Song for this chapter is Break the Ice and you can find the link on my profile since I can't add it to the story.


Chapter 6

Break the Ice

Eren tried calming himself as he walked through all the different sections of the hotel in search of the one thing he felt some days like he had been searching his whole life for. He had been there for at least close to an hour and still no sign of his target. What he had found was a massive party spanning the entirety of the small hotel. Music could be heard for almost anywhere in the hotel, but the majority of the fans were in one of the two spin rooms dancing to the music. Having walked through all of the rooms once, He was actually surprised by just how big this whole place was; and with only 100 fans plus staff what he estimated to be close to same number, it only made the venue seem even larger. Taking in his surroundings, He liked the fact at the lights had been turned down to the same level in all the areas throughout the building, giving it the illusion of continuation. Eren found himself in what appeared to be an open lounge in the farthest back area of the hotel. It was a classic lounge setting with intimate pockets of large arm chairs surrounding small tables. Glancing around he found that he was the only one here, and he smiled when he noticed what was in the corner.

Making his way to what looked like to be a bar, he noticed a sign that said "21 and over only. Help yourself. H ;)" You gotta be fucking kidding me. He thought and shook his head at how stupid this all was. Never being anyone to follow the rules, Eren walked behind the bar to pour himself a drink. Looking at the liquor selection, his was quite impressed by finding that it was a fully stocked bar. He then wondered if all the bars he had passed were all the same as this one. Deciding that it was something he would look into later, Eren reached into the cooler and with a smile pulled out the one with his name on it, literally. He was slightly disappointed that all the glasses they had were in fact plastic cups, but he became excited when he noticed the tray of tooters under the bar. Lining up six of them, Eren filled all of them up with the licorice liquor before capping all tight and putting them in his jacket pocket. I want to ever planned this party to be my next party planner. Grabbing a plastic cup, he poured about a good three to four shots worth before putting the solo to his lips and chugged. Eren vaguely muses at how he had come to love the taste of this drink only after it had become running a joke when parting back at home. Putting the glass down he was surprised to see that someone else was now in this room with him.

Even though Levi had agreed to come to the party, he did not feel like being around all the fans, thus why he drank enough with everyone to get him feeling good and buzzed. After which Levi decided he needed a cigarette. Staggeringly, he made his way to where Erwin told him would be the best and quietest place to go burn one, the back lounge. Levi was equally thankful that Erwin (mostly because the man didn't think Levi could make it down the stairs) had mentioned the service elevators since it would be difficult to take the stairs in his inebriated state while wearing the mask. The mask gave them just enough sight to see on stage, but what vision they were left with was less than half of normal. The elevators actually were in that part of the hotel to service the bar for room service. Using that route, he had not encountered any lust crazed fans that he knew were lurking around. As he sat and lit a Dunhill, Levi though about the irony of that statement, and a momentary smirk turned on his lips as he thought about the boy before it with gone an instant later. Taking another long drag on his cig, Levi was surprised to hear a voice say—

"Got an extra?" Eren could not believe his eyes at first when he saw L was in the room. It had stunned him into place actually, which was probably the best thing that could have happened. Because as Eren was fighting with his brain on how to remember to move, L seemed to have not noticed he was in the room when the singer sat to light up. When Eren's eyes met L's face, he felt like his heart would explode with how fast it was betting. Having been a fan for so long, Eren knew that L was not one for hanging out with his fans; therefore, he was so afraid that L would leave now that he was longer alone.

Levi's had not expected the first person he ran it to would be the person he had just stopped thinking about. And he prayed that the brat did not notice the hitch in his breath when his steal blue eyes met green. It was only a momentary slip before his usually nonchalant persona surfaced again. "It will cost you."

Hearing that L was not leaving or telling him to fuck off, Eren relaxed, letting a bright smile clam is lips. "What do you want for it?"

Levi almost gowned when he heard those words come out of those luscious lips. He knew exactly what he wanted, and that was to grab this boy roughly by his brown hair and taste of those tempting lips. If what had happen at the concert was any indication, he knew this boy would not object. But the fact of exactly how much he wanted to know their taste had Levi once again disturbed. He was usually repulsed by the thought of kissing someone he just met because he didn't know if they were clean. Not wanting to touch him but not wanting him to leave, Levi decided to see just how far all of this could go before one of them broke. "You say that as if you are capable of giving me what I want." With his eyes studying the boy's face, he took another drag off his cigarette and was pleased to see this time that it was the boy who was following lips.

Is he flirting with me? Even though L's words were harsh, Eren could feel the playful challenge. Eren sat down on the coffee table directly in front of the singer, leaning back on his hands. Succeeding in getting L's attention, Eren replied, "Well I have never failed to deliver before."

Levi eyes could not help but wonder over the boy's bare chest and abs, before focusing once again on hypnotic emerald eyes. "You've never tired me before."

No, but I would love to. Reaching down in his pocket, Eren pulled out one of the tooters. He bit the cap off with his teeth and spit it to the side. He let his tongue dip into the vile, getting a small taste before his lips sucked around the top. He then tilted his head back and sucked it entirely in his mouth all the way into the back in his throat, letting warm liquid slide down as he swallowed it. He then pushed the empty plastic out of his mouth before tilting his head back down to look at L with a very cocky smile.

Levi watched the boy's bold show never taking his eyes off of him even for a second as he sat back trying to casually continued to enjoy his smoke. The sight caused a heat roll over his body. He was very impressed with the boy for more than the simple action. It wasn't just the act in itself that had his heart clamoring. It was because of the confidently calm, skilled way the green eyed beauty had executed the insinuation. And confidence was something he would always find attractive.

Every other fan when meeting met Levi was too star struck to even form a coherent sentence. But here was someone sitting in front of him who not only could speak to him but also was in such control of himself had Levi wondering if this boy was actually a real fan. Pondering this, Levi felt an emotion he was not use of feeling, disappointment. And once more his mind screamed, RUN! But Levi never ran away from anything or anyone, much less this random, maybe fan. Now slightly irritated about the questionability of fan status, Levi decided to test the boy. "So was tonight the first time to one of my concerts?"

Eren had decided the smart thing to do was not to bring up anything about the band to L, figuring that ravenette would be annoyed by such talks. Therefore he became excited when his obsession did. Starting to feel more nervous that he had the whole night, Eren silently prayed he could keep his voice steady. "No, I have been to a few others before."

Levi let this little piece of information swirl around his hazy head. The thought didn't make it far before his attention was brought to his finished butt in between his fingers. Taking his eyes off the boy for the first time since he sat down, Levi searched for an ashtray to throw the cottoned end. He might have been drunk enough to let his ashes fall to the marble floor as someone exceptionally distracted him, but he was not drunk enough just to throw this there as well.

Not being nearly as buzzed as he would like, Eren understood what captured L's attention. Wanting to get the singer to pay attention to him as soon as possible, Eren picked up the empty tooter he had placed by his side, leaned forward, and extended his arm towards the singer. "Here you can put it in this."

Levi looked back at his sexy fan and surprised to find him much closer. Levi got lost in a sea of green before he noticed the object being offered to him. Sitting up, Levi placed the small white cylinder into the tiny hole. Gesturing to the tube, "Got any more of those?"

"Got any more of those?" Eren asked as he shook the spent cig in the tube.

Levi raised one eyebrow at the witty response, before he let a smirk slide across his lips. "Well played." So he's not just a pretty face with a hot body. Levi was becoming more attracted to the boy after each instance. Letting his eyes openly wonder the brunette's body, he wondered what flaws this boy might be hiding because no one was ever perfect, and more pointedly, no one was ever perfect for him. Levi mentally slapped himself before his thoughts could even begin to wonder farther in a direction it should not be going. Gazing up at the boy's face, he noticed that a blush on this cheeks that had not been there before. FUCK.

Eren could not control the excitement of pride at L's recognition. But after a few moments he became self-conscience by the fact that it had only took two words by the man to make him feel this way. Even though Eren could not see L's eyes he could feel them on him, wandering over his body. Eren noticed his cheeks warm and became even more embarrassed for being embarrassed in front of his idol. When L's head moved back up seeming to meet his gaze, Eren turned his head down to the side and bit his bottom lip before almost instantly looking back at the singer as he let his lip roll away from his teeth. Wanting to take the singer's attention away from his face, Eren reached into his pocket and pulled out four vials of Liquor.

Glad that his eyes were covered, Levi stared intensely at the boy's mouth and wished it was his teeth sucking on those lickably luscious lips. The thought of how the boy would moan in his mouth as he tasted and teased the delicate flesh sent a pulsating heat through his groin and caused his tight pants to become tighter. Levi watched the boy's movements like a lion watches it pray, waiting for the perfect moment to attack his meal. He was about to pounce, when he noticed what the boy now had in his hands. He pondered what was actually in those little pink vials, but assumed it to be alcohol since they were in a bar-but one could never be sure. Not wanting to ruin his rock star image, Levi didn't bother to ask what was in them as his fan offered him two of them. Since it seemed that he and this brat was going tit-for-tat, Levi did not want to be out done before he was undone. He took both of them in one hand, and mimicking the others earlier display, bit both of the caps off before spitting them to the side, his eyes still intently on the boy. He circled his lips around the two and tilted his head back to suck both vials all the way in his mouth, where they fought for space in the back of this throat. The hard, ungiving plastic was uncomfortable but nothing he could not handle. He was thankful he did have a gag reflex as the warm liquid made it was down.

Eren stared at the raven with undivided desire as he followed L's actions, watching in rampant, sending a tingling desire to settle in hardness, and he openly gulped at the sexual sight. Eren knew he was good. But shit, even he couldn't do that! A shiver shook his body as he imagined being totally wracked by such skillful talent. Eren suddenly felt extremely thirsty, and this time he didn't even attempted to put on a show as he opened both tooters and quickly drank them down.

Even though every one of L's actions screamed 'I want to fuck you', he was hesitant to make the first move: he didn't want to be just another sex crazed fan. But as his body began to pain in need, he question if it really mattered anymore. It would be very unlikely for L to give this encounter a second thought after it was over. This thought sadden him, but he know it was true—stars did not have relationships with their fans—and it was equally unlikely that he would ever get a chance to be this close to the sensuously sexy singer again.

Levi lazily dragged the empty hard plastic from his mouth. "Mmmmm, So good."

I bet you are. "So you like having Jäger slide down your throat?"

"It's my favorite. I could drink it all night," Levi said as he lazily licked his lips.

Eren now had a grin from ear to ear as he further played the inside joke. "So you enjoy the taste of Jäger in your mouth?"

"Every chance I get."

Eren's eyes danced in delight. "I'll pray to every god I can think of that that's true." Even though Eren knew L was talking about the drink, he would use that line over and over in his head when he would be alone and thinking about the singer. He only hoped that this would not be the last of memories he would use to sate his body on his own.

Levi made a questioning face, wondering what he had missed. And if examining the brat's cryptic words, it had to be something big. Levi peered at the boy confusion, studying his face for a clue of what fan meant. What he found was a small bead of brown liquid that had slipped from the boy's mouth and hung close to his lips. A greed that said he must possess that one drop hit Levi like a wall, with the only method of getting over it was to acquire that drop. Raising one foot up on the seat of the chair, spreading his thighs apart, Levi gracefully lifted his hand and curled his ringed index finger in a fetching motion.

Eren's heart flashed like a strobe as he watched L calling him forward. Not believing he legs would be able to make the mere three steps without collapsing, Eren slid off his perch onto his knees and crawled his way to the waiting singer. When he finally made it, his head was spinning from his raging heart beat with the lack of oxygen his body refused to pull into his lungs. Staying on his knees, he brought his hands to rest on the arms of the chair as his pushed his body in between L's inviting thighs. But he dare not move any closer, not trusting what he might do if he did.

As the boy crawled across the floor, a feral growl rumbled in Levi's throat as all hesitation was driven from his mind, his eyes dilating as he zeroed in on his pray. Levi's length was painfully pulsing with desire by the time this enchanting creature slipped up on him. He moved instantly and grabbed his pray roughly by smooth brown locks, painfully pulling the fan's head back causing the boy to whimper. He could now feel the boy trembling under his touch, and it pleased him greatly. Clinching hair even tighter, Levi leaned up to the boy's mouth, and he could feel the panting, hot breath fall on his face. Then very slowly, Levi lapped the fallen droplet on the outside of the boy's lips.

Eren shook violently trying to control himself as L's warm, wet tongue licked the side of his mouth, causing him to harden instantly. He was most definitely harder than he had ever been in his life. Without warning, images familiar to those he dreamed about overloaded his system with an intensity he had never felt before, and he had to grip the chair in desperate need of support lest he pass out. He was hazily aware that he was now in L's strong arms, his head resting against a naked shoulder as the singer held him up.

An intense urgency of protection shot through Levi, and before he knew it, he had desperately latched onto the boy, cradling the brunette safely with his body. And whispering wave of contentment washed over him as the others weight slacked over him. As clarity surfaced, Levi was aware that he was panting as if he had run ten miles, and his heart believed the same thing as it pounded uncontrollably. This bizarre reaction should have scared Levi, being one of the most illogical things he had ever experienced; but strangely, it didn't. Very, ever so gently, he caressed the boy's chin as he pulled a heavy head up to his face. The variability in the boy's eyes demanded that Levi unrestrainingly claim the boy's lips. So he did, and a famished moan escaped him as he drank up everything this body had to offer.

Eren had felt like he was awaking from a euphoric slumber as he was coaxed back to the present by a fervent kiss. He replied to the demanding kiss with zeal: opening his mouth, he thrust his tongue in to L's half parted lips. Aware but still totally lost, he brought a hand up to L's neck, curling his fingers around the naked nape.

The soul crying need for the person in his arms incited flashes of visions Levi long wished could be forgotten, frantically compelling him to do the exact opposite of what his body so craved, driving the boy back. It was Levi's turn to tremble; although, he was not shaking from need but with horror. And he cursed under his breath, "What the fuck!"

The moment after his fingers caressed the soft skin, Eren found himself being thrown forcefully off of L with the singer's fingers digging bruisingly into his biceps. The completely frazzled sight of L confused Eren greatly, but he was too afraid to verbally question the look.

MOTHER FUCK'N WHY!? Why does this have to fucking happen NOW!? It had been over a year and a half since Levi had one. These images were something that he had long suffered from. And always there was blood, lots and lots of blood, compounded by the feeling to an absolute terror. Though most of the time this visions usually came in the form of night terrors when he was alone in his bed, but on the extremely rare occasion, he would be sighted with an episode during his waking hours. Those would always affect him more, mostly because there were other people around which made it harder for him to cope. But he had never had one while he was embracing another. Pushing a trembling hand through his hair, he noticed that the boy was looking at him with worry. SHIT! He probably thinks I'm crazy. Trying to play it off like it was something else and not being a big deal, even though it most definitely was, he said the only thing his mind could think of. "Look I know you might not believe me but...but that was the first time I have ever kissed a fan. I guess I'm just shocked by my own behavior." As the truth fell out of his mouth, he wondered why he felt comfortable with telling a perfect stranger something so personal. And more importantly why did he even care to give an explanation? He didn't know, but it just felt right. He reached a hand out and softly brushed the back of his hand down the boy's tense face. "I didn't hurt you did I?"

Out of all the things Eren could ever imagine L saying, that was not one of them. This whole night was just getting more unbelievable by the minute. He thought the singer was rejection the intimate gesture, but the gentleness in L's touch pushed any doubt Eren could have from his mind. And it made him also wonder if this too was something else the singer had never done with a fan. Finally for the first time tonight, Eren was left speechless. All he could do was quietly shake his head "no". As L's hand left his face, Eren sat back on his legs, wondering what next.

Levi knew he was one step away from a panic attack. He needed something to calm his nerves, but his Xanax was in his room. Furthermore, he knew better to take it while drinking; leaving the only option he had left was to drink some more. He knew this would work. Although, he didn't really like to this option; he had done it way too many times before during his darker days. He was practically sober now after the adrenalin rush. He knew he had drinks in his room, but bring the boy there at this time would be a bad idea. He needed something strong NOW! And after that he needed to find Hanji. Strangely, she always had to way to help him calm back down when this happened. Falling back into the large chair, Levi huffed, "Need a strong drink. Know where to find one?" He knew that there were open bars somewhere in the hotel, he just didn't know where since this was the first place he came to.

Eren thought it funny that he would ask this since they were in a bar, but then thought it might be because he could not see it with the mask. How the hell does he see to walk around? Starting to feel more like his smart aleck self, "I think I can find you something. What do you like?"

"You sound like you're a bartender."

"I have been known to mix a drink or two in my day"

"'Your day'? Just how old are you kid? No. Better yet, I don't want to know." Levi knew that the boy was at least 18. But what he didn't want to find out was that this fan was 'only' 18. And right now he didn't want to think about what that might mean, because along the way sex became another method he developed to cope with his shit. Therefore, the plan for tonight was getting drunk and getting laid. So basically this little hiccup did not really change his plans much, except both were now 100% defiantly happening.

Not being able to miss this chance to bring back the previous mood. "I'm old enough where it counts," Eren said suggestively wiggling his eyebrows.

Levi threw a sideways glance at boy. Brat. But he was glad that the atmosphere was taking a turn in a better direction. "I might hold you to that. So what can you do?" Levi watch the boy's face perk up then added, "drinks I mean. Don't get ahead of yourself brat."

"Can I get a 'head' of you?"

Presumptuous little fucker. Levi would be lying if he said he didn't find this kid amusing instead of annoying like most punks that age. And he found himself actually relaxing from his playful banter. "So can you help me get a drink, or is the only thing you're good at is running your mouth?"

"I can do it all," emphasizing the 'all' part. Standing up, he extended his hand to L. After a few seconds of L not taking his hand, "I figured it might be hard to see with that on. Can't have you falling and hurting yourself before the fun begins." Eren suspected that L could walk around on his own just fine most of the time. In truth, he had said it as an excuse to be able to touch the singer again.

Levi considered his options for a while. He came to the conclusion that it might be best to accept the boy's hand now, when he was still sober, rather than to wait until he needed to hold on to the boy, after he was too drunk to walk. Reaching a hand out, he was surprised by strength the kid had forcefully jerked him up with. It caused him to be slammed hard against the larger frame, and for a half second, he was annoyed that the boy was taller than him even when he had his lifts.

When L's body slammed up on him, Eren put his other arm around the ravenette to stop both of them from falling over, with his hand 'accidentally' holding on to a firm ass. He was taken back with how small the singer felt in his arms. Though L was muscular, the singer had such slender hips and waist. Eren was also amused by exactly how much shorter than him the singer was, thinking it was adorable—though he would never say it out loud. After they had found stable ground, L gazed up at him and Eren's breath hitched, when he found their faces only centimeters apart. It felt like this distance was begging to become smaller, but Eren resisted with every muscle in his body.

Levi found himself lost peering up at the boy, and even if he could not see all of him, he was aware of how close they were by the heavy hot breath he felt on his face. When the brat squeezed one of his tight ass cheeks, it took everything in his power not to moan and buck up against that lithe body as he earlier desires were starting to reawaken. After what seemed like minutes but had actually on been seconds, the boy stepped back, releasing his hold on the singer's body; and Levi felt as though he had just lost something important. It's just because you want to put a dick up his ass, he argued with himself.

Eren still held on to L's hand, and he pulled the nearly blind singer with him and walked to the bar in the back of the room. When they got in front of the bar stools, Eren questioned the level of L's seeing abilities. It was a question he had wanted to know for almost as long as he had been a fan, but that too was something the band never spoke of. Hoping he might finally get a few more pieces to this puzzle, "Can you see the stool in front of you?"

Ok so maybe he had problems seeing the whole chair, but he was use of seeing by touch. However, when his hands meet the chair, he cursed under his breath. The fucking stool had to be the really high kind, and it reached him just above the waist. Why did his height always become an issue at the worst fucking times? "Not really. It's at an angle that I can't see through the mask."

"How about I give you a hand getting up?"

Brat.

"Turn around and face me." Eren instructed.

Levi turned around slowly not sure what to expect. Least of all the pleasurable tingle bathing his body from the way the boy's body heat glaze over his bare skin. Though before his body had time to react, taller male grabbed onto the back of Levi's thighs and hoisted him up. Levi naturally threw his arms around the boy's neck and his legs around the boy's waist to keep from falling.

Eren lips spread with a smile as his idol clung desperately to him. He had never dreamed in his life that this man could be so fucking cute. Eren noticed that even though L was slender, he actually weighed a lot more than what he looked. As L's naked chest slide against his body, Eren felt the hardness of L's body, realizing that this man must be completely made of muscle. And his mind could not help but to think just how hard other parts of the singer would be later. Eren's hands started to sweep up L's thighs until both hands were gripping on to taut cheeks.

Levi was pulled back to his senses when this crazy brat groped his ass. Does this kid have a death wish? "Oi, kid you must have balls of steal. What the fuck do you think you're doing grabbing me up like this?"

Trying to sound as innocent as possible even though he was not even on the same time zone, "I was just trying to help you up on the stool of course. This is the easiest way to do it since the chair is so tall. Just want to make sure you didn't fall off and hurt yourself" his hands gripped tighter as he took a few small steps to the stool and lifted L's butt over the seat. As Eren put the short man down, Eren's body slumped over the chair with the singer's. Eren then reluctantly moved his hands away from the world's most perfect ass and moved them up the singer's back, allowing for his fingers to linger as long as possible.

Levi leaned back from the brunette but keep his arms and legs wrapped around the tan body. The lights were darker in the back at the bar so he was having problems with seeing the brat's face. The feeling of not being able to see the owner of the hot strong body he was wrapped around sent a zing of arousal through him that Levi was not expecting. And quickly one of his hands pushed up to thug at brown locks. "Listen you little shit. I'm going to be crystal clear. I really hate when someone can't control there impulses and rushes head on into shit before it is time. So calm the fuck down before this all gets fucked up." Though he said those words out loud, he was really saying them to himself. And it was his last stich effort to get himself back in control. This behavior was unnerving because he was always in control. No matter who his partners were, Levi was always the one in control of the situation, pitching or receiving. Though he could count on one hand the number of times he had been on the receiving in, and even so, he was still the one holding all the power and control over both them and himself. But introspection was the last thing Levi wanted or needed at this moment. Unwrapping his legs and arms from the boy, "Now impress me with your cocktailogy skills. And we'll see who can hold their liquor better."


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