Trigger warning. incest/rape sorry to everyone who has already read this.

Amaya P.O.V

Visiting day was upon us, I groaned as I made myself a cup of coffee. I flicked my eyes over my bench, I noticed that Eric had left hi glasses here the morning before but decided I would give them back to him later.

I met up with Tobias in the pit for breakfast. We were both sure Marcus wouldn't show up today, so we ate in silence as the families of every transfer showed up.

"Think I'm going to punch some stuff for a little while." I sat to my brother as I pushed myself away from the table. He nodded and I caught Eric's eye as I left the pit for the training room.

About an hour had passed before I heard the training room doors open and close.

"Well, well, well, if it isn't my good for nothing daughter." I heard once the doors lock behind him. "I want you to come back to Abnegation with me, you should have never transferred, you need to be put in your place, back beside me where you belong." I felt him run his hand down my shoulder stopping in the middle of my back. I stiffened up at his touch.

"I am not going anywhere with you Marcus!" I yelled and pushed him away. He raised his arm and it came down with a sickening crack against my cheek. I gasped and held my cheek in shock.

"Do not ever call me that again. I am your father, and I will do as I please." He dripped the waist band of my workout pants and throwing me on the ground. I felt helpless as he ripped off my pants and started to undo his own. I felt his belt rip into my thighs again and again. I closed my eyes tightly hoping the pain would be gone if I hoped enough. I wasn't sure how a father could do this to his own daughter. I lay there unable to move as he lined himself up with my entrance. As he grabs a hold of my shoulders I hear the door to the training room burst open. I kept my eyes closed as Marcus was ripped off me and promptly knocked to the ground and I assume knocked out. I felt a jacket be laid over me before my shoulder was gently shaken.

"Mya, it's just me. Open your eyes. Look at me. Please." Eric pleaded gently with me. I felt his rough calloused hand rest on my cheek as his thumb gently rubbed under my eye. I slowly opened my eyes and met his cool grey-blue ones. "There she is. Are you alright?"

"Eric… He…" I started to hyperventilate. I couldn't even say what he had done to me. It had been over a year since he had touched me but I had never been able to actually say it in so many words, so I had never said it out loud.

"Take him to the cell's, there is no way he is ever going to be a leader of any faction ever again, I will personally make sure of it." Eric started barking orders at someone before he lifted me up off the ground, one arm around my back and the other under my knees, he lifted me up like I weighed nothing. He took me to the infirmary where a younger nurse checked me over but didn't ask questions. Probably because Eric scared the shit out of everyone. She let me go soon after with instructions to apply a cream to the lacerations on my thighs once I had gotten home and showered. Eric nodded and took the tube from the lovely nurse before picking me back and walking all the way to the fourth floor but walked right passed my apartment and to his door.

"Why yours?" I asked weakly laying my head on his shoulder.

"So I know where everything I need is." I nuzzled my heart against his shoulder as he unlocked his apartment. He laid me down on his bed before turning around to his dresser and pulling out a pair of sweats and a long sleeve shirt throwing them gently at me. "Showers just in there, I'll be out there making coffee for us." I nodded to him and got up off his bed.

Once I was showered and dressed in Eric's oversized clothing I made my way back out to the living room. I stopped in the door way and just admired his apartment. He had a large grey sofa that framed the fireplace nicely and he had ceiling high bookshelves filled with books. I knew he wasn't kidding about loving books but I didn't think it was this extreme. He had a beautiful chandelier hanging from the high ceiling and a grey coloured rug under the sofa. The living room backed onto the kitchen and dining room making it an open plan apartment. I fell in love with the architecture of his apartment. The scent of coffee brought me out of admiring the place and over to Eric in the kitchen. He handed me the coffee and guided me over to the sofa in the middle of the room.

"How do you feel now?"

"Better but I thought he would never be able to touch me here. I thought I was stronger than I am apparently. I could have fought back Eric, but I didn't. Something in me turned back into that Abnegation girl that couldn't get away." I felt tears stream down my face and Eric took my mug out of my hands and placed it on the coffee table in front of us. I then felt his arm wrap themselves around my small shaking frame. I flinched away from his touch at first but then warmed up to it realising that Eric wouldn't actually hurt me like my 'Father' had. I had complete trust in Eric, and that there was something that frightened me on its own. Trusting a man that wasn't my brother. Eric held me as I sobbed.

A knock was heard from the door, it was more like a bang and it had woken me up from the nap that had crept up on me after I finished sobbing.

"Where is she?!" I could hear my brother even though Eric had been standing in front of the door blocking me from Tobias' view.

"She's safe Four, and she was sleeping until you had to come banging on the door. Next time be a normal person and knock gently." Eric tried to close the door in Tobias' face but he had his foot in the way.

"Our father attacked her in the Dauntless compound so I'm allowed to freak out a fair bit." I could hear the hostility in Tobias' voice.

"Eric let him in please, I need my brother." I told him as I sat up gently and slowly.' Eric sighed and stepped out of the way letting my brother come in. he rushed over to me and pulled me into his arms. I looked at Eric over Tobias' shoulder silently begging him not to tell him everything that happened, all he needed to know was that Marcus had found me and beaten me. I still hadn't told him the Marcus had ever molested me or even raped me. I didn't want him to find out he would be blind with rage. A part of me was surprised that Eric wasn't absolutely ropeable.

"He will be executed in a week. Enough time for you to be able to do it as your first act as a full leader." Eric stated as he poured all of us a mug of coffee, I was a bit surprised he offered Tobias one but I didn't dare question it. "I spoke to Max this morning about it, before everything happened. He had agreed with me saying that you're ready to take on leadership without me following you and watching over your shoulder." We all sat on the sofa in a small little semi-circle.

"Thank you that really means a lot to me."

"Just be ready with the execution. He may have done some terrible things but he is still your father. I'll be there to make sure that you can pull the trigger but I know you can do it. Also we will need you to write down everything that he has ever done to the both of you." Now I knew why Eric had offered Tobias coffee, he was in leader mode right now. It was all just a formality, and probably for me a little bit too. I nodded my head at him as we continued to discuss his execution and what we should expect from it. I just nodded along and listened as he and Tobias had the conversation, all I knew is that I had to write down everything he had ever done to me. I was a little bit scared to let everyone know what he had done to me, Eric held my hand most of the time they had been talking. When it started to get late Tobias stood up and held his hand out to me.

"You can stay at my apartment until you feel ready to go back to your own." I looked up at my brother and shook my head. I wanted to stay here with Eric for a little bit. It would only be tonight but I still didn't like making my brother feel bad. "Amaya, now please." I shook my head again.

"Four she wants to stay here, please leave."

"Not without my sister!"

"Get out of my fucking apartment Four." Eric stood up to intimidate my brother.

"Fucking stop it both of you. I want to stay here Tobi, but if you keep this up Eric I will be staying in my own apartment away from the both of you." I sat down with a huff as Tobias left and Eric's shoulders visibly slumped. "Thank you." I told him as I rubbed my hand on his bicep.

"For what?"

"Being civilised with my brother for the amount of time he was here. But before was unnecessary and you know it." He looked down and nodded.

"Come on let's get you to bed. I think you need a lot more sleep than what you had." I nodded and let him guide me into his bedroom. "I'll sleep on the couch." He made to walk away and I grabbed his arm and shook my head.

"Don't leave me please." I gave him my best puppy dog eyes before crawling into his bed with him taking off his shirt and crawling in beside me. I closed my eyes as I felt his arms wrap themselves around my waist. We both fell asleep like that just enjoying the feel of each other.

Eric P.O.V

What was I getting myself into? She felt so soft, but she was just almost raped by her father, I couldn't even believe she allowed me to touch her today after it all let alone actually fall asleep in my arms. Tomorrow I needed to clear my head she was starting to take over my every thought and it was driving me insane. I needed to get my mind off her somehow.