I Know, it's be like Forever. I'm sorry, but it's longer than usual. enough talking R&R
DMC
Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.
Home Before Dark
Klaus shifted around in the bed, gazing at the streams of moonlight that came through the dirty windows. His eyes flicked to the nearby clock that confirmed the time of night he thought it was, so late the darkness was beginning to lighten. He should go back and think clearly. He felt heavy with the whiskey he had been drowning his sorrows in all night, and caroline and kol's words whirled in his mind.
"Your father, You had never mentioned him."Kol said shortly.
"I don't have many happy memories about him." she announced sadly.
"Why is that?" he asked.
"he was cruel man, he wanted my mum all alone in home, and he would never accepted to her to be free, he didn't understand her, while he's having his own life, he was self-loving." She replied, as he waited for her to speak further.but she didn't say another word.
"Did you care for him?" he asked suddenly.
"Of course he's my father." She answered. " some nights, i did hear their fights, he didn't want her to live happily. Every time he left us, she tried to come up with answers to my questions, and live with what he put her in. He would came and ruin everything she built. She was beautiful. Very beautiful." Klaus did hear her cries between her words.
"Hummm, awake already?" A voice pulled him from his thoughts as he brought his eyes to its stared at the woman sleeping beside him. As her hand rested on his chest and her milky-neck tarnished with red blood, suddenly he caught her hand roughly and dropped them down on the cover.
"What? You didn't enjoy yourself last night?" she asked with fear storming her, as her body shivered, her voice shaking.
Standing, he threw on his clothes, ignoring her, going to the door, he looked back, her dirty curls all around her, falling besides her face, covering his crime place.
"You are blond, so you are not my type, love." He said pretending to be sorry for her.
He was walking between the dark streets in Mystic Falls , that had became one of his habits, lately. As a little creature occuiped his home, his thoughts. He was thinking over and over, mixing things and trying to find a way out of this, leaving him alone wasn't an option, he wouldn't let her, he would never allowed such a thing, it's not one of her rights to break free from him, she will never have this wish, even if it was her only one.
As his head found a wall to rest from heaviness of thoughts, his mind brought a one single thought, as the thought was dancing across his eyes, he allowed to himself to think again. ' she's a weakness,' he thought, as if he gave up for this thought and make agreement with it.
But as the truth hunted him, she's a mental illness, he could never be cured of her. there's no cure for it. she became a necessity for his life to go on, she became the thing that keep him alive. She became like this air around him, as he thought, he flooded his lungs with this air, and realized there's no way out.
As he was walking without guidance, his legs led him to his home, to Caroline's room, he found himself confronting her door. As his hand found the door's knob. He snapped himself and back to his sensibility.
Only to find himself in front sleepy Kol all alone in Caroline's bed.
How could he Do such a thing? How could he do something like that? How Could he Betrayed me this way?
Klaus's questions will never end. As he heading out of this room to find its owner.
Caroline wake up in the morning, the sun is almost peeking, as she felt Kol beside her, she smiled warmly. Remembering how he told her one of her mother's stories when she asked him to. And then she fall asleep without realizing. Suddenly she felt thirsty, as the need of water grow inside her mouth, she climbed off the bed and headed toward the door.
After minutes Caroline satisfied her thirst with big bottle of water, she went back to her room, as she was few steps away from her bedroom door the sleepiness hit her, she put her hand on her mouth as it opened to get oxygen as her body lacks of it. it was normal to close her eyes. That's what happened when this happen. As she was walking closing her eyes, blind of what around her, she hit something hard.
"It was never this close." Klaus heard Caroline murmured. Then a smile find its way to his lips.
As she was close to give a hug for ground that's what she prepared herself for. A big and hard arm caught her from her upper arms before that would happen. A breath of relief left her lungs. She felt relaxed , but that was gone when she raised her sight to see Klaus. She quickly stand up properly as his arm still around her she felt uncomfortable and uneasy. And this feeling increased when she heard his next words.
"You could hurt yourself, if i didn't caught you." He said determined.
"And for that thank you." Caroline said as her eyes focused on the ground on her feet.
"Just make me a favor and watch where you walk." Klaus told her, as his eyes studying her. she's so delicate and could harm herself easily.
"Anything else" Caroline asked angrily. Klaus realized, she still angry with him, after all he didn't something could be forgettable.
" No, .. But i .. we have to talk. I'm so sorry i didn't mean to .. " Klaus said as he struggled the words to come out of his mouth.
" I'm not talking to you." Caroline told angrily as she walked past Klaus. But before she is far Klaus's hand caught her and dragged her back to her previous position.
" And why it that, sweetheart?" klaus said caused Caroline to roll her eyes at him.
" Because you are wrong and didn't say sorry, my mum told me, people who find difficulty in saying sorry they are bad people." Caroline explanied, while nervously rubbing her hands together.
Klaus closed his eyes and kneeled in front of her and sighing loudly.
" Well , my apologies."he said and smiled as he saw Caroline smiling satisfied.
After three months:
"Nik, Nik, hurry up, Caroline going to be late on her school if you don't stop your childish games!" Rebekah said angrily between her teeth.
"I told you, i will drive her today."he replied carelessly, rolling his eyes.
"But .."Rebekah started to speak but Klaus silent her with his hand.
"We will ask her."Klaus said, as a smile spread on his face. And he turned his face to find Caroline trying to left her bag.
"Caroline, leave that." She quickly acted as he said, running to his side.
"I'm sorry Rebekah but he promised me that he would bring me ice cream." She answered as her hand catching Klaus's pants strongly.
"You will, won't you." Caroline asked, narrowing her eyes at Klaus.
"Of course, i will. Sweetheart." Klaus said as he looking down toward her, moving his face toward her and kissing her hand and lift her between his hands.
"Your dirty ways will never change, Nik." She murmured wrathfully. As her eyes watching them leaving the house.
"We don't have to go to school today." Klaus informed her, studying her reaction cautiously. They were in their way to school as he watching her every move in car, she shifting uncomfortably as her mouth full of words.
"Seriously?" She said, as she begun to dance in her set.
"Stop now, we want you alive for the ice cream." Klaus demand, As his hands grasped the driving wheel strongly.
"So .. chocolate?" Caroline said, while she staring down at her hands.
"And do you want something else? A new game or a new coloring book maybe?" klaus asked as his eyes focusing on the road.
"A game and a coloring book." She said enthusiastically.
"Greedy lady, Fine. As you wish." He said.
Klaus's POV:
As Caroline setting on my desk , her coloring pencils between her small fingers,she coloring in silent. Almost silent.
"Klaus, Klaus, Klaus?" she screamed trying to caught his attention. I looked at her and smiled, and I am in wonder!
"What sweetheart?" I replied gently.
"I forget, the teacher asked me to make wishes box, can you help me?" Caroline asked. "Of course, you can. Look, this is the book, it all here. I want a big one, to contain all my wishes."she said merrily. As she handed me the book. It's a lesson teaches children how to make a model of the cylindrical shape of the paper! And Caroline came to me like a impulsive rocket want me making one! I looked at her and smiled! And since I know her well, I'm sure she will not subside until i do her orders!
"Ah, I will bring us papers then."
Half an hour later, there was in front of us cylinder decorated with beautiful stamps, with a slot allows for metal money, and paper money, paper and wishes as well as to enter!
Caroline rejoiced as she hold the box between her hands and headed towards the door.
"Where are you going?" i asked in amazement.
"To show to Kol." She answered me without turning back to look at me, and left.
I waited for her to return, but she did not come back ... she must have played with Kol and forgotten me! Even forgot to tell me (thank you!) Or to close the door!
Unimportant! I will eject this idea from my imagination and dedicate myself to my paintings... Or even my books... it more rewarding!
An hour later, she returned ... the fund was still in her hand, and in her other hand was pencil.
"Klaus.. Write the word (wishes box) on the box!" she said as she approached me.
i took the pencil and the fund and wrote the word, and returned it without any comment or even smile. I focused on the painting in front of me. She must pay attention that she did not thank me!
"Klaus .." i looked at her and her cheeks was more redden now.
"What now?" i asked dryly.
"Could you give me a paper?" she asked, It seems that the idea of thanking me does not came across her mind originally!
I gave her what she wanted, she took it and smiled,"Thank you." She said quickly, then moved away.
I thought that will go out, but she headed towards my bed, sat on it, and put her paper on the table nearby, and she started to write.
"Klaus?" she asked me again.
"Yes." I answered quickly.
"How can i write (when i get older)?" she asked quietly. I wrote it on a paper and held it for her to see.
"Klaus?" Seconds and she asked me again. I smiled! The way she says my name, and calling me from one moment to another, push anybody to smile!
"What my princess?" I told her.
"How can i write (i will marry)?" she asked me. Suddenly i increased my sight to look at her, there is a strange extraneous word reached my ears in the wrong place.
"What did you say, Caroline?" I asked her to make sure, staring at her with interest, and surprise.
"(I will marry) how can i write it?" she said with utmost simplicity.
I grabbed a pen hesitantly ... And wrote the large word slowly, and then presented to her, she Finished writing, i placed the paper on the desk, waiting for the next word .. and waited but she did not ask me for anything, I've seen small paper enters through the hole in the wishes box!
(when i get older, i will marry ... )
The word that follow this sentence that is the name of the man Caroline will marry, and she know how to write it! Like any of the names of family members or her friends ... Like Klaus, Kol, or any man!
Now,she is coming to me ... And the fund in her hand.
"Klaus, Write your wish and place it inside, and when we grow up we open the box and read the wishes and see which one come true! So is the game!" she demanded.
I laughed but i stripped a paper, and I wrote one of my wishes! As I type, Caroline was closing her eyes to assure me that she dose not see my wish!
"Promise me that you won't open it." she said as she placed it on my desk.
"I promise you that!" i replied.
"I will tell Kol that i finished." Caroline smiled, then started toward the door to leave the room.
After she left, an intense desire possessed me to find out what she wrote in her paper, I almost flicked at the fund, but I stopped myself violently ...i will not disappoint her.
When i get older i will marry ..
Who?
Who is that, Caroline?
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.
Gravity, Sara Bareilles
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