James's POV:

"No way! Jo, I am not letting you have my notebook." I said walking out of my first period with Jo, who is the only person besides Kendall who treats me like a human being.

" Come on, just let me see it. "She said pleading almost getting it out of my grasp. "No, just leave it be, please." I said pulling closer to me. " James, it's just a notebook. What is the big deal?" See that is it, it isn't just a book it is much more. " Jo, this notebook contains things, things about me that you wouldn't understand. You should probably get to class." I said while looking at the clock that was hanging on the wall. " Ugh, fine but I will see you later." She said smiling. " Bye." I said turning and walking towards my next class. " Hey James!" I heard someone yell from behind me. I turned and saw Carlos, " Uh Carlos, what are you doing?" I said shyly turning to face him. " OH right! Kendall wanted me to give you this." He said reaching his his back pocket pulling out a note and giving it to me. " He didn't say what was in it just to give it to you." He said smiling. " uh thanks. Bye." I said looking away and walking away. Oh God, maybe I shouldn't have backed out so fast. I hope he doesn't think I am some coward. Oh God, what if he tells Kendall. What will Kendall think? Probably that since I am too scared to talk to his friends I probably should hang out with him and he will probably leave me and start treating me like the others. Like some worthless, no good, piece of trash that no one cares about. I look down at the note, I wonder why he wanted to write me a note. I walked into the classroom and sat down, unfolding the paper and started scanning over the page,

Jamie,

Meet me before lunch outside the cafeteria doors.

Kenny

I wonder what he wants to talk about, hopefully it isn't something bad. Oh well I guess I will find out then. "Alright, class let's get started. Can anyone tell me anything about the constitutional rights that our founding father's have given to us?" Said Ms. Collins ,our Government teacher and a boring one at that. Plus she thinks since she is so "well educated" she can practically use every large word in the dictionary instead of a shorter word with the same meaning, like 'a lot' for example she claims to hate the word 'a lot' for some unknown reason. Anyway I pulled out my personally book, I guess you can call it a journal but whatever, I need something better to do.

~~Time skip~~

Finally lunch! Now I can finally see what Kendall wanted. I walked towards the cafeteria heading straight for the doors when I see Kendall surround by the Three Little Bitches. Great, what is the use of talking to him now when there are over there probably telling him some horrible made up story of me so they could hurt me. I sighed as I just walked straight pass them hopefully unnoticed. I was soon mistaken when I heard Kendall call after me. I turned around, " Hey, why didn't you stop?" He asked. " I saw you were busy with those girls." I said rolling my eyes. " Oh, those girl? Please, they are just a bunch of stupid gossiping whores." I looked at him. " So they didn't say anything about me?" I asked scared of what the outcome was. " No, plus I wouldn't listen, I hate people who talk about other people anyway." I smiled, wow I guess Kendall is ten times better than I thought he was. Who knew someone was so perfect, I guess I finally found the perfect guy for me.