Prompt - Personal Hell
"Hell is loving you in my sleep and
waking up alone."
I thought having a mad man living in my home was hell.
I thought the atrocities that I saw during the war or taking the mark, even watching that bitch torture you and your screams echoing in the halls… that should have been hell.
But my true personal hell… hell is loving you in my sleep and waking up alone.
It's sitting across from you in the same office space and watching you happily in love with someone else.
Knowing you will never feel an ounce of the love my heart holds for you. Living with the fact that your heart belongs to another. Someone you share your dreams with, someone else who dries your tears. Someone who will never be me.
If I only had the courage to share with you what is in my heart, I wonder what your reaction would be. Would you laugh and think it was a joke. Get mad that I had been keeping these feelings hidden from you. Would you run into my arms and kiss me to oblivion.
I dream of the latter. To hold you close, to feel your tender body in my arms. To kiss those soft pink lips. To show you all the ways I love you. But I am a coward, and you are happy. And I only want your every happiness even if it is not with me.
Source: teenagescrush