certainty.
"I expect nothing else. However, I too cannot stay to witness your engagement." Lee motioned his head towards the door Tenten had just left from. Neji nodded in return.
"Her needs outweigh my own right now. She needs you. Go." Lee gave Neji one final pat on the shoulder. As he passed me, Lee gave a quick bye and ducked out of the room to join Tenten.
It was now Gai-san's turn and as he got up out of his seat, I saw the droplets fall to the carpet. As he passed me by, Gai-san shook his head solemnly. He sat down and waited for Neji to take his seat.
"Neji. I have seen you grow from an arrogant and privileged child into an incredible young man deserving of all the love you refuse to afford yourself." Gai-san sighed deeply.
"My team is threatening to fall apart Neji. I can't bear to watch the sunflower I have helped blossom begin to wilt. You shouldn't allow yourself to wither away but instead like the sunflower seek out your life source, your light. You have always chosen duty before all else but perhaps this time you can choose yourself. Choose her."
"I cannot." The sound scared me. His voice was rougher and shakier than before. It was some time before he spoke again. In a more collected tone, Neji explained.
"You know I cannot. I thank you for your advice and words of encouragement but my clan has always and will always come first. My decision tonight will shape our future and will serve as a stepping stone for others to shape theirs."
"If that is your choice." Gai-san bowed his head and made to leave.
"Will you be staying for the ceremony?"
Gai-san looked at Neji incredulously before bestowing upon the man his patented smile and thumbs up combo.
"I wouldn't miss your engagement for the world!" I saw Neji break a small smile as Gai-san made to leave. Gai-san bowed respectfully towards me and left the chambers. Once he left, I stood up and waited diligently for Neji to leave the room. However, Neji sat there within the protection of the wooden doors. I could hear his deep breaths as he regained composure. He needed some time to collect himself and I would wait for him patiently as he did. Almost 15 minutes later, Neji left the room and I walked with him, almost like a bodyguard, towards the main hall. Upon arrival Neji and I were thrown onto the floor, seated beside Hanabi and Hiashi-sama and across from the bride's family.
In between the two clans sat various large silver plates stacked with different items. One plate held jewels, the other scrolls, another decadent sweets, and so on and so forth. Directly in front of Hiashi-sama sat a plate with a beautiful rose colored kimono and vibrant headpiece. An officiator began to speak ritualistic words in an ancient language very few of us knew. On queue, Neji and the bride would repeat certain words after the officiator. The final act of the engagement was introduced as music played in the background by a small band. Hiashi-sama took the plate in front of him and passed it to the bride's mother and father who accepted it graciously. They in turn, handed Hiashi-sama a similar plate with formal marital clothing and a traditional headdress. The swapping of the plates cemented the engagement. The two families cheered and flower petals were thrown all around. This would have been exuberant if it were not for the heartbreaking expression that played across Neji's face. He turned away from his bride, who was looking at him with an almost identical grimace.
The festivities went on for hours. It wasn't until late into the night that the Inuzuka family had finally left and the maids were hard at work, cleaning up the mess of flowers and food. Amidst the chaos, Neji beckoned me into a deserted chamber where we sat in the stillness waiting for someone to interrupt us. When it seemed that no one would come looking for us Neji relaxed a little.
"What a day." He groaned sitting on the plush sofa. I watched as his head tilted back and he closed his eyes out of tiredness.
"Why a-are you d-d-doing this?" I asked him. Neji shook his head in frustration.
"I have to."
"No you do not!" I begged him trying to make the man understand.
"It's too late now." I sat beside Neji hoping that the closeness would push him towards realization.
"You c-cannot keep p-p-putting the c-clan before yourself." Neji shook his head again.
"Hinata-sama, my primary motivation in this marriage is for the clan. But my secondary motivation is for you."
"Wh-What?"
"You are not the heir to the Hyuuga empire. You are neither an incredibly skilled asset to the main house. You are simply a daughter born to the highest member of the house." He stood up and paced around the room. I couldn't see where he was going with this line of reasoning.
"If I go through with this marriage then the Hyuuga household has made a solid alliance within the West and will no longer feel the pressure from our enemies in the area. Any further marriages would be based on clan strength and personal preference rather than political savvy. The weight of their decision in your marriage or Hanabi's would be comprised less of politics and necessity and more relaxed. On the other spectrum, Hanabi will soon be old enough to be considered a formidable leader and I will aid her to the best of my ability. She, much like myself, is duty bound and will marry whomever Hiashi-sama has chosen for her."
"Do you not see Hinata? Hanabi and I have ultimately ensured that your inevitable betrayal of the Hyuuga clan will not come at such a high price to the family. We will still be powerful. We have gained a new alliance and have a strong leader. When you leave to be with that man, your father will be able to retain the dignity of his clan because I have taken this marriage and because Hanabi will take authority. Our sacrifices have allowed you to take the path you want. You can make the choice we cannot make for ourselves."
"Th-That's l-l-ludicrious. You sh-should not, not f-for me."
"Hinata-sama, you do not understand the perfect opportunity presented before you. I only encouraged the circumstances further. Like I said my primary motivation was always our clan but knowing my marriage may help you pursue your ambitions only serves to show I have made the right choice. Please do not throw away my sacrifice." Neji looked at me one last time before leaving back towards his room. I sat by myself thinking of everything I had experienced in the last month. Every thought I had came gushing back.
Naruto had risked his life to come and get me back. Sakura had inspired faith in me to keep going and was rooting for us. Neji and Tenten had both sacrificed their chance at love so that I may have my own. I couldn't sit idly by as my friends endured hardships for my sake.
But the age old dilemma came back. If I chose Naruto, I would have to forsake those friends. But if I didn't then I would be spitting on their suffering.
I made up my mind.
As I hurried through the corridors, I could feel my resolve harden. If I couldn't see myself taking either path then I would have to pave my own. I would have Naruto and I would have my friends and in order to have both I needed to force my father to accept my decision. I marched my way past weary guards and into the first set of doors leading into my father's chambers.
"Hinata-sama, no one is permitted into the master's chambers."
"I w-w-wish to sp-speak with my Father now." I commanded the best I could. The guard looked hesitantly towards the door. I pushed him aside and made my way into the room. The man followed after me.
"Hinata-sama please, you mustn't."
"I wi-will speak t-to my Father. L-Leave at o-once." The noise caused the man behind the second set of doors to rustle around. I heard my father get up to investigate. He pushed back the door and looked at the confusing scene before him.
"Hiashi-sama, she just came in-"
"Leave." My father and I both said. The guard scampered away closing the door with him. My father pulled his robe tighter around him as he stared at me curiously.
"I h-h-have come to sp-speak to y-y-you about N-Naruto."
"Who?"
"N-N-Naruto, the d-demon h-host." My father's curious expression melted into fury.
"There will be no discussion. I have made my decision."
"B-B-But I have n-not made m-mine!" I declared to my father's surprise. For a split second his anger disappeared because shock had taken over.
"You have no decision to make. You will not dishonor our household with your filthy actions."
I felt a rage boil in me that I had never experienced before. A force of such magnitude crashed over me forcing the timidness away and replacing it with magnanimus animosity. My fists clenched up and I could feel the blood rising.
"I do not care for your honor or anyone else's. It is not my job to care for the prestige of the Hyuuga name. You have so clearly given those positions to Hanabi and Neji. I am not a puppet of your clan Father. I make my own choices!"
I could feel the pressure begin to rise and rise as wind rushed around my feet. My father's unwavering face aggravated me further.
"How dare you!" He shouted at me but the desired effect of fear did not come. Instead I stepped even closer feeling my chakra beginning to surge.
"HOW DARE YOU!" I shrieked accidentally activating my byakugan. "How dare you treat me as a possession rather than a daughter. You do not own me and you DO NOT dictate my life. HOW DARE you and your clan try to control how I live my life and who I choose to love. I OWE NO ALLEGIANCE TO THE HYUUGA HOUSEHOLD."
A burst of energy flew from my hands and I saw wind and chakra engulf me. Before my very eyes, swirling around me was an amalgamate of air and power forming a thin spherical shell in protection. My rage only continued to fuel it. Hiashi-sama activated his Byakugan as well. He was poised to strike. When the bubble showed no signs of stopping, he spun in his spot and tried to attack but was blown back. His attacks were useless against the 360 defense.
"HINATA STOP THIS AT ONCE!" Hiashi-sama shouted through the gust but I had no inttention of ending the fight. I would make him see the future I wanted. He came at me a second time and was once again thrown back. His attacks were fruitless. Guards came rushing in through the doors but I paid them no mind. I was formulating what I would say next. I steadied my willpower finally deciding on my next choice of action.
However as soon as the words were about to leave my lips, I felt my body abruptly grow weak and watched the sphere begin to pacify. I felt lightheaded and the last thing I remember was falling back onto the ground as my eyes closed from the extreme fatigue.
When I awoke, I found myself in a dark room lying on a soft bed. My limbs felt sore and I couldn't move myself off of the bed, let alone sit up. All I could do was stare at the pitch black ceiling. I tried to remember what had just happened. In my anger I had created something so powerful that my father, the strongest of the Hyuuga, was unable to penetrate. But it didn't last long and I hypothesized that its disappearance was in correlation to my inability to sustain that much energy. That was why I was now in a state of complete exhaustion. I wasn't even able to flex my fingers.
Lying quietly in the dark, I heard whispering from beyond the room. Straining to listen to the sounds, I picked up a familiar voice. My father was speaking rapidly to someone else.
"I need this to be kept between us. Please do this favor for our family. I fear the situation has become too dire for us to continue on. She could be a danger to the clan." My father spoke in a grave voice.
"You say she attacked you?" A second voice which also sounded familiar asked.
"No. She was defending herself but it was unlike any other defense our clan has ever used. It was unique in strength. I am still unable to fully understand what she did."
"And you want them all gone?"
"All of it like they never existed."
"This could seriously mess with her psyche, Hiashi." A pause.
"There are more important things at stake here, Inoichi."
Inoichi. The name sounded familiar.
A door to my right opened up and I could barely muster the strength to turn my head to look. In the light of the frame, I saw a tall man with a long blond ponytail stride forward. He wore a purple vest and carried a strange looking device. As he came closer the door swung shut and immediately small blue balls of light illuminated the room. It gave the dark dungeon an eerie and ominous feeling.
Inoichi Yamanaka of the Yamanaka clan known for their ability to enter minds and access memories. The man walked up to me and placed the strange headband like object across my forehead and attached a similar one to his own. Three different colored wires lead from one headband to the other. My train of thought sped up as I tried to understand the current situation. The only time Inoichi made personal visits to the clans were to penetrate the thoughts of captured enemies or to cure the mentally ill. I wasn't mentally ill though. What else were they known for? My mind raced to find the answer.
The Yamanaka also had the ability to manipulate memories. But the only reason for him to be here under my father's orders would be… to… erase my own. I heard clicking and felt chakra creep through the wires coming closer and closer to my mind. He was sent to erase my memories of Naruto.
The realization came too late.
This chapter has been extremely Hinata-centric with a heavy dose of NejiTen which I hope is okay!
I'm also going to have a pretty busy next few months so I apologize for leaving you guys with this cliff hanger.
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