Crash Into Me
Chapter 11-Innocence
Happy Labor Day!
"My grandfather once told me that there were two kinds of people: those who do the work and those who take the credit. He told me to try to be in the first group; there was much less competition."
- Indira Gandhi
Brea was awaken a couple hours later with butterfly kisses to her lips. Brea's reflexes kicked in and her hand went up and slapped Jax.
"Oh my God!" she shrieked as she sat up in bed. Her eyes adjusted in the darkness and found Jax standing above her smiling down at her.
"Shhhh…before you wake up Mya…come with me." He whispered extending his hand to her. Brea took his hand and was led to Jax room.
"I missed you." She said to him as he cracked his room door to hear the kids if they woke up.
"I missed you too." He leaned over and nibbled on her bottom lip. Brea instinctively opened her mouth to him and allowed his tongue entrance. As Jax kissed intensified, he grabbed Brea, lifted her up and wrapped her legs around him.
"Jax! I'm too heavy! Put me down." She said afraid she would hurt him, as she did need to lose at least 20 pounds.
"Hush." He told her as he carried her to the bed. He gently laid her down and looked down at her in what looked like awe. Brea could not tell for sure, as she never had a man look at her like that before. Well at least she never paid attention if a man looked at her a certain way. She was too busy studying and raising Mya. Jax pulled up her t-shirt and began kissing and licking her stomach. Brea fought back the urge to cover herself up with her hands. Jax pulled the shirt over her head and proceeded to take off her bra. Brea could not believe this was happening again as Jax licked her breast one after the other. Brea's began to moan as Jax licked and sucked his way down to her belly button.
He pulled her yoga pants and underwear off with a swiftness. Jax could not get over her beautiful mocha complexion she was just amazingly beautiful.
"Do you realize how beautiful you are?" he asked her as he opened her legs and began to lick her inner thighs. Brea began to shake with anticipation. Jax could not wait to be inside her.
"Breathe Brea." He told her softly as he prepared to enter. Pushing her legs further apart, Jax pressed against her entrance. Jax let out a moan as he felt how wet she was. Brea looked up in his blue eyes and urged him to go on. Jax pushed in very slowly and Brea whimpered a little. Jax leaned over and kissed her lips as he pushed in further. She was so tight even though she was slick with her juices. Pulling out, he widen her legs and without hesitation pushed back in and that was when he felt himself pressed against her hymen. Jax immediately pulled out and Brea opened her eyes.
"Wh…why did you stop?" Brea asked trying to control her breathing.
"Babe… you're a virgin."
Brea shook her head yes.
"You're a virgin," Jax whispered again in total disbelief. "Brea are you sure you want to do this? We don't have to."
Brea caressed Jax faced and looked in his eyes, which were full of concern for her.
"Yes Jax….I want you. I am sure. There will be no regrets."
Jax looked unsure so Brea took matters into her own hands literally, when she reached down and grabbed his cock. Brea gasped as she felt how hard it was and the size. For a split second, she was not sure she wanted him inside her because of his size but once he started kissing her again that concern flew out the window.
"I'll be gentle babe." He whispered against her lips just before biting and tugging on her bottom lip again.
Jax entered Brea again even more slowly this time. She was so tight and wet. Jax pushed a couple more inches in and looked at Brea's face. Her eyes were shut tight. He kissed her eyelids as he pushed a couple more inches in.
"Open your eyes Brea and look at me." Jax soothe to her.
Brea open her eyes and looked into his ice blue eyes. She could not get over how beautiful he was and here he was inside her now about to take innocence. She never thought in a million years someone as beautiful as Jax would take her virginity but here he was looking down at her with such lust in his eyes for her and her only.
Jax could not believe someone as beautiful as Brea would still be a virgin. He was in pure awe of her. She was a rare bird. She was his and only his. He leaned over and deeply kissed her to distract her from what was about to come. Jax pulled out a little and then thrust back in breaking through the tight barrier. Brea let out a small cry of pain and called his name.
"Oh God..Jax!" The instinct to push Jax away was strong in Brea but she fought it. The pain was raw, ripped, and burned at her.
Jax stayed still to let Brea adjust to him. He was still not all the way in but waited patiently for Brea to adjust to him. She looked so beautiful as she looked up at him with tears in her eyes.
"Are you ok?" he asked.
"I'm fine….go ahead I'm ready." She breathed.
Jax pushed further in and sighed with pleasure, as he felt his way in slowly in the never visited tight tunnel. Jax pushed deeper and continued until he was all the way in.
"Brea I am going to fuck you now…are you ready?"
"Yes!"
Jax smiled as he pulled out just leaving the tip in and then he slowly thrust back in feeling her up with his cock. The pain Brea felt earlier began to fade and was replaced with pleasure as Jax continued thrusting in and out of her. He began to pick up the pace and Brea found her hips pushing up to him. She grabbed his butt to push him in even deeper. All pain was gone and she could not get enough of him. She wanted to feel his fullness over and over. Jax was delirious with his desire for her and began to pump in and out of her harder. My God she felt so good. He was trying hard to not come too early but she felt so good to him and damn she was so tight.
"Mmmmm…Jax…please…harder…." Brea could not believe the words that just came out of her mouth but something raw was just awoken inside her and it needed to be fed.
"Oh baby you don't have to ask me twice."
With that Jax began to thrust in and out of her harder and fucked her like she wanted. He began to play with her clit and Brea began to feel nothing but pleasure and moan as she felt prickles of goose bumps up and down her skin. A heat began to course through her body .She was about to have an orgasm. Just as Brea realized what was happening as a tsunami of pleasure rushed through her body and caused her whole body to constrict from pleasure. Even though she has had orgasms from self-pleasure, it never caused her body to feel the way it was feeling right now. She moaned Jax name over and over as pleasure rippled through her body. Jax loved the moans and the way she called his name as she came. The excitement sent him over the edge and with a few more thrusts, he came deep inside her. Exhausted Jax body went limp on top of Brea. Brea smiled as he buried his face in her neck. His blonde hair was soak and wet. She ran her fingers through scratching at his scalp.
"My God woman…you were amazing." He murmured against her neck. Brea rubbed her fingers up and down his back and caressed his ass. Jax moaned against her neck and did not bother to move or remove himself out of her. She felt so good warm and tight surrounding him he did not want to pull out. He lifted up on his elbows and looked in Brea's eyes. They were misty from her tears.
"Are you okay?" he asked softly kissing her.
Brea nodded her head yes.
"Was I really amazing?" she asked shifting under his weight. She still felt full with him inside her.
"Baby you were spectacular."
Brea felt a sense of pride when Jax told her that. She was afraid she would not please him and she did. Jax slowly pulled out of her and pulled her to him as he laid back in the bed.
"I'm going to take care of you and Mya….I promise."
Brea felt as if her heart was going to burst with happiness. She could not believe this man wanted to take on her and Mya. She was so glad he literally crashed into her life.
The next morning Brea woke up to the smell of coffee and breakfast. She looked over to find the bed empty. She heard laughter come from the kitchen and smiled when she heard Mya and Jax's laughter. She started to move out of bed but felt a little pain between her legs. Shit…she should have known she would have a little pain. She slowly moved out of bed and went to use the bathroom and take a shower. Brea looked down at the tissue with a little alarm when she saw blood after she wiped herself. She calmed down when she realize it was from losing her virginity after all she just had her menstrual a few weeks ago. Come on girl you are a nurse for God's sake!
After her shower, she walked out to the room to find Jax pulling the sheets off the bed.
"Morning." He looked at her with a smile in his eyes.
"Doing a little cleaning?" she asked. As he pulled on the sheets, she notice a big maroon stain on the sheets. Brea covered her mouth…oh my God she bled on his sheets…really Brea!
"Oh my God Jax! I'm so sorry!" Brea felt as if she was going to cry she was so embarrassed.
"Baby…..it's alright…."
"How many cherries have you popped before to know what to expect?"
Jax walked over to her and wrapped his arms around her waist…..Brea could not look in his eyes as she was so embarrassed.
"Only one time before and that was when I was about sixteen." He told her as he planted a small kiss on her lips. Brea wanted to ask who she was but her mind reflected back to the blood stain sheets.
Neeta knocked on the bedroom door and Brea hid in the bathroom, she did not want to face anyone. She heard the conversation between Jax and her talking about the sheets.
"Jax…you took her virginity?"
She did not hear Jax response. Neeta chastised him and told him to be careful and not break her heart.
"Jax…..don't fuck with her heart…you better not be messing with her because she is black…I will be very disappointed in you. I have taught you not to see color since you were a boy…I don't care what the club says….I know you know better..…..Sweetheart ?….." Neeta said to the bathroom door.
Brea felt like a little kid walking out the bathroom. Neeta gathered the sheets.
"The babies have already eaten..and I got the sheets."
Brea walked up to Jax and buried her head in his shoulder….could her day be more embarrassing.
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