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Note 1: In Italics, the storyteller speaking (moi ^^)

Note 2: This chapter will start immediately after the last part of last chapter

Note 3: To reply some questions, I haven't written the end, there's still too much story on this, it's all I can't say for now ^^; after a lot of drama, happy Emison times ^^

Chapter 34 – All I want

(In the remains of the warehouse)

*** Music background: Running up that hill by Placebo***

Cece waked up and she found herself on the remains of the warehouse that she blew up and where Alison's parents died. She stood up and she saw that Alison was in front of her, there were at least at 3m of distance between each other.

Cece smirked. – "So this is where all ends… fitting…"

Alison. – "I don't think that we've come to the end just yet Cece…"

Cece smirked. – "Well I'm certainly that authorities would disagree once they arrive… they're looking for me, you know?!"

Alison said as she pointing out a gun towards Cece. – "I know…. let them come… you're the murderer here …"

Cece mocked. – "Come on Alison, we both know that you don't have it in you…"

Alison smirked. – "For once, you're right about something Cece… contrary to you, I've never killed anyone… I believe that the people who hurt my family and me deserve to live in agony… Mona, Melissa and Jenna will not pay with their lives but you…" (Her tone became angrier) "You… you're the one exception… for you… death is my only true justice!"

Cece smirked and approached until her chest was touching the gun.

Cece smirked. – "So do it, put the trigger! I've been dead a long time ago Ali… this… this is just a formality… are you ready now to embrace your darkness? To become the monster you were born to become?!" (Mocking smiles)

Alison. – "More than you know…" (She unlocked the gun and charged the gun as she was ready to shoot) "Good-bye Cece!"

Before Alison could shoot, someone else shoot Cece in the head, Cece fell dead on the floor and Alison turned her head and she was surprised to know who was there…

Alison. – "What the hell are you doing! She was mine!"

Noel smirked. – "I'm saving your soul… you have no idea what crossing that line means… no matter how justified… it's over now… that's what really matters…"

Alison confused. – "Why are you here?!"

Noel smirked. – "That bitch forced me to do horrible things… you're not the only one who wanted her dead and…"

Alison. – "And…?!"

Noel. – "And I don't know why but hurting you is the most painful thing that I've ever done…" (A little laugh) "I think that I've feelings for you…"

Alison gulped

Noel smirked. – "Don't worry… you don't need to say anything… I know where your heart is…"

Alison. – "Thank you…"

(Sounds of sirens)

Alison. – "The cops are coming… you should leave… don't worry I will not say that you shoot her…"

Noel. – "What about you?"

Alison. – "I'm staying… they will not found a match with my gun so don't worry, I will be fine…"

Noel. – "I guess, this is the good-bye then…"

Alison. – "I guess it is…"

Noel approached and put a soft kiss in Alison front-head

Noel. – "Be safe Alison DiLaurentis…"

Alison. – "You too Noel…"

Alison stood there and she just saw how Noel disappeared between the shadows.

The cops arrived and Alison gave her declaration, she said that she didn't see who shoot Cece and her results of the ballistic were negatives and the police couldn't accuse her for nothing.

(In Emily's house)

Emily and her friends expending all the night looking for Alison; she was really losing it until Toby informed her that she was ok and giving a declaration since Cece was killed by someone else. When she arrived to the police station, Alison had already left. She just heard by some cops that she didn't kill Cece alias –A so the police let her go. It was very late and she decided to trust on the words of the blonde when she said her earlier that she wasn't going to run away again. She went to her house and to her surprise; someone else was there, waiting for her with a lost and empty look in her face.

Emily was entering into her room when she noticed that someone was in the room. She turned on the lights and found Alison sitting in her bed, the blonde was a mess. Emily approached slowly and sat beside Alison's side.

Emily asked. – "Ali… what are you doing here?"

Alison didn't reply she just put her head on Emily's chest and closed her eyes as she cried in silence; the brunette hugged her tight. They stood like that for a while until they both were in bed in a spoon position in Emily's bed, Emily as the big spoon and Alison giving the back to Emily. But the brunette was keeping a distance between them because thank to her friends, she knew that Alison was suffering with PTSD, Emily wasn't sure how close she could be from the blonde.

*** Music background: I see you by Mika***

Emily asked with a soft voice. – "Can I hug you?"

Alison didn't say a word, she just nodded. Emily approached and put her arms around Alison's body, she took a deep breath on Alison's hair and a tear appeared in Emily's face because the aroma vanilla of the blonde was something that she had deeply missed. Emily's started to put soft kisses on Alison's head and Alison's breathe changed, it was agitated and she struggled to keep her eyes closed and don't turn.

Emily whispered. – "Ali…"

Alison was terrified because she felt afraid to look at the brunette and have the flashes of torture but when Emily rolled her out towards her and cupped her cheeks with her hands, Alison looked Emily's face very close and for the 1st, she saw her, only her, Emily, her mermaid and not those flashes; the blonde smiled.

Emily gulped. – "Ali…?!"

Alison caresses Emily's face and said with a smile and tears. – "I see you… I'm finally seeing you… only you…"

Emily showed a confused look but her questions dropped from her head when Alison kissed her, they made out and it started to become very passionate, there was a feeling of despair of contact from the two girls; Alison rolled herself on top of the brunette and ran her hand under the pants of the brunette and started rubbing Emily's clit; the brunette left out a big moan and tilted her head back under the touch of the blonde; Alison used her free hand to grab Emily's hand and intertwine their fingers, she put their hands intertwined above Emily's head as her other hand started to rub the entrance on Emily's private spot; Emily looked up to Alison and her brown eyes became watery-eyes as she saw with how much love Alison was watching her.

Emily said overwhelmed. – "I missed you…"

Alison said with warm eyes. – "Me too…"

Alison kissed her deeply and when their tongues were melting together; Alison penetrated Emily with two fingers; she was pumping Emily's sensitive spot and the brunette moaned with each movement of the blonde inside her, Alison's finger were touching every sensitive part of Emily and the brunette felt in heaven, she was arriving to her climax and she squeezed Alison's hand harder and Alison noticed that she was about to come. Both were breathing hard, Alison rubbed Emily's clit with her thumb as she was sliding her fingers inside the brunette and that made Emily's orgasm more intense. The brunette arrived to her climax and her chest rose and fell with rapid breaths as all her body was shaking of pleasure. Alison continued to pumping her slowly and kissing her with tongue. Both were sweating more than usual as they were with their clothes on.

Emily whispered. – "You're sweating…"

Alison whispered on Emily's lips. – "You too…"

Both chucked, and they continued kissing deeply for a while until they felt sleep with their clothes on, Alison cuddled on Emily and for the 1st time in a while, Alison could have a quiet and comfortable nap in the arms of her mermaid.

The next morning, Alison waked up very earlier, she tried to don't wake up the brunette but when she got out of bed, Emily opened her eyes, Emily sat in her bed and she said to Alison who was walking towards the door.

Emily. – "Are you leaving?"

Alison turned towards the brunette and said. – "Sorry, I didn't want to wake you…"

Emily. – "It's ok… mmm… where are you going so earlier?"

Alison. – "I need to start the preparations for my mom funeral…"

Emily. – "Can I help?"

Alison. – "Thanks but I can't handle it…"

Emily nodded and bit her lip, they stood in silence for one minutes and Alison noticed that Emily was a little down by her response.

Alison. – "Ah… mmm… can … can… can you come to the funeral with me? I will prepare everything to do it today so… can you be there?"

Emily looked up and said with a soft voice. – "Off course…"

Alison nodded. – "Ok… ok… thanks… I… I should be going now…"

Alison turned towards the door and she was under the frame of the door's room when Emily asked.

Emily said with a shaky voice. – "Was only sex for you?"

Alison turned towards Emily and looked at her with a confused look.

Emily. – "I mean… last night… what happen between us… I would like to know if… if it was just sex for you…"

Emily looked down and bit her lip as she was scared to find out what would be response of the blonde; for her surprise Alison sat beside her in bed and grabbed her hand, Emily looked up to the blonde who was rubbing Emily's hand with her thumb; Alison steady eye contact with the brunette in silence for some seconds, as one of her hands was caressing Emily's hand, she put her other hand on Emily's cheek and Emily rubbed herself in Alison's hand which was in her cheek.

Alison chucked. – "When I'm with you, it's never only sex… for me; it's making love Emily… last night… I made love to you… because I love you…"

A tear appeared in Emily's cheek and Alison approached and kissed her in the lips; it was a soft kiss which expressed a lot of love. After the kiss, they leaned their front-head together with the eyes closed in silence until Emily started to talk.

Emily. – "I love you and you love me… so where that lets us?"

Alison opened her eyes and said with honesty. – "I don't know…"

They looked to each other with warm eyes.

Emily. – "I want to be with you… I want us together… can we…?"

Emily didn't finish her question since the blonde interrupt her.

Alison. – "Emily… can we have this conversation later? I don't want to be rude with you or hurt your feelings but right now I need to bury my mom…"

Emily. – "Yeah… I understand… maybe after the funeral, we can talk?"

Alison nodded, she kissed Emily's lips and left.

(In the jewelry shop of the mall)

The girls (Spencer, Aria and Hanna) were in the jewelry were Hanna saw Alison the other day, Aria was looking to the rings of the shop as she was the only one between the 3 of them who saw the ring.

Spencer. – "Have you found it?"

Aria. – "No…"

Hanna huffed. – "At this rate, it will take us forever…"

Hanna rolled her eyes and called to the vendor.

Vendor. – "Yes… have you decided what you want?"

Hanna. – "Hi, the other day, a blonde not as hot as me but a nice blonde, came here to return a ring; and these two want to buy that ring"

The two brunettes raised their eyebrow to Hanna.

Hanna shrug her shoulders and said – "What?! You're the two who screwed more the situation… you should pay for it…"

The girls were looking each other with smirks as the vendor cleared his throat to call their attention. They turned to look at him.

Vendor. – "I'm sorry but I don't have that ring…"

Hanna. – "What?! Did you sell it already?! Give us the name of the bitch who buy it!"

Spencer. – "Hanna!" (She approached to the vendor and said to him) "Please excuse my friend and her manners; what Hanna wanted to say was that we really need that ring back and we appreciate if you can give us any information of the buyer…"

The three approached and made puppy eyes to the vendor as they said "Please…"

Vendor chucked. – "The other day, a young blonde lady with blue eyes came, yes she bought a ring here and she brought it with her but I guess that in the end she got a change of heart and she left with the ring…"

Aria. – "So are you saying that she didn't return the ring?"

Vendor shook her head and said. – "No, she didn't return the ring…"

The girls smiled under the confession of the vendor; the vendor looked to Hanna and asked her.

Vendor. – "By any chance, are you her girlfriend? Is that why you came her?"

Hanna smirked. – "Me?! Girlfriend of Alison?! Ha! She's not so lucky!"

Spencer playfully hit Hanna in the back of her head.

Hanna. – "Hey! That hurt!"

Spencer glanced to her and they said their good-byes and left the shop.

(In the Brew)

Emily was sitting in the brew as she didn't work that day, she was biting her lip as she was texting to the blonde.

Emily SMS: "Hi, Have you already eaten?"

Emily started to play with her fingers waiting for a reply; it didn't take long to the blonde to reply.

Alison SMS: "No"

Emily bit her lip and started to type back.

Emily SMS: "I'm in the brew, you want to join me? … Or if you prefer I can take-away food for you… and I can deliver it to you…"

Emily was biting her lip waiting for an answer when the other girls approached to her.

Hanna. – "Em…? Can we join you?"

As Emily was sitting in the brew, Alison was very close to the place looking for a wreath for her mother, she saw from the distance Emily when she received her invitation to eat together, she was walking towards the brew but she stopped when she noticed that Emily was with the other girls.

Emily was looking to the girls when she received a text, when she heard the ring on her phone she was with a big smile but her smile dropped from her face when she read the text.

Alison SMS: "Thank you for the offer but I'm not hungry"

Emily pouts and stopped smiling.

Aria. – "Is everything ok Em?"

Emily looked up and nodded. – "Yeah… sure you can sit…"

They ordered food and there was an awkward silence between them.

Hanna. – "So –A is dead…"

Emily nodded. – "Yeah…"

Aria. – "Does the police know who killed her?"

Emily. – "Not yet…"

Spencer. – "So Ali didn't kill her?"

Emily snapped and raised an eye brown. – "No Spence, Ali didn't kill her!"

Spencer. – "And she didn't see who did it?... It's strange…"

Emily. – "What are you trying to say? That she killed her and hided her tracks?!"

Spencer. – "I'm just saying that it's very suspicious, how is that she was there, how she knew that Cece was going to be there…"

Emily said with anger. – "She didn't kill her Spence! If you don't believe her, ask Toby about the ballistic results!"

Emily stood up and was taking her jacket.

Hanna. – "What are you doing? We just ordered?!"

Emily glanced to Spencer and said. – "I just lost my appetite…"

Emily left and Hanna playfully hit Spencer in the back of her head.

Spencer. – "Hey! That hurt!"

Hanna huffed. – "Well now you know what it feels!" (Sighs) "Jesus, and I'M the one who doesn't have manners! Well done Hastings! At this rate, we will end in their blacklist of contacts!"

Spencer. – "I was just asking… don't you wanna know…? I mean… -A had been a big part of our lives…"

Aria. – "I don't care who kill her, I'm just happy that it's over and for good…"

They girls continued devastating as they waiting for the food.

(In the Cemetery – Mary's Funeral)

Emily arrived to the cemetery and she saw Alison, she approached to her.

Alison chucked. – "Thank you for coming…"

Emily. – "Always…"

Alison smiled and they started to walk towards the grab where Blair and the Priest were waiting for them, they were slowly walking side by side, Emily looked to their hands, she was debating with herself if it was ok to grab Alison's hand, in the end their hands just rubbed against each other, Alison turned towards their hands when she felt the touch and then she looked up to Emily, the brunette blushed and she turned her head in other direction to hide her blush as she bit her lip. Alison noticed it and she chucked; the blonde took a deep breath and grabbed Emily's hand and intertwined their fingers, Emily noticed it and she blushed with a smile.

*** Music background: I Grieve by Peter Gabriel***

They arrived to the grab and the Priest was surprised to only see Alison, Emily and Blair there and no one else.

Alison. – "Father, you can start… there is only us…"

The priest nodded and started the oratory. Alison made the arrangements to put Mary beside her Dad, and she thought that at least they should rest in peace side by side. During all the oratory, Alison didn't stop to grab Emily's hand. Once the oratory finished, the sarcophagi start descending, Alison squeezed Emily's hand and Emily approached putting a soft kiss on Alison's head. The blonde kneel and grabbed a handful of earth and dropped it in the hole where her mom where her mom was resting. At the end just Alison and Emily stood there for a while. Emily didn't know what to say, she just stood there in silence until the blonde started to speak with tears in her cheeks.

Alison. – "So this is what it feels to be an orphan…" (Tears) "What do I do now?! I didn't get the chance to treat her well, to know her well…" (More tears and a sense of anger in her tone as she yelled to the two graves of her parents) "How can you leave me! How can you leave me behind and making me feeling guilty like this?! How can I keep living while feeling sorry to you two?!" (Tears) "What do I do now? How will I live alone?!"

Emily approached and hugged her as she put a soft kiss in her front-head.

Emily. – "You're not alone; you will never be alone… I will always be here for you and you have a lot of people who cares about you... your parents loved you Ali, they still do even if they're not here physically…"

Alison looked up and she said as she was looking to Emily in the eyes.

Alison. – "I don't care about the others… All I want is you Emily… but…"

Emily. – "No buts! All I want is also to be with you!"

Alison said with tears. – "Emily, I don't want to feel this pain… all I love dies… perhaps it's better if…"

Emily didn't let her end her sentence as she grabbed her from the arms and shook her.

Emily. – "Hey! Hey! Hey! Don't you dare to push me away! Let me in! I know that it hurts and you may feel like you want to die but I will be here! I will help you through this! But you have to give me a chance!" (She cupped Alison's cheeks in her hands and said with warm eyes) "Please, let me in…"

Alison nodded and curled into Emily as she was lamenting.

Alison lamented as her head was leaning on Emily's chest. – "It hurts! It hurts! It hurts!"

Emily said with watery-eyes as she putted little kisses on Alison's head. – "I know… let it out Ali… let it all out… I'm here… I will always be here for you…"

Alison. – "You promise?"

Emily. – "I promise"

Next Chapter: CH35 – Show me Love