Jenna was parked at the Recreational Center where Charming was hosting the day camp. Abel was looking out the window to see if he saw anyone he recognized go in, but he was waiting for his cousins. Jenna watched him through the rearview and smiled. She had no idea what her day was going to bring but she had to find what the new normal was again in her life. She moved on a whim because she knew she needed to. A Pick up truck pulled up beside her and Abel was quickly unbuckling himself and wanting to hop out. Jenna waved at them and got out herself. Piper, Harry and Abel were all grouped up talking. Ellie had come to hug on her auntie and rub her belly. "How Many more months till baby girl is here?" Ellie Asked her aunt. Jenna smiled kissing the top of her head and said "Three more months till we see her face. Though I think she's 2 1/2 months away. " "Did you pick a name for her yet?" Ellie asked politely. Jenna smirked and nodded her head Yes which was a shock to Opie who knew his sister had just been saying baby girl teller. "Her name is gonna be Samantha Grace." Jenna said with a smile as she looked at her brother who knew it had meaning behind it for her. "That very pretty auntie Jen." said Elli. Jenna smiled and replied with a quick "Thank You." Ellie let go of her aunt after one of her friends called her over. The boys were having their own conversation about Pokémon. Opie just wrapped his arm around his sister and gave her a hug. He would always be her big brother and protector when he could be. "hey Kiddo." He said playfully putting her in a headlock. Jenna hit his side softly and said "Hey Bro." "What are you up to today?" He asked as he watched Ellie with her friends. "Got to find a replacement for Ima." she said bluntly not knowing int what sense she meant that either. "Business or Personal." Opie asked not knowing what sense she meant out of that. "Business. She called me this morning to tell me she was in Nevada and not coming back. Saw this coming cause I knew she had a guy out there plus that's where her family is." She said noticing the boy start running toward some of their friends.

Jenna headed to the back of Opie's truck to watch them. "how do you think your gonna handle that?" Opie asked her as he popped the tail gate so they could sit down. Jenna ran her fingers through her hair and said "not sure to be honest. Its not like I'm in any shape to be testing out girls. I leave that to Jax." "He still is my best friend" Opie said to her. Jenna Replied sternly "He's the father of my children too. But that's not here nor there." Opie just stroked his beard and asked "Other than that what's on the agenda for today?" Jenna knew this was for Jax to be able to try n keep a tail on her. "Once I see him off I have to go by the house and get some of my thing and Abel's stuff. Then gonna go to the studio and work till two cause I have a nail appointment." she said scratching her head. Opie hadn't had the heart to tell her that Jax let Tara stay there. But he would have to cause before he could say something she asked "has she been there?" "Yes But you should be good to go by her car was gone when I came to drop them off." Opie said hating to tell her that. Jenna wanted to cry but she couldn't do it right now. Abel was waving for her to come so she hoped off the tailgate with Opie's help and took him hand. They went inside and The found which group he was in. It was the same as Piper and a few of his classmates so once he let go of her hand he was ok. To Jenna he was growing up so fast and had his own personality soon she would have another one who would be little for a bit and need her. She smiled and walked back outside to her car.

She had no real idea how she was going to tackle everything that she needed to today. Running her fingers through her hair she heard a whistle behind her. It was just Opie wanting her to wait up. Jenna stopped just as she reached the back of their vehicles. Opie jogged over to her and said "Do you want me to come with?" Jenna just shook her head no and said "Nah I can handle myself. Its technically my house to my names on the mortgage too. Besides I've got my papers on me from the doctor that I can't be held criminally responsible cause I'm pregnant." The last part was a joke of course. Opie let out a little laugh sort of uncomfortable and then said "well then ill make sure to give happy or juice your detail today then." Jenna smirked and the remembered she forgot to text Happy this morning for Abel's routine. She bit her lip and said "see if happy can do it please. Juice is slowly on his way to losing his man card if he stays on baby mama duty." Opie sometimes wondered if there was something between Happy and Jenna but he knew his sisters loyalty and she understood the club life. Opie said "yeah I will talk to him when I get to the garage. You headed to the house now." Jenna nodded her head yes and put her shades down. She wasn't looking forward to moving more of their things and leaving it behind but this was that moving on part she never wanted to do but always knew she had to. Opie pulled her in for a hug and rested his head on hers. Jenna wrapped her arms around him as much as her pregnant body would. "Ill send Happy. Be safe and try not to kill her." he said with a sigh letting her go. Jenna let go and fiddled with her keys and got in to her car. The sun was bright, so she flipped the visor down to see. She sat there for a moment letting the parking lot clear out before she left. The quiet crept in on her but is slowly faded when the Bluetooth in her car that was connect to her phone began to ring. It was Jax calling her from Nevada. He was on the border heading home. He wanted to check in with her like he always did no matter their situation. Sitting on his bike having a cigarette he said "What are you up to?" She was stopped at a red light in town and looked around to see if he was watching her.

Jenna said "Going over to the house to get some thangs." Jax didn't know if Tara was gone so he hoped she had someone with her. Before he could say anything she responded with "I already know she could be there. I will be have and Opie is sending some one over once he gets to the garage." It was good to know his VP could handle things when he wasn't around. "What else you doing today?" He asked as he put out his cigarette. She had pulled over in a parking lot to focus on this conversation. Jenna responded "I'm going to the studio while Abel is at camp. Ima decided to stay in Nevada with her family. So I got to look through some apps and look through tapes. Are you still picking him up from Camp on Friday?" She wanted to make sure that their son had time with him. Jax said "Yeah I am since I'll take him for the weekend. Why? What Are you planning?" He just wanted to know just for her safety and just cause he wanted to know. Jenna twirled her bangs around her finger and said "I am gonna go up to the cabin and just relax for the weekend. Catch a vibe and have a baby moon. before this little one is born." "taking anyone with you?" He asked wondering if she was taking any of the girls. Jenna just responded with a "No just gonna go by myself. Go through some of dads stuff. see if any of my old stuff is stashed there." She needed this babymoon before their little girl arrived plus she needed to figure out who she was alone with no outside influences telling her who she was. There was a pause and she said "Look I am almost to the house do you want me to leave my key when I am done. I don't want to feel like I'm intruding since I know she's been there." Jax let out a sigh he wasn't ready for her to know that detail but Opie must have said something when she said she was going there. Jax rubbed his head and said "Nah you can keep it. It is our kids home. You can come and go as you please. She will have to deal with it." Jenna laughed under her breath a little and said "well if you two are a thing I don't want to keep feeling like I am barging in." Jax wasn't sure what he and Tara were right now she was a fuck toy for him and was trying to keep her in line so nothing would happen to Jenna during her pregnancy.

Jax said "That is your home anyways Jenna. No matter who I am with when we are apart that's your home." He was trying to get through to her that house was hers and nothing would ever change that. Jenna just took a breath and rubbed her stomach. There was silence between them for a moment cause Jenna didn't know how to talk to him and it seemed like he had already replaced her with Tara but still wanted her to be around to pick up the scraps. That wasn't something she was willing to do. Jenna wiped her eyes and asked "Do you need anything from the store before I get to the house?" She of course was still gonna take care of the houses need since her kids lived there too. Jax said "nah mom picked me up groceries already. So we are good on that front. What all are you taking to the apartment?" He wanted to know how serious this was if furniture was going how done was she really. "Just some of Abel's Toys and some of the babies stuff I need. Also grabbing my stuff from my vanity and my bathroom stuff. Plus some of my stuff out of my closet." She said with her plan already in motion. She wanted to get in and get out because she didn't want to get comfortable in the familiarity and the feeling of home because that was no longer home. She continued on to say "I am leaving all the major stuff so you have it for the kids. They will need familiarity especially the little one growing inside." Jax smiled thinking of his little girl in her womb growing he couldn't wait to meet her. Though he wished they were taking her home as a family but he knew right now that wasn't a plausible future. "How's our little girl doing?" he asked. Jenna wanted to cry when he asked this. But she stayed strong saying "She's good. I've to that 3d ultra sound next week so we can see her features and see how her heart is just to be safe." Jax got hung up on the We she said. Lately it has been me, I, My and all of those words. "We?" He asked her. " Yes We." She said regretting these words but he deserved to be there he paid for this appointment cause they didn't get to do this with Abel. "You paid for it. You should get to have the experience too." she continued to say. Jax gust let out a chuckle and said "Thanks for thinking of me Babe. Oh I'm picking Abel up from camp today gonna take him out to dinner I promised him." Jenna scratched her head and said "Great." It took her by surprise but it was good that they were gonna try and coparent Abel and in three months their daughter. "That actually works for me to be honest. Gives me time to go into Stockton to check out the new house you guys got see if there are any star worthy girls to replace Ima." She said trying to change her mood and get back to business and not find herself so friendly with him.

Jenna knew all their dealings because she helped with most of them because she was a good decoy or was always underestimated. But she wanted to see something a little different then what she was use to in Charming. "I'm sure something will catch your eye." He said teasing her sort of getting hard at the thought of her with another girl. Jenna knew what he was thinking just by his breath and said "Yah Nasty and on that note I am hanging up now. I'll text you when I'm home so you can drop him off." she hit the end call button before he could get the last word. Jax looked at his phone and just chuckled at it and went into convenient store he was parked outside of on the border. He just needed some cigarettes then would head home. Jenna was peeling out of the parking space she was in and headed for the house. The silence of the ride was soothing but also made her uneasy she wasn't sure what to expect when she walked into it a place she use to call home and in her heart still wanted to be. Pulling up to the house there were no cars in the driveway and none at Tara's dads that was literally right across the block. Breathing a sigh of relief she thought this meant she could have a few moments of peace, Like the calm before the storm. Because that what it was right now. Everything still was Raw and out there. No time to process no time to feel, and no time to comprehend what this meant now for herself at least if not her kids. Jenna pulled into the drive and just looked at the house. She could feel their baby girl start moving around a bit inside her womb like she knew something. Jenna checked makeup in the mirror and turned off the car. She stepped out heels clicking on the pavement. Putting her key in the lock it felt like she shouldn't be here. But she need to get her things out before she had more excuses to keep going back. The kids would still have their things she wasn't that heartless. The door opened and it was just as she left it on Friday night after the blow up. She shook her head and put her things down on the entrance table and even took her shoes off. Grabbing a scrunchie from her purse she put her hair in a messy bun. Though she was only here to get some thing she wasn't going to leave the house like this.

Once she really looked around she wasn't sure where to start. But she knew she needed something to drown the silence and memories she could remember in this house. Turning on some classic nineties country she looked around not knowing where to start at. She decided to do the easier stuff first which was getting stuff out of the nursery that she forgot. As she walked down the hall she seen their photos hanging with broken frames. She didn't know if this was a Tara thing or a Jax thing. Shaking her head she just took down the broken frames and put them on a couch. Having no idea what she was going to do with them she just wanted them off the walls. Jenna walked into the baby room and it was a peacefully pink room with everything a little baby girl could need. Even the glider chair she had with Abel. So it had some sentimental value. She wanted to sit down but she knew the second she did she would most likely fall asleep to the rocking since the last two days of sleep have been fairly non existence because of nightmares or memories that made her cry. Jenna looked through the closet it was all baby stuff with a few boxes marked Jenna's. Those boxes were mainly memories and a lot of Disney stuff she had been collecting from her trips to Disneyland since she was sixteen. She pulled them out and set them next to the broken frame. She resisted the urge to look through them and soak in those memories even though the thought was pleasing. But she knew she was here for a reason and couldn't get lost in the past. As she was going back into the nursery Tara had driven by the house and seen her car there wondering why she was there. But as much as she wanted to rub things in her face she needed to check in with Josh. But Josh wasn't at her dad's house either he was outside of the Rec Center taking pictures of Abel outside play with his group. Tara decided to go into the house anyways just to see what he might have been up to. Tara also wondered if Jax was there to with her and what they were doing. Maybe this wouldn't work and she would fail. There were so many what ifs in her mind about all of this.

She needed to shower and get ready for a shift at the hospital in a few hours and she wished Jax would answer her calls after seeing pics of him and a Nevada crow eater that Josh made her see. She wondered what other photos josh could have. Tara tried to call Jax one more time before she hoped in to the shower. But he was on his bike headed to the house just to make sure that nothing was going down between the two girls. He was still a few hours away though so he tried to take his mind off everything. Abel and his "class" were headed back inside and Josh had already left before anyone noticed plus he had an interview with a nanny for his little girl so he was putting her in danger. Josh was driving through town back to Tara's dads house. He wondered what the little woman was up to right now and where she was going today. He looked forward to this adventure. Pulling into the neighbor hood Josh seen Jenna's car in the driveway of Jax's house and Tara's in her fathers. Part of him wondered if the two had gotten into it or if they both were staying their distance. His mind pondered that thought as he headed into the house and heard the shower running. With a smirk he was able to but his daughter who was asleep from the car ride into her bed and join Tara. Tara had no idea he had even come in she had her eyes closed from the suds in her hair. Her mind were focused on the what ifs and what could be's that she hated to think about but her self confidence was at a low. She knew Jackson's Love for Jenna and what always would be. But she couldn't Help but want to feel that love from him. Josh watched how the water fell down on to Tara. He admired her beauty and licked his lips cause he himself knew she was just a pawn in some master plan, that he was just making up as he went along. Tara opened her eyes after washing the soap from her face. Josh was only wrapped in a towel and said "Hello to you too gorgeous."

Tara turned off the water and reached for another towel. "Aww but i was gonna join you." He said with a cocky grin. Tara rolled her eyes in disgust and said "What are you doing here? Thought you would be tailing Jax still. Getting off to what it is to see a real man in bed." Tara knew Josh wasn't that good of a fuck in bed and she wanted to hurt him like he had her many of times already. Josh let out a laugh and followed her into the bedroom where she had to get dressed. "That's What's it like to know he'll always put her first." He whispered in her ear, Tara pushed him back onto the bed. She wanted him as far away from her as she could but she was stuck at least that's how she felt. He went on to say "Besides I need a nanny for Jackie. I can't keep taking her along on things. I would have you do it but I never know when you might have to "work"" It shocked Tara that he was thinking of her for once. Tara just wanted to cuddle her and run away but Josh would have to be dead for that to ever happen. Tara said "If you need me to i can take her to the daycare." It was her way of trying to identify with him. It was their only bonding that they had . Jackie was what made both of them smile for completely different reasons. Jackie was the reason Tara had yet to leave or report him. Josh who was rested on a pillow watching her get ready with a smile said "Um no don't need your biker boyfriend to think its his do a dna and blow all of this and possibly kill you. If his baby mama didn't do it first." Tara rolled her eyes at him and said "that fat whale can't do shit right now and he loves me to." "keep telling yourself that Tara. Because if he loved you she wouldn't be over there." He said talking about Jenna's car in the driveway across the way. Tara looked through the window still wondering what she was doing there.

Jenna was cleaning up around the house and gathering the things she wanted to take with her. This was rough on her but she knew it needed to been done because she didn't want to drag this out longer than it needed to be. She knew this would never work or last even with their kids even though she prayed that it would. Jenna had yet to go into the master bedroom since she was nervous what Tara might have touched or worn of hers. Jenna knew she left a lot of important and personal item behind when she packed up the first time. There was a knock on the door as she was running the vacuum so she hollered "Come in" It was just Happy making sure everything was fine. He was stunned to see her cleaning the house when he was Tara's car across the street and her dads house along with another car he didn't know. Jenna smiled and said "Don't worry no blood was spilled. Just cleaning up from the weekends Chaos." "She hasn't come by at all." Happy asked taking a seat at the dining table watching her. Jenna turned off the vacuum and said "No there were no cars at either place." Happy lit a cigarette and said "Well there are two cars over at her dads house right now. One of them is definitely hers." Jenna rolled her eyes and said "Probably one of her uncles or cousins helping her pack that house up. He dad was a pack rat and collected some of the weirdest shit ever."

Happy just nodded his head and agreed as he smoked his cigarette. The he decided to ask "What's going on here?" Jenna leaned on the vacuum and said "Cleaning, Grabbing stuff that has sentimental value for me that i don't want hawked or burned because of a spiteful bitch." She was nearly done with the basic house work. She still had to go through the master bedroom and her closet and still dread that like it was death. Happy smirked and said "Ah I understand that Spiteful bitches always be spiteful. What else do you need done?" "Nothing I just gotta finish in my closet and the bedroom and I am done. So you can just relax and make sure a spiteful bitch doesn't come bursting in here to get her ass beat." Jenna said with a smile as she fixed her blonde hair. She was just wearing a sports bra since she started to get warm as she cleaned. So you could see when the baby moved or pressed against her belly. Happy smiled at the bump and said "She's really moving in there huh." Jenna looked down at her belly and said "Yeah she decided whenever I actually try to be productive she wants to kick and tumble every which way." Jenna made a face and Happy just laughed. "Oh Opie said you wanted to go out to the new house in Stockton to look for talent for Cara Cara." He said as he sipped his soda he brought in with him. Jenna scratched her head and said "Yeah Ima called me this morning and said she was staying in Vegas. She said something about family. But I heard some talks about a guy. So I need someone to fill that prime spot. I mean she was our star." Happy wondered how Jenna was handling that news cause he knew the attachment there between the two girls on and off film. Jenna was coming to terms with everything around her was going to make sure she was alone. Part of her thought it was what might be best for her but she loved hard when she loved and all this heart break was killing her on the inside. She just wanted the love she was giving out back from the people she put into. Jenna continued to say "But I heard some good things. Have you sampled anything up there?" She was asking bluntly wanting to know if he had any suggestions possibly.

Happy almost spit his soda out but quickly swallowed it and said "no i am sure some of them have talents you are looking for but i haven't sampled them. Now really my type." Jenna smirked as she pulled her hair from her clip letting her curly blond locks flow. She asked "What is your type? You've been through 3 different women since you've been around. Each different from the last." Happy looked at her honestly and wanted to say her but he mustard up enough courage to say "you honestly don't want that answer Jen. I promise you that." Jenna had feeling for him that she would only tell herself she had and deny it to everyone else because she knew it was wrong. She knew they had chemistry and he was there for her and her kid whenever they needed. He was their protector whenever Jax was away. She watched how he was with her son and she grew unconditional love for him as well. Jenna was a little stunned to know their might be a connection but it was too soon or maybe it what's been meant to be in her whole world of crazy. Happy continued to say "Don't take it any sort of way Jen. I just know what I like n what i can't have." This stunned her more because he was pretty much professing his love with out doing it because he knew the pain it would cause them all. Happy got up and walked to the backyard and Jenna felt like they needed to confront this and face it head on. It might make her world spin on its head and just give her brain more to worry about but she wanted to know. Jenna followed him, as she got outside she lifted the grill where Jax hid a pack of cigarettes. She grabbed one out of the pack and lit it. She took a moment to gather her thoughts as Happy just looked at her in front of him.

Josh and Tara were looking at daycare's when they heard a bike pull up to Jax's house. Tara hoped it was Jax and Josh didn't care he just wanted pics. Josh went to the camera that was set in the window and snapped some pictures as Tara said "I can make Jax she is his Josh. I mean he doesn't know what it was or what I did while I was gone. Jackie is the right age and has the right name if I would of named a daughter of his. I mean we wouldn't have to worry and then he will believe me more and maybe it will help the case." Josh hated the idea that that biker bitch boy would call his daughter as his own but he knew she had a valid point. Maybe he would let her in more and then the two women would have to come to facts and he would be able to get Jenna some how. When he seen the Guy go into the house He said "Are you sure he would believe it? I mean I don't want Jackie put in any danger." "Josh if you are ever gonna trust me trust me now. She won't be in danger and will be able to have better eyes on him since we know he will do anything for his kids." She said just trying to identify with him since he had so much over her head and didn't know how much of it was true. But she would do anything to protect that little girl she fell in love with and just dealt with the chaos Josh brought for her. Josh looked through the camera and saw the very pregnant mom and the biker that had showed up in the side yard. He started to snap pictures and said "all right plus it saves on some of the expenses. Plus it might get the biker queen in training to slip up." Tara peered through the window and saw a pregnant Jenna and Happy in the side yard.

Jenna said bluntly "what don't I want to know?" She didn't know if it was her hormones or just all her feelings coming to boil since she kept everything pushed down for so long through everything and she was now processing. Happy looked at her and just calmly said "you don't want to know a lot Jenna because I don't know where it is gonna put anything at and I don't want to..." "Don't want to what Happy?" She begged feeling that he felt something to but neither would say it but this just seemed right to her since she seemed to be having her first breakdown in the pregnancy with everything in her world crumbling around her. Happy looked around and didn't want the neighbors to hear or see this and it get to Jax since he knew Tara's dads house looked onto the property. Happy took her wrist and pulled her inside. Jenna looked stunned and a little turned on. Then again it had been a few day since she had a good orgasm since Ima. Happy looked down into her eyes and saw the desire and he had to kill that right away. "I don't want to put you in a bad spot with your old man. I know what I feel and I know you deserve better than him. I know you deserve to smile and not be in tears every time he leaves. I know these kids deserve better then a miserable mother." He closed his eyes as he said this to her.

He himself couldn't believe they were in this moment. this was the last thing he expected but he knew the hell Jenna had been put through since he first came into the crew and little Abel was born because of Jax's stupidity. Happy was there along with Gemma and a few others to help her through post partum and Jax couldn't be bothered with Clay as president. Jenna was stunned by the words and tried to think of a response to this and just came out saying "And why do you think that?" Happy didn't want to answer that question because it would make all this real. It would make the feelings real this moment that he himself was a little breathless as he pretty much had her pinned to a wall. "I don't think it I know it because when you and I are together and with Lil man its fun and smiles. But the second you mention, see or have to deal with Jax you flip back to that little girl who fell in love with the bad boy and thought of happily ever after and you get depressed with everything that has gone on since that little boy was born." He said lifting her chin up to look him in the eyes. Jenna heard these words and knew she was pretty much wanting her cake and eating to somedays which meant she like when Happy was around but she loved what her and Jackson had too in some twisted way. But she hoped Jackson would open his eyes and see her and look at her in this light.

As Happy lifted her chin he had just pretty much professed his love for her at this point and she was looking at him like she wanted it to just as breathless as he was but the sound of "Tennessee Whiskey" started to play on her phone. They both knew who that was and they both knew she had to answer it. Happy let her go and went back outside this time he went over to the swing set in the backyard. He couldn't believe that he said all that to her and he now wondered if she would tell Jax or if she felt the same. Jenna looked at herself in the mirror she wanted to cry at what Happy had told her. She never in a million years thought that he felt that connection to but in her position she couldn't bee seen doing anything with a member of the club with out Jax's say so at this point. But She really wanted to hurt Jax just like she had been hurting over the hundreds maybe thousands he screwed while they were a thing. She put him on speaker phone and said "Yes Jackson" He was just getting into Charming and wanted to make sure nothing had gone down and no blood was shed. "Everything okay over there? Hadn't gotten a call or text from either of you in a bit." He said mentioning Tara and Jenna just bit her tongue and said "Yeah everything is fine. She hasn't come over. Happy is here just to make sure. I know she is at her dads and their is another car there." "yeah that her cousin helping her pack up her dads stuff so she can go back to Chicago." Jax said trying to reiterate that she was leaving before their daughter was born or at least she was suppose to be.

Jenna just sighed looking at happy beating himself up on the swing set and said "I cleaned up around the house for you. the only place i didn't touch was the master cause I didn't want to cross that line." She was trying to change the subject almost pushing him to stay with Tara which she hated but part of her just wanted him to let her go. Because she was honestly tired of fighting for what they had anymore. It was hurting her to much to stay here. Jax said "Do you want me to go through that stuff for you?" He could tell there was something more but he wasn't going to push her not knowing her hormonal state. Jenna didn't know what to say she just wanted to cry now feeling overwhelmed in one moment from everything she was processing. She responded "Yeah I don't feel right since I know she's been in there." It hurt Jackson to hear those words and hurt that Jenna really felt that was no longer her home and that he might really move on with Tara. Jackson was another that wanted his cake and eat it to because he loved both women and he really wanted to know what Tara was hiding but he couldn't let either go. But he said "that's fine. Are you still at the house?" "Yeah but I'm about to pack my car up and go out to Stockton and look at the girls for Cara Cara studios." She said as she put her shirt back on and clipping her hair back up knowing he had to be close.

Jackson said "Oh okay Uncle Jury sent me me back with stuff for the kids Wanted to make sure you got it. Can you wait like twenty minutes and ill be at the house?" It was a beg a plead and a simple question. Jenna just breathed deep and said "yeah I guess I just wanted to head out before traffic hit." "I can drop it off when I have to drop Abel off after dinner. If you are trying to avoid me." He said as he could tell something is wrong and she was dealing with a lot of emotions. From her own to Happy's to Jackson's and everything in between and she wanted to cry because being in this house that was suppose to be theirs but witnesses and knew that someone else had tainted it and it was hurting her to even wanna be here but this is where their kids would live to. Jenna wiped her eyes and said "Jax it's not that I am avoiding you. I am just trying to figure out a lot of things for myself right now. Because I'm not sure where I belong right now in this world of yours." Happy walked back in and seen her say these words on the phone and seen her tear filled eyes he felt for her and just wanted to kiss them all away but he didn't want to cross that line right now. Jackson just let out a sigh and said "I'll be there in a few and we can talk this out." "whatever Jax I'll see you shortly." Jenna said hanging up on him knowing all she wanted to do was cry now and this is what Happy was talking about and what made him hurt for her.

Happy and her just shared a look and he stared to take the boxes on the couch into he car since they were what she was taking with her. Jenna went into the bathroom and fixed herself up and tried to make it look like she hadn't been crying like she always had been lately this term of her pregnancy with everything going on in her world. As Happy loaded up the car for her he noticed Tara loading a car seat into her car. Josh was taking pictures of happy loading up Jenna's car. This was a good sign that Tara might be able to weasel her way into this world and bring him want he wanted. Tara had finished loading the car seat and had come back in the house to get her stuff and then the little girl who was just waking up from her nap. As Josh watched Tara carrying the little girl out the door in her arms Jackson was coming down the road and seen Tara put a little blonde haired girl into her car. He thought she had an abortion but maybe she kept it and that why she had come back to tell him they had a little girl. That would shake everything up much more for him and Jenna and if she seen this kid Jenna would definitely be done and he knew it. Tara seen Jax as she was loading Jackie into her car. She thought to herself "shit" But she really was happy almost he was home and this could possibly be her way out of Josh's tangled webbed he weaved around her.

Jenna had finished fixing her make up when she heard the next motorcycle pull up. She knew it was Jax and could only imagine what he brought home from Vegas this time. She just hoped it wasn't another girl he thought was perfect for her when he wanted a threesome the second he found out she wanted a girlfriend. Jax pulled into the driveway and looked back at Tara who was getting into her car. He knew that she had to work so he would get to the bottom of it and find out who the kid was and make sure she wasn't trying to play him. But he needed to deal with the pregnant one and the mother of his son first before dealing with that. He seen Happy bringing out a box of Jenna's Disney Stuff and it was real she was moving her stuff out officially. Happy nodded his head and said "what's up boss?" as he slipped in the truck. Jax asked "any fireworks?" Happy shook his head no and said "It was peaceful when I got here. Jen was finishing cleaning when I got here." Jax nodded and took his back pack off carrying it into the house. Jenna was in the nursery sitting in the glider since their daughter was using her as a soccer ball like she knew her father was here. Jax hollered "Jen where you at?" She closed her eyes as she rubbed her belly and hollered back "In the nursery."

This made him smile and he walked in seeing her rub her belly. He knew what she needed and he dropped down his knees and started to rub and kiss her belly. "Someone obviously knew her daddy was around." he said as he talked to her belly. Jenna just wanted to roll her eyes. She loved that he was a good dad and cared for her and their kids, But she hated feeling that she was stuck in this. She was definitely trying to fake her happiness for Jax. Jax looked at her as her pain started to subside. Jackson stood up and said "Sorry force of habit when I see you in pain when your pregnant." Jenna sighed and said "Its fine it definitely helped because she had been doing somersaults in there while I have been cleaning." She wiped her eyes as she looked a Jax and stood up as he put his bag on the changing table. Uncle Jury had sent him with a little mock cut to match Jax's his old lady made along with a pink onesie with a tutu and leather mini jacket for the baby when she was born. He pulled them out and Jenna fell in love and looked at the size on them and said "Oh I so hope she can fit in that when she is born she is gonna look so cute in that." She smiled and then continued on to say "Keep little mans you can give it to him. He loves his gifts from uncle Jury." As she took the outfit for their daughter and put it in one of the last boxes that were still on the couch. Jackson looked around and see their family pictures taken down. Mainly ones that had her in them and he was stunned.

Jackson looked at her and said "You are really moving out huh?" Jenna wanted to cry and break knowing this was the end of something completely joyous and magical they had. But they had to find themselves whether it was with someone or alone. Jenna looked around and nodded yes. She said "yeah we both need to figure out if this is something we both want to fight for anymore. All we have been doing is fighting since we got together when we were fifteen. Maybe this will be good for us. Beside I don't want to keep intruding on what you've got going with Tara." Saying that made her sick to her stomach and she wanted to beg for him like always to open his eyes and see that Tara would never change But for Jax she was something he couldn't get out of his system. Jackson kissed her forehead and just stayed that way for a moment with his eyes closed. Happy looked at this and just shook his head. He didn't want to interrupt but he finished loading the car and cleared his throat. "Car's all packed." He said praying for himself that she wasn't getting sucked back into it all. The two exes looked at each other and Jackson said "Okay kiddo. Text me when you are on your home from Stockton so I can bring Little man to you." Jenna looked around making sure she had everything. Jackson who had gone into the kitchen and seen the dishes were done and everything was cleaned up. He asked "Whose going to Stockton with you?"

Jenna was at the door grabbing her keys and purse and slip her boots on. "Happy and probably a couple of the guys. I was gonna stop at the garage so Happy could drop of his bike so he could drive my car so I can work on the drive." She said looking down at her phone looking through her emails. "Oh okay." Jackson said wondering if something was going on between Happy and Jenna but he knew Jenna wasn't that type nor was Happy. But he still wondered and it made him jealous inside. Jenna could tell in his tone he was being passive aggressive again. She just said "I'll make you a list of the stuff I want from my closet and the bedroom." Jackson sighed and knew that list of stuff would make everything official and he wasn't looking forward to the closing of this chapter. But he had a lot of things on his mind. He had to go to the Hospital and see what Tara is doing with a kid. A kid she failed to ever mention to him ever. "Okay. Little man's done at camp at three right?" He asked about his son so he knew when to pick him up. Jenna finished zipping up her boots said "Yeah at the rec center." Happy was already on his bike ready to leave. He was nervous now that he would be taking a car ride up to Stockton with her after pretty much professing his love and an almost kiss in a house she shared with his President.

Jackson walked out of kitchen and said "Be safe." as he gave her a hug and kissed her cheek and rubbed her belly. He kneeled down to talk to he belly. Jenna just rolled her eyes and let him do his thing. Jax kissed her belly and said "you don't give mommy so much trouble in there." He felt a kick at his lips kissing her belly and he smiled. Jax stood up as he tried to wrap his arms around her but she kept pulling away. It was making it harder on them both because part of them knew this was the end but neither really wanted to end but it had to. Jax could see the pain in her face and he knew he was the cause of it. Jax said "Ill see you tonight." not wanting to let go of her hand. Jenna finally walked out the door and he had to let go. He watched her get into her car and pull away with Happy close behind. They were headed to the garage to drop his bike up because Jenna didn't want to drive herself after dealing with everything. But she knew she needed talent for the porn studio. Jax walked around the house and see the missing frames and the boxes missing from the nursery closet but he knew he needed to find out what Tara was up to because he knew he didn't imagine seeing her with a kid.

Hope you enjoy this chapter in this saga. Emotions running high everywhere but things slowly are falling into place. More chapters to come i promise. Just takes time between work and writers block.

xoxo

Faith