M/M. Warning for Jiraiya getting injured.

The past month has been a ride. A wild one.

It started with failing a mission. As wonderful and talented as Jiraiya is he can't handle a whole bandit camp by himself. He got hurt. Which led to blood loss. Which led to getting lightheaded. He slipped, fell, got bashed by like every branch on his plummet to the ground and thought he was going to die on the ground right there.

Then he saw it. The hazy form of a face in his fading sight. Of a woman, beautiful. Then a man... even more beautiful. If these were the guides that were picked to lead him to the afterlife he's all for it. The woman in the front and the man in the back... hell yeah.

Alas he awoke to a less sexy reality. One in a small room that had a thin curtain that gave the illusion of a wall for privacy. It smells herbs and campfire. He's on a thin layer of fabric pillowed only by dry hay between the fabric and floor. Another thin blanket covered him. The familiar feeling of bandages were covering him from chest to waist. He can't move his right arm.

The first person he was met with officially was a young boy, about ten or twelve, that was peering into the room curiously.

"Ma! The stranger is awake!" The boy yelled.

He met the first face he saw half dead on the forest floor. A young woman. Who the little boy looks similar to. She smiled and introduced herself. Nohra. And the boy is Tsuru.

"And you saved me?"

"No." She replied with a shake of her head. "I am more of an assistant."

That's when you revealed yourself. You had returned from an errand. And you are... better looking than his blood lacking brain could've imagined. You came to his side and surprised him with medical jutsu. For a moment he feared he was in the hands of an enemy village or something. But if that's the case why treat him?

The story became more clear with your explanation. Jiraiya landed almost on top of Nohra, the young woman beside you, who was collecting medicinal herbs at the time. Almost singlehandedly you assessed his health and carried him back to the small little hamlet in the forest covered mountains you call home.

For some reason he found that very sexy. If he weren't in so much pain he would've done something explicit. But it dawned on him. A woman and child. A wife and son. You're taken. And he's jealous. You're gorgeous. Kind. Sexy. God he wants you. To hear you cry out his name in pleasure is a desperate need he wants to fulfill.

He bit the inside of his cheek. He should be asking questions not focus on his horny. Eventually he got some information. You are mostly self taught. Nohra helps you with her knowledge of herbal medicines. Tsuru was a good little helper. He gets things you or Nohra need. He's good company.

The full list of injuries was a little daunting. Jiraiya just sighed as he heard his diagnosis. Broken arm. Several punctures on his front and back. Lacerations. His ankle has a bad bone bruise... which is a thing he didn't know existed. Just a whole shabang of injuries. And you recommended that he doesn't leave your care for a few months.

Actually he didn't mind. It would be nice to indulge a little... Even if it is just a far away fantasy. You got a family but it won't hurt to imagine what it would be like if you were his. Especially as you run your hands down his body.

It's now current day. With a strong case of cabin fever, Jiraiya is itching to do something. He can walk now without serious pain. As impressive as your medical instincts are your lack the seal knowledge meant you could only check internal damage but not heal it as quickly as a trained professional. It's the old fashioned way for the most part.

He walks outside by himself for the first time in a month. He is greeted by the same barely marked dirt path in between forest foliage and big tall trees. To the left of the path is a well tended garden. To the right a sheer rocky cliffside that's too steep to walk up. It looks scary to be so close to. Yet it's a marvel of nature. Mountain villages are sorta crazy in their casual harmony with stuff like this. One bad kick and it looks like all that shale will come loose and fall. It's peaceful but odd. It's very quiet. Why is your house so far from everyone else in the village?

"It's good to see you up." You announce your presence.

Jiraiya looks to his immediate left to see you sitting on an old rocking chair. You are rocking calmly while carving a piece of wood. It looks like a toy. It's in the shape of a goat.

"How are you feeling?" You ask.

"Good. Thanks." He answers with a smile. "What are you working on?"

"Just some toys for the children."

"Are you going into the village?"

You nod. You're very kind, cheering up the kids that are sick with homemade toys. He wouldn't be so kindly. The villagers are mean. So mean to you, Nohra, and Tsuru. They snarl and snip. They make demands. They never ask. They never say thank you. It's odd. It's fucking rude. You are a literal angel to these people and they despise you.

"Would you like help? I may be down an arm but I can help you carry some of this." Jiraiya offers as he gestured to the basket on the ground full of toys and medicine.

"That's kind of you but-!"

"Please just humour me. I can't stand not doing anything for another day."

"Heh... very well, Jiraiya. I'd love your help."

He smiles. A sense of giddiness and joy hits him. You hand him a smaller basket that you unloaded some of the goodies in. He walked beside you down the dirt path.

Signs of civilization quickly came into view. But it's hardly a modern scape. Small wooden homes. The sheer cliffside he's seen beside your house is encapsulating this place. It's intimidating to look up it to the never ending looking mountain above. A communal bakery. Communal food trade. Not a metal coin is seen in sight. It's all done with a trade of goods. It's simple but it works. But everyone has a weary eye on you. Like you'll curse them at any moment.

"Here you are, Mizu. Please play carefully." You say as you hand the girl her medicine and a wooden toy.

"Don't tell my child what to do, you unnatural creature!" The mother shouted at you from the door of her house.

You don't say anything. You simply bow respectfully before moving on. It wasn't until there was a jolt of pain did Jiraiya realize he was clenching his fist. How disrespectful. You are freely offering what is an essential service for this place and they speak to you like that? And you just take it?!

"Don't fall behind." You call for him.

He jogs to catch up to you. You had moved on without complaint while he glared at that nasty woman. Most of the interactions go like this. You hand off medicine and give advice on the dosages. You give away the toys you make in your spare time to kids that blow raspberries in your face. You adjust a brace on a teenager's leg and get repaid by getting kicked in the shoulder.

"Later freak!" They yell at you as they ran away.

"What a punk." Jiraiya mutters under his breath.

"Teenagers are like that. It's alright." You say.

"No it's not. What do you put up with it?"

"It's just some harmless words."

He scoffs. You are far more tolerant than him.

"Don't let it get to you." You spoke again. By the tone it sounded more like a self reminder rather than speaking to him.

You place a gentle hand on his back and look him over. He can feel a shift in him. His cheeks getting warm. His eyes involuntarily darting down to your lips. Biting his own as he does his best not to imagine what it would be like to grab you and-!

"You stink."

He deflated. Not the romantic thing he hoped you'd say. The blush he tried to hold back came forth. He stares at you, flustered and confused.

"Let's go back to the house and get some supplies. I'll take you to the hot springs."

"Hot springs?"

"Yes. I'll help you get clean."

Lord help him...

Jiraiya isn't one to complain when it came to this stuff but this... this is torture. You help him undress and pull off the bandages. Each time your hands got closer to his waist and your gentle fingers dragged on his skin he just wanted to grab you. Grab you and kiss you until your lips swell and tingle. He'd love to cover your neck in bites and get to know every inch of your body as it pressed against his.

You guide him into the water. The spring is located higher in the mountain. In a cave that is easy to find because of the large opening and inviting steam. The smell is great too. That true natural smell of wet earth and rich minerals.

He sits politely on his knees, praying that it will hide how turned on this is really making him. He casts a look behind him to see you are undressing too.

"Are you okay if I join you? It will make it easer for me to treat you." You ask before untying your pants.

"Yeah that's fine."

You smile and thank him. His breath hitches when he sees you naked. You're gorgeous. With all his will he forces his head back around. Staring is rude. But goodness gracious you have been blessed with good looks. You brought along bath things and take them in the water. The basket you brought them in is buoyant so you can conveniently have them float around near by and not on your arm. You start with his hair.

It's a weakness. Jiraiya has only told very close friends or lover or two that he loves having his hair played with. He doesn't have to tell you. You scratch and massage his scalp. You gently unravel knots. The hot water of the spring gets washed over his head and it's just wonderful. You brought along a cloth and began to properly wash his back. You are nimble around his injuries. It feels great. What he wouldn't give to have you do this everyday.

Once finished one side you walk over to his front. Again it's common courtesy to not leer but he's never been all that polite when it came to hot spring rules. He bathed with men that's made him blush before and peeped on women that make him giddy. Seeing your bits in his face is making him salivate. Would it be so bad to have a taste?

He blinks several times and shakes his head. Yea of course it would be bad! You're straight! You're married! Gosh this is difficult! All he wants is to grab you and have you!

"Is the heat getting to you? You're awfully red." You ask as you place your hand on his forehead to check his temperature.

"I'm fine."

You're kneeling down now. It's still a lovely sight. He leans forward a little when you slide your hand down to his cheek. It's not soft. It's certainly the hand of a hard worker. Calluses rub against his skin and it's nice. Rough but never harsh. Your thumb drags down his lips. You trace his bottom lip. He stares at you as you stare at him like he's been staring at you since he met you. He knows that look. He's mastered it. Desire.

Okay now this is getting weird.

Does Nohra know? This isn't how one man looks at another unless they're attracted to him. If you're in denial... well that's not good. No one should reject themselves. But in a small town like this he wouldn't be surprised if you rejected your homosexuality given how rude they are to you for simply treating their illnesses. They probably wouldn't take too kindly to someone gay.

Your hand pulls back and you apologize quietly. You move on and look over his arm, which you had taken out of the splint when undressing him earlier. It's still swollen and sensitive. You activate your chakra and inspect the break carefully.

"Why do you put up with all these people?" Jiraiya asks.

"It's my duty as a healer."

"They don't appreciate it."

"They do... they just don't say it."

"They really don't..."

"..."

He grinds his teeth for a moment as he ponders on this thought. But honestly what will this do to you in the long run? Will there be a day you just can't take the abuse anymore? You deserve to be cherished. And maybe he's setting himself for something bad. Like watching someone he's caught feelings for live happily even if it's not with him. It wouldn't be the first time but you should be safe.

"Come with me."

You stop and look at him.

"What?"

"Come with me. I'm almost healed enough to leave. Come with me to my village. Someone like you will be appreciated there. You can be trained and just... thrive. And your family will be safe."

You don't say anything for a while. You look down at nothing for several moment before raising your head to look him in the face again.

"No."

His heart squeezed and dropped. That wasn't what he was hoping for. It's not what he expected.

"I can't leave these people. I can't just uproot my family either." You elaborate with a firm tone. "I don't believe there's a place in this world that will accept me and I can't start over somewhere new and be met with the same things."

"You won't in a ninja village. This is normal." He said as he pointed to your softly glowing hands.

"I don't believe you." You state flatly. You retract your hands. "And I don't want you to say that again. I won't leave."

You got up and walk out of the spring.

"You should get out before you prune up." You suggest.

Jiraiya sighs and does just that. You are quiet as you help him towel off. It's not so sexy now. The mood is certainly killed. You treat him coldly for the duration of helping him get dressed. You inform him that his arm is mended enough to not need to splint it again but it's still fragile. You still wrap it up in bandages to keep it nice and compacted.

Not a word is exchanged between him and you for the trip back to your house. Nohra was in, sitting on the floor on a cushion beside the hearth. A pot is boiling and she's watching over it. Or she was. She saw the tension between the two men. You suddenly announce that you have to go get firewood and leave. He doesn't really say anything and takes a seat near the fire.

"Is everything okay?" She asks.

"Yeah... just a disagreement."

"I see. Did you want to talk about it?"

He looks at your wife carefully. In many ways he feels sorry for her. She's sweet and kind. She deserves someone not in the closet. But he does know he can confide in her. He needs some answers. Out of everyone here she seems like the only one who will talk to him about it.

"Why does he feel so guilty about whatever happened here?"

"Mother had a lot to do with it. She was passionate about helping people no matter what. Our town still sees us as outsiders. And our abilities make us... freaks. We're weird and they don't like that." She is accommodating to his questions. "When we came here, people keep getting sick no matter how many times we treat them."

It's odd. There's still so many communities that are so isolated they don't know anything about chakra and jutsu. What he grew up with and is mundane is completely foreign to small hamlets and villages who hardly see visitors. It's strange but when looking at it from such a closed minded perspective he can understand how... freaky it can look.

"So people are getting ill? Do you know what causes it?"

She shakes her head.

"We do what we can even if that isn't much."

So your family gets the blame for something that can't really be controlled. People get sick. Sometimes people die from it. With the medicine you and Nohra make it's not exactly the refined scientific breakthroughs that Konoha has. Like pills and vaccines. It's a miracle this place hasn't collapsed and died from a flu outbreak or something. These people should be so much more grateful for the work your family puts in to keep everyone healthy.

"It's unfortunate how your family is treated. You guys do so much good."

"It's alright. It feels good to help."

Jiraiya smiles at her. Such kindness should be protected. He helps her with dinner. Although he's not the best at it. With the limited ability of his arm he can only help her chop up some vegetables. Eventually Tsuru comes back inside, having had spent his day in the old school house with most of the other children.

You don't return. Nohra gets worried the longer the night goes on. She opens the door and calls your name. It's highly unusual for you to not come home. Jiraiya offers to go look for you but gets denied.

"He'd hate it if I put a patient in danger. You won't be much use as hurt as you still are anyways." Nohra said. She shut the door and sighs. "Look after Tsuru."

"Wait, you aren't going out are you?"

She grabs an old oil lamp and lights it up. She puts on a shawl and returns to the door.

"I'll come back in an hour if I don't find him, okay?"

This doesn't sit well with him. Tsuru complains too. Nohra gives her son a reassuring smile and promises she'll return. She runs into the pitch black night. Jiraiya exchanges a look with Tsuru. The boy is already looking restless and fearful.

And an hour ticks by slowly. No one walks through the door. Well this isn't good. Jiraiya stretches his arm out and frowns. It's sore and for certain it will snap and breaks again if he does something wrong. He bites his thumb and weaves the signs to summon a toad. A small one appeared.

"Heya, boss! Was wondering what was going on. Gran was getting worried about you when Gama came back and gave her the report on your last battle." The creature cheerfully chirped.

"I'm fine. Just a few injuries."

"That's good. So what do you need?"

"Watch over Tsuru. Make sure he doesn't leave the house."

They both look over at the boy, who is speechless at the sight of a talking toad. As if this night couldn't get any weirder for him.

"You know what to do if he misbehaves." Jiraiya says as he stands.

"You got it, boss!"

Tsuru squeaked when the toad turned towards him and stared. He scrambled back to his bed and wraps the blanket around himself.

It's a fib. Toads that small don't have many special abilities. That toad is only used for messages. But considering Tsuru has never seen a summon before he doesn't know that he won't be eaten or something.

Jiraiya walks into the dark woods. It's a cool night. Breezy and eerie. Maybe it's because he's not used to this forest but it feels weird. He calls for you. He calls for Nohra. The further he walks from the house the more worried he gets. Surely there's no reason for you to travel so far to get firewood.

"Jiraiya?" A distant voice replied to him.

"Nohra?"

They shout again and it's closed this time. He picks up the pace. His foot slipped on the edge of a sudden drop and he forced himself to fall back so he didn't plummet off a possible cliff.

"Be careful!" Nohra called to him. Her voice is just below. "I nearly fell too."

"Are you down there? Can you get out?"

"Yeah but..." She trailed off for a moment and choked out your name. "He's hurt! And unconscious. I've healed him the best I could but he's not waking up!"

The distress in her voice is clear. He tells her to hang on tight, he'll be right down. Her voice isn't distant. If he ventured a guess the drop probably is only a few feet. A large enough of a drop where one probably wouldn't die from falling down it but could break an ankle. Unless they fell the wrong way. Which might be the case for you.

Jiraiya made the short climb down the cliff and quickly found his footing at the bottom. The shadowy figures of Nohra crouched beside you became clear. It seems you narrowly escaped death. The axe you brought with you landed blade side down into the earth an inch above your head.

"Can you tell what's wrong?"

Nohra nodded. You hit your head and landed on a stone protruding from the earth that not only struck your head but it also got your back. There's a possibility that you could get a permanent injury from this.

"This isn't like him. He wouldn't just fall!" Nohra exclaimed.

"It's dark out... Maybe he didn't see." Jiraiya tried to be rational. Even the most experienced of woodsmen can get hurt no matter how well they know the woods. Even Nohra admitted she nearly fell and she grew up here. He put his hand on her shoulder and tried to keep her calm. "The important thing is he's alive. Let's get him home. Do you think it's safe to move him?"

She nods. She gasps and asks him to stop when he lifted you. His hardly mended arm is shaking hard from the effort but it's worth it. With her help he managed to get you on his back in a piggyback ride type of carry. It's painful. The bruises on his back ache and burn from the pressure. The wound in his rib feels like a hook got jammed in there and was being wiggled around. Ow. He's not in the best shape to be carrying a fully grown man.

Jiraiya doesn't complain, he's just glad you're alive. Despite what happened earlier he likes having you close. Your gentle breathing against his cheek is calming. As much as it hurts it's also comforting to have your weight on him. It feels very real... it feels right to have you so close to him.

Nohra leads the way back. The cliff drop was easily conquered and the walk back was uneventful. Upon walking into the house, the two adults came across Tsuru asleep with the toad summon tucked in beside him. The house is a little messy.

"Heya boss! I got the kid to sleep."

"By making a mess?"

"It's not having fun unless it's messy."

He sighs. Then apologized to Nohra for his summon's behaviour. As if she hadn't had enough of a stressful night. She claims she doesn't mind. With some help he gets you laid out on your cot. He helps you get rolled onto your side and your kosode gets pulled off. He sticks by your head as Nohra inspects what could be happening with your back. He couldn't resist stroking your hair. He was curious to the feel of it. It's nice. You look so peaceful.

"Aaaaaaooooooohhhhhh you like this guy, boss? It's been awhile since you-!"

"Dismissed!" Jiraiya shouted at his summon before the toad could continue.

He clocked the toad in the head and it disappeared with a puff of smoke. There's a reason the toads hardly ever meet his partners, male or female. They're nosy and lack a filter. And he really didn't want to be outed by a toad in front of your wife.

When he looks up Nohra more or less raised a brow at him before continuing to look over you. After a long time she finally comes to a conclusion.

"I don't detect any permanent problems. It'll just be very sore. He might have trouble moving for a day or two but he should be okay."

"That's a relief."

She nods. You get tucked in and Nohra announces that she is exhausted. It's been one hell of a night. Sleep sounds good. She lays down beside you. Jiraiya lays down on your other side. He shut eyes but didn't fall asleep. It's hard to when the answers to your health are somewhat unclear.

You open your eyes and met with his eyes. He smiles at you. You shift and crinkle your nose in pain.

"How you feeling?" Jiraiya whispers.

"I'll be alright."

"What happened?"

He watches as your expression falls. It's more than just an accident. Jiraiya can tell you're hiding something. But you don't want to say anything.

"If someone pushed you... they could've killed you. This isn't something you can hide."

"How do you know someone pushed me?"

"I didn't... but I had a hunch."

You look down in shame. It's nothing to be ashamed of. There were things that bothered him about how you fell. It's a short drop so spinning around to your back if you fell forward from that spot there wouldn't have been enough time. There was a dirty hand print on your shoulder that doesn't match you. Nohra was too panicked to see it. He didn't want to freak her out by pointing out someone tried to kill you.

An idea came to mind. He gets to his feet and a crouching position and offers to pull you up.

"C'mon, let's go."

"Where do you want to go?"

"I'm not a doctor, but I know that a good soak will help undo the aches in your body."

You take his hand and he pulls you up. It's painful but it's okay. He tip toes out with you, grabbing the oil lamp on the way. Once outside he lights it. You guide the way but it's slow going due to your injuries.

The smell and sight of the underground hot spring was a welcomed one. With the roles reversed it's a lot harder to not be turned on by it. You're so pretty and with the low light of the lamp it makes for a beautiful intimate atmosphere. You almost look ethereal... too perfect for this world.

"I'm sorry for losing my temper with you earlier." You say softly.

"It's okay. It was rude of me to be so insistent..." He trails off as he contemplated coming clean. No... not now. "Let's get in the water."

He got in the water with you. This time you and him go deeper in the water, to waist height. Sitting down meant being submerged to the shoulders. He sighs happily with you as the hot water embraces most of his body. Cozy.

"Do you want to talk about it?" He asks.

"Not really... I'm just... hurt that it happened."

Jiraiya looks over at you. You give him a toothache. So sweet that even with attempted murder you are oddly forgiving. Like if the person said sorry you'd be okay. Maybe you'll push him away again but it has to be said.

"You aren't safe here."

"I know that." You reply to his surprise. "But I don't want to put my family through the process of leaving and finding a whole new place to live only to be faced with the same thing... I don't think I can handle that."

"I know that can be scary." He replied. He moves closer to you and his hand runs down your arm. He resisted the urge to do more. Even this feels like pushing it. "But in a village like Konoha, what you do is normal. We have a whole facility dedicated to healers. Both you and your wife can find jobs there. And Tsuru will have lots of options for his future."

You stare at him with confusion.

"My wife? You mean Nohra?"

"Yeah. And Tsuru your son? Did you hit your head too hard?" He asks. He raises his hand, holding up his thumb and first finger. "How many fingers am I holding up?"

"Jiraiya..." You trail off. Then you chuckle. Your wet fingers touch his hand and holds it. "Nohra is my sister. Tsuru is my nephew."

"What?!"

"Shhhh!"

His voice echoes around the cave and you sternly put your finger on his lips. If he weren't already sitting he'd need to sit. Holy crap! He's known you for over a month and this whole time!... He's been languishing over his growing crush for a married closeted gay man for like not reason. For a man known for his ability to get information out of people he sucks at it.

He just has a habit of ignoring what makes him upset. You in a relationship really bummed him out so he never asked, because he never wanted to hear about it. But this leaves him with more questions.

"And you know that you're gay?" He asks.

"Yes." You answer. You pull back. "Please don't think less of me. Taking care of you has never been for... that."

"Oh heh... I don't think less of you." He said. He grabs your hand again. "I like guys like that too."

You look utterly shocked. Have you never met another lgbt person? That's awfully sad. It's horrible. You deserve so much more than this little town. You need a place that will accept you.

"Are you... attracted to me?" You ask in a tiny fearful voice.

"Yeah. You're my type." Jiraiya answers. He reaches out with his free hand and grabbed your hip. He gently pulled you closer. Your knees slide by his as your body slowly gets closer to his. "Are you attracted to me?"

"Mhmm." You hum with a nod and a growing blush. "You're so handsome."

"You're good at hiding it. I thought you were straight until you took me here earlier."

"I just... I'm used to hiding it. When people find out what I am they get violent."

"Is that what happened tonight? Did one of the villagers attack you?"

You don't say it with your mouth but your expression says it all. No one deserves that. His heart skips a beat when you move in. You hug him. Excitement grows as you hold him. He puts his arms around you in a full embrace. It's great! But it's a hug that also tells him something. No stranger has accepted you before. It must mean a great deal that you finally met a man willing to return your feelings.

"They took me by surprise." You mutter. "They yelled at me for their sibling's declining health and pushed me... I didn't know I was so close to the cliff."

He strokes your back, being mindful of the darkening bruise showing up on your skin. You're still being hesitant to explain it all, that much he can tell. You are an honest person and you're bad at lying. But sometimes you simply choose not to say the whole truth.

"It's not your fault. I'm glad you didn't get more hurt."

You nod. Your hands wander on his skin, exploring. You are hesitant to touch below his waist. Your face tucks towards his. Your lips just barely grazing his cheek. You're curious.

Jiraiya pulls away from you just enough to satiate your curiosity. Once at the right angle he goes back in. Your lips are tense and unsure against his. He raises his hand to cradle your neck and adjusted your head. You get the gist of it quickly. Soon your lips are more relaxed but not too relaxed. They react and move in response to his. His tongue meets yours for a second.

Kissing you is gratifying. It is everything he'd hope it would be. You're a natural at it. He slides his hand away from your hip and brings it around front. He drags the back of his hand up your torso. From belly to chest, admiring every rise and dip. A quiet moan leaves you as he pays attention to your body. Your hands are clutching and flexing at his biceps. He presses his tongue against yours again, causing another pleased noise to come from deep in your throat.

You sound good. It's a turn on to have a vocal partner. Are you getting hard yet? He's gotta find out. His fingers run along your neck and collarbone before moving back down. He grabs the back of your neck and really lays into the tongue play. You don't fight him that much and let him dominate every inch of your mouth. With your head pinned you don't got much choice. He traces a similar path back down your body and goes lower.

You tense with surprise when he touched your cock. You are stiff. Not fully erect but it'll get there with a little help. With a loose grip he strokes. You are new to this. That's plain to see. Overwhelming you by going in how he usually does with another man will probably scare you. You get harder. The satisfaction of feeling your dick grow and become solid is rewarding. He tests the boundaries more, giving your balls some fondle. He gets a soft squeak from you but not much more.

Jiraiya can't take much more. Touching you. Hearing you. It's driving him mad. He grabs your ass with both hands and pulls you closer until you're on his lap. Your hands rest on his shoulders. With your body so close to his things are touching. He slides his hand down closer to the centre of your body.

The kiss that's being going on strong for this whole time broke when you jump. He's just barely touching your asshole.

"Sorry... Are you okay?" He asks.

"Y-Yeah." You answer shakily. "I've never done this before."

"Like at all? Have you ever given yourself... a good time?"

"With a small house and hardly any free time... not really.."

You poor thing. He's gonna blow your mind. He gave you a quick kiss to assure you.

"Trust me with this. I won't hurt you."

You nod. You do trust him. To know what another man feels like would be great. He smiles at you and brushes his hand over your cheek... Your face cheek to be precise. Drops of water trail down your skin. The sensation seems to calm you.

"Relax, babe. It'll feel good, I promise."

You nod again. Your fingers shift and your hips push forward. His finger pushed against your hole again. Little by little he pushes in and out. Each time he goes a little further. Thankfully the water is helping. You're relaxed enough where he's meeting little resistance. He moves his face against your neck, nibbling and kissing it.

"Oh..." You exhale the word.

A second finger joined in. You moan as he gently fingers you. They spread apart a few inches before sliding back together. It feels good. He knows you're feeling it. Your head falls back as you pant desperately for air. Your face is hot and flushed. He nibbles along your collarbone then up to your throat. Then your breath hitches again.

"Does that hurt?"

"N-No... Oo..." You shakily reply.

Jiraiya chanced adding a third finger. You're taking it well. It looks like you're ready. He is too. While he hasn't had much in the way of stimulation, watching you was enough to get him hard. Your throat bobs with a heavy gulp. You lower your head and look at him.

"What happens now?"

"The best part."

He strokes his hand down your body again. You watch as he touched himself. His fingers belonging to his other hand slides out of your ass but he keeps them around the rim to keep your cheeks parted. You share short messy kisses with him. With his guidance you sink down and the tip of his cock kisses your entrance.

Your nails scrape against his skin the further you sink down. Your eyes shut and your mouth hangs open. Due to the angle it won't be as deep as it can go. But it's a good starting point. Your insides feel good. Hot... tight...

"How is it?" He asks.

"I-It's good!" You reply. You open your clenched eyes. "What do I do now?"

"It's better shown than explained."

"Then show me!"

Jiraiya chuckles at you. You're cute. He brings you in for another kiss and held you by your ass. He gives it a good squeeze before guiding you to rise and fall at a moderate pace. You moan and gasp with each movement. The grip you have on his shoulders gets painful. But it serves to turn him on more. A little bit of pain in this context is more than welcomed.

You are catching on quickly. Before long you are controlling the pace on your own. When you beg for more you get it. Not wanting to drown, Jiraiya moved this passionate embrace near the edge of the spring. From there he could lay you down and be on top. Your back arched and you cry out his name. With his the full length of his cock pushing into you it tantalized more of your nerves.

"More!" You beg. "Show me more!"

"Okay!"

You whine when he flipped you over. You're quivering and twitching. Your fingers dig deep into the sand underneath you as he enters you again and takes on a more aggressive pace. Somehow it makes you silent. By the tension in your abdomen you must be holding your breath and your mouth is hanging open. Eventually a throaty groan leaves you and loud panting resumes. It's interspersed with moans, especially when he hits the right spot.

You nearly collapse. Jiraiya planted his hands on the ground as his partner sank down suddenly. You're the spitting example of face down ass up. He adjusted back to kneeling up gave your butt a gentle pap.

"S-Sorry!" You stammer. "Keep going please!"

"You're okay?"

You nod. He smiles and does so. He slowed down to a more gentle pace when you slipped. He picks it back up a little. Your position worries him. Almost half your face is submerged in the shallow water. One wrong jostle and you'll be choking on water.

He pulls on your hips and you follow. Now sitting up with your back against his front you can finish this in full control. Your head turns to the side and he meets it halfway. He put his hand around your erection. To which you moan softly.

"It's all you, babe. Finish it however you want." Jiraiya encouraged you.

"Okay..."

Your hand moves up into his hair. You grip the back of his head and keep it pinned there. The kiss that came out of this position was messy. All tongues pushing against each other in a passionate battle for dominance. You move to ride him from this angle. It's a middle ground from how it began to how he was fucking you. It's hard from tip to base, with an intoxicating swivel to make up for the slower pace. He strokes his hand in time to your hips.

There's a flare of pain that simmers along his scalp when you tug. It was involuntary as your body convulsed from pleasure. All of your body writhes. A whine leaves you and the squeeze it caused made your lover groan.

"I... I don't think I can take much more!" You whisper against his lips.

"Me neither!" He says. He catches your lips again for a sweet little kiss. "Do you know what happens now?"

"The bestest part?"

Jiraiya smiles.

"The bestest part." He confirms.

You work harder to finish it off. He tightens his grip to be more firm around your cock and he speeds up. There's tears swelling in your eyes. This is nothing you have ever felt before. You move with the best of your abilities, ignoring the burning pain in your back and shoulders. It keeps building and building. You move harder. You move faster. Each little change made Jiraiya give out these beautiful deep moans. It's right by your ear. It rumbles from his chest against your back. He catches your lips in another kiss. He grips and holds your hip tighter.

It had been climbing to this moment. With each thrust you kept getting louder. From small grunts to gasps. Now you are holding onto a syllable with each motion like you're stuck on what to say.

"J-Jiraiya!" It comes out gentler than you and he thought it would.

Even if it's gentle it's sexy. You cum a moment later, soiling the water in front of you in spurts. You remain tense as it happens. With all of you tight and unable to take it, Jiraiya joins you. His own pleasure had been holding on by a thread. It's your first time after all. He wanted to make sure you had reached a peak before he did.

After several seconds you slump. Jiraiya wraps his arms around you and helps you sink into the water. A wince crosses your beautiful features when you tried to lay on your back. Both the pain of your injuries and the pain of taking it for the first time had already turned like all of your backside tender. You lay on your side as you catch your breath. A moment later the face of your lover enters your vision as Jiraiya lays down in a mirrored position to you, facing you in the shallow water.

"How was it?" He asks.

"Good..." You answer. Then your expression turned bashful. "Was I good?.. I tried."

"Yeah. Yeah of course you were."

He put his arm around your waist and pushed himself forward to close the little bit of distance between. Your body pressed against his and he smiles.

"You rocked my whole world, babe!" He assures you with a bit of cheek.

You smile. Finally. For some reason it feels like it's been forever since he's seen your smile. He moves his hand along your body, caressing your side. Your cheek is so warm. He knows what you said earlier... it's replaying in his mind but... it's different now. Someone attacked you. Whose to say they won't get more violent next time?

"Come with me. My hometown is desperate for healers like you." Jiraiya says.

You stare into his eyes. For a moment your gaze breaks as you look down thoughtfully. The blush on your cheeks gets warmer as he rubs his thumb across your cheek in a gentle caress.

It's the first time any man has ever felt something for you. You have only known Jiraiya for a few months but he's been the most welcoming person to you. You've dealt with people who were sweet to you until they found out you were gay. They usually leave before they are fully healed, uncomfortable with you despite the fact that you don't even hit on them. Then there's this man. It would be a crime to let him go.

"Can... you promise me something?" You ask.

"What is it?"

"Will my family be safe in this village?"

"Yeah." Jiraiya replied nearly instantly. He holds you and puts a kiss on your lips. "All of my comrades will give everything to protect you and your family... me included."

"You'll protect me?"

"Of course I will. I won't let anyone hurt you!"

You squeak when he held you tighter and covered your neck and face in kisses. You and Jiraiya dissolve into giggles as he makes you roll around in the water like a couple of children. It ends with him on top kissing you.

"Okay..." You whisper. "I'll go with you."

"Really?"

You nod. You know you aren't safe here. You aren't welcomed here. And what would happen to Nohra and Tsuru? If someone tried to hurt them because you stubbornly decided to stay you could never forgive yourself.

"You won't regret this. I just know you're going to thrive in Konoha." He promises you.

"I'll hold you to that."

Jiraiya smirks at your statement before kissing you again. After lounging in the water for some time it was finally decided to go back to the house. Hours have gone by. Both you and him are sore and achy from straining injuries. Once dried off and dressed you lead the way, only to pause outside. The sun had begun to rise. It's just starting to be light out.

"Another lovely dawn." You comment. You put your arm around his and rest your head on his shoulder. "It's even better with you."

He hums with agreement and rests his head atop yours. He's seen many sunrises in his life but this is a particularly beautiful one. He shares another kiss with you before pushing you to start hiking down the mountain. This is lovely and all, but surely your family will be worrying.

Sure enough once at your house Nohra was fretting. She scolded you for leaving without saying anything in the middle of the night. Jiraiya wasn't spared either. She laid into him for letting it happen. But her words slowly trailed off once she saw that you had your arm linked around his.

"Oh." She finally said. "You two are together."

There was no question about it. You blush and look away in embarrassment. Jiraiya offered her a smile and an apology. It was his idea to leave for the spring after all. She sighed and waved it off.

"It's nice to see that you finally found someone." She spoke to you with a knowing smile.

You shrunk down and buried your face into his shoulder, utterly embarrassed by her words. She teased you a little. Then she forced you and him inside, insisting on eating before they decided to take a nap or power through the day. While eating, you brought up the idea of leaving.

"I know we grew up here but... I don't think it's safe for us to stay here."

"What about the villagers that need medicine?"

You pause thoughtfully. Then you speak with an interesting proposition.

"What if we leave our supplies? If we leave the recipes we use and the ingredients then they can make their own."

"I guess that could work..."

Nohra was open to leaving. She never agreed with how mean the village was to you. And when you did sheepishly admit that someone had attacked you last night she was livid. But you are the opposite of violent. You wouldn't give up the name of the person who harmed you. Nor would you describe them. You simply said that it would do no good to harm another person over this. The other villagers could rally or something against your family. It would be the validation they needed to raise the bar to that level.

"I think it's time to make some new roots." You conclude.

"I think so too." Nohra agreed.

Tsuru woke up not long after the conversation ended. When told the news about moving he was rather ecstatic. Apparently he hasn't been having the best time in school. His parent's reputation was haunting him and the other kids picked on him for being the son of witches. A fresh start would be good for everyone.

It's nice to see everyone is on the same page. Jiraiya helps out where he could. There's very little your family can take along. A backpack each can only carry so much. It's something he knows well. Mostly he just helped organized what was being left behind. Plus it meant staying close to you. You get all flustered and giggly when he flirts with you. Holding you from behind while helping you get things off the top shelf was a real highlight. You're so easily distracted by kissing.

"Wait... you like my Da?" Tsuru asks once he took notice of the two men being friendly.

"Yup."

Informing a child can go both ways. Either they are cool with it and unbothered, or they have a tantrum of some kind since they don't understand it. Plus Tsuru is older and mostly set in his ways. The young boy nods.

"Okay. You seem like a nice guy." Tsuru more or less shrugged it off.

You smile warmly at your nephew. Then you snuggle into Jiraiya... just for a moment or two. It's nice to be held and loved. The house eventually got organized and set up. It could welcome a guest with a cot and blanket. The ingredients meant for medicine were placed in groups around sheets of paper that detailed how to use them. It's still much more than what those town people deserve. If it were just up to him, Jiraiya would've just burnt the place down. But he's petty.

They all took a moment to look over the place one last time. It's still a home with memories after all. After wishing the house and what is left of its occupants goodbye they turned to him for direction. Your hand naturally fell into his upon taking the first steps.

It wasn't a long journey. A week of casual traveling with people who don't know how to use chakra ain't so bad. Jiraiya is quite accustomed to long travels anyhow. It was peaceful taking in the scenery at a lax pace. Tsuru was having a good time with it. He was eager to explore but Nohra wouldn't let him wander too far. The nights were quiet. Everyone was tired from walking all day so the moment it was announced that it was time to set up camp, Jiraiya was met with a heap of sleepy people. Even this was tiring for a group of hardworking medics.

The good pace meant there was no set backs.

The best part was seeing the reactions. The awe. The surprise. You and your family have never seen such a big community before. Jiraiya purposely picked isolated paths just to see this reaction. Nohra held onto Tsuru tightly as she seemed afraid she'd lose him in the crowd. You held onto Jiraiya which he didn't mind. You had the widest eyes as you took in everything around you.

"Do you like it?" He asks.

"I love it... so much happening. You must never get bored." You answer.

"You'd be surprised."

You look at him with a small frown, not understanding what exactly he means. He simply chuckles before putting his arm around your shoulders and pulling you close against him. As much as he would hate to overwhelm you, it's important to see the Hokage right away.

At first Hiruzen was a little skeptical. Then more willing once he heard the story.

"We could always use more medics around here." He agreed with the sentiments Jiraiya had. "And I can assure you your efforts will be appreciated. It's a rare gift hardly ever harnessed. To find a whole family is quite the gem indeed."

An arrangement was made. You and Nohra would get official training at the hospital to fine tune the abilities both you and her have. Tsuru will attend a crash course at the academy to help him catch up and graduated with children in his age range to a team that will suit him. And Jiraiya had to stick around to as a vouch for this little family as Konoha adjusts to their presence. He's happy to.

It's a start. With the ball rolling soon you find a nice place to live with Jiraiya. It's a big step but it made sense to start like that with the opportunity so wide open. You have never lived on your own ever so it's about time to start. Nohra and Tsuru are the neighbours so you don't feel isolated from them.

You start working at the hospital. You found a real passion and talent for emergency services. You're quick thinking and acting. You do well. Nohra was more happy as a family doctor. She saw anyone and everyone who was willing to give her a chance. Her gentle smile and motherly way about her has made her popular with children. Tsuru is doing well in his studies and he's finding success in... well what else? Healing and it's many applications.

Months pass with only success and good news to speak of. You and Nohra got licensed to practice full time. Tsuru was shadowing head doctor to see what branch of medicine he'd do best in. Jiraiya continued to stay in the village for the sake of his boyfriend... and for the sake of himself. He's never been happier. Being with you is amazing. There's things about you that he loves so much he wants to cry.

When you can't sleep you build things. Jiraiya has woken up and kicked his toes in on a freshly made chest before. One time it was a rocking horse. Honestly you could just make a killing with woodworking but the hospital would be sorely lacking a hero. And you are a saint in the making as you donate what you make to your patients and their families. You most enjoyed making and handing off the little wooden toys to the sick children stuck in the hospital.

How the hell did he find such a angel?

Well... he fell on them. Sorta. He fell on their sister and the sister got you, the angel.

You smile at him, sleepy and satisfied. Lying naked in bed beside you, touching you, stroking your skin gently, is Jiraiya. The comfort and glow after sex was settling in. Life would've been so different without you. It would be different without him.

"I know I probably should've said this a while ago..." He says softly.

When he trailed off with a moment of doubt, you comfort him. He finds himself at ease when your caress his face. Your warm healing hand touch his cheek. He turns his face towards it, kissing your palm. He looks back into your eyes and just... can't get away from them. In a wonderful way. They captive him like how the stars glitter during a cloudless summer night. Warm and bright. So full of life. A smile pulls on your lips. It's knowing and angelic. It's like he just spilled his soul out to you but he never had to say a thing.

"I love you too." You whisper.

It's impossible to hide his feelings from you. Jiraiya wraps his arms around you and kisses you. You push your fingers through his hair and happily partake in making out with him. It breaks when he rolls over and you gasp. He's on top of you and he grabs your wrists. You willingly let him pin them above your head. Both you and him have been experimenting as you got more comfortable with sex. You are an angel with the kinks of a devil. Your smile turns more lusty and perverse as he took control.

"I love you... and I think I have to show you just how much I do." He spoke low and aggressive.

"Then show me... I'm eager to know." You challenge him.

Jiraiya matched your conniving grin. It's about time he really showed you how far the envelope can be pushed! And maybe... just maybe this'll be enough to convince you to move a little farther from Nohra.

You are very loud after all. And tonight he's gonna make you scream.