Thank you Blondie 50000 so much for your feedback! I'm glad you liked the last part...I wasn't that comfortable doing an episode so I'm glad you liked the twist. I don't think I'll do too many but I have a few I want to do eventually.

I hope people like this next part!

Thanks

Val

Chapter 14

Ellen rubbed Jo's back as she sat on the bed next to her daughter who was lying on her side crying. It had been a couple of hours since they came back, and Jo sent Dean to find Sam.

"I knew things were going too smooth. I was so stupid to let myself believe Dean and I could just get married and be happy." Jo cried.

"Baby being in love and being married isn't a fairytale. It's hard work. Granted it shouldn't be this hard on your wedding day but considering the groom spent four months in Hell it's not really that surprising."

Jo choked as she laughed at her mother. "Oh Mom," she said as she rolled over so that she was facing the other woman. "He choose his mom over us." She said as she rubbed her belly.

Ellen sighed; Jo had filled her in on what had happened in her and Dean's little time travel trip. "Jo, if that was your Daddy in front of you, what would you have done?"

"I know Mom," Jo admitted. "It still hurt, especially when Castiel pointed out that if he altered the future then all the people he saved would die and Dean said he knew but he if he could save his parents he would."

"You can't hold his emotions and his love for his parents against him. He's human Honey and he gave in to his emotions. He loves you though and he loves your baby. He wants it all and you can't blame him for that any more than he could blame you if you had a chance to save your Daddy."

"I'm being overly emotional huh?" She said as her mother handed her a tissue to blow her nose.

"No…just being pregnant." The older woman said with a smile. "Just remember…when Castiel brought you back and you sent him to find Sam, what was the first thing he said."

Jo smiled. "Come with me."

Ellen reached out and cupped her daughter's cheek. "That man loves you. He sees you as his partner. For a man like Dean Winchester that says a lot. I'm not saying you both don't need to have a serious talk, but don't you doubt he loves you."

"You've had a big change of heart. I thought you felt we were rushing into everything." Jo said as she sat up.

"Hmmm," Ellen said as she watched her daughter. "I've been watching you two since I got here. I can see how much you both love each other. Might not like what is coming down the pike but that you two loving each other I trust."

"Thanks Mom," Jo said as she reached out and hugged the older woman. Sighing she pulled back. "I guess I need to tell everyone the wedding's off."

"Like Hell you are," said a voice from the doorway.

Jo looked up and cried out, "Dean!"

Dean stared into Jo's eyes before turning his attention towards Ellen. "Would you mind giving us some time."

"Of course," the woman said. Frowning at the pain in the young man's eyes.

Dean stepped aside to let Ellen leave and closed the door. Jo watched as he went over to the window and shook her head when she saw the way his shoulders sagged. "Tell me," she urged gently.

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"Blood…he's been drinking demon blood," Jo murmured in shock.

"Drinking demon blood. Sexing it up with that demon bitch Ruby." Dean said as he sat on the bed, taking Jo's hand in his.

"Dean, I…I don't know what to say. Why?" She asked dumbfounded.

"Claims that he can send the demons back to Hell without killing the hosts." He told her as he stared at their joined hands. "I'm done Jo. Told him he can hunt with his demon bitch."

"What? You're joking right? Dean he needs us more now than ever." Jo said as she reached up ran her fingers through his hair.

"No," he said firmly as he shook his head. "I don't know what is going through his head, but I didn't go to Hell and be tortured all that time for him to turn into a fucking monster."

Jo's eyes wide. That was the most Dean had ever said about his time in Hell. "Tortured," she whispered as she scooted forward and wrapped her arms around the man she loved and held him as she heard the first sob escape past his lips as he finally told Jo about his time in the pit.

"Thirty years…Jo I lasted thirty years and then I couldn't take it anymore and I accepted that prick Alastair's offer to come off the rack and begin torturing souls. Oh God Jo, I tortured souls." He cried.

"Oh Baby," Jo murmured as she held him, kissing the top of his head. "Dean, I don't know what to say other than I love you."

He looked up at Jo as he wiped at his tears. "I love you so much Jo. I know how much I hurt you back there. I'm sorry Baby…I'm sorry."

"I know Honey, I know." She reassured him. "Like my Mom said though, I can't fault you for loving your Mom…your family. Not saying it didn't hurt but I get it and I know I will forgive you; I just need a little time."

"Jo I want to do this. I want to marry you today. I get that we have things to work through and we will work through them together. Today more than ever though I want to give myself to your body and soul. I know things didn't go as plan but say you'll still marry me."

"Dean…I want to say yes but I think you'll regret it if we get married ad Sam isn't here." She argued.

"He made those choices Jo. He also made the decision to lie to me."

"You haven't been completely honest with him you know." She said tentatively.

"Me not completely trusting him is not the same." He argued.

"I heard you tell him you had no memories of your time in Hell."

"That's different!"

"Dean," Jo said with a sigh.

"I was protecting him." He said. "Okay fine maybe I haven't been completely honest with him but what he is doing is so far off the reservation it's not funny."

"I agree, this is beyond anything I could ever imagine that he was up to." She agreed.

"Jo, you may be right and I probable will regret not having Sam here, but this isn't about him. This is about us. I love you and I want us to start our life together today."

"I want to start our life together too." Jo admitted. "Are you sure…really sure?"

"I am." He told her firmly.

Jo nodded her head and said. "Okay, then let's get married."

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Sam gulped as he looked through the living room window from the Bobby's front porch. His brother and Jo were getting married…they were exchanging vows. His shook his head in disbelief when Dean smiled at Jo before lowering his head and kissing her.

He couldn't breathe. Dean couldn't have made it any clearer. He has his own family now and Sam wasn't part of it. He turned and headed back to the car he took from Bobby's earlier. Dean wanted him out of his life then so be it. He wants him to hunt with Ruby…then that is exactly what he would do.

TBC

A/N: I know it was pretty harsh that Dean would get married without his brother but re-watching those episodes when Dean came back and Sam was drinking the demon blood and the boys really were at odds with each other...hiding so much from the other so I could see it happening(at least in my story *grin*). I love Dean but honestly he does like to climb on his high horse and be a little bit more judgmental than he really has a right to be.

Thanks

Val