Abandoned Baby

Chapter 54

The next morning Bless got up from her sleep when she groaned waking up with a major headache feeling as she had a major hangover. She felt her whole head spin feeling like everything around her was moving.

She groaned softly holding her head when noticed she laying on Drew's chest. She decided to lay down to try to get rid of her headache from the tears of frustration and stress she held in for so long.

"I'm sorry baby."Bless apologized to Drew for taking her anger out on him which she didn't mean lacing her fingers with his gently not to wake him. She felt like she felt so alone with everything crashing down on her shoulders.

She just rested there on his chest as tears came out of her eyes wiping them the best she could.

A few minutes later Drew woke up when he felt hot tears sliding down his chest to see his girlfriend was resting on his chest with her eyes closed with tears rolling down her beautiful face and her fingers were laced with his.

He sighed sadly sitting up to comfort his girlfriend.

"Hey beautiful."He said rubbing her back gently.

"I'm so sorry babe..."Bless finally opened her eyes to meet with his green eyes cupping his face with her hands and kissed him sweetly.

"Hey, I don't want to hear you say that okay. Don't be sorry baby. I understand what you're going through lass...You're not alone anymore. I'm here."Drew let her know after he broke their sweet embrace as he tilted up her chin and wiped her tears from her cheeks.

"I feel so alone Drew...in my heart...I don't whole feel whole."She told him softly as tears streamed down her cheeks.

"Baby, you don't have to feel like that because I'm here and I love ya."He let her know in his heart how much he loved her.

"Drew...please make love to me. I just want everything to go away..."Bless needed his sweet touch, his caresses, everything just to forget her pain. She wanted him to love her and just to touch her.

"Baby, that's not a good idea plus I don't want to take advantage of you right now that you're vulnerable. I don't hurt you lass while you're still healing. I want to make love to you more than anything in this world but just not right now. I want the time to be right and I want us to try for another baby and be a family."Drew felt bad if he hurt her and didn't want to take advantage of his girlfriend while she still was healing from everything.

He loved her. He really did but right now he just didn't feel it was the right time for them.

"I don't know if I want to have another baby...I'm scared."She said softly not looking at him feeling so ashamed since after her first miscarriage.

"Swee'ie...look at me..."Drew brushed her hair out of her beautiful face to make her look into his eyes while taking her shaking hands into his.

"I know you're scared baby but I'm here. You don't need to scared anymore. Trust me. Just let everything go on the right path okay. I want you to feel be'er that way we can be happy and let things mend." Drew told her while looking into her beautiful brown eyes.

She nodded as he leaned in his forehead and rested it against her's.

"I love ya baby and never forget that."He said above a whisper.

"Just don't leave me."She told him clutching his hand.

"I won't ever. I hold that promise angel."The handsome Scot swore to her squeezing her hand gently.

"Kiss me..."She said just wanting to have him close.

"That I can do."He chuckled as she smiled a small smile as he leaned in to kiss her soft lips as he cupped her face to make the kiss more passionate as she straddled his hips.

Bless broke the kiss and let her breath slow down and smiled at him.

"I'm sorry for snapping lastnight babe. I didn't mean too."She apologized stroking his cheek gently.

"You had every right angel...I don't blame you."He reached down to stroke her hand with the pad of his thumb.

"You're not mad at are you?"She asked him softly.

"Babe, of course not...You're my baby and I can't stay mad at you forever."Drew chuckled with a warm smile letting her know as he rubbed lap softly.

"When you need to vent, you vent...I'm not going to hold that against you. I'm sure you feel be'er afterwards."He noticed how the tension was just let free by her body language.

"Yeah that's true. I just feel bad for going off on you like that...I don't know what got into me..."She said sighing while straddling him and placing her head on his chest while she let him run his slender fingers through her hair.

"Baby, you have so much going on in your life I'm sure and you just needed to let it all out. I'm glad you did and I'm proud of you."He confessed looking down into her beautiful brown eyes that held the love she had for him.

"Thanks babe."She softly spoke while laying down at his side.

"No problem. I love ya."He softly said kissing her head.

"I love you and again I'm sorry sweetheart."She said and apologized to her boyfriend whom she loved with all her heart and soul.

"Don't be sorry baby. I'll always love you no matter what. Now go back to sleep angel. You really need to get your strength back up."He told her with a warm smile kissing her head as she nodded against his bare chest opening and closing her eyes while he helped her relax while running his fingers through her long hair. The sweet and young couple then fell back on a serene slumber holding each other since they both needed the rest.

A couple of hours later the sweet couple got up and made their way downstairs hand in hand along with Drew carrying Catherine on his left arm while the boys were up already eating lunch.

"Hey you two. Bout time you both are up."Stu smiled when he seen his friends were up and now it was about 3:30PM in the afternoon.

"Did you two sleep well?"He asked chuckling as he saw the two were hand in hand and looked to him they kissed and made up.

"Mmmmhmmm..."Bless smiled as she sat down while Drew put Cat in her high chair and put her bib on her.

"You look better baba (baby)." PJ noticed she was smiling again.

"I feel a little better and I'm getting there."She reassured him with a warm smile as she was eating a piece of pizza that Stu had ordered for lunch.

"Good to hear baby girl. By the way what was all that yelling lastnight?"He wondered what happened lastnight.

"Took my frustrations out on the punching bag and on Drew. I apologized though and we're doing okay. We still have a lot of making up to do."She said confessing to her big brother that they really needed to talk about everything including after the miscarriage. She knew she wasn't the only one suffering and he was too but she felt she took her anger on him which she shouldn't have. She loved him too much and didn't want to lose him. Even the problems she had, she had taken it out on him and she wanted to do more to make up to him.

"I'm glad to hear that baba. You're a strong girl. It'll take time to heal. Don't worry champ."He told her as he patted her back gently as she smiled at him.

"So you two are okay?"Heath asked Bless and Drew looking between them just to make sure.

"Everything's fine now Heath. Don't worry. I was stressed and took the wrong anger out on Drew and I resent it so much. He understands too so we kissed and made up."She reassured the redhead everything was fine and peaceful between them as she smiled at her hubby who feeding their daughter.

"I'm glad to hear you two kids are doing okay. I'm just worried about you two like the rest of the guys."Heath being the good friend hoped everything would be okay with the sweet couple after they had gone through so much especially Bless miscarrying it really took a toll on her and Drew together.

"Don't worry red, everything is okay now and when Drew and I are ready for another baby, we'll still talk about it. I'm not going to shy away from my problems and tell how I feel if I'm ready to have another little one."She told him that she would love to have another little one once she felt she was ready.

"Well at least that's great sweetcheeks. Hopefully there will be another baby soon. We want another little rugrat to spoil."Heath hoped his friends would have another bundle of joy.

"We will Heath but the thing is we're just happy we could at least spoil one baby."She said nodding towards Catherine who was enjoying eating her meal that Drew was feeding her.

"She's got a good point."Stu spoke up with a smile.

The guys were happy that things were going well for Drew and Bless and they seemed more happier and peaceful after the small fight lastnight and hoped things would get better for them as time went on.

They couldn't blame her since all couples weren't perfect when couples had their tiffs but made up for it later in the end.

"So...now that we're free and don't have work for the next few days, what do you say we just go out and do something fun and bbq and spend time together?"Stu had a bright mind for things and he wanted to spend time with his family.

The two men perked up and agreed with the Brit.

"That sounds like a relaxing day to me."The South African man said wanting to sit back and relax and spend time with everyone.

"I agree here too."Heath volunteered to help out during the day.

"Sounds lovely and I could get out in the sun for a while."Bless agreed she could use a tan plus the weather was beautiful outside.

"What about you babe?"She asked her boyfriend.

"Sure why not...We could use some free time and I could teach lil' one how to swim."He directed his attention to the baby who whined for her bottle.

"Alright dumping, here you go."The Scot chuckled feeding the little one her bottle.

"Hey take it easy there dumplin'..."He laughed watching her suck her milk fast.

"She's really hungry."Bless giggled watching the little girl drink her milk.

"Must be. I know shorty...take it easy on the milk hon."Drew smiled as he took the bottle out of Catherine's mouth as she whined at him wanting her milk but he wanted her to drink it slowly.

"Hungry little thing."Stu barked out a chuckle watching father and daughter interact.

"She sure is and that's why she's growing up so fast."Bless was proud of her little girl as she stood up and kissed her on the head and rubbed her hair gently.

After they spent time talking with each other, they got ready for their afternoon get together and bbq and planning their evening later to have a bowling tournament in town.