I'm Megan I'm 21 years old I started karate when I was 20 and when I was 21 I ended up in something on usual that I didn't think about until I realized it was too late. I remember when I was learning karate the whole time that I kept getting a lot of letters for the year but they were uncertain and broken in English. I knew they were from my sensei because they were In his handwriting and I could recognize the nearest Japanese to English like text. Add the time I was still living with my father who was a rap artist rapper his name was yelling in the stallion and he was not getting along with my mother I was living alone all through high school and have been going through the threats from my mother's family. Because he wouldn't pay child support one Darien the stallion End it up this side and he wanted to take me and he had to make sure that I had bodyguards as well but I was not going to live in fear like him. I want to break out as my own person in my own human being as I was supposed to be in the first place. I ended up enjoying the life in the highlife doing things shopping getting tattoos and stuff I think that's what may have said off my son so It was the tattoos. As he had tattoos as well. But I didn't understand his tattoos.

What is Marshawn you about Zatoichi wars that he was a general in the Japanese army at one time and he was twice my age not very educated and I am pretty sure he had some shady business going on I didn't know. But he was eye banging me the whole time I was learning honours tutelage.

I can see the pain is always whenever he looked at me it wasn't the pain of desire it was a pain of sore like he never was married or experienced love. He was always had that sad look the glint in his eyes that said that he was sad. But I know you had some special feelings for me. There Zatoichi was very kind to me until that one night when he asked me to go into his office after class I was a black belt at the time in the first degree didn't really pale in comparison to his 6 Dan black belt but he was interested in talking that night. But it wasn't just talks at night.

He slammed me against the wall he was very strong for a nearly emaciated looking fellow but he was very interested in trying to kiss me on my lips I tried to fight them off but he was too strong. As he did kiss me finally succeeding he ended up telling me that he love me and he wanted to know what my love language was. As if that was supposed to bring my guard down but it's slowly did go down my gard. But I am and have having to keep a secret for most of my life as I know my father hated the fact that I did karate, To hear martial artists were nothing more than thieves and murderers who are going to steal from people who are richer than them. At that time I felt that Zatoichi wise do you ring me from my father and my family how is my father of the most prized possession at the time he was older than me one he Welcomed me into the world and he was older than I was. Slight age gap between daughter and father but he was going to teach me how to rap and how to be a decent human being in his opinion. When I was being kissed on by my Sensei, I wanted nothing to do with him because I knew what my father's philosophy was but then he gently touched my face after holding my hands above my head and staying again I love you and broken English. He asked me if I read my letters from them. He ended up taking off his karate gi and I ended up being wooed into leaving Everything that I have nothing except for karate that was the only thing I knew for a year and a year later I was expected to abandon the life I had the life of a rich girl.

When I saw the sad look in zatoichi's All right I decided that I was going to bring nice to him just that one time but I didn't know he was gonna force a whole relationship on me. I said that I loved him too out of pity for him. The next thing you know He was kissing me and telling me he was luck in love with me. He was touching my face while he was kissing me deeply and passionately and gently. I wish it was chapter who his kisses and his I love use didn't thinking that it was going to cause so much problems in my life. My dream was to be a rapper like my father how old he saying now that I was secretly taking karate lessons and now taking in my own karate sensei as my lover Forced lover more or less.

I didn't know very much about Zatoichi but I knew that my father was a man of integrity and he wouldn't lose sorry if he saw me as a thief and a murderer. But I was falling in love with Zatoichi right away. Even though I didn't want to fall in love I was a willing student but I was forced in to love.

I wonder what my father would think about me dating someone who is lower class and even someone who is not very educated not sane. As if I didn't know Zatoichi was very disturbed in his mind he had many samurai swords in his dojo and a few sai daggers.

When I was kissing my karate sensei I ended up feeling petty for my father and actually feeling like he was going to disown me and I started to cry.

" I just wanna love you" he said and broken English.

" my father is worse dolomite many times and has seen the true face of martial arts he would say that I am nothing more than a thief and a criminal and a murderer."

" you are not a murderer a criminal or anything of that matter" he said broken English. He just said he wanted the best for me. And I believed him right away. I didn't really want to think that I was being brainwashed by my own sensei. Audi 21 I've been through the thick of it all a painful childhood with mother and father acting like buffoons to each other and then this happens I couldn't believe what was happening to me in this matter of seconds where I was being literately being made love to why my sensei. Zatoichi said that he loved me again and that he was sorry he said in Japanese and he said it in English. I asked him what language that was because I didn't really understand Japanese. And I told him I was a beautiful language just trying to fluff him off

"Do you think my language is beautiful"

"Yes sensei," I said.

"Please...ichi."

With Ichi I felt things not just fear but compassion and love.

Then he continued "I will write poems for you in my language and also read them out loud in my language and then translate them to the best of my ability."

Then he started talking in his language and then the end of Up reading it out in English.

"My delicate student

Beautiful black belt

My blossom of my heart

For it is spring for me

With you

I want you

Love you

Pleasure you"

He had me the poem that he scribbled it was in really neat writing in Japanese. It was similar to Chinese I knew that for a fact when I saw the teardrops marking the paper I knew he was genuinely in love with me but I was still creeped out by the thought of him. Because of his age and his occupation as a karate sensei something my father would disapprove of. And I got back home that night I had a hard the poem right away but I hit it in my bra and ended up holding it close to my heart instead.

Like always he asked me if I was late and why was I late coming back from whatever I was doing. He looked at me one day and actually said you better not be doing what I think you are I don't want a theif or a murderer for a daughter.

I broke down the day and I lost my father by telling the truth that my karate sensei was in love with me and I was starting to fall in love with him. He asked me what his name was I wasn't going to divulge the name right away but I showed him the poem he said he couldn't understand and I said it more or less means in I love you.

"Holy shit" My father Said "did he force himself on you for my money or did he really say this in his heart I don't know but I don't like this very much"

"I don't know but I think it was karma"

"Why would he want anything to do with you not that you're not good looking or anything but why would he want to risk my wrath is it because of your tattoos because if so you can start getting them"

"It's not like that"

"Leave"

"Daddy"

" just leave I am not going to support you any more."

"Why"

"Fuckin' murderer"

Oh god was I thinking what have I done to encourage the wrath of my own father he was a man who was ever integrity and very intellectual he rarely got angry at someone so I martial arts movie or saw some thing that was objectionable but this time he was downright homicidal and was going to strangle me if I didn't get out of the house I thought.

"Get your shit"

I want got my stuff right away and left I didn't want to stay any longer because I can feel his rage his intent to rage that was so horrible. That I have never seen before except for one someone was trying to steal something from them. But for chrissake I was his daughter. I wasn't going to hurt him or take from him.

That day I ended up moving in with my mother for a temporary time at the towns for a few months and turn a new year when I lived with my mother because I had nowhere to go. She was saying that bastard was rude nothing more than a rude son of a bitch. He didn't know why she even had a relationship with my father when he was so self righteous she thought out loud.

All the while I ended up telling her that I ended up falling in love with my karate sensei after he kind of forced himself on me. I didn't wanna have to say this to my own mother but that I was going to be in love with an older man she said that that was gonna be the worst thing for her daughter to do was to be with an older man. Never mind her karate sensei. When I got to the karate dojo I ended up seeing my newfound Lover Zatoichi and he said before class that he wanted me to to wait in the alley behind the dojo where he ended up making love to me.

That was when I ended up asking about his tattoos where they came from and stuff.

Then he told me that he was a Military general in the 80s who is being recruited in the Japanese mafia oh yakuza and was never married to begin with because it his disturbances of his mind.

"But I am gentle"

I can see this hair was slicked back and that he had a scar running down from his left eyed down his teeth to his jaw. I wanted to kiss that scar away. I wondered what made him come to America where he was gonna be ridiculed and he said that he what is a yakuza exile who was being exiled why his crime family.

When Arianas of finding out he was Japanese mafia I was slightly turned on a bit. He ended up saying the karate is in my heart touching my cash and then also in my temple area saying my mind and I ended up kissing me again. He's another word he was saying that he loved me and that he was saying that karate was in the heart and mind. Some thing I didn't think about before but he was sweetly in love with me. He ended up taking me back in for a class where I was changing the warm-ups at least and then every time I was doing a kata he wore intentionally correct my stands each time the blood ran down to the between my legs area and I wanted to make love to him actually lose my virginity to him. I can tell he was feeling me up whenever he was correcting my stance and kissing me on the neck. I wanted nothing more than to make love to her mom or at least make out with her in front of the class. That was one of the side to make me a sister instructor. He said that he was always going to be my sensei but I was going to go into a tournament another thing is he had big plans for me. I didn't know what he was intending on doing just yet.

The next thing I knew after class I went to his apartment which was above a Chinese restaurant that smelled like rotten fish and rotting meat and he ended up caressing me until I got out of my D and end it was arms. He made love to me passionately but gently. Start off with a gentle kiss yet deeply and I put my arms around him as he started thrusting into me and making love to me I want to hear in a massage the parts of me that I that didn't know.

He started to feel me up again as he was making out with me. Then he was inside me making love to me I can feel a sensation I've never felt before with anyone else. Not that I was promiscuous but I did know what an orgasm was and didn't have to worry about the idea of not having one for the first time but this is the first time I actually recognized it coming.

Ichi...