Eiji sat in his Japanese class and watched Ash scribbling some notes in his notebook while the teacher announced the students who'd work together on their next group project. He had a hunch who he'd team up with.

"Kyan and Hasegawa.", their teacher Mr. Nakamura announced next. Reki groaned and let his head fall onto the table in defeat.

"How do you work together with someone who isn't capable of human speech?", he muttered under his breath to Eiji, who had just turned back to him. The teacher cast him a scolding glance but didn't say anything.

"Okumura, you're with Callenreese for this year's group project. Help him out, ok?"

Eiji nodded and heard how all the people around him sighed in relief, glad they hadn't been forced to team up with Ash. Eiji didn't mind. Since he had sat next to him and had explained some things to him here and there, he had expected it. However, before he even had the chance to talk to him, Ash had rushed out of the classroom.

"Ash, wait!", Eiji called out to him. "What about our group project?"

When Ash didn't react and just kept walking, he ran after him and gripped his wrist to stop him.

That got a reaction from him, alright. Only one that Eiji hadn't expected.

"Don't touch me!" Ash immediately pulled his hand away as if he'd been burnt, then shoved him against the wall. The look in his green eyes was piercing and so intense that Eiji froze up for a second. Ash let go of him again and walked away, but Eiji quickly caught up to him. He wouldn't give up so easily.

"You can't write in Japanese. And you don't understand most of the class."

"That's none of your fucking business." Ash glared at him, then walked on. "I just forgot to take my glasses with me. That's all. I don't need your help. As for the project, I don't fucking care. I'll just do it by myself." Then, he stormed off.

"How will he do that without understanding Japanese? He knows that this is a Japanese lit class, right?" Eiji shrugged and looked back at Reki, who had just left the classroom.

"Why do you look as if you want to run after him?"

"Probably because I do want to run after him. We have a group project together, after all."

Reki gave him a mischievous smile. "Is that the only reason you want to talk to him?"

"Don't tease me, Reki. Fine, he's fascinating. He's -

"Tall, blonde and gorgeous?"

"It's not like that!", Eiji exclaimed angrily. "I just want to help him."

Reki suddenly turned serious again, looking directly at him. "Eiji, be careful, ok? Ash is dangerous. You've heard the rumors about him, too, right? He was a gang leader and a killer with ties to the mafia. He ruled New York's underworld with only 17."

"So, you listen to those stupid rumors, too? I thought you were better than that.", Eiji scolded him although he knew he was being unfair to Reki. He just couldn't stand all those rumors. Ash probably came here to start a new life. To forget his past. But how was he supposed to do that if people spread stupid rumors about him? No wonder he kept his distance and buried himself under a tower of books in the library. Escaping to a fictional world probably kept him sane.

"It's not like that!", Reki defended himself. "Unlike most of our classmates, I've just read some American newspaper articles about him. They weren't flattering and called him inhuman and a devil. I've just read them because you were interested in Ash, and I didn't want you to get hurt!"

"I'm sorry, Reki. I shouldn't have said that. I just can't stand all those rumors. Ash probably wants to forget his past, but those stupid rumors make that impossible."

"It's fine. Just promise me to be careful. Ash likes you, too. He's more comfortable around you. And his eyes and features soften when you speak to him. It's barely visible, but I noticed it when I watched you two interact. So, maybe it's a good idea if you speak to him again. Your presence comforts people. That's your innate talent. You always calm me down, too, if I'm too impulsive."

Eiji stared at Reki in surprise, then he smiled. "Thanks, Reki. If I get in trouble, I'll tell you."

"If Ash hurts you, I'll punch him. Eiji burst out laughing. "How will you manage to land a blow against a gang leader?"

"I don't know. But for you, I'll try. If I fail, I could still run him over with my skateboard."

"That's too violent but would probably work better. You're invincible with a skateboard."

"You won't give up, Eiji, will you? I can see it in your eyes. They always darken to a chocolate brown when you set your mind to something. Then, no one can stop you. Not even me. I don't know if I should be relieved that you focus your energy on something else than your depression now or worried that you'll get involved with Ash."

"You worry too much, but thanks anyway. Ash looks cold and acts tough from the outside, but his soul is screaming out in pain. He stays away from people because he probably had some terrible experiences and learned only to trust himself. You haven't seen it, Reki, but when our hands touched by accident, he right out panicked and moved away from me. I saw raw terror in his eyes. He fears touch and closeness. I want to know more about him and convince him that here in Okinawa, people are different."

"Good luck with that! If anyone can get closer to Ash, I'm sure it's you." Reki grinned. "And here I thought that Langa was weird. He never talks even if I explain exercises to him. And his written Japanese is a nightmare."

"Ash's is even worse. I offered him my notes, but he stubbornly refused."

"Maybe it's a culture thing? Are all People from the US this weird?"

"No, I don't think so. And Langa's Canadian, not from the US.", Eiji reminded him.

"Same difference." Reki waved it off with one hand.

"They both experienced something terrible. Their eyes are both overshadowed by pain and sadness. Langa has probably gone through something bad, too. Maybe that's the reason he came here. And why he doesn't talk. He speaks Japanese fluently, so one of his parents is probably Japanese. Give him a chance; maybe he'll surprise you."

"How do you do that? Langa's face is completely expressionless. So are his eyes. How can you see all of that? Even if I grew up with you, I think it leaves me speechless.

"Sixth sense? You know I can sense if people are in trouble. I can just see through poker faces. Like X-ray vision, only for emotions."

"Yes, I know. I just wished I could do that, too."

~ ~ ~

Later, Eiji walked across the school grounds towards the exit. When he passed the athletics field where he had always pole-vaulted, he stopped for a little while, sitting in the grass, and watched the training for a bit. Tears filled his eyes again when he realized he could never compete again, never feel the soft breeze around him when flying weightlessly through the air. Yet, seeing the training didn't hurt as much anymore. It was because Reki had told him something that had stuck in his mind.

'I get that you miss pole vaulting, Eiji. However, if you want to feel a soft breeze around you, why don't you pick up skateboarding again? With a skateboard, you can also fly in the air. I know the feeling is probably not the same, but maybe it's similar?'

Eiji picked up the skateboard Reki had made and designed for him. He loved the motive of dawn, of the sunrise he had painted on it. A new beginning. He wondered if Reki was right. He had never taken skateboarding seriously and wasn't as reckless as Reki. He had never had the self-confidence Reki possessed when it came to skateboarding. Maybe he should give it another try? It was a bit funny. Pole-vaulting practically meant jumping into the window of a two-story building. So, why was he scared to jump as high with a skateboard? Maybe it was just because he lacked actual practice. Perhaps he should change that...

He didn't know why exactly, but when he looked at the skateboard's design, it reminded him of Ash. He had once seen him reading a book outside in the grass when he had eaten his bento on the lawn together with Reki and some classmates during lunch break. Ash's blonde hair had glowed golden in the sunlight, and his expression was relaxed while reading. It only took a few seconds until Ash had caught him staring, and his emotionless mask immediately slipped back on, making his heart ache for his sake.

After a while, he looked back again and saw Ash napping, the book lying on his chest. Some of his blonde strands had fallen into his face, and his pale skin looked otherworldly, as pale and white as one of those Greek marble statues he had seen in museums.

He had been captivated by the soft and peaceful expression on his face while a faint half-smile played about his lips. He wondered what he could do to see that smile again. Not his sarcastic smile but the genuine smile he wore at that moment.

Ash was a mystery to him. He was handsome, smart and fascinating. Yet, at the same time, he had a body language and a death glare that warned the other students to stay away from him. He never talked unless it was absolutely necessary and spent all of his breaks reading in the library because most students avoided the library like the pest unless exams came closer.

Unlike Langa, who seemed as quiet, cold and indifferent as the American boy at first glance, Ash had already caused some commotions at school. Dark rumors were circulating about him. On the internet, nothing stayed hidden for long, especially if you had been an infamous gang leader and the adoptive son of a mafia boss who had ruled New York.

His name had made the headlines of most newspapers in the last few years, especially during the trial and conviction of Dino Golzine. However, most of Ash's past remained mysterious, so the weirdest rumors started spreading.

Eiji hadn't read the articles, but that wasn't necessary. Ash's mysterious past had been the talk of the school for weeks.

Did you know that Ash had ties to the mafia? He was in jail when he was only 14. My dad told me, he's a police officer.

Is it true that he was a cold-blooded gang leader? Does that mean we're going to school with a killer? I heard he even takes a revolver and a knife to school.

I heard he was involved with prostitution and drugs from a very young age. My mom did some research. She's a journalist and told me he's bad news and not to talk to him.

Even here, he sleeps with anyone for money. Guys like him never change. I heard some students in the cafeteria talking about it.

Within days, everyone had stayed away from Ash which was partly because he had a dangerous aura and an intense death glare but also because students challenging him as a proof of courage or a power struggle were hurt within seconds while he didn't even break a sweat. He usually arrived with some bruises and a bloodied shirt at school, but the teachers usually turned a blind eye, just telling them that he had come here on short notice and his circumstances were exceptional.

Most teachers looked away when he arrived late or skipped school entirely because he had excellent grades and aced every test (that didn't require much Japanese like math, English lit and all the sciences). If he had a good day, he could write English essays that were so brilliant; it made Ivy League universities like Harvard or Yale and their publications fade into oblivion.

Eiji didn't care about rumors. To him, the past didn't matter. Besides, to him, Ash didn't look dangerous. His eyes were empty, and dark shadows were lingering in his amazingly green eyes. Yet, he seemed so lonely and sad. Eiji had also seen the immense pain in his eyes and assumed that he went through a lot in New York. Apparently, he was the only one who noticed those details, though. So, he wanted to learn more about him. With Ash's stubborn attitude, that wouldn't be so easy...

A few days later, Eiji had to borrow a book from the library. He wandered between the shelves, looking for the classic literature section in English. After scanning the titles sorted in alphabetical order, he finally found the right book. He held on to the side of the shelf that was already shaking while trying to reach for the book with his other hand while standing on his tiptoes.

But he wasn't tall enough to reach it, so he tried to put one foot on the shelf to reach a bit higher.

"If you keep doing that, you'll crash, and the shelf will fall on top of you."

Ash hadn't even looked up from his book while saying that, just shoving his glasses on top of his nose again while turning the page of his book with his other hand.

"Well, why don't you help me then, smartass? You're taller than me!", Eiji burst out angrily.

To his complete surprise, Ash sighed, got up from his table, went to the shelf and glared at him. "Which one?", he demanded impatiently in a cold voice, his green eyes boring into him.

Eiji sat in his Japanese class and watched Ash scribbling some notes in his notebook while the teacher announced the students who'd work together on their next group project. He had a hunch who he'd team up with.

"Kyan and Hasegawa.", their teacher Mr. Nakamura announced next. Reki groaned and let his head fall onto the table in defeat.

"How do you work together with someone who isn't capable of human speech?", he muttered under his breath to Eiji, who had just turned back to him. The teacher cast him a scolding glance but didn't say anything.

"Okumura, you're with Callenreese for this year's group project. Help him out, ok?"

Eiji nodded and heard how all the people around him sighed in relief, glad they hadn't been forced to team up with Ash. Eiji didn't mind. Since he had sat next to him and had explained some things to him here and there, he had expected it. However, before he even had the chance to talk to him, Ash had rushed out of the classroom.

"Ash, wait!", Eiji called out to him. "What about our group project?"

When Ash didn't react and just kept walking, he ran after him and gripped his wrist to stop him.

That got a reaction from him, alright. Only one that Eiji hadn't expected.

"Don't touch me!" Ash immediately pulled his hand away as if he'd been burnt, then shoved him against the wall. The look in his green eyes was piercing and so intense that Eiji froze up for a second. Ash let go of him again and walked away, but Eiji quickly caught up to him. He wouldn't give up so easily.

"You can't write in Japanese. And you don't understand most of the class."

"That's none of your fucking business." Ash glared at him, then walked on. "I just forgot to take my glasses with me. That's all. I don't need your help. As for the project, I don't fucking care. I'll just do it by myself." Then, he stormed off.

"How will he do that without understanding Japanese? He knows that this is a Japanese lit class, right?" Eiji shrugged and looked back at Reki, who had just left the classroom.

"Why do you look as if you want to run after him?"

"Probably because I do want to run after him. We have a group project together, after all."

Reki gave him a mischievous smile. "Is that the only reason you want to talk to him?"

"Don't tease me, Reki. Fine, he's fascinating. He's - "

"Tall, blonde and gorgeous?"

"It's not like that!", Eiji exclaimed angrily. "I just want to help him."

Reki suddenly turned serious again, looking directly at him. "Eiji, be careful, ok? Ash is dangerous. You've heard the rumors about him, too, right? He was a gang leader and a killer with ties to the mafia. He ruled New York's underworld with only 17."

"So, you listen to those stupid rumors, too? I thought you were better than that.", Eiji scolded him although he knew he was being unfair to Reki. He just couldn't stand all those rumors. Ash probably came here to start a new life. To forget his past. But how was he supposed to do that if people spread stupid rumors about him? No wonder he kept his distance and buried himself under a tower of books in the library. Escaping to a fictional world probably kept him sane.

"It's not like that!", Reki defended himself. "Unlike most of our classmates, I've just read some American newspaper articles about him. They weren't flattering and called him inhuman and a devil. I've just read them because you were interested in Ash, and I didn't want you to get hurt!"

"I'm sorry, Reki. I shouldn't have said that. I just can't stand all those rumors. Ash probably wants to forget his past, but those stupid rumors make that impossible."

"It's fine. Just promise me to be careful. Ash likes you, too. He's more comfortable around you. And his eyes and features soften when you speak to him. It's barely visible, but I noticed it when I watched you two interact. So, maybe it's a good idea if you speak to him again. Your presence comforts people. That's your innate talent. You always calm me down, too, if I'm too impulsive."

Eiji stared at Reki in surprise, then he smiled. "Thanks, Reki. If I get in trouble, I'll tell you."

"If Ash hurts you, I'll punch him. Eiji burst out laughing. "How will you manage to land a blow against a gang leader?"

"I don't know. But for you, I'll try. If I fail, I could still run him over with my skateboard."

"That's too violent but would probably work better. You're invincible with a skateboard."

"You won't give up, Eiji, will you? I can see it in your eyes. They always darken to a chocolate brown when you set your mind to something. Then, no one can stop you. Not even me. I don't know if I should be relieved that you focus your energy on something else than your depression now or worried that you'll get involved with Ash."

"You worry too much, but thanks anyway. Ash looks cold and acts tough from the outside, but his soul is screaming out in pain. He stays away from people because he probably had some terrible experiences and learned only to trust himself. You haven't seen it, Reki, but when our hands touched by accident, he right out panicked and moved away from me. I saw raw terror in his eyes. He fears touch and closeness. I want to know more about him and convince him that here in Okinawa, people are different."

"Good luck with that! If anyone can get closer to Ash, I'm sure it's you." Reki grinned. "And here I thought that Langa was weird. He never talks even if I explain exercises to him. And his written Japanese is a nightmare."

"Ash's is even worse. I offered him my notes, but he stubbornly refused."

"Maybe it's a culture thing? Are all People from the US this weird?"

"No, I don't think so. And Langa's Canadian, not from the US.", Eiji reminded him.

"Same difference." Reki waved it off with one hand.

"They both experienced something terrible. Their eyes are both overshadowed by pain and sadness. Langa has probably gone through something bad, too. Maybe that's the reason he came here. And why he doesn't talk. He speaks Japanese fluently, so one of his parents is probably Japanese. Give him a chance; maybe he'll surprise you."

"How do you do that? Langa's face is completely expressionless. So are his eyes. How can you see all of that? Even if I grew up with you, I think it leaves me speechless.

"Sixth sense? You know I can sense if people are in trouble. I can just see through poker faces. Like X-ray vision, only for emotions."

"Yes, I know. I just wished I could do that, too."

~ ~ ~

Later, Eiji walked across the school grounds towards the exit. When he passed the athletics field where he had always pole-vaulted, he stopped for a little while, sitting in the grass, and watched the training for a bit. Tears filled his eyes again when he realized he could never compete again, never feel the soft breeze around him when flying weightlessly through the air. Yet, seeing the training didn't hurt as much anymore. It was because Reki had told him something that had stuck in his mind.

'I get that you miss pole vaulting, Eiji. However, if you want to feel a soft breeze around you, why don't you pick up skateboarding again? With a skateboard, you can also fly in the air. I know the feeling is probably not the same, but maybe it's similar?'

Eiji picked up the skateboard Reki had made and designed for him. He loved the motive of dawn, of the sunrise he had painted on it. A new beginning. He wondered if Reki was right. He had never taken skateboarding seriously and wasn't as reckless as Reki. He had never had the self-confidence Reki possessed when it came to skateboarding. Maybe he should give it another try?

It was a bit funny. Pole-vaulting practically meant jumping into the window of a two-story building. So, why was he scared to jump as high with a skateboard? Maybe it was just because he lacked actual practice. Perhaps he should change that...

He didn't know why exactly, but when he looked at the skateboard's design, it reminded him of Ash. He had once seen him reading a book outside in the grass when he had eaten his bento on the lawn together with Reki and some classmates during lunch break. Ash's blonde hair had glowed golden in the sunlight, and his expression was relaxed while reading. It only took a few seconds until Ash had caught him staring, and his emotionless mask immediately slipped back on, making his heart ache for his sake.

After a while, he looked back again and saw Ash napping, the book lying on his chest. Some of his blonde strands had fallen into his face, and his pale skin looked otherworldly, as pale and white as one of those Greek marble statues he had seen in museums.

He had been captivated by the soft and peaceful expression on his face while a faint half-smile played about his lips. He wondered what he could do to see that smile again. Not his sarcastic smile but the genuine smile he wore at that moment.

Ash was a mystery to him. He was handsome, smart and fascinating. Yet, at the same time, he had a body language and a death glare that warned the other students to stay away from him. He never talked unless it was absolutely necessary and spent all of his breaks reading in the library because most students avoided the library like the pest unless exams came closer.

Unlike Langa, who seemed as quiet, cold and indifferent as the American boy at first glance, Ash had already caused some commotions at school. Dark rumors were circulating about him. On the internet, nothing stayed hidden for long, especially if you had been an infamous gang leader and the adoptive son of a mafia boss who had ruled New York.

His name had made the headlines of most newspapers in the last few years, especially during the trial and conviction of Dino Golzine. However, most of Ash's past remained mysterious, so the weirdest rumors started spreading.

Eiji hadn't read the articles, but that wasn't necessary. Ash's mysterious past had been the talk of the school for weeks.

Did you know that Ash had ties to the mafia? He was in jail when he was only 14. My dad told me, he's a police officer.

Is it true that he was a cold-blooded gang leader? Does that mean we're going to school with a killer? I heard he even takes a revolver and a knife to school.

I heard he was involved with prostitution and drugs from a very young age. My mom did some research. She's a journalist and told me he's bad news and not to talk to him.

Even here, he sleeps with anyone for money. Guys like him never change. I heard some students in the cafeteria talking about it.

Within days, everyone had stayed away from Ash which was partly because he had a dangerous aura and an intense death glare but also because students challenging him as a proof of courage or a power struggle were hurt within seconds while he didn't even break a sweat. He usually arrived with some bruises and a bloodied shirt at school, but the teachers usually turned a blind eye, just telling them that he had come here on short notice and his circumstances were exceptional.

Most teachers looked away when he arrived late or skipped school entirely because he had excellent grades and aced every test. If he had a good day, he could write essays that were so brilliant; it made Ivy League universities like Harvard or Yale and their publications fade into oblivion.

Eiji didn't care about rumors. To him, the past didn't matter. Besides, to him, Ash didn't look dangerous. His eyes were empty, and dark shadows were lingering in his amazingly green eyes. Yet, he seemed so lonely and sad. Eiji had also seen the immense pain in his eyes and assumed that he went through a lot in New York. Apparently, he was the only one who noticed those details, though. So, he wanted to learn more about him. With Ash's stubborn attitude, that wouldn't be so easy...

A few days later, Eiji had to borrow a book from the library. He wandered between the shelves, looking for the classic literature section in English. After scanning the titles sorted in alphabetical order, he finally found the right book. He held on to the side of the shelf that was already shaking while trying to reach for the book with his other hand while standing on his tiptoes.

But he wasn't tall enough to reach it, so he tried to put one foot on the shelf to reach a bit higher.

"If you keep doing that, you'll crash, and the shelf will fall on top of you."

Ash hadn't even looked up from his book while saying that, just shoving his glasses on top of his nose again while turning the page of his book with his other hand.

"Well, why don't you help me then, smartass? You're taller than me!", Eiji burst out angrily.

To his complete surprise, Ash sighed, got up from his table, went to the shelf and glared at him. "Which one?", he demanded impatiently in a cold voice, his green eyes boring into him.

"The Catcher in the Rye."

Ash grabbed the book easily and handed it to him, then went back to his table, opening his book where he had left off.

"Thank you, Ash.", Eiji smiled at him. Ash didn't even bother looking up from his book and continued reading. When Eiji approached his table, he finally looked up.

"It's fine. This is my favorite section of the library. If you destroy the shelf, I won't be able to read those books until it's been repaired. So, I've done it mainly for my own benefit."

"I still thank you for helping me out. Can I sit for a moment? I wanted to ask you something."

Eiji had wanted to ask this for weeks but hadn't found the courage to do so. He wasn't scared of him, but he wondered how he'd get someone like Ash to agree to his request. Ash always rushed out of classes as soon as the bell rang, so it was an impossible endeavor to talk to him alone.

"No." Eiji took a chair from another table and sat down opposite him anyway.

"Which part of the word no didn't you understand?", he growled at him, eyes flashing dangerously. Eiji ignored it.

"I wanted to ask you for a favor."

"No, I don't do blowjobs, and I won't sleep with you or anyone else. You've been misinformed. Now, leave."

Eiji felt how his cheeks heated up as he stared at him in utter disbelief.

"W - What the -?", Eiji stammered nervously. "That's not what I wanted to ask you at all! Why would I ask you something like that? That's disgusting!", he exclaimed in shock.

Ash had seen his horrified expression, too, because he finally looked up from his book.

"Oh? That's what all the other students asked me. According to the rumors, I sleep with everyone for money. Or beat up anyone. So, that makes you at least a tiny bit more interesting. You have two minutes." He closed his book and looked at him, signaling him that now he had his undivided attention. Amusement lit up his green eyes as he smirked at him.

"You're good at English literature, right? I wanted to ask you to help me with my essays. I know you're really smart, but I heard that you're brilliant in literature.", Eiji began, giving him his most innocent and encouraging smile.

"There are so many nasty rumors circulating about me, and the only one you heard is that I'm smart? You must be the dumb and innocent type, huh?"

Eiji looked smugly at him. "That won't work on me, Ash. Pushing me away. I've heard the other rumors, too, but chose to ignore them."

"What's in it for me?"

As an answer, Eiji suddenly snatched his notebook from the table and opened it.

"Hey! Give that back! Now!", Ash called out furiously.

When he grabbed the collar of Eiji's shirt threateningly to get the notebook back that Eiji held away from him, Eiji placed a finger on his lips and looked towards the librarian, who had her eyes on them and signaled them to be silent. It was common knowledge that the library was Ash's favorite place in school, so he wouldn't risk getting thrown out. Ash saw in that direction, too, then let go of him. He sat down again and sighed. Eiji did the same and looked into the notebook.

"Ash, your Japanese writing is terrible."

"I told you - "

"Yeah, you forgot your glasses. That was obviously a lie. If you're far-sighted, it would make sense that you couldn't read the exercises written in the textbook. But you should have been able to read the notes on the board. And the way you copied them was worse than grade school level, too. You don't understand our teacher, either. Or do you need glasses for that, too? I have glasses, too, but in Japan, they help with your vision, not with your hearing." He gave him a challenging glare.

"What do you want, Eiji?", Ash asked impatiently, crossing his arms.

"I'd like to help you. I could teach you Japanese. You're smart, Ash. The way you solved the problem on the board in math is proof of that. Even our teacher was astonished. So, you'll figure out Japanese, too. Let me teach you in return for tutoring me in English."

"And that's all you want?", Ash asked, eyes darkening. It was apparent he didn't believe him. Eiji was surprised by his reaction. The suspicious way he looked at him, the burning gaze, how he sat as far away from him as possible and made sure their hands or knees wouldn't touch told him that he didn't trust people at all. He had experienced something awful. Something that made him lose faith in people.

"Yes.", he confirmed, smiling at him. "We have to read The Catcher in the Rye and write some essays about it. That's one of your favorite books, right? I saw you reading it several times. As you know, my English is not that good."

"That's an understatement. Your English is awful."

"So is your Japanese.", Eiji shot back. Then his gaze softened. "You probably didn't have a lot of time to study it."

"No, I was busy moving with my brother these last few weeks.", he admitted reluctantly. "He got a job here on very short notice, so I didn't have any time to study it." Then, he stared at him in that intense way he had.

"Why aren't you scared of me? Everyone else is."

"That's because your eyes are piercing and glare at everyone. Your body language screams to stay away from you. You're just confirming with your behavior that the rumors about you are true. And you push everyone away."

"Doesn't seem to work on you, though. You're still here.", Ash answered bluntly.

"As I've already mentioned, I don't care about rumors. You're the talk of the school. I know that at least the one that you're a genius must be true because I've seen you in class. You never pay attention but still always know the correct answer. And I'm not afraid of you because I saw how you act. You never started a fight you were involved in. Someone else a.ways started it, right? Ash quietly nodded. And you protect the younger students when they're in trouble. So, you're kind, not scary."

Ash stared at him with widening eyes as if he had lost his mind, then shook his head in disbelief. Yet, Eiji had still seen it. His first genuine smile. "You're actually serious. I can see it on your way too open face. Has anyone ever told you that you have no poker face?"

"Yes, I hear that all the time. However, I also can see through poker faces. Like yours, for example. That's why I know that you don't trust people. I don't know the reason behind it, but I can see in your eyes that you want to have a new start here. You're just too stubborn to admit that. If you put up a wall between you and the rest of the world, nothing will ever change, Ash."

Eiji had seen the loneliness and pain in his eyes. He had a distrust of people that ran deep and was the reason he kept to himself. If he stayed away from people, no one could hurt him. Yet, if Eiji would tell him that at their first genuine attempt at a conversation, Ash would think he pitied him and would never talk to him again. So, he decided to say something else and save his other thoughts for later.

"I met you now. What happened in New York stays in New York. Isn't that how you say it in English? It's not about who you once were, Ash. It's about who you are right now and the person you have the potential to be.", Eiji insisted, looking directly into his eyes. Ash stared at him for a moment, then turned away from him. But Eiji had seen it. How his cheeks had flushed with embarrassment. It was cute.

"Finally!", he burst out cheerfully. "I've finally seen it."

"Seen what exactly?", Ash asked reluctantly.

"Your first genuine smile! It really lights up your eyes." Eiji gave him his most radiant smile.

"You're weird." Ash's expression, however, had softened, and his eyes had lit up with amusement. And there was a barely visible half-smile dancing on his lips.

"Says the genius hiding in the library." Eiji countered, returning the smile.

Eiji returned the notebook, shoving it towards his side of the table, then got up.

"Look, if you don't like my help, fine. Suit yourself. I can also ask Langa for help with my English essay…" He slowly turned around and left, hoping to get a reaction from Ash.

"Wait.", Ash exclaimed, still irritated, and Eiji smiled to himself, turning around again. He had won the first round.

"Fine.", he said through gritted teeth. "I'll help you with your English essays if you teach me Japanese."

"Great!", Eiji beamed at him. "What about our group project for lit class?"

"I can't help you there. You saw my Japanese. I'll only slow you down. I'll ask the teacher if I can do it by myself."

So, his assumption had been spot on about Ash's motives to refuse the group work with him. He knew he'd be useless and didn't want to drag him down, too. He had assumed that Eiji would get a worse grade because of him.

"Ash, the point of group projects is to learn teamwork and to help each other out, you know?", he reminded him patiently.

"No, I don't know. This is my first school."

"Huh?" Eiji stared at him in confusion, utterly lost.

"I've been home-schooled. This is my first regular school."

~ ~ ~

What a freak.

That had been his first impression of Eiji. He looked plain and didn't attract attention with his quiet personality. He also looked like a grade-schooler. If he weren't in his class, he would have assumed that he wasn't any older than twelve. What had impressed him was his honest face and his huge, warm eyes. Everything about Eiji was honest and open. His features didn't hide anything and revealed all his feelings openly.

Like everyone, Eiji had heard the rumors circulating about him. Yet, unlike all the others, he had never been afraid of him. Not once. Even if Ash glared at him or got mad, he had never flinched or pulled back. Not even when he had grabbed his shirt. Instead, he had come up to him and had tried to talk to him several times. Something in his eyes had told Ash that Eiji wouldn't give up so easily. There was more to Eiji than he had seen at first glance.

Eiji was easygoing, kind and cheerful, so everyone liked him. Still, there was sadness in his eyes, too. When Ash watched him in class, he often looked out of the window towards the athletics field as if he wanted to jump out of the window and run there. Yet, Eiji never went there, and he wasn't part of any sports team as far as he knew.

However, he had heard some students mentioning an accident he had had last year. That was probably the cause why he still limped a bit.

After his talk with Eiji during lunch break in the library, he got curious about him, so he went to the library after classes had ended and looked up the section where the school's yearbooks were archived.

He looked up his name in last year's yearbook and saw that Eiji was part of the athletics team.

Now, he remembered again where he had seen Eiji's face. It had seemed familiar somehow.

It had been familiar because his school had recommended the athletics team on its homepage and had bragged about winning many significant tournaments and matches. And the one who had won them all had been Eiji. He had been a successful pole-vaulter which was impressive.

Ash didn't know much about sports and even less about pole-vaulting, but as far as he knew, you had to be pretty tall, or at least, being tall was a great advantage, as in most sports.

He continued looking through the yearbook and found a section where many students mentioned his accident and wished him a quick recovery. Even the director and the coach had mentioned his accident and had dedicated a message primarily to him, so he had been really successful—a pole-vaulting star.

Ash wondered what had happened after his accident. He didn't take part in the pole-vaulting team anymore. Maybe his injury was the reason? But the way Eiji always looked out of the window with a tearful expression, he missed it.

When he was finally finished, it was already late, so he returned the book to the shelf and left.

The school was already deserted except for some people who had club activities.

He walked home through the school grounds while reading a book but stopped when he left the school, putting it in his school bag. He crossed the street and went through a park that was on his way home.

Ok, the word park was an exaggeration since it was merely a path close to the beach with dimly lit street lamps and some benches here and there. It passed a skate park with a half-pipe where he often saw people skateboard.

Really, wasn't skateboarding something you did when you were a grade-schooler? He had done that, too, once, but he had dropped it when he was six or seven. However, his best friend had often dragged him to the skate park in New York. Even so, skateboarding was just a sport for kids, right?

Today, he was so late that the skate park was deserted. Or so, he thought. Until he saw the lights turning on, they switched on as soon as someone entered the skate park.

He was a bit curious who'd skate alone in the semi-darkness. The sun was already dipping into the sea's horizon in the background.

Most skaters practiced together, not alone. At least, people in that skate park usually did. He didn't know why but he stopped for a moment. Sometimes, the skaters were pretty good, so he paused once in a while and watched them.

He watched the skater for a while. Ash had to admit; he was pretty good. Ash had often seen great skaters in New York, and that one could compete with them on the same level. He did some incredible stunts that he hadn't expected a skater to pull off in a small town like Okinawa.

He couldn't see his face clearly since the skate park was lit, but he was too far away to make out his features, only his movements and his silhouette.

Then, the skater jumped much higher than before. Ash had no clue about skateboarding, but for a moment, it looked as if he was flying. Like pure freedom where anything's possible. It looked so beautiful, especially with the setting sun in the background. He was dancing in the air, and Ash couldn't help wondering if that was what pure freedom felt like. If there was a world where you could leave all your worries, your past, your horrible experiences and pain behind and feel true happiness and peace...

For a fraction of a second, he wondered if he could do that, too. Flying. Getting rid of all his pain and all his terrifying memories chaining him to the ground and the harsh reality. He wished he could escape to a beautiful world like that, even if it were only for a moment... The skater looked invincible, and the smile he barely made out in the spotlight for a second convinced him that flying was pure bliss and an incredible and powerful feeling.

Until he lost his balance and crashed to the hard pavement. Ash was still stunned, so he needed a moment to realize what had just happened.

"Ouch!"

That voice groaning in pain pulled him out of his daze. Without really thinking about it, he ran up to him but stopped in his tracks midway when he saw his face.

"Eiji?", he exclaimed, unable to hide his astonishment in his voice this time.

"Ash?", Eiji exclaimed in surprise. "What are you doing here?"

"I pass the skate park on my way home.", he replied.

"But it's already late."

"I lost track of time. Griff will scold me again."

"Griff?"

"My half-brother. I live with him. He's fifteen years older, and I came here together with him."

"Oh, I see."

"Are you hurt?" Ash inspected him and saw that he only had some scratches and bruises. He sighed in relief.

"No, it's fine." Eiji replied, instantly playing it down.

"You don't look fine to me." Ash rummaged in his bag and found a first aid kit. He took out some disinfectant and put it on Eiji's face.

"Ouch! That hurts!", Eiji called out in pain. "Why do you carry a first aid kit around with you anyway?"

His outburst didn't faze Ash. "Because I always get into fights, obviously. Now, hold still, idiot!"

Ash cleaned his face and the scratches on his arms and put some band-aids on them. Eiji looked at him in surprise.

"Why do you stare at me like that?"

"Oh, sorry, I was just surprised that you touched me. The last time I touched you, you panicked and removed your hand as if I had burnt you."

"Oh, yeah, I don't like people touching me. For me, touch means violence and pain. I don't like touching people, either. I guess I just reacted on a whim without thinking about it when I saw you were hurt.", Ash admitted while avoiding his gaze.

"Thank you, Ash, for helping me. That's not the first time you did that, right? Patching up an injury, I mean.", Eiji observed, changing the topic.

"Of course not. I was a gang leader. I got shot and stabbed all the time."

"So, the rumors are true?", Eiji asked curiously.

"Some of them. Have you never googled my name?"

"No. I wanted to hear your version. I don't like rumors. There's always a grain of truth to them, but most of it is pure slander."

"Why do you skate alone? Don't you normally skate with that skate freak?"

"Please don't call my best friend a freak, ok?", Eiji scolded him while a frown appeared on his forehead.

"Sorry. I just meant that he's crazy about skateboarding. I've never seen him without a skateboard under his arm. It's like an extension of his arm."

Eiji smiled. "That's true, I guess."

"So, why?" Eiji looked to the ground and scratched his cheek nervously. Ash had noticed that Eiji always did that when he was flustered or feeling uncomfortable.

"I'm not as good as Reki. For me, skateboarding is just a hobby. For him, it's a lifestyle. A reason to live."

"Are you fucking kidding me? That last jump was incredible! Although it's reckless to do something like that when you can't even walk properly."

"So, you've noticed, huh? It's just psychosomatic, though. I was depressed for some time. I'm not fine but better, so my limping will disappear soon. Since I can't return to pole-vaulting, I thought that I could return to skateboarding instead. But if Reki knew that, he'd get over-excited about it. It was just an idea. If I decided to abandon skating again, he'd be devastated. So, I wanted to tell him if I was sure. I don't want to get his hopes up for no reason."

"Are you always so considerate of your friends' feelings?"

"Yes, because I often feel if people are in trouble or need help."

"You're empathetic.", Ash replied, seeing him in a new light. That's why Eiji saw so many things he desperately wanted to hide. As he had told him, Eiji saw right through his poker face. It was scary but also incredible at the same time.

"Empa - ", Eiji tried to mimic him. Ash grinned. "Empathetic. It means you can sense the emotions of other people around you more intensely." Eiji's eyes lit up when he had understood what Ash meant, then nodded.

You want to try it? Skateboarding, I mean?", Eiji suddenly asked him.

"Isn't skating just for kids?", Ash asked snidely. Eiji crossed his arms and pouted at him.

"Just so you know, we have a secret skateboarding tournament here in an abandoned mine. However, it requires skill and courage, so only the best can enter. You have to earn it."

He grinned wickedly at him. "But since skateboarding is just for kids, it's probably too boring for you.", he continued, shrugging but cast an amused side glance at him. "Or maybe you're scared, and your tough guy act is just that - an act?", he challenged him.

"Ok, don't get mad. I take it back. I admit that it sounds challenging. Like an underworld skating event. Count me in." Ash smiled devilishly at him.

"Can you even skate?", Eiji asked suspiciously. "Since skating is just for kids, I mean..."

Ash rolled his eyes at him. "I never hear the end of that, right? I'm from NYC, you know?"

"Meaning what exactly? I've never been to New York."

"That every kid there owns a skateboard and has skated at least once in his life."

Eiji grinned viciously at him and handed him his skateboard.

"Then prove it. This is a skateboard from the best skateboard maker I know. So, show me if you have any potential, Ash!"