Abandoned Baby
Chapter 55
After a night of bowling with the guys, they all returned home safe and sound in the house. Stu and PJ were gonna look after Catherine that way her parents could try and get some sleep since they really needed the rest plus Drew wanted to take care of Bless once they got home.
She was still a bit sore and still recovering from the D&C and wanted to go home which the guys understood which wasn't a problem plus they loved her so they understood her situation. She had fun though playing their score keeper at the bowl arena and tending to the little one while watching the guys play for fun.
"I'm ready to lay down and sleep."Bless said flopping down on her and Drew's comfy bed snuggling her head into her pillow.
"I hear you babe."Drew agreed smiling as he was taking off his jeans putting them in the laundry basket at the end of the bed and taking off his t-shirt throwing it in their as well before joining his girlfriend in bed as he spooned her in his strong arms.
"Sleepy..."Bless murmured softly as she rested her head underneath his chin as he was stroking her hair.
"Sleep sweet angel."The Scot said softly to her kissing her neck.
"Good night babe."She softly said above a whisper as held her closer before they drifted off into a deep slumber.
The next morning was another beautiful morning when Bless woke up around 6:30AM and couldn't sleep anymore.
She decided maybe she would go around the park and go jogging and lose some weight due to her previous pregnancy and get back to her weight and maybe it would help her heal more and she would work out in the gym in the basement.
The young woman decided to get up early and look for some jogging gear in her drawers and other stuff she needed then went to walk to the bathroom to take a hot shower to relax her sore and tired body.
After her shower, Bless was dressed in a wife beater and black jogging pants and her hair up in a long ponytail and visor hat and made her way to the kitchen to make herself a bagel with cream cheese and pour some orange juice that she got from the refrigerator.
She grabbed her mug and opened up the carton pouring her juice into it before putting it back in the fridge.
Grabbing the fresh bagels from the paper bag, she grabbed the cream cheese as well from the fridge and grabbed her knife.
The 26 year old woman cut her bagels open and put the cream cheese on them before putting everything away then sat down to start eating.
After eating her food and drinking her juice last, she washed her dishes and then left a note on the fridge for the guys to let them know where she was going before grabbing her keys placing them in her pockets and leaving the house to go jogging.
While Bless was jogging around the park, she felt so refreshed and took in the beautiful scenery of the park she went around and smiled at the many couples and people walking around the neighborhood.
She missed going out sometimes by herself when she needed some space and to take in every feature of Tampa.
Deciding to take a breather, she sat on the bench and drank her bottled water that she strapped to her water holder that was attached to her jogging outfit and took a drink of it letting the liquid cool her throat.
After taking a few minutes breather and wanted to jog more, she saw a familiar couple playing frisbee which she caught which came her way when she saw a friendly face with blue eyes and a a tall build noticing it was John Cena and his wife Elizabeth.
Sorry Miss..."John said to the girl walking over to the young girl when he noticed it was Bless that had caught the frisbee that flew her way.
"Oh hey Bless. What are you doin' here?"The Raw Superstar greeted her as he saw her familiar friendly face giving her a hug.
"Hey JC. Doing good. Just hangin' around here in town and deciding to take an early morning jog."She shrugged as if it were a normal day for her.
"You look good shorty."He playfully flirted with her which was just a playful flirt between them which was always their code of being playful.
"Well thank you I try."She said looking at her nails and blew on them and dusted them on her shirt with a playful sophisticated voice.
"Is this yours?"She asked as she gave him the frisbee that flew her way.
"Ah' yeah thanks shorty."He said with a friendly smile getting it from her.
"Well enjoy your jog, don't want to keep you long. Sorry about the frisbee."He apologized to her getting it from her.
"No problem. I better get going that way I can get a good work out."Bless said it was okay that she didn't mind as she smiled up at him plus they always had their playful flirty ways with each other though it was for fun.
"John, are you coming babe?"Liz asked her husband when he seen her with a girl when she noticed it was Bless.
"Hey sweetie girl."The blonde greeted the raven haired beauty with a warm smile as she came up to her.
"Hey Lizzie."Bless greeted thee young bride with a warm smile and hugged her.
"I heard about the miscarriage. I'm so sorry. If there's anything John and I could do."Liz felt so bad for her friend.
"Thanks Liz. I really appreciate it. I'm doing well and still coping."Bless said with a tiny smile not wanting to cry anymore but she knew at any moment they asked if she was okay or mention the baby, her emotions were just mixed signals and she felt bad for feeling that way but she couldn't help it.
She still felt so many mixed emotions and losing the baby was still fresh and the pain she held hadn't completely went away.
"What happened to your hands?"John noticed her hands were wrapped in bandages.
"Sweetie,what did you do?"Liz hoped it wasn't what she was thinking when she saw her friend's hands were wrapped in bandages that John mentioned on her hands.
"It...It's nothing...don't worry about it."Bless reassured she was fine when they saw and shook it off not wanting to talk about what happened the previous night. She just wanted to forget about it.
"Shorty, come here now."John said feeling concerned for his only friend.
"Bless...don't turn us away. What happened?"Liz too was questioning as she saw Bless was about to walk away from them as she looked at her husband with a sorrowful look then back at their friend.
"I don't want to talk about it..."Bless said she was fine.
"Bless, you just can't turn us away. We know you're having problems and you can tell us anything."Liz knew that and felt concern for her best friend. It's like she did a 180 all of a sudden on them since after her miscarriage.
"Liz, you can't fix me, nobody can."Bless said to her as she looked down at her knuckles and felt guilty about everything that she regretted every moment she took her anger on Drew and now she was doing it with her friends which she didn't mean too but deep inside she still was broken after her ordeal. She wanted all the pain to go away but it still ate at her.
"Honey, what's with the attitude all of a sudden...what is we can't fix about you?"Liz put her hands on her hips wanting answers from her friend.
"Everything. I came here to enjoy myself and clear my head and all of a sudden everybody is smothering me with the same questions am I okay or am I okay after I lost the baby all over again and I just don't want to talk about it anymore." Bless suddenly exploded with mixed emotions walking away from her friends who caught up with her as the couple looked at each other with sad looks knowing the young girl was in trouble and the wanted to help her.
"Bless, come on...talk to us..."Liz caught up with the young PA as Bless sat on the grass as tears came to her eyes wiping them.
"I feel so guilty...am I a bad person Liz?"The raven haired beauty asked her looking up at her girl friend's hazel eyes.
"No...don't say that sweetie. You're not a bad person."Liz told her friend honestly rubbing her shoulder.
"Why do I feel so guilty as if it's my fault I lost the baby, this time my sister is gone, and I don't have my family. I feel like I don't have anybody."Deep down Bless felt so bad and felt so alone as she rested her head on her knees.
"Honey, you're not alone anymore. You have me and John, you have Randy,Sammy,Alanna, and everybody else that loves and cares for you. You have to remember that. We know you're going through a tough time but just don't put up a front on us to know "you're not okay". We care for you sweetie. We're not leaving you alone for a long shot. You're OUR family, don't forget that."Liz told her hugging her from behind as Bless accepted that embrace from the pretty as she finally let her walls down that was built around her heart down crumbling knowing she,John,and everyone was looking out for her.
"We're sorry that you feel pitied but don't ever think think that babe, we're just concerned for you. I know you just lost your baby and it's still fresh on your mind but we promise to be here for you when you need us." Liz promised speaking from behind the young girl hugging her which made Bless feel so much love from her and she loved the young Cena bride like a older sister.
"Lizzy is right Bless. We do care for you a lot and don't think we're ignoring you shorty. We're just worried about you is all."John spoke up as he sat beside her rubbing her back.
"I'm sorry I'm taking my anger out on you guys. I just have so many mixed emotions I don't know which to turn on or off."Bless felt so confused sighing and feeling she was snapping on her friends and taking it out on Drew that they didn't deserve it but she just didn't know how to feel when she was around them.
"Don't worry it baby girl, you'll be okay."The blonde reassured her with a warm smile and rubbed her back in a comforting motion which Bless thought it was sweet the young seemed to really care. She truly had a heart of gold same as her hubby. No wonder they were so made for each other.
"You know what you need, a mini spa day just the two of us without any of the guys plus it'll help you make you feel better plus we can go shopping for some new clothes then we can catch up for lunch if you want."Liz suggested to her friend who looked up and smiled.
"That'll sound nice. I'd like that."Bless agreed to it.
"Honey, you don't mind do you?"Liz hoped it was okay for her to spend some time with the future .
"I don't see why not plus I think it would be a nice break for Bless to spend some girl time for a while."John didn't mind at all with his wife giving her his credit card to take.
"Honey, I have my own. Don't worry about it."Liz waved him off as she had her's tucked away in her purse as she gave him a kiss.
"Okay."He shrugged putting his card back in his pocket.
"Do you live far from here?"Bless asked John and Liz.
"About a block or two which isn't far."John told her where they lived.
"Well...now that we're going out. I better jog home that way I can get ready to get dressed that way we can go out."Bless told them softly.
"I'll pick you up at the apartment. I know where you guys live."Liz reassured the young girl and gave her number to her just in case she needed it.
"Thanks Liz. I'll see you two in a few."She kissed their cheeks and hugged them.
"You're welcome honey and lunch is on me so don't think of bringing any money."Liz told her with a wink she would pay for them.
"I hate you."Bless giggled joking when she hated when other people payed for her as she stuckher tongue out at the young blonde.
"I love you too sweets. Tutalu..."Liz laughed waving as Bless too hugged John.
"See you soon shorty."The former Thuganomics said giving Bless a kiss on the cheek and hugged her.
"See ya."She waved at her friends as she got home to be greeted by the big Brit who had just woken up when he heard the door close and saw Bless was up and about.
"Hey doll. Did you just get in?"Stu asked as he saw Bless.
"Hey Stu. Yup. I'm going out again with Liz and John to the mall after I get a shower."She told him as she saw him.
"Have fun and stay out of trouble."He said kissing her cheek.
"You know I will."She promised him as she ran up to her and Drew's room looking for what to wear when she decided on a t-shirt and jeans. She grabbed her toiletries and stuff to go shower after she had jogged for a while.
After her shower, Bless blew dried her hair.
While she was doing that, the Scot had just awoken from his slumber,when he heard the blow dryer in the bathroom go off and saw his girlfriend was not in bed with him.
He sighed and looked at the clock reading 8:45AM and wondered why she had been so up early.
He got out of bed and walked to the bathroom which was still opened and smiled at his beautiful girl to see her putting some mousse in her hair to make it stay curly.
"Hey beautiful. Where you headed?"The sleepy green eyed Scot asked as he walked up behind her and kissed her good morning.
"Going to the mall honey. I just feel I need some space and maybe just to clear my mind a little bit. Don't worry babe, it's nothing you did. I bumped into Liz and John when I was jogging this morning and she invited me out to go out as her treat."She explained to him hoping it was okay.
"I understand you need some girl time. Maybe it would help you feel better."He knew that and was glad Bless had another girl around her just to hang out with for the day.
"Honey, I know this might sound silly but..."She hated leaving him with the baby but this was the only day she could ask him to look after Catherine while she and Liz spent time together.
"But what lass?"He asked tilting up her chin to greet with his green eyes that were so full of love.
"Do you think you can look over Catherine today with the guys?"She asked hoping it was okay.
"Of course baby. It's no worries at all. I'll look over Princess while you have fun with Liz. I'm not gonna keep you prisoner here at home all the time. You need you're girl time sometimes."He let her know she was allowed to go out and she deserved some well spent time around friends she was familiar with while he and the guys spent time with Catherine.
"Thanks babe. I love you."Bless smiled as he kissed her as she giggled into their kiss as he sat her on the counter not breaking their passionate embrace.
Bless took it upon herself to trace every muscle and his soft tender skin as they continued kissing.
"Mmmmm..."Drew groaned softly as Bless tangled her fingers through his long locks.
Her left hand traveled further down exploring his soft defined muscles of his chest and abs loving the feeling of his warmth against her skin.
Breaking their passionate kiss, Drew continued his delicious assault on her neck making Bless purr like a small kitten leaving a hickey mark on the right side of her neck feeling him nibble on her soft tender skin as she moaned with pleasure.
"Drew..."She cooed clutching onto him and felt him take off her shirt putting it aside to reveal her satin laced bra on
He joined her in another passionate kiss just wanting her. She was so beautiful he couldn't keep his hands off his girlfriend. He wanted her there and then just to make love to her.
Bless deepened the kiss as her hands searched and explored his body until she found the apex of his hip dents and slipped his boxers down a bit to reveal his hard on for her as she felt his shaft stiffen in her hand.
"Baby..."Drew whispered lowly in her hair.
She stroked him gently after breaking their kiss and she could hear him groan softly at her gentle teasing touch that turned him on.
"Mmmm...You're so hard baby."She cooed stroking him until she felt his precum leak on her hand.
"Baby, at this rate I can't the teasing...you make me wanna cum..."He growled in his deep husky voice wanting to spill as he felt her stroke him faster.
She got off the counter and bent down taking her mouth tasting his precum lavishing his taste and teasing her with her tongue.
"Oh gosh babe..."Drew moaned and stroked her hair gently loving the feeling off her taking him all in her mouth until he exploded. She knew he needed this.
"Honey, I'm gonna cum..."Drew could feel himself close to an orgasm as she released him out and pumped him again her hand.
"Cum for me baby..."She said softly as her eyes twinkled with lust for him as she stroked him again and faster as he let out a throaty moan till he released and caught his hot seed in her mouth tasting him and cleaning him off.
The sexy Scot breathed heavily as his girlfriend continued to lick him clean and rested as she released him.
"Mmmm so good."She giggled releasing him as he pulled up back his boxers and felt better after that orgasm and feeling better after she made love to him.
"There will be more action later sweetie. I'll be sure to pick up sexy for our romantic love making session when I get back from the mall with Liz."Bless told him as she picked up her t-shirt to put it back on and fixed herself to look decent before Liz came to pick her up.
"Promise?"He asked leaning towards his girlfriend as she could feel how hard he still was against her hip as he pecked her lips.
"Promise. It'll be our little time together."She winked at him as he nodded as Bless heard a beep at the drive way knowing it was Liz.
"I better go babe...I love you."Bless said blowing him a kiss.
"Love you too babe."He smiled while brushing his wild tresses of hair back watching her ass sway back and forth in her jeans knowing she was teasing him keeping her promise to him for a romantic evening when she got back.
Drew decided to take this time to shower and spend his time with the guys and Catherine while Bless spent the day with Liz.
