Hello,
Thank you for the reviews and to follow-up this story :D
To be honest with you, I'm planning to write a long saga for 'Keeping an eye on you'
I will try to update at least one or two chapter by week, with work is not too easy to make time, I'm kind of a workaholic ^^. Anyway, thanks again :D !
Note 1: In Italics, the storyteller speaking (moi ^^)
Note 2: ALL THE RIGHTS OF THE MUSIC LYRICS GO TO THE RESPECTIVE AUTHORS
Chapter 6 – Being selfish
Emily. - "Paige… what are you doing here?!"
Paige.- "What are you talking about?, we were supposed to practice on the pool but you didn't show up so I came here to see if you were ok… are you ok?... you look very nervous, did something happen with 'A'?"
Emily.- "Ahh (she remembered the appointment until now) sorry I forgot it completely"
Paige.-"That doesn't answer my question, did something happen? Something that I should know?"
Emily responded very nervous. - "Well, yes a lot is happening right now…" (She was avoiding making eye contact with Paige, she knew that the girl wasn't going to let it go so easy)
Paige.- "Something bad?"
Emily answered without thinking.- "Something beautiful" (She said that sentence while she leaned her head on the door frame, it was so goofy and adorable the face she was doing, it was the face of a 'girl in love')
Paige got a little upset with the facial expression of the brunette; she tried to get in the house but Emily put her arm in front of her way and didn't let her.
Emily.- "You can't!"
It was the 1st time that Paige had seeing her girlfriend like that, so determinate, so sure of her words, you could sense that she was taking a protective position but the question was: 'what is she protecting?' In any case, she was putting something or someone in 1st place and it wasn't her (Paige) and that made Paige very frustrated and upset.
Paige.- "Why?!"
Emily.- "I have to deal with something right now, on my own… sorry I can't talk to you on this right now, it's not safe… (She showed concern in her look, Paige misunderstood it, thinking that Emily was referring to her safety but actually the brunette was thinking in Alison safety) Let's talk later ok"
Paige responded with understanding because she believed that the brunette was worry about her.- "Ok, I will no insist for now, but we will definitely talk ok!"
Paige approached the brunette and tried to kiss her in the lips in order to say good bye; to her surprise, Emily avoided the kiss and she ended kissing her cheek instead.
Paige pull away confused and before leaving she said "I love you Emily"
Emily's eyes looked sad to the other girl and she only could reply "I... I will see you on Monday"
Emily closed the door very quickly, a tear show up in her face, she was feeling so much guilt, it wasn't fair to Paige, to her, to the blonde… she knew that very soon she would need to make a decision, but right now everything was happening so fast, in less than 48hrs she had been reunited with Alison, her 1st love and in top of that, Alison confessed to her, the Queen Bee of Rosewood is in love of her… Emily started to smile saying to herself "She loves me, Alison loves me…" She was repeating those sentences while leaned her head on the door. She didn't notice it but there was another person hearing her thoughts.
Alison.- "Yes Em, you cloud my mind with love!"
Emily froze for a moment, she was embarrassed that the blonde had heard her; she turned in direction of the blonde, at first, it was a shy look, but when her eyes met with the blue eyes of Alison, she got so comfortable, she could feel so much love just looking those blue eyes, it was overwhelming. Alison was in the middle of the stairs looking to Emily, she smiled to her and while she was approaching to Emily, she started to sing to her mermaid…
(Song: Alive – Black Eyes Peas)
Alison.-
"I got so much love
For you darlin' and I,
I wanna let you know how I feel
(She was so close to Emily that she hugged and looked her in the eye before to continue her singing)
And it's true that I love you
And it's true you're the only one and I do,
I adore you
And it's true girl
You make me feel alive I've I've I've…"
Emily smiled of happiness, she pull off some hair that was in Alison's face, she didn't want to lose any detail of her blondie. She decided to get in the game and she continued the lyrics, it was her turn to sing to the blonde.
Emily.-
"You said - you said - you said
That I'm the only one
You said that I'm your number 1…"
(She took Alison's hand and led her to the kitchen again; she was dancing and singing…)
"You are my best friend…
Without you I'm a whole different person
I ain't acting like I used to
I don't feel loved like I used to
It was your love I was used to…
Your love is what it was
That has me feeling {bust}
{You are my true love}"
(Alison decided to join her mermaid in the mood and she started to dance with the brunette and sing…)
Alison.-
"And it's true that I love you
And it's true you're the only one and I do
I adore you
And it's true girl
You make me feel alive I've I've I've"
Both girls (Alison and Emily singing and dancing together).-
"Hey girl you're the only one
{Must} be my number one…
First friends then we became best-friend…
Without you I'm a whole different person
I don't even act like I used to
I don't even feel loved like I used to
I guess it's your love that I used to
And I feel bad that I lose you
I get so many things that I wanna sa-sa-sa-sa...
I guess this mean that I'm missing you
Sorry for the things that I did to you
I'm so lost without you
And it's true that I love you
And it's true you're the only one and I do,
I adore you
And it's true girl
U make me feel alive I've I've I've
La di di da la di da la da
La di da la di da
I got so much love
La di di da la di da la da
La di da la di da
I got so much love
La di di di di di di di da la la la la
... I adore you and it's true girl
You make me feel alive I've I've I've"
Emily took Alison from the waist, she was thinking to kiss her but the blonde was already two steps ahead and before Emily could act, Alison put a passionate kiss in her lips, now it was time to their tongues to dance. After some minutes, Alison pull off the kiss in order to get some air, she was breathing very louder, she approached and whispers to Emily's ear with a sexy voice the end of the song…
Alison.-
"So easy to fall in love with u
And all the things that you do
Baby girl you're so remarkable
So special, so wonderful…"
Alison kissed Emily's ear, Emily was so lost in her emotions, she reacted kissing Alison's neck, those kisses would definitely let a mark but the blondie didn't care, in the contrary, she was so happy to confirm that Emily desire her so much.
Both girls decided that for the rest of the day, they will be selfish and do all the things that they wanted to do without carrying on consequences or the feeling of others, it was only Emily and Alison, just for today.
They did all together that day, the dishes, laundry… it was like old times, but so much better, because this time Alison wasn't playing games or showing her bitchy side, no, she was acting so natural, so sincere, she was acting like a teenage girl who is hanging out with the love of her life.
The time flew so fast, at night, both girls were in Emily's room, Alison cocked pizza for dinner, she knew how much Emily loves eat pizza and she wanted to spoil her. They were cuddling, eating pizza in the bed and watching a movie, it was so perfect, none of the girls wanted the day to end… Alison turned her head in direction of the clock of the wall; Emily noticed and looked sad…
Emily.- "Do you have to go now?"
Alison turned her head in order to see Emily in the eyes.- "No, no yet… (She kissed Emily's lips)… I cocked also lasagna, it's in the fridge, make sure to tell to your Mom that it's lasagna of tuna, I know how much she likes it…"
Emily was so moved by the fact that the blonde remembered what her Mom liked for food, Emily wasn't sure how to react to that so she just took Alison's hand and put a soft kiss in her hand.
Emily.- "I will… I promise… Thank you…"
Alison put another kiss in Emily's lips and said.- "Thank you for giving me a lovely day Em, until now, it has been the best day of my life… (She made a little pause, she wasn't sure to continue talking but in the end she decided to go for it) I hope this will be the 1st of many happy days together…"
- Background music: Every breath you take by Denmark-
(She put her hands in Emily's cheeks; she saw those brown eyes which were under the point to cry)
Alison.- "Em, perhaps the timing is not right for you and me right now with everything going on with 'A' but I love you Emily, I don't wonder any more, I don't care about what people may say or think, I just love you.."
(She kissed her deeply and then she continued speaking while she was stroking Emily's face with so much love)
Alison.- "I just want that if I'm going to start something with you Emily, I want it to be perfect, no loss, no pain, no fear, no terror of 'A', no wondering…"
Emily chuckled.- "You might be waiting a while, we are not close to found something about 'A'"
Alison.- "I'm a patient girl... (She kissed her again)… I love you Emily Fiends, you're the love of my life"
Emily grabbed her from the hands and said.- "Ali, I wish I could tell you that I lo… (she couldn't finish that sentence), but… right now… my head is all over the place, I don't know what I feel right now…" (She looked down sadly)
Alison stole a kiss from Emily and Emily looked a little confused with the blonde reaction to what she just came to say.
Alison.- "Em, I'm not in a position to demand a reply to my love's confession, like I tell you before, I want to close this chapter of 'A' before starts something with you" (She put her hands on Emily's cheeks and forced Emily to look at her in the eyes) But you must get prepare, 'cause I will fight for you, against Paige, against any girl, I will be there for you, I will protect you, I will not stop to show you how much I love you and I will wait… I will wait for you… and when you get ready for me, I will be here for you!
Emily was speechless, she wasn't sure what to say, she just approached and kissed the blonde in the lips, this was the 1st kiss initiated by her since their reunion. Alison let Emily took the lead on the kiss.
(Some noises came from the window)
Both girls stopped the kissing and approached the window.
Emily.- "It seems that it was only the air which moved the tree's branch"
Alison responded with a little of doubt in her words "Yeah, it seems like it"
(A phone ringing)
Emily.- "Mom, how are you?!"
Pam.- "Hey darling, I'm ok, and you?"
Emily.- "I'm ok, at what time are you coming back?"
Pam.- "Well, that's why I'm calling you at this hour, your uncle, he broke his leg playing football, you would think that a man of his age should know better how to take care of his own body but uff, your uncle seems that he never grow up (both mother and daughter smiled), I will stay a little longer here to take care of him, I'm sure that if I left him alone, he will probably broke another bone of his body (more smiles from both of them)… I'm so sorry honey, if you want, I can call Hanna's mom and ask her to keep an eye on you"
Emily said more happily of what she should.- "Don't worry mom, I will be fine (She approached Alison and took her hand) I will ask to my 'favorite blonde' to stay here with me since you're there"
Pam.- "Oh yes darling, ask Hanna to keep you company, you can ask your friends to do sleepovers, … just don't do any inappropriate with Paige since you're alone in the house"
Emily blushed under the warning of her mother and reply immediately.- "Don't worry mom, I promise you that Paige will not put a foot in the house" (She said it to her mother but she was definitely making that statement for Alison)
Pam.- "Ok darling, take care of you ok, I will be calling you to check on you, I love you…"
Emily.- "I love you Mom, bye…"
Emily hung up and she was smiling.
Alison.- "Why so happy Em?"
Emily looked up to Alison with a big smile.- "Well, 'cause now, you can stay more time with me"
Alison looked a little disappointed for a moment and Emily was wondering that perhaps the blonde didn't want it.
Emily.- "What is it with that face?"
Alison.- "Well, I love the idea to live with you under the same roof… but I'm a little disappointed that your mom will no taste my lasagna…(Emily burst into peals of laughter)… It's not funny Em, I was looking forwards to make some points with your Mom…"
Emily approached the blonde and hugger from the waist.- "You don't need to do that, she loved you and I'm sure that when she will found out that you're alive, she will be very happy like I'm" (Alison smiled, Emily put a kiss in Alison's forehead) Let's go to bed"
Alison.- "Ok"
Both girls cuddled and made little kisses before being deeply asleep.
That same night, in the Police department of Rosewood
A police man approached the detective and gave him an envelop
The detective.- "What is this?"
The police officer.- "I'm not sure, I found it glued in the front door"
The detective opened and started to read:
"Alison Dilaurentis is alive and she's in Rosewood"
