M/M. Warning for some light Homophobia.

Finally. A room to yourself. It's a good thing Naruto ain't too bright. You love that boy like a brother but damn… denser than a brick wall on social situations. You fake coughed and sniffled for days. You walked at a distance and did some woe is me speech about your aching head. He at least could figure out and suggest you get your own room so no one else got sick.

Being the plain fact that you, him, and Jiraiya are all men it's hard to find a good excuse to be alone. Especially when all three men have seen each other naked and spend a good amount of time grappling and training. It's fairly close knit. Personal space hardly exists. But it's difficult…. for other intimacies.

You are deep in a secret relationship with Jiraiya. He told you that you are his first male crush. First male partner. First male anything. He's very shy and protective of it. He doesn't want people to know until he's figured it out himself. He assumed himself straighter than beer, love bars, and penning man on woman porn. Then you came along over two years ago and had him smitten.

It was a rocky start. You aren't talented in much of anything. Jiraiya was hard to get along with sometimes. But you had a lifetime of hard work and determination behind you. You come from nothing and didn't have much fun. All you did was work and train to find your talents. It's how you met Naruto and befriended him. It eventually led to Jiraiya, who took you in as well. Mostly because Naruto didn't want to leave without you and it was well known that you struggled in your ninja career.

Then it got weird. After about half a year of getting along and making progress, Jiraiya became very awkward around you. Distant and fidgety. He could hardly talk to you or look you in the eye. He avoided you most of the time. You learned why quickly.

Pervy Sage was a very suited nickname. Apparently he was pent up and missing the touch of a partner. You didn't mind but it was silly how embarrassed he was. He was treating himself while staring at you, jerking off to the sight of you and thinking of what he wants you to do to him. He had been doing it for a while and he just couldn't confront it. All of it. His gay crush. His shame of the action. All of that. He was confused and wasn't sure how to behave. He was so embarrassed when you confronted him. It was the first time you saw him red faced and clueless.

"Why not?" You asked.

"This isn't freaking you out?"

You reached under his blanket and fondled him. His eyes became hazy and the most erotic almost appreciative moan passed his lips. You like older men. Jiraiya is pretty top tier in that category. He's fit and confident. Funny, sweet, and not completely full of himself. He cared about you. Not a lot of people do.

"I'm legal. And I like you." You whispered matter of factly. "I think that crosses off all the boxes."

With that assurance he became confident.

He held you close. He bit back the moans in order to stay quiet. Then he kissed you. You gave him what he wanted. You even licked it off your hand staring at him. It seems you have seduced him. He never let you go since.

You haven't slept with Jiraiya all the way yet. Every time you and him tried it got too noisy. Noisy enough to wake up Naruto. Luckily it could be easily dismissed. Sometimes it was a little difficult to excuse considering most times you and Jiraiya were facing each other usually pressed together. If not for the blankets Naruto would have seen that both of his friend and teacher have their pants pushed down in order to fool around with each other. Now that would take some Hokage level of verbal double talking. The farthest you have gotten is oral and fingering.

But now you have a different room. In a hotel with a door that locks. The plan is to explore it to the fullest extent. For some reason you know it will feel amazing. Everything has been so far. But the future and it's unknowns are creeping in.

Fairly soon your little party will be back in Konoha. It's only a day's walk from here. And what will happen then? Will Jiraiya break up with you? He has a reputation to uphold. He can't go around the village with you. He won't even hold your hand with Naruto in eyesight. Sometimes he will under a table or if the water is murky enough in a hot spring.

He had no other options other than you. Maybe when back there's lots of pretty girls who know who he is. His newest book just got published too so he'll really get flocked. Then what use will he have for you? His… dirty little secret. Perhaps he doesn't want people to know so he can just drop you at the earliest convenience and go play with the ladies. No one would believe that you had slept with Jiraiya. The extent of the relationship will never be known…

Maybe this is a mistake. He'll dump you for something better. He'll have oodles of women to pick from. Plenty of coochie to smash. A whole roomful of titties to motor. You don't got any of that. Perhaps you were just feminine enough for him to play with and not feel conflicted on his sexuality about it. Then when released back in his hometown he'll paint it with the strong need to sew a few oats. And you'll be alone again. Naruto has friends his age and will rather catch up with them than pity hang with you. You still aren't that talented. There's a possibility you can handle a B rank by yourself but you are fairly run of the mill, blend in with the crowd kind of shinobi. You aren't significant or have a specialty. Even with a sensei with Jiraiya you are quite plain. It would be easier to accept your place. You won't make history. Your legacy will be a small mark on Naruto's biography one day as the friend who joined him on a lengthy journey with the Toad Sannin. Even with all this extra work you're barely anything. You'll be nothing without him.

There's knocking on your door. You walk over and open it. As you expected it was Jiraiya. He promised to meet you after Naruto was asleep. This was the big night. The night where you are supposed to show him what your insides feel like. It's not very romantic but if you're just the convenient hole to pound then it never was about romance.

"You look upset. Is something wrong?" He asks.

"I don't know. I guess so." You reply as you let him in.

Once the door was shut he put his hands on your waist and leaned in for a kiss. He's been thinking about this all day. The whole two bodies become one thing he writes about is something he knows he'll feel with you. It's new and exciting! You hardly respond. You are usually just as eager as he is. He pulled back.

"What's wrong?"

"I'm probably just overthinking."

"About?"

"It's not a big deal."

"It must be if you're reconsidering."

"I just-!" You pause and sigh. You need to calm down. "We're almost back in Konoha."

"I know."

"So… what happens?" You ask and raise your head to look up at him. "Are you going to break up with me? Do we pretend this never happened?"

Surprise grew on Jiraiya's face. He didn't expect you to say that.

"No. I don't want to break up. I'm having a great time. Aren't you?"

"I am having a wonderful time. It's just sometimes a feel like I'm an embarrassment. Like you would rather be caught dead than being intimate with me in public."

"Oh."

His lips turn to a thoughtful frown. Perhaps he has been a little stand offish. He didn't want to freak out Naruto. But in all plainness having anyone know does frighten him. The possible fallout is hanging over him. He's in a relationship with another man. It's all so different. But he's happy. But what if his friends aren't? It's hard to see any of them as ignorant but they'll feel betrayed and lied to.

"I haven't been with someone in a long time." He said.

"I know."

"And you're the first man I've been with ever."

"I know that too."

"So… it's going well. Having it secret is really helping with that, don't you think?"

You nod. It has been. No one stares or scoffs. They don't make mean homophobic comments. It's easy to just sit back and enjoy your time with him. You have spent countless hours talking to him late in the night. He's good to get along with. That alone kinda makes up for the lack of dates. Although occasionally you and Jiraiya will take advantage of Naruto being a minor and go to a bar together. Even then it's shy hand grazes and the occasional thigh squeeze to go along with quiet conversation.

"I will tell them. My friends should know that I'm with someone." Jiraiya promises. He forced you to press against him with a hug. "Just give me time. I want to tell them directly and not have them hear it from someone else. You get what I mean?"

"Yeah. I understand. It probably will be a shock to them."

"Yah think? I hardly understand it. All I know is that I'm very happy with you. I don't want that to change."

The corners of your lips twitch up. Jiraiya is good at talking. He doesn't want to leave you for women. You make him happy. It's the first time you have ever made someone happy. He goes back in to kiss you. You kiss him back. It's not long until your tongue plays with his. That tingly rush flows to your pelvis. It must have done it for him too. His fingers dug into you with that hunger that only turns you on more.

"If this is going to continue then I'm going to need you to call me what I like." He murmurs against your lips.

"What if I don't?"

Excitement fluttered in your chest when he gripped your ass. He's a real good time when he's rough. He playfully snaps at your lips while his fingers made way under your pants. Your crotch was forced to press against his firmly.

"I'll have to punish you, babe."

You lay your hands around the back of his neck. You kiss his neck a little while pushing away strands of his hair from his face.

"Sorry, daddy."

A growl leaves your lover's throat. He's got a kink. You don't mind it. If being with the great Jiraiya means sitting on his knees and calling him daddy then you'll indulge. It's nice being needed like that. It's sexy. You really did freak out a little. If he trusted you enough to play into his kink then he must really like you. He won't drop you like a hot potato.

"Good boy." He praises you. "Follow me."

"Yes, daddy."

Jiraiya guides you to the bed. You fall onto your back onto the mattress. He crawls over top of you. You spread your legs so he can be closer to you. You wrap your arms around him again. He sinks down so his body is flush against yours. You kiss him and he kisses you. You make out with him passionately. It seems like your daddy wants some quality foreplay first.

As your tongue gets dominated your clothing gets played with. Jiraiya's warm large hands run up your abdomen. The fabric rides up to your chest and gathers under your armpits. The kiss broke as you grin. There are somethings he carries over from being with women. Groping your chest and rubbing your nipples still does feel nice it's just not as stimulating as a woman would feel. He seems a little lost sometimes too. He follows the line of your pecs slowly with thumbs and his palms are cupped as if he expects your breasts to suddenly grow and fill the void.

His fingers released your skin and instead gripped the fabric of your shirt. You raise your arms and he pulls it off of you. Before he could devour your lips again you return the favour. He came in his ever so sexy pyjamas.

They're cute. The blue pinstripes button up combo was tame for him. It's just unexpected. Jiraiya seemed like one of those underwear only type of sleepers. Or at least only comfortable pants. He runs so warm at night it's a surprise he stays dressed. You made quick work of the buttons to reveal his gorgeous skin. Even with all the scars he's nice looking. It makes him rugged. They reflect his scrappy nature.

"I don't remember asking you to take my clothes off." He says.

"Unbuttoning isn't undressing, daddy. It only counts when you take it off."

"Says who?"

"Me."

"That's a dangerous game to play."

"Oh please," you scoff, "anything with you is dangerous."

He chuckles before leaning back down and depriving you of air again. Your hasty decision to reveal his torso didn't go unpunished. Without much choice your body jumps when his hand lands hard on your crotch. It was heavy and unexpected. But he doesn't punish you more than that. Moans rumble from your mouth into his as he rubs your cock through your pants. For a man with limited experience with other men he's good. Then again he's got the same parts. Perhaps he's good at playing it all by ear. It's how he fights. It's how he trains. He never was the type to formulate a full plan.

The waistband of both layers of clothing got pulled down. The air around you is so cold in comparison. Before you could get too excited as to what he was going to do, Jiraiya got off of you. He went to your bag which was sitting neatly on a chair in the corner.

"Where did you put the bottle?" He asks.

"Lube or lotion?"

"Don't be cheeky."

You point to the side pocket. He finds the bottle of lube you had bought a day ago for this exact occasion. Lotion has been the slippery liquid of choice during those late night periods of handies and fingerings but he seemed curious about what it's like with the proper materials. Lotion has its drawbacks anyhow. It's fragrant and absorbs too quickly, forcing the activity to take a short break while more is applied.

Apparently he hadn't bought a bottle of lube for himself in years, claiming sex shops were too out of the way when traveling and he hated how the cashiers of regular grocery stores looked at him when he got it there. It was so judgmental. Meanwhile lotion is just lotion. It's multipurpose and he only felt a smidge of guilt about using it on his hands along with his bits. He sheds his top off and drops it on the floor as he approached you. He let you pick your gel of choice since it's your butt getting the pounding. As he gets closer it's clear from his expression that he's excited about it.

The bed dips and springs at your back from the force of Jiraiya plunking himself back onto it knees first. He tosses the bottle and it landed by your arm. He grabs your pants and underwear and pulls them off. Your legs are hoisted into the air as he frees you from your clothing. Once your feet popped out they fell back and landed on his shoulders. He throws them to the floor. Then his hand ran up your leg as he took you all in. This is the first time he could really enjoy the sight of you.

Previous sexual activity was done in dim moonlight with blankets in the way. It was too risky to sneak off away from Naruto. He has to be watched over. Half the time there wasn't good enough cover anyways. Even when in the same hotel room both you and him were too cautious to throw the covers off. The last couple of hotels didn't have bathrooms in the room included so even that was out of the question. And the hot springs were too crowded. Even when going at weird hours of the night they're always happened to be a night owl or two soaking.

"You're pretty." Jiraiya said. "It's a shame I couldn't get a good look until now."

"You're pretty too, daddy. I wish I could see more of you."

"Really? I'd hate to keep you in suspense."

He grabs your legs and guides them down to rest on the bed. He continues to look you over slowly. It's strange. But it's not unpleasant. He likes you. He's intensely attracted to you. By your stiffening cock you must be attracted to him too. You bite your lip as you watch him take off the rest of his clothes. Normally he holds out for the whole begging and control thing but he wants you to look at him the same way he's looking at you. It was getting uncomfortable in there anyways.

"What?" He asks.

Your face had changed. It's peculiar. Yet gentle and loving.

"Nothing. You look nice. Better than you do normally."

"Huh. Maybe we should do this more often then."

"I'd like that."

A smirk pulls on Jiraiya's face. He leans back down over you. You wrap your arms around the back of his neck and he closes the distance. As he makes out with you his hand searches around for the lube. He finds it and pops the cap open. After squeezing a generous amount into his palm he touches you.

"Hm!" You cry.

You can't say much as his tongue is interlocking with yours. He coated his hand in the slippery substance and had dragged his fingers down your shaft. Your hips rocked slowly with the desperate need for more. But he likes it when you writhe. He neglects your cock and moves further south.

First the tip of his finger teased your hole. It pushed in and out delicately. When you didn't flinch or pull away to tell him it hurt he did more. Nice and slow he fingers you until you are loose enough to add another finger. It feels good. Despite being newer to this he's never harmed you with going too fast or forcing you to stretch beyond your means. As he continues you get more desperate. You are so hard it aches. So you slide one of your arms away from him and to yourself.

You barely got a stroke off before Jiraiya caught your wrist with his free hand. You whine loudly as the kiss broke too.

"You bad boy. I didn't say you could do that did I?" He growls.

"Gah!" You cry out as he pushed his fingers deep inside of you in one quick rough thrust.

"Answer me."

"N-No! You didn't!" Your voice was breathless and up an octave. This is torture! "I'm sorry! I'm sorry daddy!"

"That's not good enough. You're going to have to make it up to me."

"Whatever you want!"

Jiraiya pulls his fingers out of you and sits back on his knees. He gestured to his cock, running his wet hand over it and groaning. He has been neglected so far. You flip over and caress his thighs. They're firm.

"Can I suck it, daddy? Is that what you want?" You ask with a heavy dose of sugar.

"Yeah…" He exhales the word breathlessly. This stuff really turns him on.

First you lick it. He may dominate but you can have a little fun too. He likes blowjobs too much to tell you no. Your fingers brush into his short nest of pubes as you support the base of his cock with the curve between your thumb and first finger. At the same time his hand which was free of lube caressed your head. He didn't push you but definitely thought about it as his fingers flexed against your scalp.

To avoid getting spanked you commit and put your lips around his cock. Jiraiya is… proportioned well. When you saw him flaccid in the hot springs it made you grin. When you saw him hard your knees grew weak at the idea of it inside of you. You're going to be limping tomorrow at the very least.

A low moan emanates from the other man as you swallow more of his length. You've done this plenty of times with him now. You know what he likes best. Your hand follows your mouth as you pull back to suck the tip. Then you follow it as you go back down to the base. You gag involuntarily when taking a little too much.

"Careful." He murmurs.

You hum in acknowledgment before continuing to bob your head at a slow pace. Moans and gasps of pleasure urge you to keep going as you are. The angle changed slightly beyond your control when he leaned forward slightly. Then you jump in startle when he gave you a spank. You stop as you try to figure out what he's doing.

Cold liquid pours onto your ass into the crack and trails to your rim. Jiraiya dropped the bottle of lube back onto the bed and rubbed what he poured over your hole before pushing his fingers back inside of you. Oh that's good.

Both you and him tease each other. It remains slow and quiet. Only soft wet squishes and moans fill the room. You are testing your gag reflex again because you wanna please him so much. He's managed work three fingers in you and stay in pace with you. But he can only handle so much. He badly wants to fuck you. To make you his and meld together in a way that only making love can.

Jiraiya again pulled away his hands and forced you to stop blowing him. You don't complain when he manhandled you to the position he wants you in. You are on your hands and knees facing away from him. You're so horny all you can do is whine for him to do it. You got your hand on your ass cheek pulling it aside.

"Daddy please… fuck me!"

"Have some patience. I'd hate to get this far and accidentally hurt you because I missed a step."

You don't reply. You meet him partway, pushing back against the head of his cock when it kissed your entrance. You need him right now! You never needed someone like this before.

He takes extra precautions to make this as smooth as possible for you and coats his cock in the lube. It's hot seeing you so eager. He can't recall a time where someone wanted him this badly. If you were a woman he'd imagine the comparison would be so wet it's soaking the bed. He pushes the tip in and your body accepts it. He exhaled a soft sigh of relief and grabbed your hips. He's in charge after all. While it's hot to see his sub so horny and needy for him he let you get away with far too much as he was preparing.

In a single thrust Jiraiya found out immediately what the insides of another man feels like. You cried out in pure ecstasy. He forgot how to breathe for a moment. Oh fuck it feels great! It feels right. When the initial wave passed he began to thrust. It started off slow but quickened to a swift pace. Each second you were taking it hard over and over.

You sink down to your elbows. Your forehead pressed against your forearm as you get fucked good. It's hard to breathe. Tears are welling in your eyes. The noises coming out of your are obscene, lewd, and plenty. Sweat is being added to the mix of bodily fluids as both you and Jiraiya get hot from the effort.

Pain stings your ass. Jiraiya spanked you. He pauses and rubs the spot before doing it again. His brutal but perfect pace stops for a moment as he rocks his hips in a circle, grinding against your prostate and driving you mad. Your hand rests on your inner thigh as you contemplate the consequences of touching yourself without permission again.

"You're a horny little slut, ain't ya?" He asks.

"Yes~!"

A weak chuckle follows your eager admission. You are just the right amount of obedient for him. You chance it. He's got you so riled up! His cock is pounding you in all the right ways you can barely see. Your cock has hardly gotten any stimulation other than the couple of squeezes he gave you before undressing. Relief and pleasure fills you as you got farther than last time. You stroke yourself off and feel waves of utter bliss.

Jiraiya ain't no fool and caught on quick. He grabbed your wrist and forced your arm behind your back. Before you could whine about it he forced the other one back too and your face hit the mattress.

"A bad little slut too. You know better." He scolds.

"I-I do! I'm sorry, daddy!"

He pinned your arms together with one hand and with the other punished you with spanks. You've been subjected to it before. It was difficult considering the circumstances but it was good practice for staying quiet. Usually he waited for that kind of heavy activity for when Naruto was far enough away or deep enough asleep. You could only squeak and mewl as your daddy punished you. What he usually punished you for was flirting with other men when he was close by or teasing him during training unbeknownst to Naruto and his vast ignorance to certain actions and how they can be perceived in different ways. It's fun to see Jiraiya bite his lip and grip his fists to stop himself from pouncing. He's a tad possessive. The secretive thing was fun to exploit sometimes.

Pain stings your ass to the point of tingly numbness. It's hot to the touch. It hurts but it's that good hurt. Jiraiya lightened up and rubbed your ass instead hitting it. You're gasping and weeping. That's a good indicator that he's taken it far enough. He released your arms and flipped you over.

"You're okay?" He asks.

You nod. You smile at him. You reach up above you and grip the headboard. You won't touch yourself without his permission. He takes it more gentle now, holding you by your tender behind as he thrusts. You're still doing great. You endure him like no one has before.

"Oo… Jir…" You gasp and trail off. You caught yourself just in time. When in the throes you don't call him anything other than his pet name.

He had given you what you wanted. He's touching you, stroking you off to the pace of his thrusts. Pleasure is really rocking your world now. It's all you can focus on. When it's him doing it the act is so much more intense. It's everything you've wanted for a year. You can't take much more of it.

"Daddy I'm gonna cum!" You cry out.

"Then cum, little boy! Show daddy how much you love him."

You throw your head back and wail. Jiraiya sped up again, determined to finish on a hard high note. It stings as his hips slap against your sore ass. The pressure keeps building in your pelvis and abdomen like spring being coiled too tightly. You go rigid as you back arches off the bed. Your toes curl and fists are white knuckling the headboard. Your lips remain parted as you gasp in one final breath before it all comes to its peak. Your brain doesn't filter properly and you cry his name.

"Jiraiya!"

His nails dig into your hip. The sight and sound of you has him over the edge. Spurts of your thick hot cum erupt from your cock and decorate your belly and his fingers. He pushes in one final time, gasping your name and finishing inside of you.

One disadvantage of being men is the duration and quantity of orgasms they can handle in one go. After collapsing from the intense love making both you and Jiraiya are spent. He's laying half on top of you panting hard. You feel like jelly. You recovered your breath but it feels impossible to move.

"You know… I kinda like it when you scream my name." He says quietly.

"It kinda just slipped out."

"It's fine. You sounded cute."

Jiraiya recouped better than you did and pushed himself up with his hands. He kisses you before switching off the light and getting into bed. You cuddle up to him, enjoying the comfortable feel of it all as the heat dissipated…

You open your eyes. A soft and consistent back and forth is caressing your shoulder down to your elbow. You drifted off quickly last night. You gain your bearings quickly to see your lover running his fingers down your arm. His arm is your pillow and you are on your side facing him. Looking up you see Jiraiya still has his eyes closed. It seems he's awake but is contemplating whether or not he should actually get up.

When you shifted he opens them and looks at you. For a moment you expect regret or disgust. Sometimes it does feel too good to be true. He smiles at you. You return it, albeit a bit shy. You have a man who truly likes you a whole lot. You're very fond of him too.

"How you feeling?" He asks.

"Fine. You?"

"Good. You're not too sore or anything?"

You shift and feel the aches. Your ass took a pounding alright. Traveling is gonna suck.

"I'll be fine." You reply.

You kiss his shoulder before sitting up. His fingers drag along your skin as you got up and left the bed. You stretch and do your best to walk normal as you head to the bathroom. Thankfully this hotel does have a small bathroom attached to each room.

You clean up and fairly soon Jiraiya joins you. He takes great care of you. You hold him, chuckling and grinning as he makes out with your neck. There's just enough room in the tiny standing shower for both you and him. Under the water he kisses you and rubs your butt, asking if he did it too hard. You tell him it's fine. You're tender but you'll live.

Once refreshed and clean, both you and him get dressed and pack up. It was difficult but he pulled back the moment the door was opened. As if he just crashed in your room. Naruto was up and at it already, excited to go back to Konoha. He was none the wiser and just asked where Jiraiya went.

"I checked on sicky here to make sure he was fit for traveling today." He smoothly excused as he put his hand on your shoulder.

"Oh right. How you feeling?" Naruto inquiries.

"Fine. I guess all I needed was a good nights rest."

Satisfied with that he turned on his foot and led the way out. Breakfast was quick as Naruto became impatient. He gobbled down his food and pestered his companions to do the same. You were distracted. It's the little things but Jiraiya was sitting on your side of the table with his arm draped over the back of your chair. It was almost like touching you. It's a subtle thing. Something that oblivious blonds miss. It's nice.

Once on the road Naruto took off ahead. Since the road was empty aside from your party Jiraiya surprised you by grabbing your hand. You aren't going to complain. You just wish your face wasn't so obviously hot with embarrassment. Of course he was all cool about it! A small but infuriating smile on his lips as he took some enjoyment out of your fluster.

He pushed the envelope all day. Once in Konoha he didn't hold your hand but he has a certain reputation for a reason. While Naruto was impressing Kakashi and Tsunade with his skills, Jiraiya had you beside him a little far from the leader. You yiped when he pinched your ass. You elbowed him and he retaliated with straight up grope.

Jiraiya smooth talked you out of demonstrating your growth with the sickness excuse. The others got distracted by the distress call from Suna a moment later anyhow. You nor him were picked for the emergency mission. So you took him to your apartment. The moment the door closed he was all over you.

"Will you tell them?" You ask between kisses.

"Yes of course I will." He said. "Just not today. I don't want to kill them all with shock! Can you imagine? Hi we're back oh by the way I think I'm gay and in love with my male student good luck with that whole Gaara thing hope no one dies."

"In love?"

His cheeks grew very red. You smile at him as stammers about something or other about that slipping out. You giggle as you walk backwards into your room with him walking forward like a clumsy waltz.

Soon yours and his clothing are on the floor again…

Days go by.

For the most part you and Jiraiya enjoy the lack of needing to go anywhere. He put off coming out in order to lay on the couch with you and relax. If he wasn't so darn comfortable you would have complained more. But he seduced you with no shirt on and making you food. He's no five star chef but he makes some decent stuff. You don't have any skills in the kitchen so it's better than anything you can make. It's just nice to be able to have him to yourself for a change.

It is nice overall. Your life feels a little more complete. When you leave to do something and come back there's someone waiting for you for a change. He'll go out with you. It's different now that the journey had come to an end. The only thing is the whole sneaking around. When alone in your apartment it's fun to be a real couple. Then you go out and he'll take his hand out of yours. He pushes you away and reminds you that he can't be affectionate with you when there is people around.

It bums you out but you don't want to force him. It would suck to lose him because you pushed the issue.

"I think I'm afraid." Jiraiya stated.

You look at him curiously. You were finishing the dishes when he spoke up. He's sitting on the open windowsill, turned halfway in and halfway out. He's having a smoke after lunch. Out of politeness as to not smell up your place he's blowing it outside.

"I don't know what they'll say. Tsunade especially." He continues quietly. "What if she doesn't want to talk to me anymore?"

"She will. If she truly loves you as friends do then she'll accept it."

"How do you know?"

"Good friends don't leave over something so… trivial." You assure. You approach him and place your arms around him. "Good people don't hate others over something that person can't control."

He smiles at you. While you aren't the biggest fan of the taste of him after a smoke you endure it this time.

"When did you get so wise?" He asks.

"I've had a good teacher." You lean in closer and whisper. "And an even better daddy."

Jiraiya chuckles at your answer. Cheeky lad you are. He wouldn't have you any other way. After a few more smoky kisses he actually got summoned to the tower. A polite little hawk pecked his hand in the windowsill and showed off it's leg to reveal a yellow ribbon. Yellow means non urgent but ASAP meeting.

"Maybe the kids are back." He guessed as he prepared.

"Maybe." You agree.

One more kiss and he leaves. He can't keep his lovely leader waiting long.

In a wonderfully great mood Jiraiya made way to the tower to his non urgent but immediate meeting. He opened the door to the office. The smile he was wearing faded at seeing Tsunade look firm. Her lips in a thin straight line and brow furrowed ever so slightly.

"Why didn't you tell me?" Her voice was soft.

"Tell you what?"

"You're with another man."

It's not a question. It's a statement. One that stole his ability to speak. How did she find out? Why is she looking at him like that? With such immense disappointment. His hands feel cold and his heartbeat picks up. He jumps past fear and dives right into defence.

If this is going to turn into an argument… then Jiraiya is prepared to fight.

No Tsunade isn't a homophobe she's just salty that her bestie didn't tell her that he's swinging both ways now lol.