Meow! I shine my big bright blue eyes at the people walking by my box. I feel like it today. Today I will get a home! Couple of people have looked at me. Others have laughed. Some girls have even giggled at my adorableness! I think I have a chance! People are liking me! Maybe, I will get milk and a nice warm bed by the fire. I know. I know. To cat like? It's growing on me ok? And I'm starting to enjoy playing with my fake ears and tail. And they fit me. They make me feel special. Not the dumb special but...special. I do a kitty face as a girl walks by and she just scowls me. She'll come back. Maybe she'll give me a home. Oh look! That guy smiled at me! He'll give me a home! No? Ok. Wow! A kid came over! She's asking mom to keep me! Mom said no? Ok. Hey! That lady has kittens on her T-shirt! She'll like me! She's coming over! Over here?! Really?! ...No? Ok.
I think I have high hopes for this. I need to settle down. It's never going to happen. No one wants a Rowdyruff Boy. Especially the one who causes trouble and is the 'stupid' one of the group. I sit in my box slouching. My ears go down with my mood. No one wants me. No one even likes me. I'm just a worthless nobody. Kitten suit and all. Boomer. I'm the worthless Boomer. I grab my tail and hug it. I wish this was my real tail. It would be fun to be a real kitty boy. People look at you like you are some idiot in a suit. But if this was real, maybe, they will think I'm a cute idiot. I know some people like neko boys. Some girls think they are cute. If they were real. I would get a home. My eyes water up. Worthless thinking. I need to stop. I'm going to live in this box forever. No matter what I say. No matter what I do. No matter what I...think.