She was floating in a black space.
Neither up or down, right or left, just there, she acknowledged her presence but everything else was a black abyss….except for this insatiable hunger of want.
The freedom and desire to execute any basic whim her heart desired. No longer did the logical, sensible Bonnie prevail, now it was a ravenous pit in the midst of her being, gnashing its salivating teeth for anything and anyone she wanted.
She had no sense of physical being, but Bonnie knew that she smiled a sick and cruelly grisly smile.
God help all of you
"BONNIE, WAKE UP PLEASE WAKE UP!"
Hazy images and blurred outlines consumed her vision.
Sharp pains shooting through her head and body. But even more so present, fingers forcibly prying her mouth open and shoving cold flesh onto her delicate lips.
It happened so fast, the realization, the reaction, the impeccable timing before the coppery liquid could stain her lips.
Disgust shivered throughout her whole being, she was half away across the road, backed up against a white picket fence, a trail of purple smoke in her path and a shocked group of vampires and humans staring at her in disbelief.
"Bonnie what's wrong?"
Doe-like brown eyes rimmed red, and a pool of tears waiting to fall out of their sockets.
Bonnie controlled her previously heaving breaths into deep controlled breaths.
Inhale
Exhale.
She jutted her hand to the sky and giggled uncontrollably, fisting her fingers into her palms.
The girl with the doe like eyes dropped to her knees; hands clutched to her throat, brown eyes bulging, red blood seeping through her pursed lips.
"Elena, you're what's wrong, you've always been what's wrong."
Ah, sweet clarity.