Abandoned Baby
Chapter 136
The next day Bless wanted to go out and get some fresh air so she thought of wanting to go out to the park to go roller blading just to get her mind off things and she hoped Drew didn't mind to watch the kids while she went out. She just felt like she needed some alone time just to think.
"Hey you. Where are you going?" Drew asked sleepily opening his eyes slowly as he watched his fiance wake up.
"I just need to get up and go out for a while babe. I just need some time to think about some things. I hope you don't mind watching the kids for the day." Bless hoped her fiance didn't mind her going out as she sat up in bed and sighed deeply.
"You okay love?" The Scot asked her as he clutched her arm seeing she looked a little reserved and quiet.
"I'm okay babe. I guess I have a lot on my mind with the wedding and all. I think I'm also going to visit my sister at the beach. It's been a while and I feel like some things I need to vent to her." She let him know how she was feeling inside that she still felt a little depressed and needed a female to vent too.
"Baby, you know I'm here and you can tell me anything." Her lover and fiance let her know he was there to help her.
"I know sweetie. I just need some alone time just to think. There's just some things I need to let out by myself. I promise to be back soon." She reassured that she would be fine and just wanted to be alone for a while just to get her head straightened out.
"Do you want me to go with you and the guys could come babysit the kids. Maybe you and I can talk things through you know and take a walk and I'm a pretty good listener." He teased her with that smile she knew all too well.
"Honey, I need to do this on my own. I'll be okay. I just need to clear my head."
"Alright. I trust you. Just be careful okay?" Drew let go of her arm gently and let her get ready.
"Promise." She swore as he pecked her lips before she got up and got ready to go out and venture on her own.
Drew hoped whatever was bothering his fiance she would get it out of her system. Maybe this argument with her and PJ was taking its toll on her and she needed some time since she felt like her best friend betrayed her and needed some closure for herself in able to move on. He hoped PJ apologized to Bless or he would go over to Stu's house and pummel him till he apologized but wouldn't help in Bless' situation and understood Bless needed some time to work things out with him in her own way.
After Bless got ready, she was dressed in some warm up work out clothes and her hair was up in a curled ponytail.
"Hon, I'll likely be back within an hour so I won't take long." Bless let her fiance know as she grabbed her stuff that she needed to work out.
"Alright. Stay safe okay and don't worry the kids will be a-okay with daddy here. I understand you just need your you time." Drew smiled a soft smile understanding Bless just needed some her time for herself just to get some frustration out plus it usually helped her her to relax.
"Thanks babe. I love you."
"Make sure to call if you need possibly anything or if you need a shoulder to cry on I'll be there. Love you too." Drew went over to her and wrapped his arms around her waist and kissed her softly.
"I will. I won't be long and there's some bottles of milk for Alex just in case he gets hungry when he wakes up."
"Gotcha. Thanks babe. Just be safe and come back in one piece." Drew cautioned his fiance just to be careful.
"You know it." She winked at him which he chuckled at.
Once Bless got her rollerblades and equipment, she headed out the door to the park just to let herself be free for a while. The fresh air felt so good and she started feeling relaxed.
When she reached the place where she and Drew placed Evelyn's resting place, Bless sighed softly just standing there feeling the wind surround her as if her sister Evelyn's arms were wrapped around her and feeling her presence near by.
The young soon to be bride put her hand to her shoulder as if she felt Evelyn's hand hoping for some kind of reassurance.
"Mahal Kita Ev at miss na miss kita." (I love you Ev and I miss you.) Bless sighed softly speaking softly in hoping her younger sister knew that.
"Lahat ay gulo sa pagitan kay PJ at ako. Sa tingin ba ninyo siya makipag-usap sa akin bago Drew at ako mga asawa?"
(Everything is mess between PJ and I. Do you think he'll talk to me before Drew and I get married?) The soon to be asked her sister hoping for some kind of answer as she looked out into the water hoping just to feel her sisters presence for an answer.
The young engaged soon to be bride felt the wind pick up gently as she sighed softly with a small smile hoping that it was Evelyn reassuring her everything was going to be okay.
"Mahal ko si Drew, Evelyn. Hindi ko nais na mawala sa ay ang lahat sa akin at ang mga ko kayo ay dito upang makita ang mga ito at makikita mo dito sa espiritu para sa aming maging masaya para sa akin."Bless softly cried to her younger sibling just to know everything was going to be okay.
(I love Drew, Evelyn. I don't want to lose him. He's everything to me and the kids. I wished you were here to see them and hoping you'll be here in spirit for our wedding. Please be happy for me.)
She felt the wind softly breeze around her as Bless smiled hoping Evelyn was letting her know things were going to be okay.
"Kami ay nagsisimula pa kasal sa dalawang linggo nang sa gayon kami ay opisyal na asawa at kong hindi pa namin usapan magkano ang tungkol sa pa kasal ngunit gusto lang namin maging masaya rin namin upang magplano ng isa pang iglesya kasal pagkatapos ng sibil kasal.
Drew at ako na rin ang pakikipag-usap tungkol sa kulang ng isa pang sanggol upang maaari naming maging isang malaking masaya pamilya.
Umaasa ako na masaya ka para sa akin at Drew. Mahal kita at mawalan ka Evelyn."
(We're getting married in two weeks so we're officially husband and wife. I know we haven't talked much about getting married but we just want to be happy together. We also want to plan another church wedding after the civil wedding.
Drew and I have also been talking about wanting another baby so we can be one big happy family.
I hope you're happy for me and Drew. I love you and miss you Evelyn.)
"Ako ba na alam mo Drew ay manloko sa akin at kinuha ko para sa isang ilang buwan na lamang ang layo mula sa kanya sa Catherine at Alex na lang i-clear ang aking ulo.
Alam ko kung ano ang ikaw ay pagpunta sa sabihin. Na ako ay sira ang bait o bobo para sa pagkuha sa kanya likod ngunit mahal ko siya kaya magkano at siya ang aking soulmate. Siya ang ama ng aking mga anak at siya nararapat upang makita ang mga ito. Napagpasyahan ko na kumuha siya bumalik at bigyan siya ng isa pang pagkakataon.
Kung siya Masakit sa akin muli, Huwag mag-alala ko ang bahala sa kanya aking sarili. Ipinapangako ko sa iwan sa kanya at gawin ang mga bata sa akin.
Alam ko siya ay hindi pagpunta sa saktan ako muli at ipinapangako niya siya ay hindi kailanman ay bagaman kaya hindi mo kailangang mag-alala. Siya at ako ay patuloy na gagana ang mga bagay sa aming kasal.
Inaasahan ko lang alam mo na kami ay pagpunta upang maging okay at magkaroon ka ng aking likod tuwing kailangan ko mo. Mahal kita Evelyn."
(I'm sure you know Drew did cheat on me and I took off for a few months just to be away from him with Catherine and Alex just to clear my head.
I know what you're going to say. That I was foolish or stupid for taking him back but I love him so much and he's my soulmate. He's the father of my children and he deserves to see them. I decided to take him back and give him another chance.
If he hurts me again, Don't worry I can take care of him myself. I promise to leave him and take the kids with me.
I know he's not going to hurt me again and he promises he never will though so you don't have to worry. He and I will continue to work things out in our marriage.
I just hope you know we're going to be okay and you have my back whenever I need you. I love you Evelyn.)
After Bless talked to her sister for a while, she blew a kiss up at the sky and smiled hoping in her heart that her sister was listening to her and had her back in spirit.
The young girl sat by one of the benches getting ready to roller blade when she saw a frisbee go by her table.
She smiled when she heard the familiar chuckle of her favorite friend Heath Slater yelling that he got whoever threw the frisbee her way.
The young woman giggled to herself and caught the frisbee and decided to be a little playful and grabbed the circular object and hid it underneath her bag before he seen it before acting casually putting on her helmet and knee pads on.
The raven haired girl watched with a small giggle watching the redhead wondering where the frisbee went after it fell when surprisingly he seen Bless at the table where she sat putting on her rollerblades and equipment on and decided to ask if she seen his and PJ's frisbee that they had been playing with.
The southern man walked over to her and smiled.
"Hey sweetcheeks. Surprised to see you around these parts." Heath greeted his friend with a smile happy to see her as he sat beside her.
"Hey Heath. Actually I decided to get up early and work out before heading back home. I just visited my sister a few minutes ago just to have some alone time before I came out to do some roller skating." Bless greeted him with a warm friendly smile as she grabbed her elbow pads to put on as she was speaking to him as well.
"So how did the talk go?" He wondered asking if everything was okay.
"Fine. I felt like I just needed some girl time and get some frustration out and I feel a little better." She told him everything was okay with her and glad she got some time to talk to her sister.
"You miss her huh?" He asked seeing the sad look on her as he could feel the vibe from her.
"Yeah I do. Very much. I just hope she's happy for me and Drew, you know?" She turned to the redhead as she sighed.
"I'm sure she is sweetcheeks. Everything will work out honey, you'll see." He moved closer to her to hug her.
"Thanks. I'm just glad to have you here to talk too." She smiled a small smile in his direction thanking her lucky stars that Heath was a good friend that she could talk too and trust.
"Any time sweetie." He smiled a warm smile at her.
"By the way, have you seen a frisbee fly by here?" He hoped that she seen the red circular object that flew by.
"No...not that I can say that I have." She hid that small smirk in knowing full well where it was as she shrugged nonchalantly playing with her friend that she had it and would return it later to him after her work out.
"Hey Heath. What's taking you so long?" A familiar South African accent was heard walking over to the redhead when he seen his best friend with him and frowned knowing she had to be disappointed in him after he blew up at her during their conversation about the wedding. He knew he had to talk to her after the boys lectured him to apologize to her and make things right.
"Heath, I gotta go." Bless looked at him feeling awkward when she seen the lone African man standing so close to her and just wanted to be alone.
"I understand sweetheart." Heath could feel the tension between his two friends and knew she wanted to be alone and he could see the hurt in her eyes when she looked at PJ before standing up from her spot.
"Baabaa..." (baby), could we talk?" The South African man asked Bless as he put his hand to her arm before she rolled away.
"I have nothing to say to you."
"Bless, come on...at least all you can do is talk to me." The high flyer pleaded wanting his best friend back.
"Let her be Peej. She wants to be alone." Heath pulled his friend away from Bless letting her have some time to herself. The Smackdown superstar felt hurt and rejected his best friend didn't want to talk to him. He knew he needed a way to just talk to her and make things right with her again after their argument. He felt he was being selfish and petty and needed to explain himself to her.
"She hates me and I don't blame her." The South African sighed sitting to the right of his best friend.
"She's just hurt Peej. Give her some time to calm down and she'll probably want to talk. Right now she's just confused and felt like you broke her heart after you rejected her and she needs time to think things through." Heath let him know how hurt Bless was still and needed time to think what to say before she spoke to his best friend.
While Bless was skating, she wiped some tears in her eyes thinking about the previous conversation again with her and PJ on the phone and couldn't shake off the hurt she felt in her heart after he told her he didn't want to be apart of her and Drew's wedding. It felt like a dagger to her heart that her own best friend and brother hurt her like that. She wished she could forgive him but right now she couldn't even though a part of her wanted too.
"Heath, I gotta talk to her. I need to make things right." PJ retaliated with his best friend knowing he needed his best friend and little sister back.
"Peej, Bless needs time okay. Give her some space." Heath told his best friend knowing how she felt after their last conversation even though he knew the South African wrestler wanted to talk to her but the girl needed her own time to talk to him and right now just wasn't the time.
"Man, she's marrying the man I hate that hurt her and I need to let her know I want to be there when things aren't okay."
"I know you do buddy but right now she's hurt and confused. Like I said when she needs you you'll be there to make sure everything is alright."
"I feel so bad for hurting her and hate to be the one to do it but I guess I was too overprotective and don't want to see her get hurt."
"I know you don't bud. She'll forgive you in time though." Heath wished the two of his friends would kiss and make up soon enough before Bless got married.
After Bless finished her workout, She saw Heath and PJ sitting together talking.
She avoided looking at the South African native as she got ready to go home to her family.
"Hey, you okay sweetcheeks?" The Southern wrestler asked seeing tear marks on her cheeks as he watched her take off her rollerblades putting them away in her bag to replace them with her sneakers.
"Yeah...I'm okay." She softly reassured her friend she was fine although she wasn't really fine.
PJ's heartstrings tugged at him hating to see his best friend cry and know he was the one that caused that hurt and wishing he could take it all away.
"Baabaa, I know you're disappointed in me. I'm sorry." PJ apologized to her as he started to get a little emotional which Heath never seen but here he was pouring his heart out to Bless. He was glad his best friend was at least admitting he was wrong and needed to fix things.
"Bless, I never meant to hurt you. I guess I was overbearing and too overprotective. I just don't want to see you get hurt." He explained to her how protective he was when it came to his friends that didn't deserve to be hurt and needed to look after them.
Her brown eyes looked down as she tried her best to wipe her tears as she what her best friend was saying to her.
The high flying superstar stood up and walked over to his adopted sister carefully and hugged her from behind.
"Baby girl, please forgive me. I'm sorry for hurting you and making you cry. It wasn't my intention. I'm just looking out for what's best for you." PJ tried choking back some tears as he was trying to apologize and make up for his mistakes.
"I love you Bless. I want my best friend and my sister back."
Bless' walls crumbled at those words as she turned around and faced her best friend and big adopted brother she came to know and love embracing him as Heath softly smiled at the two glad to see them sort of reconciling in their own way. He was happy to see both of them were making up this time and all it took was both of them to open up and get things out they needed to say,
"I...I...love you and I'm...sorry...f...f...for shutting you out as well. PJ, I...I know what's for me, in here." She pointed to her heart.
"I love Drew very much and I promise he would never hurt me again and the kids. Just promise me when I fall again, you'll be here to pick up the pieces and make everything okay." She softly spoke as she laid her head on his shoulder needing her big brother back in her life.
"I promise sweetheart. You can definitely count on me." He told her softly as they broke from their embrace as he softly wiped away her tears from her face as she giggled softly glad to have her best friend back.
"Promise me one thing?" The South African told her.
"What?" She giggled softly wiping her remaining tears.
"If Drew hurts you again, can I hurt him for you?" He chuckled to get his hands on the Scot just to lay one hand on him just to make sure he didn't hurt his best friend and who became like a little sister to him.
"Yeah...sure. Don't worry, if worse comes to worse, I can take on him and then you can hit him for me too for good measure." She giggled loving they could make up for lost time and joke around with each other.
"Thanks and baby girl, I'd be glad to be at your wedding and to witness you marry Drew even though I don't like him. I'm only doing this because I love you and the kids very much."
Bless squeaked and tackled PJ with the biggest hug in the world as Heath laughed at how cute they were. His best friends were back together again.
"Thank you, thank you, thank you!" She giggled hugging him so many times happy to have her best friend back and he was happy for her.
"I love you Peej. I'm glad to have my best friend back." She murmured against his chest as they embraced.
"I'm glad to have my best friend and little sister back too."
"Ah' it's nice to see you two kiss and make up." The Southern rockband smiled happily sighing from his spot watching them watching them embrace.
"It does." The two agreed with the redhead.
"I'm sorry for being petty and selfish darling. Next time you can hit me if I say anything stupid like that again." PJ apologized to his best friend hating to shut her out like he did.
"Mental note taken." She giggled playfully punching his arm.
"Ow woman..." The South African werewolf playfully pouted rubbing his arm where she playfully knocked him.
"I hope you learned your lesson but at the same time I'm glad your we could be best friends again."
"I am too." He agreed as he hugged her and kissed the top of her head as she felt safe again in his arms.
"Any ways, sorry to cut our conversation short but I gotta go guys and check up on Drew and the babies." She knew she had to get home and get to her fiance and kids as she looked at her watch.
After she got her stuff off and packed it in her bag, Heath saw the frisby fall on the ground.
"You little sneak, you had it all the time." The redhead laughed seeing where the frisby went off too.
"Gotcha."She giggled playfully sticking her tongue out at her other best friend.
"Why you little..." He laughed as he playfully started to tackle her to the grass as he tickled her.
'H...H...H...Heath...Okay...I...I'm sorry..."Bless laughed as he was mercifully tickling her.
"What was that, I didn't hear you." He laughed pretending he didn't hear her continuing to tickle her.
"P...Peej...help me..." She laughed looking up at her best friend.
"Okay Heath, I think she'd had enough. Let the girl up." The South African playfully scolded his best friend and his brother from another mother even though he was laughing at their playfulness.
"I'll get you next time red."She started breathing evenly as his best friend helped her up and dusted the back of her shirt with the grass that stuck to it as Heath stood up too with a smirk on his face.
"I'd like to see you try."The One man rock band chuckled teasing her as he picked up the frisbee from the ground.
"Hey sweetcheeks, maybe this weekend before the wedding, maybe the three of us can go out and catch up over lunch or something if you aren't busy." Her redheaded friend hoped that maybe they could have a lunch date or something just to catch up.
"That sounds good." She agreed to that to be able to catch up with her best friends.
"Alright cool. Have a safe trip home." He waved at her as he watched her sling her bag over her shoulder.
"Will do. Love you guys." She called before waving them off.
"Love you too!" They yelled back as they watched her leave to go home.
"It's good to have our family back together." Heath smiled telling PJ as they got ready to head home after a good day.
"Agreed my friend." PJ called slapping his back as they walked off to also go home and hang out with the guys.
