Sorry it took soooo long for me to update, i'm a little stuck on if I bring this story to a close with a happy ending as planned or do I close it off with an epic cliff hanger and do a part two to this story? thoughts? :p
Bella's PoV
I kissed Jasper softly, in case he didn't feel the same, in case I was wrong, in case he really did love Maria as I suspected. When they were together, even though he filled me with love, it was hard to deny what my eyes saw. But I was going to die either way so why not take the risk to see if he felt the same, then maybe I might live as a vampire to see where our relationship could go.
I whispered into his ear 'forever Jasper, is better than no time at all, as friends or as something more, I like you and want a chance to see if you like me back' before going for it, risking rejection and kissing him with all the love I had built up over the past few weeks we had together. He quickly pushed me backwards into the mud, laid on top of me and kissed me with so much passion I nearly forgot how to breathe while Jasper showed me his heart. He was caressing my cheeks with his thumbs as they cupped my head gently and didn't let me up to breathe till I nearly passed out. He took a moment to stare at me with a raised eyebrow almost as if to ask if I was ready. I felt his love flow into me and pushed my own encouragement in stronger waves and love back at him. I knew what he was about to do would be hard, to drink but not finish even though he was starving. I nodded my head and accepted his soft gentle kiss before he bit into my collar bone. It hurt like hell but I refused to scream as he moved his way down my body biting my ankles, my wrists and covering them up with his clothes.
He then came back to holding me with one of his arms and whispering into my ear.
"I love you Bella, I'll never leave your side till you tell me to go" he said while caressing my face with mud covered hands. The pain was excruciating but before I had a chance to scream, Jasper's mouth had fallen back upon mine, taking my breath away with his tenderness yet forwardness. I passed out thinking about how amazing it was to kiss Jasper compared to Edward who always held back, Edward was like ice but Jasper was like fire, he wanted to kiss fast, hard and passionately like it was the last moment alive which it may actually be. Edward always held back like I had the plague and said he didn't want to risk my life. Hell Jasper had never bruised me compared to what Edward had done, sometimes Edward would get carried away with himself kissing me and I would wake up the next morning with bruises on my body. Why was I thinking over this particular nugget before passing out from the pain? Had I gone crazy from the pain? Could turning into a vampire be a risk to my sanity that I wasn't informed of? What had I gotten myself into was the last thought I had for a long time.
Jasper's PoV
Unfortunately my peace with Bella was interrupted after half a day and Maria came waltzing in looking confident as ever till she heard Bella's heart beat.
"I thought she would be dead" she said while opening the cage.
"I drained her, somehow I didn't finish her. If she lives, let her go please, you have me, you killed my brother and sister, what more do you want?" I pleaded while I sat up, laying Bella gently in the mud.
"I suppose, I am surprised it was as easy to kill the witch and the mind reader, they were so caught up in their plan that they forgot who they were trusting. The mind reader wanted to take the human away from you, something about her blood smelled good to him while the witch just wanted you to herself and to cause the human as much pain as possible. Everyone is obsessed with this human, I guess she's pretty in her own way" she said crouching down to get a closer look at Bella.
"Her visions were always subjective, based on people's decisions, if you don't make a decision, you can get away with anarchy right under her nose" I said while holding my breath and praying Maria wouldn't notice anything.
"Well then, not very useful, alright up you get, you need to shower, you're covered in filth" she smirked while dragging me by my hair. I struggled to my feet and to keep up with Maria as she dragged me outside to a hose where she promptly hosed me down like an animal then gave me an old towel to dry off. She then dragged me by my ear back into the bunker and shoved me into bed shredding my underwear leaving me completely exposed with nothing to wear besides my boots that had been kicked off days ago with my socks.
"Now that the pixie is gone, I can leave you tied up here at my beck and call whenever I want you" she hissed in my ear while climbing on top of me and shackling my wrists and ankles to the bed. Thanks to Bella's blood, I had enough strength to break them if I wanted, provided I didn't lose a limb or two.
"Hang on, you sit tight here love" Maria cooed before promptly removing my body from my arms and legs in one swift movement of picking up my torso from my shackled limbs, crushing my dreams of being of any use. It didn't hurt as much as I had drunk a lot of Bella's fresh blood but it still hurt. I was powerless to do anything and laid there pathetically. The only thing I could do was turn my head to watch Maria go back to Bella's cage to give the girl a good sniff. Fuck I didn't think about her smell changing been a factor. Maria immediately zoomed back to me to hiss in my ear.
"You turned her" she snarled.
"I want her to live, it made sense" I said trying to hide the emotion from my voice.
"Well then let's see if we can get her to scream" Maria hissed in my ear before making her way to Bella's cage, dragging her out through the mud by her hair causing tingles of pain to shoot through her scalp among the burning pain. I was trying to keep a lid on it but the further Bella was dragged from my useless body, the less control I had and soon Bella was writing in pain.
Some big guy, bigger than Emmett with long greasy black hair came back in, carrying a naked and wet Bella. He chucked her onto the bed next to me but I couldn't move a muscle besides my face. Maria followed and threw my limbs to the floor leaving my head attached to my torso still on the bed, powerless and oozing precious strength.
"Now this is Leo and his friends, have wanted to play with the pretty human for sometime, but I was saying no since you were so well behaved for me darling" she said while stroking my hair.
"Please Maria, don't do this" I tried pleading as more males came in and started stripping their clothes.
"Oh its already done and you have a front row seat, let's see how long she can last in bed" Maria said before giving Leo the nod to get started. I tried closing my eyes, I didn't want to watch this, I wanted to concentrate on taking her pain away but Maria forced my eyes open with her razor sharp nails and propped me on her lap so that my face was inches from Bella's. Inches apart yet I was powerless as Leo started to fondle with her while playing with his own length to get ready. The others climbed on the massive bed and started taking turns in her mouth. Because she was in transition, she was powerless, frozen almost in place from the burning pain.
"Please Maria, you can stop this" I begged.
"You're right, I could, do you want me to?" she cooed. I knew what I was asking but agreed anyways, anything was worth the price if Bella got to live.
"You'll let her go?" I asked.
"Sure, out" she commanded and everyone suddenly left but not a single one of them looked disappointed or surprised which sent chills to my soul. Maria started putting together my limbs to my body while humming.
"What's the price?" I finally worked up the courage to ask.
"You will sleep with her, over and over till I'm satisfied, then you will dump her on the outskirts of our camp where she can finish turning and run away. No one will bother her, no harm will come to her and you will live out your remainder of your life with me and you will never mention her again" she said while staring at my devastated face.
"And if I refuse?" I asked.
"Then i'll make you watch her be raped for eternity Jasper Whitlock" she hissed in my ear. I nodded my head gravely as the last of my limbs attached themselves and Maria stretched out on a couch to watch, indicating that I better get started before she changed her mind. I wanted to cry, I wanted to kill myself for this. Was this really worth her life, if she realizes what I did to her, if she found out, if she opened her eyes and saw what I was doing. At least I would never have to face her again, that I could live with, I didn't deserve to after everything. I failed to protect her and now I was about to rape her, remove her virginity forever. I could feel the Major stirring inside, wanting to escape, wanting to take over and I argued with him inside my head. I wanted to fight, but I could hardly do anything. There were hundreds of vampires outside so I would never get us both out safely if I did. He agreed that we both didn't care about what happened to us, as long as Bella got out, as long as she had a chance to live that was all that mattered.
Maria sighed in annoyance so I laid close to Bella, wrapping an arm over her chest to cup her face while kissing her temple on the other side. I pulled her tight in my arms and whispered in her ear even though I knew Maria could still hear.
"I'm sorry Bella, I failed you just like everyone assumed I would, I'm the monster everyone thought I was and I don't deserve to see you again after this. I hope you wake up and you run far far away from this place never to look back. I'll never forgive myself so please, don't forgive me, I don't deserve it. You get up and you run, never think of me again, never look for me, never stop running till you're safe. I'm sorry my love". I planted a gentle kiss on her lips and prayed to God that he would kill me slowly for what I was about to do.
Maria started tapping her fingernails on the couch so I tried to start, I got as far as kissing Bella's lips but I couldn't do anything else.
"Let me take over Jasper, I'll take care of her" the Major whispered in my ear.
"Don't hurt her," I pleaded.
"Never, I'll make sure she never forgets us" he smirked. I nodded my head and leaned back into the void, probably looking like a loon to Maria but I didn't care.
The Major lowered himself on top of Bella and started kissing her slowly while running his hands gently down her body. He explored her curves before settling them around her waist as he pushed his hard length to her clit but he wasn't going to push in yet, oh no. He wanted to make sure she was slick and wet first, he would die before he caused pain to her that could have been avoided and he knew she wasn't able to respond right now to tell him if it hurt. All he felt from her was agonizing pain from the burn.
He nuzzled her face to the side to kiss his way down from her earlobe, down her neck while moving one hand to gently fondle her folds as he kissed a trail down Bella's body, stopping at each breast to suck, lick and kiss gently. Bella couldn't moan, she was trying her best to not scream but he could feel her emotions changing with every stroke of his fingers in her folds. Finally after kissing down one thigh and up the other he moved in to lick her juices causing sparks to fly in his vision, not only did she taste like home, he could feel her emotions going crazy, she was in pain but she still felt pleasure. She could hardly move so he gently propped her legs up to lap all her juices before inserting his tongue for more, slowly at first then faster and faster. He then started to pump a finger in, very slowly and gently while licking and teasing her clit and pushing lustful vibes towards her till she nearly tipped over the edge. He held back not wanting her to cum as he knew afterwards it would hurt when he had to still insert himself.
The major paused for a moment to capture her mouth in tender kisses pushing love into her and peace to take as much of her pain away that he could manage while inserting another finger gently to see how she would take it. She was in so much pain that he wasn't sure if she was hurting from him or the burn.
"Hurry up Jasper or I'll make you do it without legs" snapped Maria causing the Major to surge with anger at the situation and have to take a few calming breaths.
"I'm sorry darling if this hurts you" he whispered before pushing himself deep into her while kissing her lips. She felt glorious and even though he said he could do this instead of Jasper, he still wished he wasn't doing it. He would much rather be ripping Maria's head off slowly but Jasper was right, the moment he did that, he would be outnumbered and wouldn't be able to get Bella out safely, not in the state she was in at least.
He stayed still, buried to the hilt in her warm flesh waiting to see if there was any discomfort. When he thought she might have adjusted, he started thrusting gently at first before speeding it up and sending her waves of love. He started to pump harder while gently rubbing her clit with his finger and burying his face into her neck. He would never forget her beautiful scent, her beautiful eyes, her beautiful hair, her face. He could feel Bella's body tightening around him, letting him know she was about to cum so he sped it up while pushing lust into her and coming with her. It would have been glorious had it been on different terms and at that moment he wanted to kill himself. Her first, should have been with her consent, should have been when she was able to communicate, should have been with Jasper, not this monster.
"Well done" clapped Maria as the major pulled out to collapse on top of Bella breathing heavily.
"Now let her go please" he pleaded.
"You get a five minute break then I expect you to go again, and again and again" she smiled sweetly.
The Major nodded darkly before pulling Bella into his arms for cuddles to enjoy his five minute break before another chip of his soul disappeared. He had pulled a blanket over their bodies and nuzzled his face into Bella's hair to hide his unshed tears from Maria.
All the horrors he had committed, this had to be the worst. Sure he had raped many victims before, even dead victims. He had committed crimes against his own and humans, children also but nothing compared to raping his mate.
"Ugh stop projecting such depression, I'll be back and you better be happy about life when I come back" snarled Maria. He nodded his head and pulled Bella closer to him while trying to reign in his emphatic ability.
