A/N: Bit late on this one, huh? This chapter went through several different scenario options (some only subtly different, others very different) so it was hard to settle on just one idea for it that I liked, but I think I chose a good direction for it. The full version of Chapter VI was also very long like V, so again, splitting it up. Enjoy the explicit content in this one!

Chapter VI Part 1: My Love, My Lust, My Ruin

I can be good (if you just wanna be bad)
I can be cool (if you just wanna be mad)
I can be anything, I'll be your everything
Just touch me, baby (I don't wanna be sad)

Priscilla stood in the center of a vast room surrounded by dozens upon dozens of onlookers, punctuated by Premiere Zackley presiding over it all with a look of pure disdain. She was unusually pallid compared to her normal appearance and looked like she hadn't slept in days – eyes heavy and dark while her hair was a mess. She kept her face down and refused to look at anyone there.

"You stand here today as an enemy of humanity." Said Zackley, "And you have nothing to say for yourself?"

"No." Priscilla stated loud and clear, but still keeping her head down – mostly so they couldn't see her smiling.

"I don't think anybody here would argue that what you have done is indefensible." He continued as he looked down on the girl with contempt, "A quick death is too good for a traitor like you... You are sentenced to exile."

Priscilla had absolutely been sure that she would get the rope, or some other form of direct execution like a bullet to the back of the head. Exile instead meant that she would be banished from inside the Walls to wander in Titan territory until death claimed her in whatever way it would. There were three particular scenarios that would be drawn out: Starvation, dehydration and exhaustion, but she doubted any of those would strike her down before a Titan would get it's hands on her. Her former comrades thought so lowly of her now that they wouldn't even grant her a quick death. In truth, she didn't deserve one. She was getting exactly what she deserved for her betrayal.

Despite her recognizing what she did and understanding why they felt the need to condemn her, she very much wasn't sorry for her choice. The unapologetic attitude surely didn't win over anyone, but there was nothing she could say that could convince anyone anyway. She wasn't even dreading death, in all the horrible ways it could manifest. As it was in that moment, she was alone, and to be alone was a fate worse than death in her mind. If you're dead, you don't have to bear the crushing weight of existential solitude – and with her hero now gone, that was the only thing she felt. There was no-one left within the Walls who could possibly save her now.

"Your leg healed up pretty fast, Reiner." Priscilla marveled.

She and Reiner were riding on horseback through the night out towards the closest lake they could get to. It had only recently gotten to be warm enough to go out for a swim, and some time to unwind was more than needed. There was almost no other time than now to do it considering the two of them would be assigned separate posts in just a few days. They soon reached the lake and Reiner pulled on the horse's reigns to get it to slow down.

"Nothing can keep me down for long, you know that." He assured her once the horse came to a stop.

Reiner hopped off the horse and aided Priscilla as she dismounted too. The horse wandered over to a patch of grass and began to graze peacefully as the pair made for the shore. Priscilla excitedly pulled her boots off and tossed them aside, dipping her dainty feet into the shallow water.

"Feels perfect." She affirmed.

Eager to submerge herself in the water, Priscilla pulled off her shirt and slid her pants off as fast as she could. She elected to keep her undergarments on though, despite the fact that Reiner had seen just about all of her anyway. Reiner certainly hadn't forgotten that night where they were holed up in that frigid cave together doing whatever they could to make it. In fact he revisited that memory plenty of times when he got some time alone to himself. Not only could he recall damn near perfectly how she looked, but also what her body felt like. When he felt Priscilla against him he felt like he'd truly come into contact with the epitome of femininity, like some sort of divine being that exuded beauty.

He watched the somewhat stripped down girl wade out into the water until she was waist-deep, taking in the view of her ass before it was hidden by the dark water. He'd admired it plenty of times before when she was clothed and he definitely didn't get a good look at it when she was bare. Not only did she feel like it, but she was a vision of the ideal form of a female. He snapped out of his less than wholesome thoughts when he heard the splash of Priscilla dunking her head beneath the surface and whipping it back out. She turned to him and slicked back her wet hair, looking rather expectant.

"Well, what are you still doing over there?" She asked.

"I think I'm fine just sitting and watching." Reiner called back, "You go ahead and enjoy yourself, I'll wait as long as I need to."

"Are you seriously gonna just sit there and watch me?" She pouted, "We came all the way out here and you're gonna leave me all alone?"

"You're not alone, I'm right here!" He retorted lightheartedly.

Priscilla sighed. She crossed her arms but they were not visible since she had gone out to a depth where the waterline was up to her chest. Reiner took a seat on the shore and kept his eyes on her. She damn near looked like she was sparkling in the moonlight. Suddenly Priscilla let out a gasp and her face went pale with fear.

"Reiner..." She nervously called out, "I-I just felt something brush against my leg...I think ther- AH!"

Out of nowhere Priscilla disappeared beneath the water, as if something had pulled her down. Reiner immediately sprang to his feet and pulled off his shirt and shoes as fast as he could – he didn't know what had gotten her, but he had to rescue her from whatever it was. He ran out into the water and pushed himself forward at top speed even as it got to a hindering depth. While she was mostly underwater, her limbs would sometimes break the surface as she flailed wildly to try and escape the mysterious creature. Upon reaching her in a panic, he dove under, grabbed her around her midsection and pulled her up. To his utter shock, she burst out laughing in his face.

"Fooled you!" She giggled.

"What the hell did you do that for?!" Reiner exclaimed.

"I had to get you in with me somehow, so I just played a little trick..." She replied with a flirty grin, "What, are you mad at me now?"

"No, of course not..." He said with an air of relief, "Just don't do something like that again. You could have drowned."

"Hmm fine, I promise I'll be a good girl." Said Priscilla, but then added in a deepened voice, "Unless you want me to be bad, that is. I can do that too."

"Huh? Why would I want that?" Reiner asked with a confused look.

Priscilla rolled her eyes and huffed – it was almost as if he was being stupid on purpose at this point. Just how blatant did she have to be? She already throws herself at him in various suggestive ways yet he still seemed to not "get it." Priscilla was very much enjoying feeling his strong arms holding her by the waist and was reluctant to pull away, but she had to eventually. They were there to swim, not stand in the water hugging. So, she tore herself from Reiner and began to swim away, diving beneath the surface. Priscilla swam towards the deeper area, down as far as she could go while still having enough air in her lungs to sustain her. Reiner scanned the surface to try and figure out where she'd pop up next.

Soon enough, she re-appeared and tossed her wet hair back, sending droplets of water flying behind her. It was great to have some time to relax and clear their heads... The whole incident with Annie being revealed to be the Female Titan threw everyone for a loop, and it came on the heels of Eren turning out to be a "Titan Shifter" as well. It seemed like everything they thought they knew had been turned upside down. Why did they have this power? Given what they knew now, it could be deduced that the Colossal and Armored Titans were both of the "shifter" variety as well... which brought up another question: Who are they? Are they also within their ranks, hiding like Annie was? It wasn't a pleasant subject to dwell upon right now, not when the goal of the evening was to relax and enjoy themselves while they still had the chance. Priscilla's movement ceased and she let her body float up to the surface again, where she drifted lazily on her back while staring up at the starry sky in silence.

"Got something on your mind?" Reiner asked.

"Just thinking about all this Shifter stuff." Priscilla spoke as she straightened herself upright again, drifting back over to him, "I'd really rather not, though. But I can't get it out of my head."

"I got something that could help with that..." Reiner said slyly, and made his way back to shore.

Priscilla was intrigued, Reiner hadn't mentioned that he had brought along any sort of 'something.' With her curiosity piqued, she swam after him to see what kind of surprise he had in store for her. Reiner called over their horse with a whistle, giving it a quick pet before starting to dig through the satchel that the animal was equipped with. Once she was out of the water, Priscilla grabbed her hair and wrung out as much water as she could from it. Despite her actions, her hair was still dripping.

"There it is." She heard him mumble as he produced an amber bottle from the satchel. He held it in front of him to show it off to her.

"Is that..." Priscilla began as she moved closer to him to confirm her suspicions.

"You bet. I managed to steal some from the higher ups," He explained, "It's not the best quality booze, but it's pretty high in alcohol so it'll get the job done."

"Drunk night swimming?!" Priscilla laughed, "We'll definitely drown!"

"Just have enough to loosen up a bit." He suggested as he pulled the cap off and offered it to her, "You ever drink before?"

"Hah... No, actually." She admitted, graciously accepting his offer, "Shouldn't take much then, huh?"

Priscilla took a quick drink and immediately coughed after swallowing. It burned her throat and tasted pretty awful, but she definitely wanted to 'loosen up,' as Reiner had put it, so she went for another swig. The first 'shot' of the liquor seemed to be the worst as the second was already easier, leading her to take several gulps. She pulled the bottle away from her lips to take a breath, but quickly moved in for a third swig.

"Woah, hey!" Reiner exclaimed while lunging forward and grabbing the bottle away to stop her, "This is hard stuff, you'll make yourself sick at this rate."

"Hmmhmhhee... Well I did say I'd be a good girl tonight." She smirked, already feeling the effects permeating through her body. Reiner then took a drink himself.

"Give it a few minutes at least before you hit it again." He instructed.

"Whatever you say." She agreed in a sing-song tone, and then turned on her heel and ran back to the water.

While Priscilla was feeling a bit tipsy already she still kept most of her wits about her. She didn't go too far into the water, knee-deep at most, where she frolicked carelessly. All serious thoughts that were rolling around her mind had melted away and she was just... happy. Happy to be there, happy to be with Reiner – just the two of them with no chance of anybody intruding. However, she quickly came to the realization that she was actually romping around all by herself like a doofus. She turned to face her companion.

"You just gonna stand there and stare?!" She called out to Reiner, who had taken another drink himself.

"Well it's a pretty good view." He replied with a devious grin.

Priscilla's logical conclusion was that she'd have far more fun out of the water than in it, so with her brief frolic over she marched back over to him, where she nabbed the alcohol away from him and drank deeply once more. While she wasn't stone cold drunk or incapacitated in any way, her inhibitions were certainly starting to lift in a significant way. Perhaps this is just what she needed...

"I bet I can make it even better for you..." Priscilla purred and returned the bottle to him.

She had a sly look on her face as she took a couple steps back and slowly raised a hand to one of her bra straps, slipping it off her shoulder. Despite his slight buzz clouding his mind a bit, Reiner reacted immediately. Without a moment's hesitation, he grabbed her hand and stopped her from revealing any more of herself.

"You don't have to do that." He said, having quickly grown serious.

"What if I want to?" She countered.

He desperately wanted to be the 'good' guy here and not take advantage of her, but Reiner's body was already betraying him as Priscilla continued to offer herself. He could feel his pants getting tighter, which would easily give him away no matter how he presented himself otherwise – and it was only a matter of time before she would notice his growing erection. Reiner's will was growing weak, as was his grip on her hand, he wouldn't be able to resist if she kept up with this behavior. Priscilla noticed that he wasn't holding as tightly anymore and took this as an opportunity to pull away, reach around behind her back and quickly undo her bra. She shook it off and let it fall to the ground, leaving her top half completely exposed.

There was no denying that she looked magnificent, almost as if she wasn't of this world, and the moonbeams illuminating her pale body almost made it like she was glowing. Her ethereal beauty enchanted the man that stood before her and it left him immobilized. Reiner didn't even have time to think before Priscilla rushed and threw herself onto him, sending him falling backwards and dropping the bottle of booze – which shattered on the ground next to them. Priscilla straddled him and ran her hands across his chest slowly, taking in the feeling of his strong body beneath her slender fingers. Reiner stared up at her with his eyes wide as she caressed him – he was used to her being on the clingy side, but this was a step above what he was used to. Priscilla didn't linger on just touching him for long though. She let out a breathy gasp as she moved in close and kissed him with full force.

Oh how she had longed to taste his lips for years now. It was a yearning that ate away at her soul any time they got even slightly close. Just as she was about to pull away though, Priscilla felt one of Reiner's hands on the back of her head while his other arm crawled around her back, pulling her back in close for a deeper kiss. This is exactly what she had hoped for and threw her into an even more excited state, aided by the feeling of his hard member under her. She moaned into the kiss, but she wanted more, so she broke away to make her demand.

"Take out your cock," She breathed heavily, "Now."

That was more than enough to send Reiner over the edge. He pushed Priscilla back a bit so he would undo his pants enough to pull out his cock as per her request, which throbbed with burning lust. The impish Priscilla's eyes widened when she saw his impressive dick in all it's glory – she absolutely wasn't wrong when she imagined it was huge. It was certainly delicious in length, but the thickness was out of this goddamn world. She didn't want to delay any longer, not even to take off her underwear. She moved forward again and pulled her wet white panties to the side – soaked from both the water and her own wetness. Reiner watched in anticipation as she hovered over him, grabbed his hardon and began to lower herself onto it.

God... she thought when she felt his head pushing into her for the first time.

Priscilla moaned heavily and bite her lip as she guided him into her tight hole – she was starting to worry this wasn't gonna work out anatomically, which would ultimately put any chance of them being together sexually in the grave. She was determined though and just took it slow to get things started. It didn't take long before she had taken the entire length of his penis inside of her, a feeling so euphoric that she had to pause and take in a shuddering breath. Reiner was frozen for a moment himself, his hand had treated him well but jerking off couldn't compare to the feeling of his desired woman's tight hot cunt squeezing his cock. Priscilla soon regained her senses and got to work...

She was feeling a bit greedy in her blind and tipsy lust, but she also figured Reiner would enjoy seeing her pleasured by his body anyway. Priscilla started to grind her hips against his pelvis, moving them in circular motions to stimulate her clit. Reiner's unsteady hands found their way to her thighs which he gripped tightly. His eyes darted from her face to her tits to their connected pelvises. Watching her grind against him was ridiculously hot, but he really didn't know the half of what this all meant to his partner. For a woman to give herself to someone enough to let them see her orgasm was an act that required trust of the highest degree, at least for Priscilla it was. She could never imagine showing this part of herself to anyone else in the world. She lived a life of heavy, self-imposed control, but with him in that moment it was all gone.

Reiner was the only one she was willing to lose herself with.

The psychological side of letting herself go made the act doubly erotic for her, which was propelling her even faster towards her climax. She progressively moved her hips around faster and faster, pressing her clit down hard against him. Keeping up with this technique wasn't possible as she neared orgasm though, leading Priscilla to just grinding herself back and forth as fast as she could. Her body grew tense and her straight posture fell forward, her hands against the ground on either side of Reiner's head. Her deep moans were reduced to rapid whimpers that came between her quick breaths.

"Fuck! S-Shit!" She cried out in a broken voice, "Oh God, oh God-! This is-! I'm gonna come!"

Priscilla snapped herself backwards and arched her back as orgasm rocked her body from head to toe. A warm tingling sensation washed over her and she began to bounce up and down on his long, thick cock. As she came, her pussy rhythmically contracted around Reiner's dick, driving him wild. With his hands firmly on her thighs still, he started to thrust in and out of her with wild abandon. Left weak in her post-climax haze, Priscilla collapsed on top of her lover while he continued to pound her mercilessly. Reiner's arms wrapped around her and she dug her nails into his shoulders as she breathed into his ear.

"Keep going, keep going..." She urged.

After just a few brief moments of his frantic thrusting, Reiner let out a loud grunt and tensed up. Without a word of warning, he blew his hot load inside of her. Following his grunt were heavy breaths and a few lasts thrusts that slowed to a halt. Priscilla blinked and her brow furrowed, but with her head buried against his neck there was no way for Reiner to see her rather blunt reaction. Banishing the perplexed look from her face, Priscilla sat up again and looked down at him.

"Did you...?" She slowly asked.

"Err..." Reiner replied awkwardly, "Yeah."

Priscilla was honestly pretty flattered. He must have been real fucking aroused and attracted to her to come that quickly, especially with her on top. She fell into a state of pensive thought, but then, it hit her.

"Reiner..." She began with a cheeky grin, "You were a virgin, weren't you?"

Reiner looked away and mumbled under his breath, but it was clear she hit the nail right on the head. This was an absolutely bizarre twist, this was the guy who oozed manliness and machismo, the guy whose air of confidence was unmatched... and he'd never gotten his dick wet until now. When she thought about it more, however, it made perfect sense. They were living under a strict routine that didn't leave time or energy for fucking, and had been for years at this point. It was actually pretty cute to see him flustered over this. Once his initial embarrassment started to pass, though, Reiner had his own question.

"Weren't you?" He asked as he looked back at her.

Priscilla didn't see that one coming. But in the immediate hindsight it was a logical progression of this conversation. There was no way for Reiner to have known how hard hitting that question would be, but the look in her eyes when his words sunk in was enough to tell him that something wasn't right. Sure, it was every guy's dream to be the one to take a girl's virginity, but would it be the end of the world if he wasn't able to? Not in the slightest. It was just confusing – he couldn't imagine who she would have had sex with besides him, or when for that matter. She would spend her free moments with him and seemed like she only had eyes for him. It just didn't add up.

"Don't worry about that." Priscilla finally spoke in a monotone voice.

"Look, I'm not mad or anything." Reiner explained.

Priscilla abruptly got up off him and marched away from him. She started gathering her clothes and getting dressed again in silence. Reiner sat up and looked upon her curiously, fiddling with his pants to put his dick away.

"I wish you were my first," She finally said after a tense silence, her voice still in that haunting monotone, "But it wasn't my choice. Not really."

Reiner's eyes widened as he realized what she was implying. She didn't have to spell it out for him, he could tell exactly what she meant. And it made his stomach turn. He rose to his feet to walk over to his companion.

"When?" He growled as rage filled him, "When did it happen?"

"Remember when we stopped seeing each other? That's when," Priscilla explained in a detached manner, "I was 13."

It was bad enough that she was getting beat on by assholes, but this made him absolutely sick. Reiner struggled to remember when he had last felt an anger as potent as he was feeling now. She turned to him to continue addressing the issue, having finished dressing herself.

"Although it didn't happen the way you're probably thinking," Priscilla continued while Reiner was silent, "It was... Ah, let me just tell you the whole story..."