Yep here's another chapter. I should've've made it more clear in the last chapter, but yes Putting Alice on both teams was intended. I mean she can see the future, it would really be kinda messed up for just one team to have her. So instead she played for the both of them. Anyway Enjoy.
Rated: T ( No I'm still not old enough yet, so don't go wishing on me)
Disclaimer: Don't own the Twilight series. Sucks I know. Though I might buy it when I'm older then make some remakes. Ha- Nah I'm not going to be that rich.
Summary: White Roses were the purest of them all. They symbolize love, peace and promise. Yet Bella just didn't understand how this white Rose had been tainted black.
Pairings: Bella/Rosalie, Little bit of Bella/Edward, Emmett/Casey, Jasper/Alice, Esme/Carlisle, those are just the main ones for now.
Selfish Needs
If anyone asked her what was the most annoying moment in her immortal life, then she'd say now. This had to be the most painful three minutes she ever had to endure. She didn't want to compare this to her last few hours of her life, but she couldn't help but do so. Watching the one thing she ever wanted being in the arms of her own brother hurt. Hurt like hell. It was having her heart stop over and over again. The painful constrictions in her chest almost made her feel human again.
She glanced at Jasper and he nodded her way with a grimace. Shooting him an apologizing frown, Rosalie reluctantly returned her attention back to the pair that unknowingly brought her agonizing pain. She wanted to give them space, but her infamous patience was wearing thin. She had waited long enough. They were acting as though Edward wouldn't go creeping into her room while she was sleeping. Rosalie growled at the thought.
He wasn't just invading the girls privacy, but he was also showing just how much of a creep he could be. It didn't help Bella hadn't shown any sign of discomfort. The entire issue only served to show that they didn't have the type of young love parents often adored. Rosalie had no doubt in her mind that if Charlie found out about Edwards late night stalking he would become even more weary of the boy. From what Edward had told them Charlie didn't seem to fond of him, and knowing that would send him over the top. Pushing off the wall Rosalie moved to step besides Bella. Glancing at the blonde, Bella seemed to snap out of whatever trance she was in.
"I should get going, Charlie is probably being a hungry grump by now."
Edward chuckled, nodding in agreement. Rosalie flinched when he bent down to place a small kiss on the humans cheek. Bella blushed. She growled when she spotted the small flicker of lust in his eyes. His eyes shot to her's and he returned her gesture. He seemed to take the action differently, she narrowed her eyes.
'I would never harm her you idiot.'
He blinked, fixing his gaze back to the frowning girl in his arms.
"Right," He grimaced. "Stay safe."
Rosalie sighed when he stopped his breathing all together. It was amusing to her that he thought he had more control over his thirst everyone else. Though not when he purposely pushed his limits when it involved Bella. Yes she knew he had exceptional control, but he still had fed off of the blood of humans. Once you've tasted the sweet liquid, the thirst for it would only intensify. There was no escaping the burning grip the scent had. He would forever be in pain. She shifted slightly closer to Bella's side. He wouldn't try anything, but the look he was sending the girl made uneasy. Him being around Bella made her skin crawl with discomfort.
"You need to hunt," She hissed. "She will make it home in one piece."
He nodded, and fled the house in an instant. With that she quickly ushered the girl outside. She mumbled her irritation under her breath. He could have hurt Bella due to his own pride. Everyone had agreed on for a quick hunt before even thinking of being around Bella, and yet he had insisted he would be fine. Gripping the steering wheel of Bella's pickup truck, the blonde growled when she had to give the engine three tries before it rumbled to life. This heep she called a truck was only another added thing that tested her safety, and that agitated Rosalie further.
"Use anymore force, and you'll kill my truck." She cracked a smile, and loosened her grip.
"I doubt this rusty old thing could even classify as a truck."
Bella laughed.
Rosalie blinked, turning her gaze to the object of the musical sound. She frowned. Out of every account she had with the human she could never remember if she heard the girl emit that sound before, and that disturbed her. Yet she wanted to grin knowing she had caused such a beautiful sight. She would do anything to hear it again.
Noticing the crown Bella instantly stopped laughing and blushed. She turned her attention away from the blonde, choosing to stare at the seemingly endless forest. Feeling a sense of rejection Rosalie flicked her eyes back to the road. A suffocating awkward silence passed over them.
"You should laugh more often."
She didn't even acknowledge the bewildered look she was receiving.
"I've given you enough time my patience is running thin."
Rosalie sighed forcing her hand through her golden blonde locks, standing stiff once she took in the smell. In the time they were in Bella's room she tried her hardest not to touch anything. She felt almost of place here, the only thing keeping her from leaving was the heavy scent in the air. Lavender, lilac, roses, the mixtures of the forest contained into one...Rosalie would never tire of the fresh scents Bella had acquired. It was sweet. An almost tangible fragrance that could never be compared to any other. Having this much of the scent filling her nose sent her body haywire. It didn't help she could almost compare to Edward, when she unconsciously took a long drag of the Bella's hair. She could smell the strawberry shampoo she used. She scowled at the thought. She chilled slightly as the images of Edward doing what she was.
She didn't like the truth; That Edward basked in the humans scent. She dispised the fragments of pictures flicking through her mind. Bella wasn't meant to be his for him to do so.
"It's just, with - no one else has a problem with me and I just want to know what exactly is going on between us."
If her posture could go anymore rigid, then it just did. She intentionally ignored the layered question; She refused to believe Bella could feel the bond that well. Bella couldn't be so in tune that she's figured that there was atleast some affection hidden behind their relationship.
"What do you mean?" She knew exactly what Bella was implying, and it seemed that Bella knew she was purposely playing dumb, because the brunette narrowed her eyes.
"You're...It's just - Were not as close. I mean the conversation between us haven't always been pleasant most of the time their nonexistent. I get that you hate me. It's obvious, I just want to clear things between us. With me not so scared to speak around you and you not growling at anything that comes out of my mouth."
She knew she hadn't left a fond impression, and she herself had stated she could be unbearable. Though hearing what Bella thoughts on her behavior sent a jolting burn throughout her chest. Bella's eye widened, and Rosalie did nothing to hide her internal emotions. She had let her pain show, she had shown Bella that she wasn't the stoic icy blonde everyone made her out to be.
"I didn't mean it like that. Rosalie I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said -"
Sending the girl a nod face flicking from despair to neutral, Rosalie shook her head and flashed to the window. She was midway through the open window, when she felt a warm hand grip her wrist. Feeling the warmth spread like wildfire, and an elctric shock flowing soon after. She snatched it away, an spun towards the girl so quickly she could feel her lose balance for a moment. She seethed in panic. She only hoped Bella didn't feel that electric shock.
Ready to scream at the girl, Rosalie waited. Face fearful when Bellas' stare lingered on their now seperated hands.
"I'm sorry..."
Rosalie would never miss the slight increase of the loud humming heartbeat. Or the underlying confliction mounted in the apology. It was as if Bella knew it was meant to be an empty apology. One that she shouldn't really be sorry for; as if touching Rosalie was never meant to be apologized for.
"Can we be friends?"
Her golden honey eyes snapped to meet hopeful doe brown ones staring helplessly at her. The question took her by complete surprise, as she craned her neck to stare curiously. The amount of hesitation sent a wave of panic through her. That was two times today that Bella felt words so normal become foreign. Those words were never supposed to be uttered between them two. Never spoken to eachother.
"I mean we should build a relationship now. Now that everything is settled."
Bella spoke slower tasting the words on her tongue. Nodding when her she repeated the words lowly. Rosalie forced a crown when she heard the wispher.
Of course she wanted more than to befriend Bella, but starting a friendship meant getting close. Getting close to the mate that is taken by her brother, would mean secrets meant to be untold coming forth. Rosalie knew this. Yet actually standing in front of the girl that managed to get the her to fall so deep in love. The idea didn't seem terrible at all. This would only end in a lot of pain. She didn't just have her feelings to look out for this time, and that scared her. Was she really that selfish? Did she really want to purse a friendship that could knowingly cause so much heartaches?
She nodded her head. Yes she in fact was that selfish. So with that she sent Bella a hesitant smile, it was oh so small, but for Bella it was big enough. She took a step forward and frowned. She didn't miss the small flinch from Bella, and by the grimace on the brunettes face she noticed as well. Rosalie nodded gesturing between them both.
"If this," She sighed. "Is going to work, then I have one request to put in." She waited until Bella nodded before continuing.
"Keep the touching to a minimum?"
Put aside all the venomous things she's forced herself to say to Bella, nothing had ever sounded this wrong coming from her mouth. Bella frowned but nodded.
"Yeah...Uhh. Honestly I didn't think I'd get this far." Bella smiled softly.
Rosalie held in the laughter trying to escape her chest, instead she let the smile that was itching to be let free go. She instantly dropped it once she heard the humans heart stutter. She didn't need that. Not so soon. So she decided to keep her smiling down to the very minimum. Her ear twitched, and she scowled. He really had to ruin this, he always ruined things for her. If it wasn't for him Bella would be with her not him. She flicked the window back open, and sat on the ledge for a second.
"Your stalker is here."
Turning away she hopped of landing gracefully without so much as a thud. She silently congratulated herself when she heard the resounding laughter emitting from the two story house. Ignoring the pull in her chest, she sped through the forest.
Yes this would end in only a mess, but right now she couldn't bring herself to care.
Sorry for the short chapter. But Eh here it is, their starting a friendship. Let's see how things play out Eh? I want to thank you guy's for the love. Man I think I'm In love with you guys. So as a thank you present I'm going to make next chapter extra special, I just wanted to update for you guy's with this one. Anyway, Hope you guy's Enjoyed! :)
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