Jenna got to the parking garage connected to her apartment building and sat in her car leaning on the steering wheel just crying. Her heart was broken again and this time she wasn't sure if she wanted to see the other side. She was letting herself seep into her darkness that she never let herself feel. She wanted to drive home to Jax and Abel but she knew what she was doing was best for her and her children. Jax didn't deserve them ever again after this stunt with Tara. Jenna heard a car pulling into the garage and she wiped her eyes and grabbed her purse. She kept her mace in hand concealed just in case. She was no stranger to being leverage in one of Jax's rivalry. Hearing the car door close close she walked a little faster but she was pregnant and in heels. She heard the sound of heels walking behind her and a familiar cough. It was Gemma, of course it was. Jenna spun around to see her kids grandmother and her surrogate mother approaching her with a duffel bag full of her stuff from the house. Jenna waited for Gemma to reach her and asked "What's This?" "Your girlfriend told me where you were staying. I had to force it out her her but i did and i got some things for you since i figured you didn't have time to grab much with everything going on." Gemma said putting out her cigarette before reaching Jenna. "thanks trying to keep this place on the low right now. I need to get me and Abel use to it. More me then Abel." She said flutter her eyelashes a little keeping the tears at bay. Jenna was one never to cry in front of people she truly loved because she didnt want them to see her at her weakest.

"I get it. Its what's best for you both. Hopefully this will make my son realizes what he's giving up for something that never stays." Gemma said walking with Jenna into the hallway that lead to her apartment. They got to the door and Jenna unlocked the door letting Gemma in to inspect like she always had to. Jenna put her keys down and went to sit on the stool neat the door to remove her boots. "Gemma I won't forgive him again. I love him and always will he is my heart my soul the one i dreamed of spending my life with him and raising our kids together. But he seems to always ruin it with something. I can't do it anymore." Jenna said as she stood up looking for Gemma. She finally found her out on the balcony in the master bedroom. "I don't blame you Jenna." Gemma said looking back for a second seeing Jenna standing there. Jenna walked out on the balcony and looked out on the stars and hearing the waves crash. "My son is a foolish man but he will always come home because in his heart he knows that you and his kids are home and its where he belongs. But i don't blame you Jenna." Gemma said spinning around to lean on the balcony. "If you need anything I'm a call away okay." Gemma said with a soft smile approving of what Jenna was doing. "get some rest n I'll let myself out." Gemma added giving Jenna a side hug and kissing her forehead. Jenna saw Gemma out the door and locked it securely. She wasn't taking any chances. Peeling off her clothes she went into the master bathroom and sat down at the vanity table that Ima must of had the guys bring from Hers and Jax's home. She rubbed cocoa butter on her growing belly and felt her daughter moving. It was gonna be okay and Jenna knew it with in her heart and soul. She texted her brother before getting in the tub to her big brother asking him to check on Jax.

While Jenna was going through her nightly routine in her new place just going through her motions to be okay Jax had just laid Abel Down in his bed. Abel fell asleep right away since he was wore out from the carnival tonight. Jax himself was never a good one for processing his own emotions. He usually drank them out or raged them out but he couldn't risk Abel seeing wither part of that. He hated hearing his son ask why does mommy cry it killed him inside and out. Jax decided to go sit on the porch and have a cigarette and looked up at the stars. He knew he did this to himself and had to figure out how to fix this all. Jax hadn't had time to calculate what was missing of hers or his sons. Nor was he ready to deal with that either. He heard a Harley coming down the block and park in his drive way. It was Opie doing what his sister asked and to check in on his best friend. Jax shook his head and said "Shouldn't you be home with Lyla and the kids.?" "Lyla understands this life and my responsibilities as a brother and a friend." Opie said pulling a bottle of whiskey from a satchel on his bike. He offered it to Jax who took a swig. "She still loves you man. You know that right." Opie said before taking his swig. Jax took another swig out of the bottle and said "I'm not sure about that anymore man. I think today broke her and I broke her. It will never be the same." "and it should never be the same. Bro you are my best friend and she is my sister. You two were meant for each other since we were kids you two just are self destructive and don't think you deserve happiness and until both of you finds what truly makes you happy you two will keep sabotaging whats right in front of you." Opie said being boldly honest. Jax took a long swallow savoring his friends words.

Jenna soaked in a bubble bath enjoying the view refusing to cry jut breathing in the jasmine and soaking away the problems. She started to feel numb and thats how she needed to be anymore because all her feelings got her was heartache and pain so she refused to let anyone in. She had three more moths being pregnant and then she was going to get her fierceness and fire back that she lost when she became a mother and a wife. She got out of the tub and wrapped herself in her nude silk robe and took a selfie trying to make herself feel sexy. She sent it to Ima who responded she would be down shortly for fun. That made Jenna giggle but she was also sort of revealed cause now she wouldn't be alone. Jenna decided to put on a little make up and did her hair in a messy bun. Jax and Opie were still sitting on the porch when Jax asked "has she been seeing anyone?" He wanted to know if she had stayed faithful for as long as she claimed. "No Jax My sister isn't that girl she never has been. Its always been you. you've just been diving into other pussy to see it. But honestly i hope she does eventually move on and you feel her pain when she saw you and Tara." Opie said bluntly to his friend. He knew its what Jax needed to hear but also knew it was a little to far. so he excused himself "Look I'll see you tomorrow bro." He said patting his back. Jax felt a little offended and hurt by Opie's word and wanted to let out a little rage but when Opie decided to leave Jax said "Yeah tomorrow." Opie got on his bike and headed home to his family. Jax decided to sit on the porch and finish the rest of the little bottle and went inside and laid in their bed grasping her pillow cuddling it to even try to sleep. Ima came downstairs and found Jenna on the couch curled up in a robe. "mmm you look yummy." she said walking in. When Jenna signed her lease and escrow papers she gave Ima the spare key. Jenna let out a weak smie and lifted up her fuzzy blanket for her to join her on the couch to watch some netflix and chill. Ima smiled and joined her cuddling with her more or less Jenna's pregnant belly. Jenna didn't say a word she just relaxed a little feeling less alone even though they didn't say any words to each other.

Gemma had just gotten home and Nero was sitting at the table with one of their bird as he rolled a joint for his woman when she came home. "Hi Mama." he said with a smile. Gemma smiled back as she set her keys down and went to give him a kiss. "Hi Papi" She said taking a seat next to him as he lit the joint and passed it to her "I heard about Jenna and Jax. how you handling that?" He said pulling her into his lap. Gemma leaned into him and took a deep breath. She was taking in his scent like she always did. It made her feel at ease. She said "she moved out got an aparment without anyone knowing when she found Jax banging Tara. As for him hes got Abel for the weekend and who knows from there but i doubt She's ever going home." Gemma knew this was bound to happen once she herself knew Tara was back in town. She also knew what a fragile soul Jenna was too. Nero ran his finger through her hair and said "jax is gonna hate himself if anything happens to her again." "I know i'm gonna talk to the pornstar tomorrow about keeping an eye on her cause honestly i saw her eyes and if she can move out and into an apartment with money no one knew about and paid a few months worth of rent she can do anything even relapse." Gemma didn't wanna fight that battle with Jenna after Abel was born and she got addicted to pain pills. Jenna tried to be a good mom and did what she could to for her son but she fed her habits more. But it took Jenna almost ODing if her brother Opie and Jax being there. That day mad Jenna give it up and just smoke weed cause she didn't want to lose the family. But Gemma knew this might break the girls spirit cause she herself had been there once with two husbands. Gemma looked up and Nero with a smirk as he said "Sounds like experience talking there." Gemma just smiled and pulled him in for a kiss. She hoped and prayed for her son would see how he was the one who was self destructing his family and not Jenna. But she knew Teller blood ran thick through him.

The next morning Jenna woke up and Ima was gone but left her a note on the coffee table. Jenna glanced at it and smiled as she rubbed her eyes. She was dying for a cigarette or a joint something to help her nerves but she had to quit everything for the time being. She felt her daughter kicking her hand and she said "okay mommy will pee and feed you." Jenna knew she had to go on with her life like she always did when her and Jax were on the outs just she had her son and a daughter growing inside of her she was responsible for. After she used the restroom she made a breakfast smoothie and seat out on her balcony she thumbed through her phone there were texts from Opie, Ima, Gemma, and even Jax. After the last day she didn't want to be bothered with her reality today so she just put her phone on silent and soaked in the California sun. Closing her eyes she sipped her smoothie and rested her had on her belly until she heard a whistle in her direction. peaking through her eyes she see a guy that was in the next complex on his balcony next to her. It was David Hale Charmings own super cop. Jenna rolled her eyes and hollered. "You've got to be kidding me right. Did you follow me?" "uh no Hunny I been lived here since I moved here. What are you doing on this side of town?" He asked her leaning on his balcony closest to hers. Jenna smiled and put on her shades to sit up and talk with him since their balconies were that close to touch or climb over to. She took a sip of her smoothie and said "need a change after yesterday. I'm sure you heard why." She jnew the whole town of charming knew by now that her and Jax were having another relationship problem.

"Yeah I heard about it second hand. but what i did overhear at the carnival yesterday is you caught Jax and Tara in bed together." He said sucking through his teeth uneasy about the subject. Jenna smirked and nodded her head "Yeah that's the jist of it. That's why i stayed outside after helping set up. I didnt wanna put on those rose colored glasses and act like a happy family in front of a town that either fears us hates us or fakes it." Jenna said taking another sip. Hale sipped his coffee and said "I get it. good to know you have lost all of you." He said it with a smile cause he was sweet on her and really cared about her at one point in life but knew they would never work out cause she always had her heart set on her and Jax forever the family everything. Jenna winced feeling he daughter kick hard. "you okay?"David said with a look of worry. Jenna just smiled and said "yeah she just wants more of the smoothie since she doesn't like anything else for breakfast." she sipped her smoothie and Hale asked "you picked out a name yet?" Jenna laughed and said "honestly no i planned for another boy and had that name easy. He was gonna be named Thomas Piermont Telller. After his brother and my dad." she paused rubbing her belly knowing who could help her through this but she wasn't letting Jax win that easy just cause his voice soothed their children in womb. "you sure you're okay?" Hale asked her reaching for her hand that was grasping the balcony. "Yeah my children in uetro seemed to be their father's children an he can sooth him but im not giving him that satisfaction so this is the price i pay my stomach used as a soccer ball." She said looking up with a soft smiled as she stood up making their hands let go. Hale's asked "Can i feel her?" he was timid to ask just wanted to help. Jenna nodded her head and bit her lip. She knew Jax would definitely beat the hell outta Hale if he found out he was even touching her. David rested his hands on her belly feeling the fierce tiny kicks soon settle directly on his hand before stopping as Jenna drank her smoothie.

The two locked eyes and looked about ready to kiss till his phone went off and it was the police department. As he went to grab it Jenna ducked inside and closed her sliding door and locking it. David looked back as he got on the phone talking with the new chief. Jenna decided to take a shower and get dressed and go for a drive not choosing where she would end up. But she didn't wanna go to Jax Or anywhere near where Jax could be so she was just left with the porn studio she technically owned with Lyla for the Sons. Sitting on the bed in a black thong and a matching bra that pushed voluptuous breast together staring at two outfits as she dried her blonde hair. Jenna had her own ways to deal with Jax and where he stuck his dick and she would still revert to those tactics plus a few new ones since this time she swore they were done. Jenna planned to get back to what she use to be before she was pregnant with either child. It took seeing Jax and Tara in bed again was the thing that turned off her emotions to everyone but her children. Once she felt her hair was dry enough she put it in boxer braids and chose a fierce look with jeans heels and a mini leather jacket. Even though she was pregnant it was really only her belly and her butt that grew with each pregnancy along with her boobs and she would get her trim figure back in a few short months. after getting dressed she checked herself out in the mirror and smiled at herself pleased with her appearance even if she felt like a pregnant whale. Jenna was five foot eight inches with long creamy legs and a slender fit bod when she wasn't pregnant. She grabbed her purse and key and set the alarms and locked her deadbolt as she left for the parking garage.

All she could hear were the clicking of her heels and the waves crashing. But Jenna felt like she was being watched and wasn't sure why but she felt like she was being watched for some reason. She got to in her SUV and put on her sun glasses. She looked around her surroundings just to make sure she wasn't just paranoid. She turned on the radio and was on the radio. Jenna put the car in reverse and drove off. As she was headed through town she was tempted to spot by the house to check on them but she couldn't give in like that. She turned up the song a little more till she heard the bluetooth going off and it was jax. Jenna saw the time and it was around 9am when abel gets up on the weekends. As she drove down the highway a little she pushed the talk button "Hi Baby boy." she said smiling and happy to hear his giggle. "hi Mommy." He said with a laugh as Jax was tickling him. on the couch since he had pestered him since he finished his breakfast. "How are you and sissy enjoying the spa?" he asked as jax still had not explained why mommy wasn't really home. Jenna rolled her eyes and said "It's nices and relaxing and sissy is moving a lot. Hey give the phone to daddy and be good and mommy will see you at gammies sunday dinner." "K mommy I love you." Abel said handing Jax the phone as he said "Here Mommy wants to talk to you."Jax smirked watching Abel run to his room so they could talk. That little boy loved when his parents were together and talking even though he was six he knew they fought. Jenna pulled into the porn studio parking lot and parked so they could talk. "You didn't tell him yet." she said with a sigh.

Jax said " I was waiting till later. He just woke up and had breakfast Jenna. all he wanted was you." He said lighting up a cigarette. Jenna heard the flick of the lighter and grabbed her vape pen she used to stop her morning sickness. "Jenna I don't even know what to tell him about it." He said running his fingers through his blonde hair hitting his cigarette. Jenna laid her head on the steering wheel and said "I don't know either but I'm not coming home ever Jax. We have no relationship just kids." she had never said harsher things to him. Jax let out a sigh "so what your moving out and taking the kids? What are you gonna do about money?" he asked. She raised her head and said "Yes Jax that's what women do when they catch their fiancees with a woman who almost made them almost lose their first born and then catch them again with the same woman when pregnant with baby number two. Which pretty much means odds are not in our favor. Go be happy with Tara. You can see the kids when you want. I will never keep them from you but its my time to be happy." She could feel her tears working up but he wasn't worth them. "Jenna this isn't fair." He said and she cut him off "no Jax we won't go their at all about fair. On that note talk to him and I will see you guys sunday. I have a porn industry to run since technically I own it. Need to take some of the stress off Lyla's shoulders she's got 4 kids to worry about. Tell Abel i love him and I'll call him later.' She said hanging up before he could get another word in. She looked at her self in the mirror and hit her pen one more time before turning off the car and heading for the back entrance where she spotted a few motorcycles.

Her heels clicked on the pavement as she walked in like everything was fine and her normal self again. As she walked in she see some of the guys sitting on a couch talking to the girls. Jenna kept walking as everyone said hi and wanted to feel the baby bump. She exchanged pleasantries with everyone. As she was walking to her office she seen Ima staring at her self in the mirror filming herself twerk and Jenna Smacked her ass so hard it left a hand print. Jenna gave her a wicked grin and Ima just winked at her. Ima was about to shoot a scene or she would have went to handle that. Jenna smiled seeing her brother and Lyla sitting in her office across the hall. Lyla had just found out she was pregnant with another baby and Opie was checking in on her. Jenna smiled and just waved at them as she unlocked her office and took off her jacket and hung it on the coat hook and looked around the office. She missed this place. She really hadn't been in her office unless she needed to be for the cops or audits just cause she owned this along with Lyla. Jenna sat at her desk and looked at the pictures. They were all pictures of abel and an ultrasound picture of their baby girl. There was even one of her and Jax and she had to put that out of her mind. Jenna had no idea what needed to be done or what to do, she came here to not go to her family or to Tara's. She watched Opie And Lyla holding hands and kissing as she walked him out of her office. She barely had a bump with her skinny body. Opie smiled and made a call me motion to his sister. Jenna nodded as he walked away and Lyla came in with a smile.

"Hey Girilie." Lyla said with a smile sitting on the corner of Jenna's desk. "What are you doing here?" Lyla asked watching Jenna look at her calendar n seen what all needed to be done today. Jenna smiled up at her sister in law and said "I need to make an actual paycheck not just earn one from home. Plus you and my brother have four kids you need a break. Plus i need to keep my mind off jax and where he's sticking his pipe." Jenna let out a fake grin and moved her bangs from her face. Lyla put her hand on Jenna's reassuring her "It's ok I have this. But it will be nice to see you around the crew miss you." Lyla said as some of the crew banged on the glass wall window and waved at them both. Jenna smiled and said "it will be good to be back till she come out in 3 months and then mommy is on a fast track back to filming." Lyla raised her eyebrow and said "Oh really" "Yes really and I dont't care how mad Jax gets I can't depend on him or the clubs money forever momma's gotta make it while." Jenna said rubbing her belly feeling her daughter kick her. Lyla smiled and said "I can't wait to feel this one move like that." Jenna let out a sarcastic laugh and said "Oh you'll regret those words trust me. I gave Jax to much time with my belly she only calms down to a male prescence now." "Aw she gonna be a daddie's girl then." Lyla said biting her lip a little. Jenna rolled her eyes at that thought and said as she typed at her computer "yeah I know. I was too. But i need a distraction from that. What do you need done first." Jenna said trying not to think of her father whom Clay killed.

"Nothing really...With Diosa Next Door the girls go back and forth between scenes sometimes we do some candid stuff now that juice hooked up cameras in specific rooms with Neros permission and the guys as well.'Which means the website is hotter than ever now. The only thing I've really been doing is just micro managing making sure everyone is doing what they should be. so Relax reply to emails and breath." Lyla said to her looking at her phone seeing that her kids wer calling her from her moms phone. Lyla excused herself and Jenna just smiled at her as she walked away. She had to her son but she wanted Jax to tell him the truth. So she gave Jax Time And decided to mindlessly read email and look at apps from girls wanting to be a Cara Cara girl. Jax and abel were out in the garage. Jax was working on his motorcycle while abel used his toy tool set to repair his bicycle. Abel looked over at Jax who was searching in his tool box and asked him "Daddy whem i mommy coming home?" "Tomorrow buddy" Jax said still searching for a specific socket trying to prolong this conversation because he knew the instant he told his son he would want to be with his mom. "Are you sure? I over heard grammie talking to you this morning about mommy." Abel said looking down at the crowd since he had just admited he was ease dropping. Jax stopped looking in hs tool box stunned that his sone has heard people talking about his mother himself included. Jax walked over and sat on the ground next to his son and asked "what did you hear?" as he lifted his chin

Abel still looked down cause he didn't want him to see him cry and said "I heard Grammie say that mommy and i and sissy are moving out cause you broke your promise." Jax's heart broke in that moment and pulled Abel into his arms and held him. Abel asked "did you really break your promise n make mommy cry again?" Jax now wanted to hide his own tears cause now he was realizing what his actions we causing. He now broke a promise to his son whom he promised never to do that to. in between his sniffles Jax replied to his son with "Yeah buddy Daddy broke his promise and made mommy cry. I never meant to and its something i will explain when you are older and can understand. But Daddy feels really bad for what he has done to mommy and wants to make it. Bu daddy isn't sure if thats possible anymore cause daddy really hurt mommy." Abel looked up his dad and was upset and screamed "You Promised Me." he fought his way out of his father's arms and ran into his room locking himself in there to cry. Jax ran after his son and banged on the door. He hollered for his son but all he heard was tears. Jax sit against the door and said "Abel son I'm so sorry. Daddy never meant to break that promise but I'm gonna make it better i swear. even if you and mommy and sissy move you guys wll still see me whenever you want." He still heard the tears and kept repeating "I'm sorry." This feeling hurt him and he didn't know how to handle it. He wasn't sure who to call. He knew this was his fault and he had to take responsibility for it.

Jenna decided to go next door since all the moans in different parts of the studio weren't helping her think. Today was a day she wished she could drink. She walked through the doors with a smile seeing Nero and Gemma in his office near the entrance. Gemma was sitting on his lap as he was trying to work. Jenna smiled and waved and took a seat at the bar. Most everyone their knew whose old lady she was so they didn't approach her. she had the bartender make her a margarita mocktail which was a limeade mix with sugar on the rim. She sipped it as she watched the girls talking to the suitors and finding out their interests and such. She missed making this money cause it made he happy because she was able to give her kids everything they could want. She wondered if she would ever get back to that like her ex had with Tara. As she was sitting at the bar Jax kept blowing up her phone and she kept ignoring knowing that it wasn't abel trying to call her. It took a text to say call me ASAP its abel to get her to pay attention. This made her heart jum into her throat and step out on to the beer garden of Diosa to call him. The phone rang twice and Jax picked up "what is wrong with abel? What happened?" She said panicked Jax still sitting at Abel's door who was still crying in his room. "He won't come out of his room." Jax said. Jenna heatedly said "WHY? What Happened? Did Tara come over and try to play house?" Jax yelled at her "NO! He over heard mom and i talking about me and you and I told him the truth and he flipped out and won't come out." Just then Abel unlocked the door and slapped his father. Jenna could hear her son say "Don't Yell at my mommy." Before slamming his door again. Jenna said "I'll be right there."

She hung up the phone and Went back inside. As Jenna waent to pay for her mocktail Nero pushed her Money back and looked at the bartender "Don't ever let her pay. i pay her tabs." Nero said with a smile as the bartender nodded to go serve someone else. "thanks for that but you do know i can pay for my own stuff." She said with a smirk really needing to go back to the studio to grab her purse and keys. "I know you can mami. doesn't mean someone else can't pay now and then too." Nero said with a smile. Jenna just shook her head and said "Ha..But that always comes wth strings attached." "Not always Jenna. you can't stop trusting people just cause he tried to break you. Don't give him that satisfaction." Nero responded. Jenna smirked and said "Don't plan to but i do have to go get my son. because he his having a melt down at Jax's cause he over heard Gemma and Jax this morning so Jax had to tell him and now he won't come out of his room." Gemma grabbed her keys and instantly said "do you want me to come with?" Jenna looked to her and said "Actually Yeah. Do you mind keeping Abel until after dinner tomorrow so I can finish getting our stuff moved in." "Of course I don't mind. Do we Papi?" Gemma said with a smile in Nero's direction. "no we don't mind I like having him around makes me feel young chasing him around." Nero said with a smile. "You guys are the best. I'll meet you there Gemma." Jenna said using the back exit to go across a parking lot to the porn studio to get her thing.

Walking in she peaked into the set Ima was working on to talk to her. But when she looked in she watched Ima with one othe male preformers in throws of passion together. There was no crew no one else in the room no even a camera filming. This made her heart break a little more. She thought the whole world was closing in and making her feel pain for being a good woman. she walked passed without either of them seeing her and grabbed her keys and her purse and headed out quickly. Jenna assumed she must have been over reatacting because of all the new ways to watch porn these days She seen Lyla outside texting on the phone and said "Hey I'll be back. abel is having a melt down." "Jax told him" Lyla said in response. "Yeah and its bad I gotta go talk to my son." Jenna said looking down at her phone watching the nanny cam they had in the kids rooms. She watch abel having a fit. He hardly ever had them unless he knew something was wrong and one of his parents were to blame. "Do you need me to take him?" Lyla asked with concern. "Nah..Gemma's gonna take him to get ice cream and keep him till tomorrow after family dinner at her place." Jenna said as she put her jacket on she continued on to say " Can you ask my brother to bring the truck by so i can get more of our stuff once Gemma takes Abel. I don't wanna be left alone with Jax." "Gotcha covered Girlie. Need me to tell Ima anything?" Lyla asked her. Jenna shook her head no and said "Nah She know's where i live she'll find me." Jenna let out a smile before heading to her car. She felt her daughter kicking. "you calm down too in there. Your brother is already having a melt down." She said to her belly before driving off

It took here mere minutes to get home avoiding where she knew the speed traps were to get home from the studio. Pulling her car into the drive way she took off her sunglasses and fixed her bangs before getting out. She could hear Jax yell to Abel "Hey if you wanna talk to mommy you gotta unlock the door please buddy," Abel ran to his bedroom window and seen his mother getting out of her car. "Mommy!" he yelled through the open window. Jenna shook her head with a smile and said "I need you to unlock your door buddy. I get your mad at daddy and mommy will deal with him. But i need you to calm down or you wont go hang out at Gramma Gems house and spend the night." Abel loved sleep overs at his grammies house so he did as he was told and unlocked his door. He swung it open and ran to meet his mother at the front door. As soon as Jenna opened the door. He attached his arms around her as much as he could hugging her belly. Jax shook his head as stood in the living room watching his son with his mother and what a glow Jenna had abut her. He was seeing her what she was when they first got together and he missed her and it was only a day. "hey let your mom come inside so we all can talk." Jax told his son. Who reluctantly listened after getting a kiss on the forehead from his mother.

Jenna walked into their home. It was suppouse to be for their family but now it just felt like lies and betrayal to be in here for her. But this was home though in her heart. Jax's mom and step dad bought this for them as a baby shower gift for Abel. They were so happy and in love then. Especially after Tara left when she found out Jenna was pregnant. Abel plopped down on the sofa and Jenna sat next to him. Jax took a seat next to them on the loveseat near them. "Now what's got you so upset buddy?" Jenna askes playing with her sons blonde locks knowing it was time for a hair cut. "daddy told me he broke his promise and mad you cry and it just wasn't a promise to you it was a prmoise to me and sissy and i don't wanna stay with daddy anymore. I wanna be with you." Abel said looking downa t his feet upset and knowing he was in the wrong for hitting his father. This broke Jax's heart to hear he hurt his blood so much he didn't want to stay with him. Jenna lifted his chin to make him look at her softly. "Baby I know your upset but he is still your daddy and he makes sure you ahve all the cool thing you want and just because he broke that promise to mommy and you doesn't mean he meant to hurt u or sissy buddy. Its a grown up issue. we both love you no matter what." She told her son tossling his hair making him smile and say "Mom quit your messing up my hair." "My bad mister cool guy. But you need to applogize to Daddy and go get somethings ready your spending the night at Grammies so Daddy and I can talk about how you feel buddy okay." Jenna said to him.

Abel got up and gave his father a hug and said "Im sowwie I hit you daddy." "It's okay buddy I understand I hurt you and i promise never to hurt you again okay." Jax said to him giving him a tight hug before pushing him off to his room to pack. Jenna stood up simply because she didn't want to get comfortable. Because if she did the cycle would keep going and Jax was not allowed to win this time. Jax stood up watching her look through the mail. "look I'm sorry Jenna I really am. I don't know what to do here or how to really explain to a six year old his family will never be a real family. Especially with you taking the kids n moving out of our house." He said it in a hushed toned so Abel didn't hear a word of it. "It's been a day Jax i don't buy it. Yes it hurts i have to take our son from the only home he knows but. your never home and when you are your at the club house fucking youre doctor hoe and I refuse to stay her Jax. Hell i don't even wanna be in the same room with you but I have to for his sake and hers." She said feeling a sharp kick. She braced herself on the counter. Jax went to put his hans on her belly but she pushed him off of her. "You don't get to touch me anymore Jackson Teller. Never again I promise you that. You betrayed me and our kids because of a stupid whore youl loved when you were 16 and she got your crow before i did" Jenna said breathing she knew she was getting stressed out over nothing but Jax was her true love in her eyes and it was hard to stay ad at him. But she couldn't play his fool anymore. The couple stood in silence as Abel came from his bedbrook with his backpack to go to grammie's.

As he was putting on his shoes Gemma and Opie arrived at the same time. Gemma got out of her car and hollered "what do they each call back up just in case." she was joking of course. The couple only fought when they drank and thats been years because when she got pregnant with Abel she stayed sober never wanting a drink. That's why she always had a mocktail in hand when in a party. Opie smiled and said "Nah Lyla called me cause Jenna asked me to help her move some stuff and because she didn't wanna be alone with him. Gemma snickered and said "Don't blame her. I know how much she loves my son and it will take the right words and she back here with him." Opie shook his head in agreement. Gemma took off her shades and knocked on the door before letting herself in slowly. She wanted to make sure it was safe to enter. Jax watched his mother and said "you're good mom. Your grandson is getting his shoes on now." Gemma opened the door wider and Abel came running to her hugging her. "you ready for a fun night with Grammie and Papaw Nero." He said embracing him. Abel let go and ran to get his back back. "Yup already Grammie." He said with a smile. Gemma smiled down at him and said "go get in the car and put on your movie. Grammie be there in a second." She said kissing her grandsons forehead. Abel ran and relucantly gave his father a hug. But rushed to hold his mother tightly. "Mommy will take you home after sunday dinner at grammies okay." Jenna said as he kissed her belly before running to Gemma's car. Opie seen him running and smiled watching him as he got into the car.

Gemma Looked at the seperated couple and shook her head "I'll see you guys Sunday. Jenna I'll text you if He needs anything." Jenna nodded her head as she bit her lower lip and folded her arms. Jax just gave his mother a look and she walked out the door. She looked at Opie who was about to go in. She jokingly said "no broken dishes yet still clean in there." Opie chuckled and walked into the house. He stated "Im gonna say this once. This is not might fight I won't pick sides you can't make me and I'll be out on the back porch Jenna let me know whe you need me to move stuff." He said walking to the back enclosed porch to have a cigarette. That set Jax off and he said heatedly "you are really moving out?" Jenna looked up and said in a low agressive tone "What The Hell did you expect me to do. Sit here and be the good wife while you fuck a woman you know i can't stand because if it weren't for her our son could have been lost to us and that like eludes you a lot. She nearly cost you your son and still you fuck her, Still you fuck her in places we swore would always be ours. Trust me the walls have ears. I know every bitch you've ever fucked. I never cared about the nameless bitches cause they were party whores. But Tara Fucking Knowles Jax you Fuck Tara Fucking Knowles Again hiding it from me. What did you truly espect Jax. I love you but I'm tired of being your fool. So I'm no longer your old lady I am just the mother of your children. You will have acess to them but i doubt your son will want to talk to you after today."Jenna had never been this blunt about her feeling and it stunned jax and her brother who was listening throught the screen door.

"But its not the same. Jenna this is out home his home and her home." He said going into touch her belly. She pushed him away and said "I said don't fucking touch me Jax you dont get that right anymore.I've loved you for many years and now i see through you. you want the security of home but to be free as well. Well you cant always have both and you chose to be free. So that means I'm free to so you no longer have a right to be jealous or talk shit to anyone who talks to me. Because you lost that right." She said walking past him to go grab the box of garbage bags under the sink to gather her, and thes kids clothes up. This was real and there was no end in sight for the amount of pain she wanted to bring Jax. He followed her and asked "Will I get to be there when she's born." Jenna rolled her eyes and empty Abel's dresser Drawers. "Of course stupid. You are her father. I told you these are your children I wont keep them from you. Its just me you no longer get to have. Its me who lost faith in you and will never trust a word coming out of your mouth Jackson Teller." She was being heartless and rude. But she had to for her own well being. She spent years being a doormat living by the club way of life cause she grew up like that. But now she was done sleeping alone with memories and plans they mad. Even though it was only a day thats all she needed to know she was done. Jax nodded his head and went outside where Opie was to have a cigarette. Jax knew there was no real conversation to be had not until Tara was out of the picture whisch was ard for him. But Then He would have to tell Jenna that he knocked Tara up around the same time as Abel and made her have an abortion thats why she left. Tara was glutting for revenge on Jenna but she didn't know what goes around comes around.

Tara watched from her father's home two houses down with a smile. She watched Jenna and Opie fill her car with black bags full of clothes. It definitely looked like she was moving out which made her even more excited. What really sent her over the moon is when she saw boxes. This meant she was truly gonna get her wish and have Jax alone. Tara keep staring at the house waiting for her to leave so she could run over and console her lost biker and sink her claws into him more and more to get them to have their family. Cause Tara was hiding her own secret. She never had an abortion like she promised Jax. After she told Jax she had the abortion she told him she was leaving town anyways to go to chicago to go to med school. She ended up having a little girl and named her Jackie. But she gave her to her mother to raise as her own because she was to young and had her own dreams to live out. It hurt Tara that her own daughter had to call her sister but She knew it meant Jax could never get is claws into her until she wanted him to know. Tara lit a joint a smoked it watching the events at the teller house. Jax and Jenna didn't share words. He stayed on the back porch until she hollered "My keys are on the counter. I left the furniture and stuff just took our clothes and some essentail toy. Not like you care." she said as she put her shades on. and got in her car peeling off. Opie just gave him a head nod and followed his sister. Jax stayed on the back porch smoking a joint now. He knew he fucked up his family good this time and really believed she had no feelings even after a day. He grabbed a fifth of whiskey from the mini fridge and took big swigs of it.

Tara joined him about ten minutes later. sahe wanted to make sure the cost was clear before she did. "what the hell are you doing here?" He said taking a swing. She took the bottle from him and took a swig saying "uh im your girlfriend who just watched your baby mama move out. what do you think im doing her?" "No tara your not my girlfriend yous just a fuck who is holding something over my head because you know my pregnant fiancee doesnt do good when she gets hurtful news.' Tara smiled and said "thats harsh my love. But if she would have just died when Abel was born we wouldn't have to worry about her. " Jax was gettng a bit weirded out. "what more torcher do you wanna bring on me now?" "Oh none at all I just want us to fuck over and over in the bed you shared with her all over this house till you forget about her." Tara said kissing his whiskey stained lips. then added "so drink up cowboy. I'm gonna see if she lef the good lingrie behind for me." Tara smiled a little tipsy and stoned heading for the master bedroom. Jax chugged the fifth and followed Tara. He just wanted Jenna but he had to please Tara because He didn't know what her game really was. As Tara was scouring the drawers looking to see if Jenna left any of her sexty stuff behind. Jenna and Opie were jusr getting the last baggs into her aparement. "want any help unpacking?" He asked. "nah you've done enough for today. Tell your wife Im sorry fr bailing at the studio." Jenna said looking at all the stuff they brought from the house here. Opie gave his sister a hug saying "i'm proud of you for standing up to him." She hugged her brother back and said "thanks..It hurt like hell to tell him those word but we can't live a lie not even after a day. I don't think we could ever been healed." She told her brother. Opie smiled and said "you never know kido you never know." He gave her another hug and seen himself out. Jenna was left staring at all the bag and the few boxes she did bring to her new place.

I truly applogiz ethat this took forever. work has been crazy and its been hard to have muse. but i found ti and i produced this. i hope you like it guys.

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