Now before i tell you guys of what going to happen to me and jason i have to confess.
I already told you about me but not of my past.
and how i know jason and her mother would be killers.
Well its all started in New Jersey when i born on October 31,the year of halloween scare fright.
My parents were nice people,my mom name Matilda with black hair,blue eyes my dad name Alex with red hair,they are late twenties both caucasien with blues eyes too.
Living a normal house we didn't have a lot of money but it was enough to live a good life.
Mom like to sing song especially when she give me lullaby to sleep,dad like reading mistery book every ones of while.
He read it to me about how to be smart person solving crime and catch the culprit before they escape from what they done.
I was so happy they love me and i love them with all my heart.
But then when i was 5 year old it happen, i woke up at night by a sound of breaking smashing stuff.
My mom came to my room tell me we have to go and get out of the house,i was started to get scare when i hear my dad scream when we got out of my room i saw him.
The man that my dad is fighting,he was stabbing him so much there were blood but my dad punch
him hard that he fell on the floor and before he got up,dad jump on his back holding his neck try to choke him.
My dad look at me and mom he didn't say anything but my mom understood she took me to they room.
and opening a secret safe room he build in the house in case something like this happen.
I was nervios and scare but my mom turn me around say sweetie i know you scare but i need you to go inside and lock the door,no matter what happen dont open it.
i told her please dont go,i can tell she didnt wanna go but she have to go back to save her husban but then we notice that there no soung of struggle absolute nothing.
She told me that your the most wonderfull thing that ever happen to us,thank the god that you are my child and no matter what happen even if you become good or bad,your father and i are proud to call you our son.
i love you asriel mommy love you very much,she push me in the safe room before she close the door i told her i love you mom,she look at me with tear in her eyes with a sad smile she close the door and i lock it like she told me.
She turn around grab a broom stick broke in half so she can at least have a fighting changes she went out of the room.
I hear struggling againg it's was louder this time,the sound of the man scream in pain,i though at first that my mom is winning,i was getting hopefull.
But it was false hope,the fight got intense that i started to hear something hitting the wall over and over againg.
Then i hear the scream of pain but it was my mom,i saw her falling face first on the floor head to waist she got bruises and cut on her,she turn her head to look were i was and she give me one last lovely smile before she got pull into the darkness.
There were stabbing againg less this time because some how even i hear how many time the man did it,first it's was 1 to 3 to 5 and finally 7.
The man no the killer want into the room holding my mom head in his hand and the other a bloody knife,i can see blood coming out of her neck.
He let go of her head and began to look around the room,then he slowing turn his head to the wall.
The wall were i'm hidding.
How did he know i was here,he start slowing walking to the wall.
I was absolute frozen of fear he gonna break the door and kill me,he stop mere inches to the wall he sat down and stare at me it's like he literally staring at my eyes when the door is in front of him.
He did nothing he didn't say anything he just stare at me.
I don't know how long we stare or why he doing nothing,i can't describe what he look like in the darkness but i see one thing his eyes.
they were color brow his eyes set chills on my spine it's souless,empty,emotioness but the most disturbe bizarre the most.
It look humane,the most humane eyes i ever see like what he did was normal thing to do.
He got up walk away and leave the room,his foot step getting lower and lower until it's was license.
He gone but i stay in the room i didn't want to go out,then i started to cry so much because now my parents are dead.
Now i never gonna hear my mom singing,my dad tell me fairytale mistery book they hugging me full of caring and love forever.
All because of him that killer,that Monster.
The police came saw the body and began checking for evidence,they found were i was dragging me out of the house i saw them putting my parents in a body bag taken me to the police department.
It morning and i didn't sleep at all i still remember everything the scream the blood his eye, the policemens trying to comfort me but i can't.
I can't find comfort about this i want to wake up this nighmare but it not i'm awake and is real.
i hear they put my parents in the coroner office it's were they examine the body of the deceased.
i somehow sneak throught the police office and went downstair.
there i found them my mom dad i started to cry againg,i went closer and now i'm in the middle of them.
i know they dead and won't hear me but i wanted them back,i ask mom dad can you wake up,no responde i wanna hear your sing lullaby mom and dad tell me a story any story.
Nothing.
Please don't leave me i'm scare i don't wanna be alone, please come back.
i was destroy from the inside full of sadness and pain,i don't want to feel those things.
Then one of the worker of this place came back while eating her food that for some weird reason it look like a little bit of brain but when she saw me drop the food and came towart me.
What are you doing here this is no place for children she say.
i didn't even notice she was there i just keep crying.
She then realize what going on what happening, this is the boy of these two victim.
She gave me a hug i got tense but did nothing she say i'm sorry for what happen to you and your loss.
We stay like this until the policemen came searching for me before i left i told her with low voice thank you,she did me a somber smile.
They take me upstairs put me in a room and gentle ask me about how i feel and what i remember.
i remember everything but i didn't feel like talking but hours later i tell them what happen.
The only thing they got was that the killer is 6 feet tall and has brow eyes.
They trying find a guardian but i got no one,my mom and dad parents died in a plane blow up in mid flight,it's was on the news.
I even remember the plane number 180.
So they didn't have a choice but to put me a orphanage.
They were some nice people but didn't want to be here i want to go home.
i couldn't eat drink or sleep a lot because he always show up in my nightmare,i scream almost everynight.
the adults were have it with me so they sent me mental hospital for therapist,for 2 year later there were progress of my healt mental mind.
I started to eat agan still have nighmare but not a lot,talking little not much and this time and even made two friend.
i was walking throught the hall when i see her reading a fairytale book call Alice in wonderland she saying it the story to her white plushie cat.
She has short black hair,pale skin and green eyes.
we share the same common reading book she like fairytale and i like mistery.
We both don't talk a lot even to the adults but at least we not hostile to each other not like the patiens in here.
I don't know why but i feel comfort when i'm around her,we even play 20 question.
i found out she came from london,want to be a maid one day and like color light blue.
i told her i'm from New Jersey,i like animal and i love chocolate.
She wanted to ask the final question but she know it will be personal and didn't want to upset me.
But as they said curiosity kill,well you guys know.
She ask me why you here,i never like to talk about it to everyone but with her i feel i can tell her.
I told her everything of what happen to me,she notice my expresión of pain and sorrow,so she told me why she here.
Her family died in the burning house she can't remember the detail but she think it was her fault so that why she here.
I feel more sad we both lost family so i did what my parents taught me i hug her i didn't say anything she didn't even trying to separate she hug me back.
The i hear it's time for my therapist so i leave and say see you later Alice and she say see you too and thank you asriel.
I turn back to walking i notice someone is looking behind me,i turn i only see alice reading the book to the plushie so i keep walking to go the room for my therapist.
But the two kids didn't realize that the plushie cat was the one who looking at me with a smile.
A Wicked Chesire smile.
The other one he a teenagers name michael,he here because of trauma of his brother dead.
Not only that but his sister is missing or presume dead and his mother commitee suicide.
we hang out,he tell me some fun time story (as he say) and listening rock and roll music.
When one of crazy patien start to go crazy,he protecting from it like a big brother protec his little sibling,he made me feel safe in this place.
Then 1 year later it's become bad to worst.
michael disappear one day doctor security couldn't find him but he leave a note for me and say.
hey asriel sorry but i have to go and fix the mistake i made,to atone to my sins one day we see each other that a promises.
I know you look at me like a strong brave hero but im no hero,im a failer.
i go looking for one person that might help,i wont forgive him but i need help, its would be easy to find his partner but i dont know where he is.
But i want you to do something for me i want you to be strong brave,this mental hospital is not safe.
i believe you can do it,i know you can and i hope you can forgive me one day.
Thanks for hanging out with me and everything, goodbye for now.
Your cool radical friend.
Michael A.
i cry when reading his letter,i dont know who this person he talking about but i hope Micheal be ok and find some peace.
Alice was there to comfort me and told me she be here for me.
but 2 month later its happen,i found out that alice was gonna move out and return to london.
I was devastate to hear the news i didn't want her to go,she didn't want to leave alone.
i run to and hugging her saying dont go please,she hug me back holdings each other but the security seperated us,put her in the car i yell at alice.
Turn to her head to hear me say, this is not goodbye i find you i swear.
she was crying and yelling asriel please find me and save me while the car drive away.
I was alone againg no one to comfort or protect me from this place.
One day they started using new way to help patiens electroshock therapy it's call
It's was one of the doctor that came up the ideal.
His name was Dr.Herman Carter.
He torture and use unethical experimentation on us everyday.
He and the other doctor say is for helping us but is not it's inhumane what they doing.
one by one chose a patient take them to a room and hear scream of pain suffering.
And now it's my turn i didn't want to but they're dragging me to the room they're put device some part on my body and a helmet on my head.
Then Dr.Herman activade the device and it's was agonizing pain all over my body.
I beg them to stop but they didn't listen all they want result.
Dr.Herman started to crack up to level max,i scream at the top of my lungs.
Dr.Herman turn off the machine went to see me,my head was down and unresponde.
Hmm another faile one bring the next subjet Dr.Herman say and before he leave he feel something touch his arm when turn his head it was me holding his arm with one hand.
He surprise that i still awake after all of this he say i'm impress little one you still with us perhabs we can do againg so let go of my arm.
I didn't do as he say,i didn't even say a word.
I say let go now Dr.Herman say trying to pull his arm but it didn't work im still holding on to it.
Then i raise up my head look to Dr.Herman,he look at me with anger but turn to shock,intrige and the first time in his career a patient give him something he will never forget.
Fear.
Then everything went to complete darkness.
AUTHOR NOTES:there gonna be a second part of this story,then we be right back with asriel and jason so please be patient,that right i put 3 character in this universe Alice (from madness return) Dr.Herman Carter (The Doctor from dead by daylight) and Michael Afton(from FNAF) but we wont see alice michael for a long while,im still new doing fanfic but i will trying my best for you guys if you like im glad and if you dont like it im ok with that(hope you got references for a certaint character and easter eggs)
Take care god bless all of you:
